Chapter 35: And preferably the only one
Is there something?
Yun Sheng had no time to think carefully; his caresses and fondling caught her off guard, and her desire surged unexpectedly.
"Sheng Sheng, tell me." Xiao Xu kissed her while speaking to her in a low voice.
The hot breath sometimes burned near the ears, and sometimes fell on the neck.
Yun Sheng couldn't speak; only soft humming came from her lips.
Xiao Xu stuffed the hem of her skirt into her weak hands, letting her hold it tightly herself, but Yun Sheng had no strength left to hold it.
Her skirt slipped down again, and Yun Sheng suddenly regained some of her composure, her eyes widening in shock.
"Xiao Changyu... what are you doing!"
Xiao Xu put one arm around her waist and turned her to face the door, while easily restraining both of her hands with the other.
He embraced her from behind, creating a dead end with no way to retreat or move forward.
Yun Sheng didn't know how it could be such a coincidence. Before this, she had no idea about this kind of intimate way that was quite different from ordinary sex.
But during the few days that Xiao Xu was away from the capital, she finally finished reading an entire storybook, which described this in detail.
It was like lips and tongues intertwined, yet it was unusually passionate.
The so-called body fluids are continuous and inexhaustible.
She felt it several times, but it was like an illusion; he had barely brushed past her.
A drop of sweat trickled down her fair skin, sliding all the way to the back of her knee before she trembled and shook it off onto the ground, without touching her calf at all.
The stories described in the novels are tender, soft, and exhilarating.
But she only felt unbearable.
"Sheng Sheng, is there something you need?" Xiao Xu whispered in his ear, his voice deep and hoarse.
Like an aphrodisiac, it makes your whole body go numb.
Yun Sheng trembled violently. With her back to him, she couldn't push or dodge, so she could only turn around and look at him.
Xiao Xu paused, even he trembled, his breathing became increasingly labored, and his arms around her tightened with extreme restraint.
But Yun Sheng's answer remained the same: "Not here, people outside will see..."
Xiao Xu closed his eyes, no longer looking into those shimmering eyes. Her skin, exposed by her clothes, was flushed, and her eyes were filled with desire. Yet she looked at him so pitifully, which only made him think of Guan Chuan more than he could bear.
At first, he was clearly captivated by her radiant smile, and from then on, he was obsessed with her and greedily wanted more.
Right now, he cruelly wanted to make her cry uncontrollably, to make her cry even more, and to make her even wetter.
Xiao Xu kissed her ear from behind, licking it with his tongue, while the other woman also kissed her repeatedly.
“They won’t see,” he replied breathlessly. “The door is tightly closed, how could they see us?”
But this is daytime.
Yun Sheng had never observed this, so she was unsure whether the daylight would cast a shadow on the door.
She couldn't remember how things had developed to this point. They hadn't spoken a word the whole way, hadn't touched each other at all, and hadn't even exchanged glances.
Yet, the atmosphere can spiral out of control in an instant, suddenly escalating until it becomes so intense that even breathing becomes difficult.
She suddenly had an unverifiable guess that it was precisely because of this imminent moment that he had acted so strangely as not to hold her hand the whole way.
"But I can't stand anymore... Let's go inside..." Yun Sheng's breathing was broken and intermittent.
The arms around her waist tightened, but then pressed her down.
Xiao Xu supported her with one hand and pinched her chin with the other, turning her towards him to kiss her.
But this support wasn't enough; Yun Sheng had never known that her legs could feel so weak.
She slightly bent her knees, as if she were about to huddle inside.
Standing before the door, in this brightly lit area, even though they were already inside, they were so eager that they stopped going further in.
Then Xiao Xu asked again, "Sheng Sheng, when will you answer me? Do you also have something to say?"
Yun Sheng finally began to think about the question: "A little..."
Xiao Xu was clearly anxious, yet he tried his best to restrain himself.
Yun Sheng's back trembled, her lips trembling. Several obvious teeth marks were visible on her plump lips, whether she had bitten them herself while trying to hold back, or whether Xiao Xu had left marks by kissing her too hard.
"A little... I miss you."
"A little something?"
"I miss you, actually I miss you too...!"
His voice became unsteady halfway through, and he swallowed some of his words as well.
As the tone changed at the end of his voice, Xiao Xu released her chin and closed the door.
The kiss beyond the lips ended completely at that moment.
They had never been like this before. Xiao Xu sighed, the veins on the back of his hand bulging, his brow twitching, and a rare ferocity appearing on his face.
Yun Sheng couldn't stand up straight or steady herself. Her hands were at a loss, and she subconsciously reached for his hand that was wrapped around her waist, but she didn't grab it. Instead, she felt a strange sensation on her lower abdomen.
Not knowing whether it was real or not, she dared not touch it again.
Yun Sheng let out a frightened and pitiful sob.
As if sensing something, Xiao Xu gently stroked her lower abdomen, which was still unsure if it was flat, and mischievously pressed it a few times.
"It's okay, you're very capable."
Yun Sheng was startled by these words and felt so ashamed that her whole body tensed up instantly.
Xiao Xu frowned and hissed, "Don't rush, I'll give it to you later."
Yun Sheng finally broke down in tears as he had hoped, but her sobs rose and fell, which, to Xiao Xu, was the aphrodisiac that made it hard to control himself.
The door was slammed shut with a dull thud.
There were indeed flickering lights, but the courtyard outside was deserted, though Yun Sheng was unaware of it.
Xiao Xu seemed to be out of control, whispering his thoughts of her in her ear over and over again.
Her slight longing seemed to be completely swallowed up by his intense emotions.
It's also possible that he took it deep into his heart and possessed it exclusively.
But she had no time to think about it anymore.
As the meeting was drawing to a close, Xiao Xu, breathing heavily, turned her around from the doorway, picked her up, and carried her towards the chaise lounge inside the room.
Last night he wanted to do it on her chaise lounge in her boudoir.
This vile and rude thought cannot be exposed, but he feels that it will be exposed sooner or later.
He did not separate from her as they walked, and when they arrived at the chaise longue, he was about to put her down.
Yun Sheng suddenly broke free, catching Xiao Xu off guard. He was pushed to the side of the chaise lounge, his knees buckled, and he fell backward.
Before he could get up and reach out to grab her, Yun Sheng knelt on one knee beside the chaise longue and straddled it.
A hint of surprise flashed in Xiao Xu's eyes as she pressed him down firmly onto the ground.
Yun Sheng's chaise lounge was too small for him to lie down completely; his long legs bent at the knees, and his feet touched the ground.
This is a breed she would never choose when selecting horses: fierce, untamed, difficult to control, and large in size.
She wanted to mount the horse steadily, but it wasn't the docile pony she had chosen during the day's hunt in the forest. This was difficult for her, and she broke out in a cold sweat as she gripped the reins tightly.
Xiao Xu stared at her with deep, dark eyes, his voice hoarse: "Don't rush, I won't move."
Yun Sheng was furious and slapped him on the chest, just like he had slapped her butt earlier.
He didn't move, but he was extremely excited.
Xiao Xu was suddenly hit, but a smile appeared on his lips.
After dawdling for too long, his smiling eyes gradually darkened.
He reached out and grasped Yun Sheng's waist, helping her climb onto the horse's back and ride freely.
But Xiao Xu was somewhat out of control; he was indeed an untamed horse, and soon became uncontrollable, seizing the initiative.
He fiercely tossed her around on horseback.
Finally, Yun Sheng couldn't straighten up and collapsed in front of Xiao Xu. His clothes were already disheveled from the tugging, and her sweaty cheeks were pressed against his heaving chest without any obstruction.
He held her tightly around the waist and kissed her passionately and haphazardly.
The kiss froze for a moment, and the muscles on his chest beside his cheek tensed.
The water flowed for a long time.
Yun Sheng lay on the soft, sticky flesh beneath her, feeling completely exhausted and unwilling to move.
So absurd, yet so intense.
The comfort and softness that continued to spread throughout her body after it had calmed down made her unable to think of any words or muster the strength to accuse Xiao Xu of his recklessness.
When she sensed Xiao Xu's slight movement, she lazily gave the order: "Carry me to the bathing room."
The rustling sound of the fabric prevented Yun Sheng from hearing Xiao Xu's reply, or perhaps he didn't reply at all.
After a brief moment of being lifted into the air, she was placed on the ground. When she looked up, she found herself not in the study, but in front of the desk by the east window.
Yun Sheng's mind went blank for a moment, as if she realized something. She turned around and was kissed by Xiao Xu again. His tongue fiercely probed in, disrupting the calm that followed the intense kiss.
Her right leg was grabbed, and her knee was lifted onto the desk. In the precarious position of almost climbing up, her whole body went limp, and she collapsed onto the desk.
Yun Sheng was overwhelmed and let out a low sob, pitifully saying, "No more."
Xiao Xu bent down and wiped away her tears, gently coaxing her, "It'll be soon."
But what she called "quick" was completely different from what she imagined, and his behavior was nothing like the gentleness of his words.
With his back turned to him like this, Yun Sheng couldn't hit him or bite him.
She could hear him whispering in her ear from time to time.
They praised her for being great, commended her for being amazing, and also said some unpleasant things.
She was eventually carried to the bed.
When she faced him again, she parted her lips slightly but could not utter a complete sentence. She felt as if she had cried all her tears, but she could only hear the sound of rushing water, endless and continuous.
Finally, as the heat subsided, she closed her eyes listlessly and leaned into Xiao Xu's arms in a daze.
Xiao Xu kissed her again, the kind of gentle, lingering kiss she used to love.
He remained inside, and she was powerless to ask him to leave.
He seemed to be whispering in her ear, but she was no longer paying attention.
His lips kissed her earlobe, and Xiao Xu asked softly, "Will you like me even a little bit in the future?"
Yun Sheng didn't hear it. Leaning against the man's strong chest, her breathing became long and even, accompanied by the sound of his heartbeat.
After an unknown amount of time, consciousness was awakened by the movement of the body.
Yun Sheng subconsciously said no.
She heard a soft, familiar laugh nearby. She tried to open her eyes to see, but before her vision cleared, she felt warm water enveloping her.
The soothing feeling made her lazy again; her eyelashes fluttered a few times, and she didn't open her eyes again.
Until a moment of extreme discomfort made her frown and open her eyes, instinctively pushing away the source of her discomfort.
"pain……"
When I opened my eyes, the room was filled with mist, and only the face of the man nearby was clear.
Xiao Xu was squatting by the bathtub. He staggered slightly when pushed like that, but quickly regained his balance.
"I'll get some medicine later."
What medicine should I use?
Yun Sheng looked down in the direction Xiao Xu was pointing, puzzled.
The clear, colorless bathwater offered no cover, revealing numerous mottled red marks on her body that looked as if she had been gnawed by a dog.
Xiao Xu's outstretched hand was slapped away.
"..."
He stood there silently and motionless.
Yun Sheng quickly washed herself clean.
Only after washing did she see that there were teeth marks not only on her front, but also on her thighs, knees, and even her ankles.
She couldn't see her back and neck, but she recalled fragmented memories and knew that they couldn't possibly escape that fate, and even her buttocks.
Yun Sheng was embarrassed, angry, and indignant. After washing up, she glared at Xiao Xu.
Xiao Xu remained unfazed and even thoughtfully handed her a soft towel to wipe her body.
Yun Sheng didn't take it. She tried to get up by supporting herself on the edge of the bathtub, but suddenly let out a low groan.
Xiao Xu then reached out to her again, lifted her out of the bathtub, and wrapped her body in a cloth to gently wipe her dry.
His movements were much lighter than before, but when he touched that spot in front of him, Yun Sheng still frowned.
It didn't actually hurt that much, it was just that the sensation was too strange, and she was dissatisfied.
Yun Sheng, who wasn't good at swearing, sternly said, "You've gone too far."
It posed no threat whatsoever, and even as Xiao Xu lifted her up slightly, she instinctively snuggled closer to him.
Xiao Xu felt that she was like a kitten with its fur standing on end, but it would purr when its belly was scratched.
Yun Sheng was put back on the bed. Xiao Xu turned to leave, but soon returned with a piece of ointment in his hand.
Her ankle was grabbed, and Yun Sheng kicked him in the chest.
Xiao Xu knelt on one knee on the bed. Seeing that her legs were stretched out, but she wasn't pressing down on his chest with much force, he simply kicked off his shoes and knelt down on both knees.
"Higher or lower?" he asked her about the placement of her feet.
He was holding Yun Sheng and trying to put her up higher, so the cloth draped over her body was about to slip off.
She was completely naked inside, and this position filled her with a sense of fear. Annoyed, she said, "I'll wipe myself."
Finally, he added, "You've gone too far."
Helpless, Xiao Xu loosened her ankle and then began to undress in front of her.
Yun Sheng froze, then sat up, shrinking back: "What...what are you doing? You..."
Xiao Xu had just taken a quick bath and put on only an outer robe before carrying Yun Sheng to the bathing room.
So at this moment, he simply loosened the thin belt, and once his clothes were loosened, his muscular body was revealed.
"Sheng Sheng, look for yourself, shouldn't I also say you're being unreasonable?" Xiao Xu casually tossed his coat aside.
Yun Sheng's eyes widened in shock. She saw several bright handprints on his chest, and his shoulders and arms were covered in scratches, several of which were still oozing blood. They looked much more frightening than the ones on her body.
Yun Sheng's face turned bright red instantly, and she couldn't believe it. She clearly felt that all her strength had been drained the whole time, so where did she get the extra strength to make these marks?
Xiao Xu suddenly leaned closer to her. He had been sitting face to face with her, but with this movement, his slender figure enveloped her with a deep, warm aura.
Because of his bent-over posture, Yun Sheng immediately noticed that there were even more crisscrossing scratches on his well-defined back.
Xiao Xu took her hand and stroked his shoulder, feeling a few crescent-shaped indentations.
"It doesn't hurt anywhere else, but it's only when you climax that you scratch the same spot every time, and it's bound to swell up afterwards."
"…………"
Help! What is he saying? Did he frame her himself?
Yun Sheng closed her eyes in shame and indignation, giving up resistance. Xiao Xu treated her like a porcelain doll, applying ointment to the more serious marks on her body.
Finally, he reached into the crack.
Yun Sheng suddenly closed her legs.
Xiao Xu stopped and said seriously, "There's nothing wrong here, it's fine."
Yun Sheng's face had gone from flushed to flushed several times, and with his rambling nonsense, she was almost unable to react.
Even as Xiao Xu wiped his hands and got up to lie down next to her, he whispered, "Don't you need to put some medicine on?"
"No need," he said, pulling her into his arms. "Next time, you can try catching it somewhere else."
"..."
Yun Sheng still felt her face burning, and shifted her body, intending to turn her back to him.
But with just a slight exertion of his arm, Xiao Xu turned her from her original lying position to face him.
As soon as Yun Sheng turned around, a cold, hard object was shoved into her hand.
She looked down and opened her palm, only to find a fine white jade safety buckle being placed in her hand. The front of the jade ring was carved with a pattern of intertwined leaves and plump beans.
Yun Sheng ran her thumb over the uneven carvings and asked softly, "Is it for me?"
Xiao Xu nodded: "I saw this piece of white jade by chance on the way, and it was of good quality, so I bought it."
"Do you still like it?"
"like."
Yun Sheng stared intently at the piece of white jade. The jade was clear and translucent, with delicate carvings. How could anyone not like such an exquisite object?
She hadn't expected that Xiao Xu, despite being delayed on his trip, would still remember to bring her a gift.
She stared at the jade ring for a long time, then exclaimed "Eh!" and brought the jade ring closer to her eyes: "Why is there no pattern in this leaf pattern?"
Xiao Xu frowned upon hearing this, and pulled Yun Sheng's wrist down to look down as well.
Yun Sheng suddenly realized something, quickly shook him off, and protected the jade ring in her arms. She then looked up in surprise and asked uncertainly, "Did you carve the patterns on it?"
Just by looking at this piece of jade, one can tell that it is of great value. If it were made by a craftsman, how could a shop selling such jade carelessly present an unfinished product to a distinguished customer?
Xiao Xu paused for a moment before finally replying, "Yes, I carved it."
He seemed still upset about this oversight, and reached into Yun Sheng's arms, trying to take the jade ring without saying a word.
What are you doing?
Yun Sheng refused to give it to him and protected him even more tightly.
Xiao Xuwei composed himself: "I forgot it wasn't finished after I got busy. Give it back to me first, and I'll fill in the details before giving it to you."
The gift that had been given was about to be taken back, which made even Xiao Xu feel a little embarrassed.
Seeing that he could remain unfazed by the inappropriate things he said earlier, but now he was twitching his lips uncomfortably, Yun Sheng felt a little smug. She held the jade stone in her hand and put it to her chest, and then said things that made him feel embarrassed.
"No, I've already given it all to you. It's not very sincere of you to want it back."
Xiao Xu paused for a moment, his fingers stopping beside her clothes.
The next moment, he chuckled and thrust himself inside.
"Xiao Xu!" Yun Sheng exclaimed.
Xiao Xu took out the jade stone, rubbed its surface with his fingertips to feel its warmth, and said with a smile, "Be good, I'll give it to you once it's repaired."
"No, I want this one." Yun Sheng tried to snatch it, but Xiao Xu didn't dodge, and she easily took it back.
She held the jade ring in her palm and said seriously, "This is different from other safety buckles. If we add patterns to it, it won't be unique anymore."
If it weren't for this minor oversight, the carvings on the jade ring would appear flawless, as if they were made by a single craftsman.
Only this hollow leaf is truly special; no matter how much money can buy jade elsewhere, it cannot compare to this.
Xiao Xu's eyes flickered slightly. After a long silence, he finally said, "You really want this?"
"Um."
Yun Sheng left his embrace, lay down, and held the jade in her hands, examining it from left to right with bright eyes.
It's hard to tell how much of the brilliance in her eyes was for the reasonably good-looking jade ring, and how much was for the fact that she saw through the fact that he had carved it himself.
All I heard was her muttering to herself, "How come you can do everything?"
Xiao Xu looked at her quietly.
The dream he had on his first night after leaving Beijing was very unpleasant, so he bought this piece of jade and meticulously carved it every night after a busy day.
He dislikes being preoccupied with gains and losses, and even more so, he dislikes being swayed by baseless rumors.
But he couldn't control his emotions, and after seriously considering why he had been so affected, he finally understood some things during the days he couldn't see her.
In fact, the answer had already surfaced long ago. From the moment he first met her, the emotions that arose in his heart that no one else would have were never truly suppressed; on the contrary, they grew stronger and stronger.
"Sheng Sheng, now that you've accepted it, you should give me a gift in return."
Yun Sheng was taken aback and turned her head to the side.
She hadn't prepared anything; how was she supposed to reciprocate?
His fingers tightened involuntarily, as if the gift would be taken back if he didn't reciprocate.
She whispered, "Let me prepare, and then..."
"Not later, now." Xiao Xu interrupted her. "Sheng Sheng, I want the same kind of return gift as last night."
The distance between them had somehow shrunk again, so close that Yun Sheng could smell the fragrant bath bean scent on him.
Xiao Xu usually uses bath soap with a lighter scent, but this time it smells like the bath soap she usually uses, probably from when he bathed her in the bath room.
Yun Sheng didn't understand why the scent she was used to, when emanating from Xiao Xu, made her feel dizzy and confused.
But she immediately understood what he meant, and her gaze fell on his lips before hers did.
Even though they had just done something so intimate, she was inexplicably nervous about a simple kiss, and she also noticed that Xiao Xu's Adam's apple bobbed slightly involuntarily.
Yun Sheng had kissed Xiao Xu before, but mostly when she was in a daze or when he coaxed her.
Xiao Xu didn't know how to describe the feeling of her running towards him last night and kissing his lips.
He didn't even see her face clearly, nor did he taste her mouth. The evening breeze blew, and he couldn't even catch a trace of the lingering warmth on her lips.
It felt like an illusion.
But his heart still raced and pounded uncontrollably because of that fleeting kiss.
At that moment, the emotions he had previously named as possessiveness, competitiveness, and self-esteem suddenly found their source.
It's clearer than ever before.
It's because I like her.
Those emotions only arise because I like her.
Because I like her, I want to have her.
He knew very little about how to like someone, only that he cherished this moment of tenderness.
How to obtain her? Perhaps it's like her father did: seize her, possess her, use every means to keep her by your side, and then let time wash away the ugly scars left by the force.
He initially loathed this approach, so he found many reasons to justify his feelings, believing that only uncontrollable dreams could be invaded by her traces.
Later, he found himself unable to resist, and he was even glad that Yun Sheng treated him far less than his mother had ever hated his father.
Yun Sheng lowered her eyelashes, moved forward a little, and then gently kissed his lips.
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[Shrugs] I'm out of ideas, I'm exhausted from all the interrogation.
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