Chapter 89
Just as I took a step towards the small table, the door of the room that had been closed was pulled open from the inside.
Yun Mengjin stood at the door and called Yun Mian in a deep voice.
Yunmian looked back in surprise, holding up the comb, and the small braid on her head swung back and forth.
"Throw that thing away." Yun Mengjin looked at the wooden comb in her daughter's hand.
"Oh~" Yunmian obediently put the comb back on the small table, picked up the cup of small flowers and tremblingly moved to her mother, then raised the small flower cup high, looked up at her mother and smiled obediently: "Mom, flowers for you~"
Yun Mengjin stared at the cup of Xiaohua for a long time before reaching out to take it, and then walked into the house without looking back.
Especially cold and inhuman.
Just when netizens, even the onlookers, the director, staff and three other parents thought that Yunmian would definitely be hurt again by Yun Mengjin's behavior, the little girl, with bright eyes, leaned half of her body inside by holding on to the door frame.
"Mom~" She always called in a sweet and sticky voice, with an extremely excited tone: "You didn't close the door, Mianmian came in!"
Not closing the door means letting the baby daughter go in to coax her mother ~ Yunmian understands!
Netizens: “…”
Boy, I have to say it, you have a bit of talent for being a dog licker.
But looking at the little girl's back as she skipped into the house, he couldn't help but feel a little envious of Yun Mengjin.
[Maybe Yun Mengjin is really sick, but I envy her so much for having Mianmian by her side...]
[I may be able to understand Yun Mengjin's occasional emotional breakdowns. I have experienced this before, but I am just an ordinary person, so my feelings may be much smaller than hers, and I have also survived it.]
[It’s a bit like bipolar disorder, but Yun Mengjin was a movie queen after all. Now she’s like this, anyone would be moody, right?]
[That’s why I envy her for having this little angel named Mianmian. Haven’t you noticed that from the very beginning when Mianmian appeared on camera until now, even when her mother yelled at her and made her cry or scared, she would just shed tears silently and then smile in different ways to cheer her mother up?]
[Really?! I always read online that having someone with a stable mood is the best salvation. At that time, everyone wanted to find a stable partner, but Yun Mengjin has a daughter who belongs to her completely! Mianmian is really well-behaved and considerate!]
[Just based on the scene where Mianmian tried hard to lift the small cup, I swear to be a fan of baby Mianmian! ]
Amidst the envious and sighing comments, Yunmian happily watched her mother place the cup of wild flowers on the windowsill, seemingly casually but actually carefully.
In this way, anyone passing by can see the cup filled with wild flowers as long as they look over here.
Yun Mian couldn't help but hold her face and smile with her eyes curved.
Mom is so cute~
Yun Mengjin turned around and met her daughter's slightly perverted smile. She paused and wanted to ignore it, but she still asked her, "What are you laughing at?"
Yunmian put down her hands that were holding her face and ran over to hug her mother affectionately. But when she remembered that her mother scolded her just now, she put her hands behind her back and announced loudly: "Mom is so cute! Mianmian likes mom the most~"
The crisp and tender voice made everyone in the yard hear the words clearly.
Yun Mengjin: "..."
Although she was once a highly-anticipated movie queen, Yun Mengjin's first reaction was shame when her daughter said this with sparkling eyes.
After all, the me now...is totally incompatible with any adjectives of beauty.
But she also knew that her daughter was never the kind of child who liked to say nice things to lie to others.
Every word Yunmian said was true.
In her eyes, this irresponsible mother who is always yelling at her is her favorite and cutest mother.
For some reason, Yun Mengjin suddenly felt a little sad.
She subconsciously wanted to avoid the camera inside the house.
Yunmian looked at her mother who walked to the corner and slowly squatted down. She thought for two seconds and then ran out.
Then he picked up the wooden comb and glue that he had thrown on the table and ran back.
Her mother was squatting in the corner, so she squatted over as well, holding two things and placing them at her mother's feet. She said in a soft and sticky voice, "Mom, you said that children can't play with glue casually. Can you help me glue this comb together?"
Yun Mengjin looked at her daughter with complicated eyes.
She was pregnant unexpectedly, and her agent and company had advised her and even ordered her to abort the child. Yun Mengjin knew that this was the best and most correct choice, but...
Several times when she walked to the hospital entrance, she couldn't help touching her abdomen, and then quickly left in the confused eyes of her agent and assistant.
She had no relatives for a long time, and she was always alone in this world. She had never thought about starting a family with anyone, but when she really became pregnant with this child, she always dreamed of many fragmented pictures.
Different backgrounds, different worlds, different identities, but the same clever little girl with smiling eyes who calls her mom.
She made a special appointment for a check-up and later found out that she was indeed carrying a daughter.
Yun Mengjin chose to give birth to the child.
But she was young and had never thought that the consequences of having a child would be so serious.
She began to become emotionally unstable, depressed, and anxious, and took various medications for these illnesses. So even if she only ate one or two eggs or a small piece of cucumber a day, her figure became out of shape, her skin deteriorated, and she even lost hair and suffered from insomnia. She never slept well again.
She had money, a nutritionist and even a personal doctor, but none of that made her better.
Because her biggest illness was the child she gave birth to.
The fact that she gave birth to a child could not be hidden from the media, and her pregnancy before marriage directly smeared a large black spot on her glamorous life resume. The overwhelming scolding and all the malicious speculations and ridicules from the marketing accounts, netizens and fans made her never dare to open the curtains at home or go out, but she was on guard against every person who knocked on the door to deliver a courier or takeaway.
Because some of the express deliveries from fans or haters contained bloody dead mice, or candies and other things that contained needles and razor blades. Even the diapers she bought for Yunmian had to be checked over and over again neurotically before she dared to use them on her daughter.
She seemed to have fallen into a deep abyss overnight. The child was clearly her own, but she became a slut who was available to anyone overnight. She was scolded by the media, mocked by her haters, and angered by her fans. Even passers-by who had nothing to do with her would sneer at her.
She did not hire a nanny for Yunmian because the reality and psychological anxiety prompted her to no longer trust anyone except herself.
So she became more irritable and became a mentally ill lunatic in the eyes of her friends and colleagues. The concern of her fans or the scolding of her haters also made it more difficult for her to open her heart to the outside world. She was extremely paranoid and guarded against everyone who appeared in her life.
She was boycotted by fans and netizens, blacklisted by her agency, and had to pay liquidated damages for all endorsements and collaborations she had ever had. She began to become financially strapped, and then had nothing.
All that was left was a baby daughter crying for food.
Yun Mengjin felt like she was raising Yun Mian with her life. In just five years, she was already very tired. At one point, she even had the urge to jump off a tall building while holding her daughter.
She is wasting her time.
Yun Mengjin knows this better than anyone else.
She knew that she was anxious, uneasy, paranoid and extreme.
I also know that the source of all this is that I have no job, I am being scolded by the whole network, my figure is out of shape and my emotions are sensitive.
But she couldn't change any of this.
I can’t change the bad image of myself in the eyes of netizens, I can’t change the fact that I’m getting fatter and fatter due to hormones, and I can’t change the fact that I pour all my emotions onto my daughter.
She also felt distressed and self-reflective, and would hug her daughter and say sorry guiltily after acting impulsively.
But she could never resist the bad emotions that were coming. She became more and more like a mental patient. She watched her daughter slowly lose her smile under her oppression, gradually become sensitive and crybaby, and subconsciously fear every sound she made and every word she said.
This job was the last one arranged by the company because the program crew specifically wanted her and gave her a not-so-low salary. Her contract in the company was about to expire, and this was the last value they could squeeze out of her.
When the filming and recording of the program is finished, Yun Mengjin will really have nothing, not even an artist anymore.
She was even more aware of how much criticism and abuse she would receive from the audience once the show started, because if she were the old her, she would also feel extremely disgusted when she saw someone treating a child like this.
Yun Mengjin was already very tired. She didn't want to act perfect in front of the camera anymore. But every night when she couldn't sleep, she looked at her daughter curled up beside her, and her heart was filled with countless regrets and heartaches.
It was I who decided to give birth to her, but I regretted it and even hated this child who brought all the misfortunes...
"Mother?"
A pair of small hands waved in front of her eyes. The little girl tilted her head to interrupt her drifting thoughts. Seeing that she had come to her senses, she held up the glue and asked her obediently, "Mom, can I use glue to help Mianmian stick the comb together?"
"Didn't I say I didn't want it anymore and asked you to throw it away?" Yun Mengjin asked her in a deep voice.
Yunmian was not frightened by her cold face. Instead, she pouted in distress: "But Mom likes this comb very much. If I throw away Mianmian, I won't be able to find a similar beautiful comb for Mom."
Because Yun Mengjin once suffered from anxiety and insomnia, which led to severe hair loss, she specially asked someone to customize a wooden comb for her that was easy to use and would not get stuck in the hair. It was said that pressing the scalp with a wooden comb can prevent hair loss, so Yun Mengjin has been using it for years and has never changed to any other comb.
Yunmian helped her mother glue the comb together because she knew this.
Yun Mengjin still refused in a deep voice: "How many times do you want me to say it? This comb is broken. I won't use it anymore. Take it out and throw it away!"
Yunmian: "Mom is lying!"
The little girl suddenly became fierce, and retorted angrily with a stern face: "If you like it, you like it. Why lie? If it breaks, just glue it back together. It only takes a few seconds to glue it and it can be used again. If you throw it away, you will get angry with other combs when you comb your hair next time!"
A comb is not cotton. It can hug its mother even if it is scolded by her.
Yunmian was tough for once. She took the comb and glue to the table and put them there. Then she came back and pulled her mother who was squatting on the ground, lecturing her: "This comb is very expensive. The grandfather who made the comb will be very sad to see you break the comb he worked so hard to make. Mom, go and glue it and call grandpa to apologize!"
Children know to apologize when they lose their temper or do something wrong!
There's another chapter later~
Also, how come there are still 200 bottles of nutrient solution for the baby! No wonder I found myself having to update again when I woke up, it's really too fast!
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution:
Pear's daily fishing 200 bottles;
Stop stealing 6 bottles from my account;
Le Hai line 2 bottles;
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