Chapter 115 Life-saving Straw (Part 2)
Song Shengsheng was originally packing her luggage happily, but now she became a tearful person again.
If Fu Cheng spoke in a serious tone, she would feel aggrieved.
She wasn't like this before. When she first wanted to hook up with Fu Cheng, she could smile every day despite his cold face.
Even some people have complaints about his cold-bloodedness and indifference.
I would just mutter in my heart, this person is so fierce, this person is so cold.
Instead of giving up, she would still run up to him the next day as if nothing had happened, shamelessly show him the brightest smile, and ask him if he slept well last night, if he had eaten enough, and if he missed her in the past two days.
Maybe in the past two years, she rarely needs this.
After getting the marriage certificate, Fu Cheng was still as quiet as before.
But he would take the initiative to get close to her, do a lot of things for her, and rarely speak to her in such a serious tone.
"Xiaochi must follow me. I can support him."
"The money we earn together has to belong to me. You have to send me half of your future salary."
"Go and refund my and Xiaochi's train tickets. I don't want to go back with you."
Hearing this, Fu Cheng's heart trembled and his fingers curled up in pain.
His face was slightly pale, and his thin lips were pressed into a cold straight line. He moved his lips and said decisively, "No."
Fu Cheng came forward and hugged her. He held her tightly, speaking slowly, clearly, and firmly: "We will not separate."
When the man heard what she said, he almost couldn't breathe and felt suffocated.
When I breathe, I feel a pulling pain in my chest.
Fu Cheng held her tightly and didn't want to let go. He hugged her, who was trembling a little, and held her slender body tightly, shaking her body gently, as if he could feel the grievance she had just felt.
The man's Adam's apple slid up and down twice, he swallowed and said, "I ran into your cousin when I came back just now."
"She said something that wasn't nice to you."
"I don't care what she said. I just can't stand the fact that you don't like me."
"When I came back and saw how you clearly separated me, I felt that you might never have liked me at all."
These words all sound a bit frustrating and sad.
Song Shengsheng was forced to stay in his arms. His body was hard and if he didn't want to let go, she couldn't break free.
Song Shengsheng could probably guess what Zhao Xiaoning had said, and it couldn't be anything good after all.
It's probably something she's done before.
She couldn't explain the past.
Because--
That is indeed true.
She is not an honest person who would obediently wait for a blind date arranged by her parents who is older and poor.
She also wanted to marry into a good family, so that she wouldn't have to do countless housework every day like she did at home.
She just wants to enjoy herself.
Song Shengsheng had secretly inquired about young men in the surrounding area. Most of the good-looking gay men came from poor families and were also very lazy and had no ambition.
In this era, some families still favor boys over girls.
Gay men don’t have to do anything at home, as their sisters and brothers will do everything for them.
Song Shengsheng looked down on such gay men.
But she really couldn't accept the look of a man who came from a wealthy family and was a successful person.
Song Shengsheng was still very picky. She simply couldn't close her eyes and marry an ugly man.
After much selection, Fu Cheng appeared in her world.
She was ignorant at the time and bumped into it headfirst without knowing what was going on.
She thought she fell in love with him at first sight, but it turned out that others had ulterior motives.
Afterwards, Fu Cheng was always indifferent to her and also tried to persuade her to quit.
She tried everything she could but didn't see any results.
She is already planning to look for another good man!
Coming back to her senses, Song Shengsheng opened her mouth and gently bit his neck with her teeth. She said, "I admit that I was not very honest at that time."
"But my parents want to marry me to an old man. I can't make decisions on many things. I don't want to marry an old man, so I can only rely on myself."
"I've met the man they found for me. He's in his 30s or 40s, and he has a very mean daughter who threw rocks at me when she saw me."
"She hit me so hard that I cried. I went home and complained to my parents. They said I was narrow-minded and that I shouldn't have bothered with a child."
She looked at him with tears in her eyes and choked up, "Fu Cheng, I am different from you. No one loved me before. I was the only one who loved myself."
She wiped her tears with his clothes. His voice was sticky and nasal. She choked and said, "I regarded you as my lifeline at that time. I didn't mean to deceive you on purpose."
She spoke as if she were about to burst into tears.
She knew that she was frivolous, ignorant, snobbish, opportunistic, greedy for fame and wealth, and had many, many shortcomings.
She is not like the moral role models praised in organizations and books. She does not have those noble, selfless, and hard-working qualities.
She felt that she was right to do so before.
Song Shengsheng was tongue-tied at the moment, and couldn't explain clearly whether she had fallen in love with Fu Cheng at first sight.
It’s better to use it more directly.
Use him to get rid of his parents' control and get rid of the poor life.
But she had nothing to be ashamed to admit.
"They all bullied me. They all thought I was easy to please and wanted to take me home to get married and have children with just a little money." Song Shengsheng buried her head in his chest, her wet eyes soaked with wet tears. She grabbed the collar of his shirt tightly. "When you came to the brigade to help, I didn't dare to look at you too much at first, but later I felt that you were a good person."
"She's pretty, too. I like her."
"But they said you were the son of an official from the capital, and told me not to have such wishful thinking."
"You have no idea how nervous I was when I came up to you and tried to get close to you."
"That's what I thought at the time. Anyone can come to save me." She raised her face, her eyes were red and her eye sockets were wet like a lake. She sniffed. It was not an excuse, nor a lie.
She just said what was in her mind but was the most honest thought: "But if you came to save me, I would be happier."
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