Chapter 120
Yunmian: “June 17, Lijiawan, weather: sunny.
Mom only ate two eggs and a cucumber today.
Mom cooked a delicious meal and everyone ate a lot. They all liked the meal Mom cooked.
My mother was angry several times today. I wanted to say sorry to her, but when she was unhappy, I felt sad too.
My mother hid in the room and cried secretly, and I hid outside and cried secretly. I wanted to wipe my mother's tears, but my mother locked me out.
I love the little duck so much. Does the little duck love its mother as much as I do?
I gave my mother a nice little flower and promised the old man to make a comb. I'm a little hungry~
I hope my mother is happy, I hope she gets better soon, and I hope I have the same powerful magic as the doctors.
He hates the stinky smell of cigarettes, doesn't like mahjong, and wants to help Brother Tang fight off the big monster in his father's body.
The biting grass is so scary, and the bubble gum is so delicious. My mother bought it for me.
I love my mother today and I will love her tomorrow too."
The child read the first diary slowly and tenderly, and everyone seemed to have dreamed back to the first day of the show.
Su Qing touched her son's head, Su Yuan hugged Song Yu and looked at Yun Mian with a smile, and Xie Yuan snatched the candy from Xiao Chengzi's hand and stuffed it into his own mouth.
This was also the first time Yun Mengjin heard her daughter's voice.
There didn't seem to be much difference from normal conversations.
But every word the child wrote crookedly on the paper concealed his full dependence on and love for her.
Her fingers holding the diary tightened slightly, but she still opened her diary under her daughter's bright and expectant eyes, fixed her eyes on the first page, and read aloud in a gentle voice.
Yunmengjin: "June 17, Lijiawan, sunny.
On the first day of the show, I seemed to be a failed mother again. When my daughter ran out crying, I sat in the house, seemingly indifferent.
I didn't expect that she would come back with a bunch of flowers for me. At that moment, I was probably the only one she loved, but I lost control again.
I took a lot of medicine, but it didn't seem to work. Even my most lively child, I felt that she was covered by a dark shadow.
I selfishly trapped her, making me the only one in her world and making her rely on me. This was the first time I brought her out to see a new world.
If she had a choice, she would probably never choose me to be her mother."
After the first diary was read, the scene fell into a long silence.
No one expected that the contents of the mother and daughter's diaries would be such a complete contrast.
Yun Mengjin lowered her eyes, and for a moment she was even a little afraid to look at her daughter's disappointed and sad eyes.
However, in the silence, she was hugged by the child first.
Yunmian patted her mother's arm distressedly and said softly, "Don't be sad, mom. Mianmian loves you the most. I don't want anyone else to be my mother. I only treat you as my baby, and no one can take it away from me~"
Yun Mengjin looked down into the clear and clean eyes of the child with her face upturned. After being stunned for a moment, she closed her eyes and hugged her daughter quietly.
It's always like this, time and time again. All my extremely negative and repressed emotions will be taken over and carried by my daughter. She will say "I love you" seriously time and time again, and will be aware of my emotional changes at any time. Every hug and comfort has become the key to her emotional stability in the past two months.
Even her previous deep sense of guilt was gently soothed away by her daughter. Every day she was greeted with only the child's sincere praise and warm and sticky love. Those bad emotions were removed bit by bit. Even if there were still deep ravines left, they were slowly filled up by the child's gentle and clean love.
The audience was also moved when they saw the mother and daughter hugging each other.
[Looking at Queen Yunying, who is now at least emotionally healthy and stable, who would have thought that two months ago she was a crazy woman who would break down and become hysterical if she ate one more piece of meat?]
[Mianmian is really good. Looking back, this five-year-old child has brought us almost nothing but positive energy in the past two months. Like a young white poplar with a good root, he is always positive and optimistic.]
[The children are all so well behaved. I used to think that only by raising cats and dogs could one gain psychological comfort and be healed. But if every child was like Mianmian, Xiaochengzi and the others, then I wouldn’t be so averse to children.]
[At first, I watched the live broadcast with the mentality of seeing what these families could do and calling the police if necessary. As a result, two months have passed. Now I just want to let this show continue until they grow up and we grow old.]
[We are different. I am beginning to be curious about the following diaries. Everyone has changed to some extent. I am looking forward to the changes between Yun Ying Hou and Mian Mian!]
So, as everyone was expecting her, Yunmian just acted like a spoiled brat and nestled in her mother's arms, lowering her head to stare at her crooked diary and reading it carefully.
“June 18, Lijia Bay, weather: sunny.
Mommy ate well today, great! Give her a red flower to praise her~
There were a lot of people selling fruits, and everyone was very enthusiastic. They bought a lot of fruits and gave us a lot of money.
My mother is exposed to the sun and works so hard. If I became my mother and my mother became me, she wouldn't have to work so hard.
Little Orange’s father is so lazy. Uncle Tang spent all the money. His brother cried for a long time. Uncle Tang is a bad guy!
I hope mom will eat well tomorrow and not take so many pills because they are too bitter. I can buy her some candy.
I love my mother so much today and wish her a long life. "
Yunmengjin: "June 18, Lijiawan, sunny.
When I had stomachache in the middle of the night, I thought for a moment that I might leave this world so suddenly. Then, in a daze, I realized that I was actually afraid of this kind of sudden death.
It’s not that I’m afraid of death, but I’m afraid that if I really leave, how will Mianmian, a child, survive in this world?
I know how difficult life is for orphans without the protection and care of their parents, so I don’t want Mianmian to become a poor creature struggling to survive like me.
When I woke up, I saw my daughter busy feeding me medicine, and I suddenly felt very fortunate.
Maybe I should have a certain respect for life. If possible, I would like to persist in living for a while longer."
“June 23, Lijia Bay, weather: sunny.
In the middle of the night, my mother fell ill again. She must have been in so much pain, sweating a lot, and couldn't even speak. I was so scared that my mother would go to the hospital.
There are so many medicines in my mother’s bag, and I can’t tell them apart at all. My mother has to take so many medicines every day. No wonder she doesn’t like to eat. The medicines are all bitter. Why can’t doctors turn bitter medicines into sweet candies?
Mom is so good when she takes medicine. I love her so much and want to kiss her, just a very light kiss.
My mother said that when I grow taller, she will become old. Old people are those who are hunched over and have white hair. My mother's hair is very beautiful, and I don't want her to grow old, so I'd better not grow taller.
So I told my mother that we want to grow old together and grow white hair together. Actually, I lied to her. I don’t want to let my mother grow old. But I made a pinky promise. Guanyin Bodhisattva, please don’t listen to me. I don’t want to turn into a puppy in the future. Please, I will buy you the sweetest candy in the future. Please.
I changed a small flower for my mother today. It is a big little flower, and the purple one is very pretty. But my mother is a thousand times prettier than the flower! "
"June 23, Lijia Bay, sunny.
I made an appointment with my former psychologist, and will be able to take half a day off to talk to him more. I hope he can give me more useful advice.
The doctor said that my desire to survive is the first step to getting better, but I know better than anyone that this desire is only so weak and fragile. If anything goes wrong, I might fall into a deeper abyss.
Today's flowers are very beautiful. I don't know where the little girl got so many compliments, but she made them look particularly messy. If I have the chance in the future, I will hire a Chinese tutor for her."
Yunmian: “June 29, amusement park, sunny.
I had a super happy day today. I went to the amusement park with my mom and everyone else. It was so much fun. There were so many big toys flying in the sky. It was a pity that we were too small to sit on them.
The director asked us to complete the task together. I was better than Uncle Xie Yuan. After my mother and I completed it together, we won the first place. But Xiao Chengzi and the others didn’t win any prizes, so I couldn’t be happy all of a sudden, otherwise they would be a little sad.
But I was still very happy, because my mother suddenly became happy, as warm as the morning sun. I felt so happy when my mother hugged me. I must be the happiest child in the world!
Brother Jiayuan’s mother is so cool, she is a super big white bear, and she appears whenever Brother Jiayuan misses her. So Brother Jiayuan’s mother must be the fairy sister who can cast magic in the story. I like the fairy sister and I don’t like Uncle Tang. I hope the fairy sister can defeat the big monster soon!
I love my mother the most. She is the most powerful Guanyin Bodhisattva among the fairies. It’s true. I have even dreamed about her. My mother even chased away the big monster. I will never be afraid of danger again.
I love my mother so much today. If she wants to be the Bodhisattva Guanyin, she can’t live a hundred years. She has to live a thousand and ten thousand years. I’m so happy!”
Yunmengjin: “June 29, Lijiawan, sunny.
The trip to the amusement park made me realize that my daughter seemed to love me more than I thought. I never thought that she would remember my every word and action. She knew what I liked to eat, what colors I liked, what fruits I hated... Every question she answered correctly proved to me again and again how important and profound I am in my daughter's little world.
I am very grateful for the director’s help. I think I will not let her lose, nor will I let Mianmian, who always thinks I am great, lose a life that could have been better.
The psychologist told me that I had found the new point in my life, and this point would allow me to slowly walk out of the haze of the past. I believed him because I also knew that self-confidence and firm goals were the best medicine for me now.
But in comparison, my daughter is the most important medicine."
Yunmian: “June 30, Lijiawan, weather: heavy rain.
It rained really hard today, and my heart cried for a long time just like the rain.
Because I did something big wrong today, I am a bad boy.
Mom told us not to play in the water and to stay indoors, but we forgot about it after we sold our things and ran out to the yard to play in the water, getting soaked.
When mom and the uncles and aunts came back, the four of us kids didn't dare to say a word. Mom slapped the palm of my hand, and it hurt so much that I cried and begged her not to hit me, but she still hit me hard.
I think I might have wanted to hide and cry secretly, but later Brother Jiayuan fell ill and caught a cold. His hands were very cold and his head was very hot. Aunt Su said that Brother Jiayuan had a fever and had to be sent to the hospital immediately, otherwise it would be very serious.
Brother Jiayuan’s quilt was wet. His father didn’t beat him or change his clothes. It was all our fault for being disobedient and wanting to play in the water. I’m sorry, Brother Jiayuan... I will never play in the water again.
Brother Jiayuan must get better soon. I will sell fruit tomorrow to earn money for your medical treatment. Don’t be afraid. My mother is Guanyin Bodhisattva. She will definitely protect you.”
Yunmengjin: “June 30, hospital, heavy rain.
I think I can answer the questions in my mind on the first and second days: what will a child be like without parents to take care of him? Is life difficult? Both the father and son of the Tang family gave me the clearest answers.
Without parental care, Mianmian might not be able to grow up safely. She would get sick with no one to care for her, she would play in the water without anyone to stop her, she would be bullied... maybe one day she would sleep quietly in a corner and never wake up again.
I don't quite agree that mothers must be strong, but at this moment, I think I am willing to become stronger and live a positive life for my daughter. She is still too young and needs someone to protect her from the wind and rain."
Yunmian: “July 13, Lijiawan, weather: sunny.
The director sister said that we should exchange parents. Why? I am my mother's baby. How can I have another father and mother? I don't want one!
Mom said that I would just go out and play with other uncles and aunts for a few days and then come back and continue to be her daughter. But I don’t want to play with other uncles and aunts, I only want to play with mom…
We are going to separate tomorrow. The director sister is a bad guy. I am going to ignore her for ten minutes!
Today I want to sleep holding my mother’s arms and listen to her stories all night long, otherwise I will stay in bed and can’t get up. As long as I don’t get up, there will never be dawn!
I love my mother more than anyone else in the world combined. No one can take her away from me, otherwise I will turn into a super monster, a bad boy, or a poor pig that gets eaten!
I don’t want to be separated from my mother. I will hate the director sister for two more minutes!”
Yunmengjin: “July 13, Lijiawan, sunny.
The director revealed in advance that the life exchange would begin tomorrow. As soon as the rules were explained, Mianmian started to cry... She usually looks strong, so why is she always so clingy that she cries at the slightest provocation?
Seeing the little one crying and saying she missed her mom, I also wanted to tell her that, in fact, even before we separated, I had already begun to miss and worry about her in my heart.
I don’t know who Mianmian will be assigned to. Given her personality, she probably won’t suffer any loss. But Mianmian is a little naughty, so I hope the parents who choose her will be more tolerant and caring towards her.”
Yunmian: “July 14, Aunt Su’s house, weather: sunny.
Aunt Su’s house is so big, and Aunt Su is a very nice person. She even accompanied me to order takeout and eat delicious food, but I missed my mother very much. Aunt Su must also miss my brother Xiaoyu, right?
Mom made beautiful and delicious little cakes for Xiao Chengzi, but I was a little unhappy because I couldn’t eat or smell them. When I get back, I must eat a hundred little cakes made by my mom. If there is one less, I will start crying.
Aunt Su said she would send me to another place tomorrow. It was so strange. Didn't every child have only one family? How come Xiaoyu had two families? Did other children have two mothers?
My mother told me to listen to Aunt Su and not cause trouble for her. I was obedient and did not cause any trouble. I was the most sensible child in the world and no one could compare to me!
But I still miss my mother so much. She never calls me on video or tells me stories. Does it mean that my mother is not willing to love me more now that she has other children?
If that happens, I will be very sad..."
Yunmengjin: “July 14, home, cloudy.
It took some time to get back. Xiao Chengzi was very sensible, like a little adult. It might have something to do with the fact that Xiao Xie is usually not very reliable.
This is the first time that Mianmian has been away from me for such a long time and so far away. I found that it’s not that she can’t live without me, but that I am a little dependent on her.
In just one day, I opened my phone countless times and felt anxious countless times. This situation had not occurred for a long time, but now it has come back vaguely. I can only use other things to distract myself and keep myself as calm as possible.
I never thought five days would be so long, so long that every minute and every second seemed unbearable. "
Yunmian: “July 15, Xiaoyu’s brother’s other home, weather: sunny.
I want to curse on behalf of the sun!
Everyone in Xiaoyu's father's family is a bad guy! They bully little girls and me. They are all bad guys, bad guys, bad guys!
I’m not happy at all today, so I miss my mom even more!
Aunt Su ordered a lot of takeout, some of which were delicious and some were not, but what I wanted most was the little cakes made by my mother.
Xiaoyu’s family is not good. They are bad people. They bully little girls and even beat me!
Aunt Su said she won’t go tomorrow. I’m not happy. I don’t like them.
Aunt Su said she wanted to raise a cat. I like cats, but I wonder if Brother Xiaoyu likes them?
Uncle Xie is a good man and makes Brother Jiayuan happy.
Aunt Su Qing is a good person and makes Brother Xiaoyu and Aunt Su happy.
Mianmian will also be a good person in the future to make her mother and many other people happy!
I won’t write anymore. I need to call my mom. I miss her so much.”
Yunmengjin: “July 15, home, cloudy.
I watched other people’s live broadcasts for a while. Fortunately, Mianmian was taken back home. I hate families like that, so I will never allow my daughter to be corrupted by those people.
Children are like blank sheets of paper when they are born, which are then painted and turned into colorful pieces of paper by the people around them. Their initial education is what they get from the environment. The vast majority of families, including myself, do not actually create the best and most excellent growth environment for their children.
But favoring boys over girls is one of the things I hate most about education. However, it is not too late for Su Yuan to recognize the situation of that family now. Xiaoyu is essentially an obedient child. He has never bullied Mianmian and Xiaochengzi. Instead, he is always taken around and played by his two sisters.
Xiao Xie may seem unreliable, but his social talents can just neutralize Jia Yuan's introverted and socially anxious nature.
Xiao Su is very good at guiding her children to think independently. She is a very good mother.
I'll stop here. If I continue writing, the little one will cry again when he can't find anyone on the phone."
Yunmian: “July 26, Lijiawan, weather: sunny.
I've become a mess today!
Brother Jiayuan told us a scary ghost story! It was about a tadpole looking for its mother. I was scared to death!
When we went to play by the river in the village, the children in the village used broken bowls and bottles to scoop out a lot of tadpoles from the water for us. They were black and small, with thin curved tails. They looked so small, and when they swam densely in the water, they looked like the round pearls in the milk tea that Aunt Su gave me that day.
But they can't be eaten, they are so scary! They can't find their mother! They are a bunch of scary stupid tadpoles!
Brother Jiayuan said that the tadpoles swam in the water for a long time, looking for small fish and turtles, and they all asked if they were their mother.
But how could a tadpole that can talk and swim around not recognize its mother?
Brother Jiayuan said that it was because the tadpole’s mother was a frog!
I don't believe it! The frog is so big and the tadpoles are so small. The frog is green and the tadpoles are black. The frog is not the mother of the tadpoles!
I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I don't believe it. Of course the tadpole's mother is a big tadpole, and the frog's baby is of course a little frog. They are not real mother and baby. Uncle Xie is right, fairy tales are all lies to children!
But my mother also said that the mothers of tadpoles are frogs and toads. What are toads? Why can tadpoles have two mothers? This is not fair! Guanyin Bodhisattva will destroy them!
Fortunately, I will not recognize the wrong mother, and I will not ask other small animals and uncles and aunts if they are my mother. I only have one mother. My mother is a fairy in the sky. She can glow and can be found at a glance. No one can pretend to be her!
I hate tadpoles, frogs and toads. They are so weird and God will not let them go.
I love my mother, Xiao Chengzi and everyone. We will always be good friends and twins. The Bodhisattva and Buddha will bless us!"
Yunmengjin: “July 26, Lijiawan, sunny.
The tadpole is looking for its mother... I saw the disgust that my daughter had never experienced in her life on her face. She became angrier and angrier as she talked. She even had a nightmare during her afternoon nap and woke up in shock. She said that in her dream, she turned into a messy toad, and the little orange turned into a tadpole and asked her if she was its mother. Then she woke up in shock and cried...
Although I don't understand the messy word formation and wild dreams of children, the fact is that I don't like these things either. I hate all animals with mucus.
But has Mianmian been a little too superstitious recently? Why is she talking about Guanyin Bodhisattva, Buddha, and God all day long? Come to think of it, I did dream that she turned into a little Taoist child, but will Buddhism and Taoism... fight in her dreams?
I hope the little one will have a peaceful dream tonight and no more strange things will pop up."
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After the rambling diary was read page by page, and even Tang Jiayuan and his mother read the very few but very heartwarming contents at the end, the audience's discussion still stayed on Yunmian and Yun Mengjin.
[Have you noticed that Queen Yunying usually looks gentle, but in fact, from the content of her diary, we can see that she is a person with relatively indifferent emotions. In the initial diaries, there is no trace of anyone else.]
[Really, at the beginning, there was only Mianmian, and her first few articles scared me. I always felt that she seemed to have no future and hope, which made me feel very depressed and uncomfortable. Fortunately, the content later gradually became milder.]
[Amitabha, my mother is Guanyin Bodhisattva, the Bodhisattva will not let you go!]
[Hahahahahaha, I laughed like a pig. What is going on in Mianmian’s little head every day? The tadpole looking for its mother turned out to be a horror story! I really want to snatch her diary and listen to it as a bedtime story hahahaha…]
[Although I am reluctant to leave my precious babies, the diary has been finished and the program is coming to an end. I hope that in the future each of them can be safe and happy, love themselves, their family and friends.]
[So, will the "Parent-Child Diary" production team really not consider inviting the original cast for the second season? I want to see the grown-up children continue to appear on the show with their unreliable parents!]
There will be extra chapters, but it will be very late, don’t wait.
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