Chapter 486
Yun Lejin leaned against the cold wall of the hospital, his back pressed against the biting cold, his bloodshot eyes staring straight at the ceiling above, and he looked as if his soul had been taken away, in a daze.
She didn't know how long she maintained this posture, but the phone in her pocket suddenly vibrated slightly.
Yun Lejin came back to his senses from a trance, and like a wandering soul, he slowly lowered his head and took out his cell phone.
It’s a text message reminder.
The wig and princess dress she had ordered earlier had arrived, and she was urged to pick them up before nine o'clock tonight.
It was already five o'clock in the afternoon.
Mianmian went to the emergency room at three o'clock.
"..." Yun Lejin looked numbly at the familiar lines of fonts on the phone. The light of the phone screen was reflected in her haggard eyes. After a long while, she turned off the phone indifferently, and slid down to sit on the equally cold floor with her back against the wall.
She is so tired.
Like a string stretched to the extreme that will break with the slightest touch.
For five whole years, she could no longer remember how many times she had waited outside the emergency room in such a miserable state. She only remembered that every time she hurried forward, her heart was beating rapidly like a drum, and she suddenly breathed a sigh of relief when she saw her daughter.
Closing his eyes, Yun Lejin heard his own labored breathing, but all that flashed through his mind was his daughter's figure.
She lowered her head and looked at her hands which were still shaking. Then, in this position, she leaned forward, bent her knees, and crawled step by step to the window at the end of the corridor.
Every time she crawled forward, her knees were pricked by the cold, and the hard tiles hit the wounds left by the past, but she seemed not to notice. Finally, she stopped by the window, kneeling straight with her knees supporting her body.
Atheists fold their hands.
The desperate mother looked up and begged.
I pray to the non-existent gods and Buddhas in the sky, and to the non-existent ghosts in the hospital, and ask them to bestow their non-existent kindness and have mercy on the children who have never been favored by fate.
The setting sun shines through the narrow window, casting a large amount of brilliant but cold light on the woman.
At this moment, she was more pious than the monks in front of the Buddha statue, and more compassionate than the golden gods and Buddhas.
But what she was thinking about in her heart and what she kept repeating was Mianmian.
"I hope all the gods and Buddhas will bless Mianmian so that she can come out alive this time."
"I am willing to give up all the remaining years of my life in exchange for Mianmian's survival."
"Please, no matter who you are, no matter if you are a god or a ghost, please let my daughter live. After I die, I will work like a slave for you. As long as Mianmian can survive..."
“Please…”
Tears slid down her cheeks and fell onto the white tiles when she bowed and kowtowed heavily.
Every time she kowtowed, she murmured Mianmian's name, but the sadness in her voice became more and more heart-wrenching.
Just as she kowtowed for the last time, those non-existent gods and ghosts seemed to finally hear the desperate plea in her heart.
The door that had been closed for two and a half hours finally opened.
Yun Lejin, who was kneeling on the ground, suddenly turned around.
I saw Mianmian being pushed out for the first time while still awake.
Across a long corridor, the daughter was half-lying on the ambulance, dying, and the mother was kneeling on the ground with a hunched body. The mother and daughter looked at each other, but there was no joy in either of their eyes.
There was only a dead silence as the dust settled.
Until Yun Mian was pushed into the elevator by the nurse, Yun Lejin, who was always the first to rush forward, was still kneeling on the ground in an awkward manner.
The light from the window still shone on her body, but there was still no warmth at all.
"Mianmian's mother, while there is still some time, go and say goodbye to Mianmian." The nurse came over, bent down with red eyes, and helped her up.
Yun Lejin let her take him away from this place in dead silence and numbness.
Leave this place where there will never be another chance to wait and pray.
She returned to the ward.
The doctors and nurses left temporarily with complicated and heartbroken expressions, leaving the little remaining time to her and her daughter.
Yun Lejin stood not far from the hospital bed, looking at her daughter who was also looking at her quietly.
The little girl's eyes were very beautiful, with distinct black and white, and very clear. They did not seem to have the gray and stiff deathly aura that only a dying person would have.
But she was...really leaving.
"Mom~"
The brave Mianmian was the first to break the silence, and also broke her mother's cowardly hesitation at the moment.
She was no longer wearing the oxygen mask. Her little hand, covered with bruises and needle marks, tried to raise itself and grabbed the sleeve of her mother who was coming forward.
She raised her head, her eyes still filled with sparkling smiles and love.
"Mom, has the wig you bought arrived yet?"
Her mother had already burst into tears without realizing it.
"We're here." Yun Lejin turned away and wiped away her tears. In order to prevent her daughter from looking up in pain, she quickly knelt down beside the bed and answered with a sob, "But mom hasn't had time to get it yet. Can Mianmian wait for mom?"
Wait, mom...don't leave mom so quickly and in a hurry.
Yunmian had one of her little hands held by her mother. In the past, her body would hurt no matter what she did, but now she didn't care so much. She endured the pain and raised her other little hand, which was also covered with bruises. She leaned to the bedside and carefully wiped away the tears on her mother's face bit by bit.
"Don't cry, mom."
"It doesn't matter if I become a little bald man. Even if I become a little monk in the future, Mianmian will still love my mother very much."
It seemed like her mother’s tears would never stop flowing, but Yunmian no longer had the energy to wipe her mother’s tears.
She gasped in pain and lowered her head to her mother's shoulder, her voice becoming smaller and smaller.
"Mom, I'm sorry, Mianmian made you waste your money again."
"Mom, does your knee hurt? If you hug me, it will stop hurting. Don't cry, mom."
"Mom, I can't bear to leave you..."
Yunmian was gently hugged by her mother.
Another warm tear fell into her neck, causing her heart to spasm in pain.
The child lying on my shoulder became completely quiet after those words were spoken.
Yun Lejin's heart skipped a beat. She was already on the verge of collapse, but she still managed to stay calm. She hugged her little daughter and whispered to her, "Mianmian..."
"Mianmian, don't sleep. Talk to mom for a while, okay?"
"Mianmian, don't go to sleep. Mommy hasn't told you a story yet. We agreed to tell you the story of the mermaid today..."
Yun Lejin's speech gradually became incoherent. As she spoke, she looked into her daughter's eyes and used her fingers to feel her daughter's breath.
After finding that her daughter was still breathing weakly, she just put her daughter on the bed when the doctors and nurses outside came in.
Seeing them, Yun Lejin felt as if he saw the Grim Reaper holding a sickle, or as if he saw the last straw to save his life. He said hastily and vigilantly, "Mianmian is not dead yet. She is still breathing, and her body is still warm. Please save her. Mianmian said she can't bear to leave me. She will definitely not die. Please save her!"
While calling for help, he stretched out his arms to protect his daughter on the bed, and kept his eyes fixed on the nurse who was checking her heart rate.
Yun Mian's attending physician raised his hand to stop the others from moving. He glanced at Mian Mian's still fluctuating heart rate across the bed and said to Yun Lejin, who was on the verge of emotional collapse, "Mian Mian is very strong. She should have something to say to you."
He took a step back, indicating that he had no intention of forcing his way forward.
Yun Lejin was completely distracted by his words. He hurriedly leaned over in front of his daughter, and pulled away his hair that had fallen and brushed across his daughter's cheek. He held his breath and carefully called out to his daughter who was breathing weakly again.
Maybe it was just as the doctor said, maybe Yun Lejin's obsession moved some existence, or maybe... Yun Mian really couldn't bear to leave her mother, so when she heard her mother calling her again and again with tears in her voice, she actually slowly opened her eyes.
At this moment, her eyes were finally covered with a layer of scattered gray death.
But her mother was always right before her eyes, and she never had to take the initiative to look for her.
"Mother……"
Yun Mian opened her mouth, and her vision gradually became dark. She even felt that her soul was being pulled out of this broken body bit by bit.
But the child still tried his best to keep his eyes open, looking at his mother who could no longer see, and trying to leave his last words in this world.
"Mom, I wish you a long life... a hundred years..."
Mom, I hope you live a long life.
Remember to love Mianmian every day.
cemetery.
Yun Lejin, who had already become emaciated, was dressed in black and stood alone in front of the tombstone under the rain, like a wandering soul.
The small black-and-white photo on the tombstone was taken when Mianmian was three years old and she and her mother moved to a hospital in another city.
Even though only black and white are left now, in this cold rain, the little girl in the photo still smiles brightly and warmly with her eyes curved.
Today is her seventh day.
Yun Lejin stretched out his hand, and his fingers wet by raindrops gently brushed across the photo of his daughter's smiling eyes, and a sad smile gradually appeared in his eyes.
"Silly Mianmian..."
The little fool had no idea that the last blessing she forced herself to leave was a painful, desperate curse and torture for her mother.
Perhaps she had already guessed what her mother was thinking, so even if she was on the verge of death, she wanted to use her love to keep her mother in this world.
May you live a long life...
Mianmian lived for only five years in endless pain, but in the end she left her mother with the blessing of a long life.
The rain was falling in a mess. Yun Lejin knelt down and half-knelt in front of her daughter's tombstone, just as she used to half-kneel in front of her daughter's hospital bed.
The hospital bed was very low, and Mianmian was very low, so there was only a small mound of earth left on Mianmian’s tombstone. If she had been standing all the time, the children would have to tilt their heads back to see their mother.
Yun Lejin half-knelt in front of her daughter's tombstone, stared at the child in the black-and-white photo for a moment, and suddenly sighed very softly: "Mianmian... Mommy misses you so much."
Every minute and every second, every moment, my heart is clenched into a ball in pain and I can't stop thinking about it.
But she can't stay here with Mianmian anymore.
"Mianmian, mommy is going to make money. Mianmian, please wait for mommy here. When mommy makes money, she will buy you a beautiful princess dress, sweet little cakes, and toys that other children like to play with. Please bring them to Mianmian the next time mommy comes."
"Mianmian, remember to come to my dreams more often and talk to me. Otherwise, after a hundred years, what if I don't remember what Mianmian looks like?"
After saying that, she knelt on the ground with her knees bent, leaned forward, and opened her arms to gently embrace the small, cold tombstone, just like she did every time she hugged Mianmian.
"Mianmian, wait for your mother to come back obediently."
Her whole body was soaked by the rain. Yun Lejin lowered her eyes and looked tenderly at her daughter in the black and white photo. Finally, she was willing to turn around and leave.
At this moment, a cold mechanical voice suddenly rang in her ears.
"Beep - The Cloud Raising Cubs game APP has been successfully installed. Please register your player account, read and agree to the User Registration Agreement and Privacy Policy."
There will be no update tomorrow night as I have something to do and need to go out tomorrow.
Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine:
1 Zishujun;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution:
-Caroline - 260 bottles;
Shuchen 27 bottles;
en 24 bottles;
Yansi Sheng 12 bottles;
10 bottles of Xiaolan Zhiyun;
32667567 5 bottles;
50458060 3 bottles;
Weeds 1 bottle;
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