Mrs. Huo was very decisive in her words, but she herself did not realize that every move she made was actually made without considering Song Shengsheng.
Whether she wants it or not, is willing or not.
I just want to force what I want to give her and force her to accept it.
Mrs. Huo only remembered her tears, regrets and pain over the years. She had dreamed countless times that she had left the child behind on that day and had not seen him again for more than 20 years.
There are not even a few photos left.
It wasn't until her little daughter was born that her pain really eased.
Mrs. Huo herself did not realize that it seemed that the person she was trying to redeem was not her daughter, but herself.
She tried her best to correct the mistakes she made.
People's hearts are fickle. Perhaps when she took a plane with her elders to seek refuge abroad, the person she loved and cared about the most was her daughter whom she left behind.
But after so many years, and after she had a lovely, gentle and beautiful daughter, her feelings were no longer the same as they were before.
After all, it was her other daughter who brought her happiness and satisfaction over the years.
Even she herself did not notice this subtle change.
So now she is willing to make compensation, as if as long as she provides her daughter with more favorable conditions, she can make up for the guilt she has felt over the years and make herself feel better.
Ye Jingshu found it hard to agree with what she said.
"Mrs. Huo, you have never considered whether Shengsheng can leave the child. I thought you could empathize with her."
After all, she herself had experienced the pain of separation from her daughter, so how could she bear to let her daughter suffer the same thing?
Mrs. Huo's face froze for a moment, and then she said calmly, "If you are willing to let us take the child away, I will certainly not separate them."
Ye Jing frowned, not expecting that it was still her fault.
"Mrs. Huo, I don't know why you want to take Shengsheng away. Since you no longer care about the past grudges between the two families, why do you have to separate the couple?"
Ye Jing's words also became sharper: "Are you really worried about her, or are you just satisfying your own selfish desires? I think Mrs. Huo needs to think carefully about this."
Mrs. Huo's face looked very ugly, as if she had been hit hard in the sore spot and was angry and embarrassed.
She would never admit that it was her own selfish desire.
The two were obviously not having a pleasant conversation.
Ye Jing looked at Mrs. Huo's leaving back, feeling somewhat worried.
She also never thought that Mrs. Huo's ideas would be so extreme.
Ye Jing also has two children. Although she is kind to both sides, she is more or less biased in her heart and cannot be completely impartial.
She also knew that Mrs. Huo later gave birth to a daughter. If she had known this, she would have denied the blood relationship.
On Friday afternoon, Song Shengsheng was blocked by a plainclothes man after she left the school gate before she found Fu Cheng. While she was still confused, she saw her mother.
Song Shengsheng recognized this as her biological mother almost at first sight.
She had seen the photo.
In the photo that Fu Cheng brought back from the Song family, the woman holding her was the woman in front of him.
Song Shengsheng couldn't bring herself to call out "Mom".
Song Shengsheng felt extremely stiff. The moment Mrs. Huo saw her, tears flowed uncontrollably, like a faucet that was suddenly turned on. She grabbed her hand tremblingly, tears streaming down her face.
Mrs. Huo couldn't stop crying.
Seeing the person she had been thinking about day and night standing in front of her, the huge stone that had been hanging in her heart for more than ten years finally sank slowly.
Mrs. Huo wiped her tears and choked up, "Shengsheng, you are Shengsheng, right?"
Song Shengsheng's hands were held tightly by her, and she looked a little dazed. She nodded, without tears, nor did she feel very happy.
There is only one kind of unhappiness, that is, things happen too suddenly.
Mrs. Huo didn't notice her stiffness and discomfort. She hugged her and cried incessantly, "Mom misses you so much that I'm going crazy."
Mrs. Huo felt that she could finally escape from the nightmare of more than 20 years ago, and she finally didn't have to blame herself and feel guilty anymore.
Mrs. Huo let her go, touched her face, looked at her with tears in her eyes and asked, "Mom is here to take you home. Will you go back with me?"
Song Shengsheng just felt uncomfortable. She silently pushed away the other person's hand and took several steps back.
Mrs. Huo looked at her retreating, her pupils trembling, and a heavy blow hit her heart, dull and painful. Mrs. Huo didn't know what to say.
Song Shengsheng frowned, looking very distressed.
I don't know what to call her.
Even if you ask her to call her mom right now, she can't say it.
So after a long silence, Song Shengsheng still chose not to speak. She could feel the woman's pain, but... but it had nothing to do with her.
After the disappointment, Song Shengsheng became calm.
Mrs. Huo took a deep breath, her chest aching as if it were burning with fire. She had never thought that she would face such a strange look from her daughter. "Shengsheng, you... don't be afraid of me."
Song Shengsheng still felt uncomfortable. She said, "I'm not afraid of you."
She speaks her mind without pretending. "I'm not used to being so close to someone the first time we meet."
She paused, hesitated for a moment, then blinked, looked at the other person in confusion and asked, "Besides, didn't Huo Ting tell you that I won't go with you? If you want to compensate me, just give me some money."
Song Shengsheng spoke clearly, fearing that she might not understand.
Fu Cheng had told her on the phone yesterday that her biological mother might come to the school to find her. During the call, Fu Cheng did not hide the secret from her anymore and told her that her parents had another daughter after her.
A few years younger than her.
But now she is studying at a university in Hong Kong. She is very beautiful and I heard that she is often in the newspapers.
When Mrs. Huo heard her say this, she felt as if a thousand pounds had fallen from her heart.
She had never expected this to happen, and she showed no sign of shyness, timidity or surprise.
Mrs. Huo's lips moved, and she wanted to explain something, but her mind suddenly popped up the words that Ye Jing said at the Fu family that day, saying that she was only doing it for her own selfish desires and to make up for her own guilt.
At the moment she hesitated.
Song Shengsheng saw Fu Cheng's figure, and she breathed a sigh of relief. She said politely to Mrs. Huo, "My husband is here to pick me up, Mrs. Huo, I'll leave first."
When Mrs. Huo heard this unfamiliar name, her heart ached again.
She subconsciously grabbed the girl's hand and said, "Shengsheng, I am your mother and I will not harm you. This time I came here with the sincere intention of taking you back to live a good life. The conditions in China are not as good as those abroad. Even the school you are attending now cannot be compared with Hong Kong City University."
"Mom and Dad have missed you for many years, so please don't reject us."
"Everything we do is for you."
Sounds like a moving picture these days.
But Song Shengsheng is not someone who is easily satisfied. She is very greedy. Even though she knows she shouldn't do that and even though she knows her parents have other children, she thinks it's normal.
But she felt like a lump in her throat whenever she thought about it.
I just feel unhappy.
She knew that she was being unreasonable, but she was so obsessed with possessiveness of love.
Song Shengsheng gently pushed Mrs. Huo's hand away, "But I don't need you now."
She frowned, as if she was really troubled, and the truth she spoke out was straightforward but hurtful like a knife: "Your presence only makes me feel troubled."
Mrs. Huo stared at her in amazement, as if she had not expected to hear such words.
After Song Shengsheng finished speaking, she ran straight towards Fu Cheng. She was not in a good mood, but a little depressed. When Fu Cheng grabbed her hand, she was depressed and didn't want to talk.
Fu Cheng brought the person into the car and gave the driver a look.
The driver immediately understood what was meant and did not rush to get in the car.
Song Shengsheng buried her face in his arms and in his neck, like a mute person and not wanting to speak.
Fu Cheng's hand fell on her waist, caressing her gently through the fabric. His deep voice gave people a sense of security. "Are you unhappy?"
When Song Shengsheng raised her face, her eye circles looked red.
She nodded. "I'm not happy."
She then expressed her confusion in a muffled voice: "But I can't explain why I'm unhappy."
It might be resentment towards her biological parents, but she didn't have much resentment towards them before they returned to find her.
Maybe it's because the feeling of having unfulfilled expectations is unpleasant.
Or maybe it was just too cruel to face the fact that her biological parents didn't love her as much as she had imagined.
Song Shengsheng lay on top of him, feeling exhausted and having a hard time breathing. "I know. I'm jealous of my brother and sister."
"When she just said that CityU is better, I thought she must be more proud of her other daughter."
"What am I? A regret she didn't resolve."
Song Shengsheng sometimes seems stupid, but he can think clearly about some things.
Delicate little thoughts always pop up inadvertently.
The defense line that was thought to be impregnable was easily breached.
Fu Cheng tightened his arms around her waist. These words were heartbreaking to hear.
There was a cold light in his eyes. If he had known this would happen, he should not have let her parents come over, as it would only cause more trouble.
"Shengsheng, are they important to you?"
Song Shengsheng thought about it seriously and shook his head: "It doesn't matter anymore."
She continued, "She wanted me to go back with her. She only talked to me for a few words and then asked me to go with her to a place where I was unfamiliar with."
"She never asked me how I was doing or whether I was happy or not."
The more Song Shengsheng spoke, the more aggrieved he felt, his mouth looked like it could be used to hang oil pots.
She sniffed. "She didn't ask about you, or Xiaochi."
She cares neither about her husband nor her children.
Especially for Xiaochi, her biological parents didn't seem to be curious at all, and didn't even bother to take a look, as if this grandson had never existed, as if her child was dispensable.
After Song Shengsheng finished speaking, she struggled to get into his arms, hugged his neck tightly, and sat on him with her whole body, entangled with him like intertwined branches.
"Can you love me a little more?"
She asked in his ear in a very low voice but without any pleading.
Fu Cheng's hand gently stroked her back, as if coaxing an insecure child, "Everything I have is yours."
Even the couple's child doesn't take up much of a share.
Just a tiny bit.
When Fu Cheng was young, he would never have expected that he would love someone so much now.
He had been rebellious and arrogant at one time. He never took anyone seriously and felt that he would never become a fool who was trapped in love and worried about gains and losses.
He never thought that he would lose his mind and want to force everything he had and could give to her.
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He stood in a high place, watching his own sobriety sinking with cold eyes.
Song Shengsheng hummed softly with a nasal sound, and she leaned over and took the initiative to kiss his mouth, "I am yours too."
No matter how true or false this statement is.
Fu Cheng's heartbeat quickened a little, but he still held her calmly and kissed her forehead with restraint, "I heard it."
The hoarse voice suppressed the desire on the edge, "Let's talk about it when we get home."
The couple hadn't been intimate for several days, but because of what she had just said in a soft voice, Fu Cheng couldn't hold back his excitement.
He had never had much self-control with her.
It is even more unbearable to hear words that seem to make one's true feelings known.
Song Shengsheng didn't seem to be very opposed to it. She nodded and said yes softly.
Then she remembered that she hadn't said anything to him just now. She kissed his neck and whispered, "Love our children more, too."
Fu Cheng lifted her bent legs and hugged her to him, and he hummed.
Song Shengsheng didn't feel anything before, but today it seemed that she had truly tasted the feeling of not being loved by her parents, and she felt really uncomfortable in her heart.
This uncomfortable feeling is different from other feelings.
Like an ant gnawing at her heart, slowly eating away her heart bit by bit.
The feeling of not being favored and not being cared about is not pleasant at all.
She suddenly felt guilty and empathized with her child, feeling very sorry for him.
"Xiaochi is very well behaved."
"I know."
"I don't want him to be as miserable as me." Song Shengsheng nestled in his arms, neither twisting nor struggling, but letting him hold her quietly.
Fu Cheng sensed her uneasiness and patiently comforted her: "Shengsheng, he is not pitiful, don't be sad."
Song Shengsheng said "Oh".
Fu Cheng lifted her face and felt the wet tears. He thought her heart seemed to have always been soft.
I will feel sorry for myself and I will also feel sorry for others.
At this time, he actually hoped that she was as heartless as usual, and it would be best if she didn't even love the child that much.
Fu Cheng wiped her face clean, and then stopped and asked, "Do you want to cry for a while?"
Song Shengsheng shook her head, "No."
Her sadness was only because of her children.
her two children.
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