Chapter 126: Tears Unconsciously (Update 1)
Although Song Shengsheng didn't shed any tears, her eyelids were still swollen.
What she just said to Qiao Zhiyuan was also the truth.
But even though her motives for wanting to marry Fu Cheng were not pure at that time, she did it for the sake of profit.
But she also gave a little love and sincerity.
Many people have said in front of her, openly or secretly, that she is not worthy of Fu Cheng and that she is marrying above her station.
Song Shengsheng had heard this kind of talk so many times that her ears were numb and she didn't care at all.
You can think about it and think about it, but you can't kill her.
But when she thought that Fu Cheng was just using her in the beginning, she felt uncomfortable, as if there were dense ants gnawing at her heart. She couldn't understand why she was sad about such a thing, but tears flowed unconsciously in her heart.
I want to cry.
I was afraid of embarrassing myself, so I had to endure it.
I couldn't hold it in until the end and wanted to cry loudly.
Song Shengsheng was a little absent-minded during the afternoon class, his mind was full of this matter.
Fortunately, there were example questions on the blackboard. She copied them carefully into her notebook so that she could look at them again when she got home.
She had only been attending the class for a few days when a regular student lent her his notes.
The handsome and fair-skinned boy, wearing a washed-out shirt, shyly handed the notes to her.
Song Shengsheng said that he was a little dull, but he always had a keen sense of smell when it came to things like this.
This person sent the notes to her because he had a crush on her.
Song Shengsheng shook her head: "Thank you for your kindness, but no thanks."
The young boy took her refusal as shyness and chased after her shamelessly: "Classmate, you don't have to be polite. I saw that you were sitting in the last row and was afraid that you couldn't hear what the teacher said. In fact, I..."
The affection that was about to come out of my mouth was ruthlessly interrupted by her.
Song Shengsheng directly stated: "Classmate, I am married."
The other person's face turned red, and her heart was broken.
He didn't expect that this pretty female classmate who looked still young was already married. His blushing face gradually turned pale. The young man tightly clenched his notebook, turned around and ran away embarrassedly.
Song Shengsheng didn't take this little episode seriously.
In the evening, she reluctantly returned to the Fu family. She couldn't hide the secret, so she didn't show any embarrassment when she returned, and she spoke less.
Ye Jing could immediately tell that she was worried.
However, Ye Jing did not ask. Even if she asked, Shengsheng might not tell her.
Fu Cheng has been living in the army dormitory these days and has been too busy to go home.
The Fu family has relatives coming tonight, so we have some free time, so the whole family got together.
It was also the first time for the relatives to meet Song Shengsheng, and they knew her background very well.
If you have prejudice in your heart, you will be dissatisfied no matter what you see.
Their children married either cadres or high-level intellectuals from scholarly families.
Song Shengsheng's conditions are really not good enough.
But Fu Cheng's parents didn't say anything, and they wouldn't say more to embarrass themselves, after all, she wasn't their daughter-in-law.
It's just that my subconscious attitude towards her is slightly different from that of others.
I think she must be a timid person, and I also think she is easy to be manipulated.
"Shengsheng, pour me a cup of tea."
"Shengsheng, are there any toys at home? My grandson insists on holding a toy before he eats. Can you please help me get it?"
These calls were not polite to her at all.
Song Shengsheng was not happy to be treated like a babysitter, but the other party was an elder and the demands were not excessive.
If she turned her face away because of such a small matter, it would show that she, as a young person, was very rude.
Song Shengsheng went to pour tea without saying anything. As for the toys, she was reluctant to take them out. She said, "The toys belong to Xiaochi. Whether he is willing to lend them depends on whether he is willing. I can't make the decision."
Song Shengsheng was telling the truth, she was not lying.
Besides, Xiaochi didn't have many toys to begin with, and although she hadn't seen how he played with them, he was already very opinionated. Just like her when she was a child, he didn't like others touching her things.
Song Shengsheng had very few toys from childhood to adulthood, only two, and they were broken dolls she picked up.
No one else wants it because it's dirty.
She picked it up and took it home and washed it clean.
Even so, she was still favored by a child from her mother's family. Mother Song was partial to her mother's family, so she used her baby as a favor and gave it away without hesitation.
She was stubborn and refused to give it. Her eyes turned red with anger and she held the doll tightly, refusing to let go. She was scolded and hit twice by Mother Song.
She certainly didn't want her son to go through the same terrible things she had experienced as a child.
"Shengsheng, it sounds like we are monopolizing Xiaochi's toys. We are just using them for a while. We have some at home and we won't take them back."
The one who spoke was Fu Cheng's eldest aunt. She had a smile on her lips, and she looked down on this petty niece-in-law more and more in her heart.
She's so stingy, I really think everyone would want to covet her things.
Not at all.
When the others heard this, they looked at each other and a subtle smile appeared in their eyes.
What they were thinking was pretty much the same.
This is an unspoken understanding.
Song Shengsheng felt that the smiles in their eyes and the words they spoke carelessly were like knives piercing her, making her feel even less able to raise her head than sharper words.
She suddenly understood why all of them said they were not a good match.
Song Shengsheng was in high spirits. She said, "I know my aunt won't take it, but it's wrong to take something without someone's consent."
The eldest aunt smiled and said: "Xiao Chi is only a few years old, you..."
Song interrupted her: "No matter how old he is, you have to ask for his opinion. You can't disrespect him just because he is a child."
After these words were spoken, there was silence for a moment.
It sounds like these elders don't know how to respect children and don't take children seriously.
After saying this, Song Shengsheng was not willing to communicate with them any more. She made the excuse of feeling unwell and went upstairs to rest.
Back to the room, looking at the scenery outside the window.
The camphor trees, with their leaves falling in the wind, seem to be lush and green all year round.
She silently withdrew her gaze. There was a small desk lamp on the bedside table.
I heard from Fu Cheng's mother that he bought this small desk lamp when he was studying abroad.
The bedroom was simply furnished, but every random book on the bookshelf was something she had never heard of in her entire life.
All right.
They are right.
No matter how you look at it, if Fu Cheng hadn't gone to Ningcheng, she would never have had anything to do with someone of his status in her life.
The next day.
Song Shengsheng went to find Fu Cheng with swollen eyelids.
She had never been to the military area in the capital. Even the gate was much larger than that in Ningcheng, not to mention the strict guards outside.
The armed guards at the door can scare people passing by.
Song Shengsheng was a little timid. She was standing at the door, and before she made up her mind to go in and look for someone, she was targeted as an unrelated idler.
"Comrade, what do you do?"
Song Shengsheng had no choice but to go in. She took a deep breath and said, "I'm here to see your Captain Fu. I'm his family member."
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