Chapter 186
After returning to the host space, Yun Mian's previously sealed memories were all returned. Although it was only a very short period of time, in the limited time, she still sat on the sofa holding a teacup and carefully sorted out all her memories.
From myself in the first small world, the protagonist Zhao Xiaoli in the first small world, to myself in the small world that just ended, and Ji Wan, the protagonist of that world.
As the past scenes passed through my mind, they were all dyed with strong or heavy colors, and they did not fade because of being sealed several times.
Each world has a different story, different protagonists, and even the social structure is very different, but the similarity is that those protagonists are all experiencing the same life in a different second round.
Some of them have memories of the previous round, some don't, and the supporting characters and passers-by around them all have no memories of the previous round.
While Yun Mian was thinking, her eyes inadvertently fell on the system.
My mother and myself are present in every week.
The system kept saying that this was not rational. He was the host bound to the system. Before entering the mission world, the General Administration would set up the relevant identities in advance. But his mother should not appear in every world so coincidentally.
But my mother is the exception.
Before Yunmian started her last world, she interrupted the system's behavior of going to the General Administration to check her mother's identity, but having interrupted it once, she couldn't interrupt it a second or three times.
It is obvious that after going through several mission worlds, the mother's existence is more and more like a bug in the world. She went from being a cannon fodder in the beginning to even becoming an existence that the protagonist has to rely on.
Yunmian could discover this kind of change by simply sorting out his memory, not to mention a system that is good at using data to deduce.
So what exactly is a mother?
While he was thinking, the light ball received some good news. It flew towards him excitedly in the air, emitting a dazzling light: "Mianmian, the world gift from the last mission world has arrived!!"
Yun Mian was stunned for a moment. When she pulled her mind away from her previous thoughts, she just saw the system spit out a very familiar jade pendant from its body.
"This is the spatial container of the succubus. The world consciousness and the succubus were packed together and sent to us!"
As the system finished speaking, a sleeping cat suddenly fell out of the jade pendant.
Yun Mian caught it quickly, and after confirming that the touch was real and familiar and that it was indeed Yun Xiaowu, she was a little confused.
"Why is Xiaowu here?" She couldn't help but rub it. The black cat, who usually loved to rub her palm, had no reaction at this time. Only its soft belly that rose and fell slightly with its breathing showed that it was not a fake cat.
"Except for the host, no other creatures are allowed to enter our space." The system explained: "Xiaowu was packed into the jade pendant and stuffed here. It was because the General Administration stopped its current life functions. Otherwise, it would have been sent back as soon as it came in. When we enter the next mission world, it will be able to wake up normally."
Yun Mian probably knew why the previous mission world packed up and threw Xiao Wu over, because only in this way could they avoid Xiao Wu becoming the coordinate for locating that world to the greatest extent, allowing the floating immortal cultivation world to easily find him.
This is a way of transferring the danger.
Yunmian touched the sleeping cat, whose eyebrows, which were at least 50% similar to her mother's, were slightly frowned. She looked up at the system flying in the air with the pendant on top, pursed her lips, and asked it: "What is our current mission ranking?"
system:"……"
Yes, how could it forget such an important thing!
There are rewards for the top 100!
"Wait for me to go and take a look. I'll be back right away!" The system turned into a stream of light and quickly disappeared into the room.
After she left, Yun Mian sank into the soft sofa, hugged the cat, and sorted out the huge memories in her mind.
Period stories, royal intrigue, supernatural, entertainment industry, puppet kingdom, doomsday...
Starting from the first world and ending with the last world, although the self in each world will lose all previous memories, from some subtle behavioral decisions, the differences between the first world and the last world can be clearly seen.
Some changes are good, but some changes are not necessarily good.
Bolder, but also seems a bit more extreme.
It seems that in each world, the memory of the previous world still affects the soul of the next world.
So every time after losing my mother, when I enter a new world, I will be more...anxious than the previous world.
Yunmian couldn't tell whether this change was good or bad, but she intuitively felt that if it continued like this she would become out of control.
Moreover, it seemed that the external forces acting on her body were getting stronger and stronger. She had spiritual pupils, merits, and supernatural powers... Although she did protect herself better to a certain extent, when she thought about it carefully, she also lost a lot of things invisibly.
The keen perception of danger, the pursuit of love, and many other things that can be perceived and obtained little by little from the subtleties in life seem to become easier to ignore as they become stronger.
Yun Mian couldn’t explain what she lost because of her strength, but her strength was too mismatched to her five-year-old self in every world.
It's like a baby holding a gun that can kill people, like an ant carrying an elephant, like the most contradictory sides of many weak and strong...
It did protect myself, but in doing so I also lost myself in this power.
A five-year-old child without any memories, yet holding countless powerful treasures, this extreme contradiction made Yunmian seem to have never grown better in the previous world.
It was as if she was born at a destination, and there was no way for her to go after that destination, so she was trapped at that point for the rest of her life.
Everyone admired her strength, but compared with all the previous worlds, Yun Mian found that she was not becoming stronger, but was standing still all her life.
At the age of five, she used her superpowers to kill zombies and humans. At the age of fifty, she still used the same superpowers to solve the same difficulties. Her soul did not grow up at all in that world.
As she thought about it, Yun Mian shuddered and her brows unconsciously furrowed.
Spiritual pupils, merit, silk thread, healing ability, life-level space container...
It seemed as if there were invisible hands pushing her to grow and move forward. The other party was piling more and more external objects on her shoulders. It seemed that she was strengthening her strength, but in fact, she was weakening her instinct to strengthen her soul bit by bit, making her unknowingly become more and more dependent on external objects.
Become a... a balloon covered with weapons, seemingly invincible, but actually can be easily popped by a needle.
Yun Mian couldn't help but hug the warm black cat tightly, frowning and asking herself in her heart: Is this the change I want?
There is nothing wrong with my original intention of finding my mother, but as external things become more and more numerous and powerful, when I lose these "gifts" one day, will I still be able to find my mother with the power of my own soul?
In other words, when one day I lose these things and find myself in a new world, will I still be able to protect my mother with my own strength like I did in the first world?
The blood in the body seemed to be getting colder and colder. Yun Mian took a deep breath, closed his eyes, but made an extremely bold decision in his heart.
Regardless of whether the gifts she received were chips that fate had secretly measured and delivered, or whether they were a process that the person behind the scenes had already calculated, she did not want to rely on these external objects anymore and slowly turn herself into a tool host who could only rely on external objects to crush the mission world and pursue mission results.
So when the system flew in from the door, before it had time to speak, it heard the host ask it: "Is there any way to seal all my gold fingers?"
"What?!" The system stopped in shock and confusion.
Yun Mian then repeated softly, "I ask, is there any way to seal my golden finger?"
That’s right, she didn’t call those things her own abilities, but “golden fingers”, plug-ins, things that she never originally possessed.
The system was silent for a long time, so long that Yun Mian couldn't even remember how many times the cat in her arms purred. Then she asked, "Why? Aren't those abilities... gifts from the world that we worked so hard to obtain? If they are sealed, the risk of death will increase many times when we go to a higher-level mission world in the future."
The system cannot grow as quickly as humans. Even after experiencing thousands of mission worlds, its mind is not mature enough to understand the changes in human thinking in just a few decades.
Therefore, it was difficult for it to understand why Yun Mian suddenly asked to seal those life-saving skills that he had acquired with great difficulty.
This is as outrageous as telling it that it will die in the next world.
It's so absurd that the system's CPU can't even run a reasonable explanation.
"Since you ask this, it means there is a way to seal all those golden fingers, right?" Yun Mian did not answer its question, but instead caught the loophole in its words.
"...Yes, you can." The system slowly organized its words: "But, aren't you afraid of losing those things and dying in the mission world?"
If you die, there will be nothing.
“No.” Yun Mian smiled softly with her eyebrows curved. Her facial features similar to her mother’s made her look like the mother who was in charge of every world. “Your headquarters has lowered the requirements for recalling hosts. If the mission fails, the worst outcome for me, other than death, is that I can no longer be a host. That doesn’t matter. I am actually very satisfied that I have been able to walk through so many worlds with my mother.”
Children’s wishes are always the easiest and hardest to achieve.
In fact, in the first mission world, Yun Mian’s only wish had been fulfilled when she died on the hospital bed.
After that, every day, every year, and every world I spent with my mother was so beautiful, as if she had stolen them from every world.
"Uncle System, please help me seal all of them."
Yun Mian's figure shrank unconsciously as she spoke. In this temporary residence where her mind affected her appearance, she actually returned to the age of five for the first time from her previous twenties.
He was still wearing the hospital gown he had worn when he died in the ward. His eyes were clear and bright, with colorful balls of light reflected in his dark pupils. His expression was firm, like a small, upright and actively growing poplar seedling.
The system did not ask why this time. After a brief silence, it decisively responded, "Okay."
Compared to the host's sudden decision, the previously seen ranking of No. 97 in the villain branch of the Quick Transmigration Bureau seemed to become less important.
This change is not just Mianmian's feeling, but also my feeling during the writing process.
From a reckless and lively little fool at the beginning, she turned into a radical child with overwhelming strength but no substance or progress. The more I wrote, the more I felt that all the abilities imposed on Mianmian were actually a burden that made her own characteristics become increasingly dim. So I made a bold decision in this chapter, wanting to strip off these golden fingers and turn Mianmian into the brave, open-minded and bright little sun she originally was.
There is another chapter at twelve o'clock.
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Ah Liu 6 bottles;
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