Song Shengsheng felt that he had made his words clear to him.
In fact, she didn't want Shen Zhishu to put all his obsession on her. Is there really someone in this world that she must have?
It is true that she had been obsessed with Fu Cheng for a long time, but if Fu Cheng really looked down on her, she would not do anything.
Song Shengsheng felt fortunate.
She was glad that she had this dream, otherwise she would never have realized that Shen Zhishu's desire for control was so strong that it was unbearable.
Even what she eats and wears every day is controlled by her.
They will ask who you talked to and what you said.
Control her words and actions step by step to make her become the person he likes more.
What made Song Shengsheng feel the most terrified and trembling with fear was that Shen Zhishu was so fussy even about her meeting her biological son.
Times, minutes.
Is this kind of suffocating control really love? Can anyone really tolerate it?
In the dream, Shen Zhishu was very considerate to her and paid attention to everything. Even when he was not at home, he would send someone to look after her, and when she came back at night, he would ask her what she had done throughout the day.
All I need to do is find someone to write it down in a notebook.
This kind of pervasive desire for control will only make people afraid and disgusted. No one likes to become a canary in a cage, deprived of freedom.
Only when the master is free can you get a chance to breathe for a while.
Bright feathers can only be a tool to please the owner, not a stepping stone to freedom.
Song Shengsheng felt scared just thinking about it. He just wanted to stay away from it as much as possible and didn't want to have anything to do with it.
Birds of a feather flock together.
Song Shengsheng always thinks of others with the worst nature. Good people and bad people just can't get along.
Even if you pretend, you can't do it for a few days.
She suddenly remembered that she had been instinctively wary of Shen Zhishu since she was very young. This good-looking neighbor brother seemed generous and deceptive, and he would give her whatever she wanted.
But there was one time.
When she was very hungry, her parents only fed her younger siblings secretly.
Those were the two years of famine, when no one had enough to eat. Some people in the village had already died of starvation when they were found.
The amount of food each family could eat was very limited, and they were lucky to get a few sweet potatoes.
In this age when people can't even get enough food to eat, Song's parents would naturally take care of their own children first, and would have no time to care about her.
But at that time she didn't know that she was not her parents' biological daughter. She was deceived and confused by Song's mother's words, such as "You are the older sister, you have to give way to your younger brothers and sisters first", so she just went hungry.
I was so hungry that I couldn't stand it anymore, so I ran to the Shen family next door to get something to eat.
Even if it's just half a sweet potato, at least it can fill your stomach.
She was still very thin-skinned at that time, not so shameless that she could say anything and just open her mouth to ask for what she wanted.
She timidly walked to the vicinity of Shen's house and walked around it several times, but she still couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart. She couldn't walk in and ask for food as if nothing had happened.
Shen Zhishu was helping his father in the yard and seemed to see her.
Song Shengsheng met Shen Zhishu's slightly curved eyes, which seemed to be smiling at him. She felt that he must have seen her embarrassment at that time, and she was waiting for him to speak.
But Shen Zhishu seemed to be completely unaware that she was hungry and had no other choice but to come to his house like a beggar, and she was shamelessly wandering around his house.
He seemed to do it on purpose.
Deliberately wait for her to beg first.
Song Shengsheng was still young at that time, and she didn't hold out for long. After all, her empty stomach could not resist her face. She walked in front of Shen Zhishu with red eyes, her voice was almost inaudible, and she felt like she was about to cry.
"Shen Zhishu, is there anything to eat at home? I'm so hungry."
After saying this, Song Shengsheng saw Shen Zhishu's surprised expression, "Shengsheng, didn't you eat?"
He came forward, grabbed her hand, and gently circled her wrist, leading her to the kitchen. He said as he led her, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? My dad cooked some sweet potato porridge this morning, and there's a lot left. I'll give you more. Eat up before you go back, and don't tell your brothers and sisters."
Shen Zhishu's words were all very considerate of her. He appeared before her like a savior and gave her hot sweet potato porridge to fill her stomach.
To ordinary people, this kindness seems like a timely help.
She should keep it firmly in mind.
But Song Shengsheng not only had no gratitude in her heart, she felt uncomfortable in her heart, and she became more and more demanding, thinking that he had obviously seen through it a long time ago, but she pretended not to notice anything and said nothing.
She had to take the initiative to ask him for help.
It was like taming her.
She doesn't like this at all and won't be fooled.
She was not a very grateful person, and Shen Zhishu underestimated her.
So no matter how good Shen Zhishu was to her later, she would not really take it to heart. She would only feel more and more deeply that these were things that Shen Zhishu should do and that he did them voluntarily.
Whenever she wanted to soften her heart, she couldn't help but think of Shen Zhishu's indifferent look that time.
She is not someone who can be tamed.
Treating her like that would only make her more hard-hearted.
So, even though everyone kept telling her how good Shen Zhishu was to her, and even before she married Fu Cheng, the neighbors said that she was almost Shen Zhishu's child bride, as if they all thought she was going to marry Shen Zhishu.
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She just didn't want to do that.
Of course, she had never told anyone about this matter or these subtle thoughts in her mind.
Song Shengsheng slowly came back to her senses from her trance. Her head was a little dizzy. She grabbed Song Peiyuan's hand. Her face was a little pale, but her expression became more determined.
Shen Zhishu raised his eyelids, his calm expression showing no sign of dissatisfaction with her.
He seemed to accept what she said calmly.
There is no anger, nor any dissatisfaction.
He pulled up the corners of his mouth and smiled a little lightly, very calmly, as if he had no emotions. He told her calmly, "Shengsheng, no matter in the past or in the future, as long as you are doing well, it doesn't matter what happens."
"Even if they're just using me, it's okay."
"You are young and not valued by your family. It is understandable that you want to live a better life. I will not blame you. I am willing to do so."
"Maybe you have a misunderstanding about me now, as if you always feel that I want to hurt you. You are afraid and want to distance yourself from me. I can understand that."
"But I will never hurt you."
"Will you please trust me?"
Every word he said was from the heart.
Shen Zhishu felt that not a single word he said was false.
Only he truly loves her.
Love is about possession, it is the possessiveness that penetrates into the bones.
I want to devour all of her, embrace her soul, and never be separated from her.
Fu Cheng's love is a hypocritical one. What will be the result of him letting her be free?
I was almost seduced by him to elope with him.
Freedom will only gradually get out of control, and freedom is still not enough love.
When she came to Yangcheng to find him at the beginning, he was of course very happy. He was just one step away from getting her back.
He even thought about the future.
He would never be like Fu Cheng, who gave her enough freedom, let her grow wings, and leave with someone else easily.
He would definitely tie her up tightly with invisible shackles, protect her, and watch over her.
Shen Zhishu certainly would not believe that she had the moral character of being loyal and faithful until death. Her indecision was not entirely her fault, but was just a result of lack of discipline.
Fu Cheng can't discipline him.
He can.
Since she could abandon Fu Cheng for him at that time, she would abandon him for others in the future.
Shen Zhishu was very prepared, but she went back with Fu Cheng the next day.
Shen Zhishu even chased her to the train station, only to find out later that she did not take the train back.
"Shengsheng, I don't know what I did wrong. I don't want to make you feel bad. If you don't want to have anything to do with me anymore, I can stay out of your sight."
Shen Zhishu wanted to speak out what was in his heart right now, but he also knew that no one would understand him and it would only scare her.
He simply didn't say anything.
Song Shengsheng was half-believing and half-doubting when she heard what he said.
Shen Zhishu looked so sincere that he didn't seem to be lying at all. His serious look made anyone know that he was not lying.
But Song Shengsheng didn't dare to believe it.
His genes are abnormal.
As a result, the child she and he gave birth to was not normal.
But on the surface, Song Shengsheng still pretended: "Okay."
One word is enough.
She then uttered a few more words cruelly: "I really don't want to see you anymore."
She was no longer the helpless little girl who could only depend on him.
He is really no longer needed.
Song Shengsheng secretly tugged at Song Peiyuan's sleeves twice, "Let's go, don't you have something else to say to me?"
When Song Peiyuan saw her making eyes at him, he understood what she meant. He tacitly agreed with her words and was dragged out by her.
Song Peiyuan couldn't explain the feeling in his heart.
He had just seen with his own eyes Song Shengsheng say these hurtful words without any emotion.
Although she felt relieved, she would never elope with Shen Zhishu again.
But there is also a sense of sadness that comes from the death of a rabbit and the grief of the fox.
Song Peiyuan is only in his early twenties and is not yet a mature and stable forensic doctor, so he cannot hide things.
Especially worries.
Song Peiyuan stopped and asked, "Sister, what about you to me?"
Maybe it was a bit strange to ask this question, so he added a few words: "Are you just using me and Yaoyao? If you have no more value to us, you can just kick us away."
Song Shengsheng gave him a strange look and said, "What nonsense are you talking about? Of course you are different from him. I treat you as my brother and Yaoyao as my sister! I raised you!"
"If it's someone else, I'll definitely kick it far away if it doesn't work for me."
"But you are half my family. I will not abandon you easily. Don't worry."
After hearing this, Song Peiyuan felt even more desolate.
Just a younger brother.
There will never be anything else.
Song Peiyuan was very clear about the principle that when the lips are gone, the teeth will grow cold.
He should have said nothing, lest he make her angry if he said too much, but Song Peiyuan couldn't hold back his words at this moment. He looked at her and said, "Isn't Shen Zhishu also our neighbor who grew up together? I thought you still have some feelings for him."
Song Peiyuan was not really trying to stand up for Shen Zhishu.
He just wanted to see how hard Song Shengsheng's heart was, and whether she was not moved at all by the man who had been so kind to her for more than ten years.
"After all, he was very nice to you before."
If there is a piece of meat, give her a piece of meat.
If there is a sip of soup, give her a sip of soup.
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Shen Zhishu had not been very enthusiastic about him and Yaoyao before.
This is completely different from the attitude towards Song Shengsheng.
Shen Zhishu is more obedient to Song Shengsheng than to their parents.
"Being nice to me means I have to be nice to him too? How is that true?"
Song Shengsheng knew that what she said was wrong, but she was unhappy at the moment and insisted on saying such unreasonable words.
After hearing this, Song Peiyuan's chest heaved, and he was obviously angry.
But his temper has never been as good as Song Shengsheng's, and no one can be more stubborn than her.
"I didn't say you have to be nice to him, but what you just said...it's like..."
It's like she has no heart at all.
Song Shengsheng looked at him, a little aggressively, "Like what? Song Peiyuan, you can just say it."
Song Peiyuan didn't say it directly. He looked a little lost. After a while, he pursed his lips and his voice dropped: "Song Shengsheng, is there really someone you care about?"
Song Shengsheng could tell that there was something wrong with his voice.
I feel very lost, and also a kind of indescribable sadness.
Song Shengsheng didn't know why he was sad. She had already been very good to Song Peiyuan.
She is very mean to others.
"Yes." Song Shengsheng seemed to understand what Song Peiyuan said: "Do you think I'm bad?"
Without waiting for Song Peiyuan to answer, Song Shengsheng continued, "Then I admit that I am not a very good person, but I have been very good to you, you should be content."
She has done her best for him.
Song Peiyuan nodded, but what he wanted now was different from what he wanted before.
He didn't want to be just a younger brother who looked up to her.
Song Peiyuan was actually not afraid of others finding out what he was thinking. It didn't matter who knew about it.
But if you think about it, you know she can't accept it.
Seeing that he was silent again, Song Shengsheng was still dissatisfied: "What do you mean by not saying anything? Do you think I did something wrong?"
In the past, whenever Song Peiyuan was dissatisfied with her about something, he would just keep a cold face and remain silent.
What Song Shengsheng hates most is people who can't respond even when hit with a stick. It seems like they are holding something in their hearts and no one knows what bad things they are holding back.
"I'm afraid you'll be unhappy if I tell you."
Song Peiyuan held back for a moment, and said this after a long while.
Song Shengsheng was really unhappy when she heard what he said.
Her face turned cold and she stared at him intently.
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