Song Shengsheng originally wanted to pretend that she didn't hear these words, but the boy's low voice kept lingering in her ears and was hard to ignore.
"Will you? Will you remember me?"
If even she had forgotten his existence.
Gradually, forget.
Then no one in this world will remember him anymore.
Shen Zai didn't care whether anyone would remember him or not. He just wanted his mother to still remember him and be aware of his existence.
That's enough.
Song Shengsheng felt as if something was stuck in her throat. She felt sour in her heart, as if she had eaten some extremely sour fruit, with a bitter aftertaste.
Song Shengsheng, who had originally planned to say nothing, still felt soft-hearted.
She pursed her lips, not wanting to sound too sure, nor too perfunctory, so she whispered a few words, "I think so."
Maybe it was too quiet.
The boy didn't respond, so Song Shengsheng continued, speaking a little louder than before, "I'll remember you."
How could I really forget it?
Even in the dream, everything was so clear, every detail, every expression, every look, and even every word spoken.
In fact, she remembers it all.
Song Shengsheng's feelings for this child are very complicated, so complicated that she herself can't describe it.
When Shen Zai heard these words, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and the corners of his eyes were bloodshot, as if he was smiling with tears, which was quite worrying.
Shen Zai looked at her with unfathomable eyes and his emotions were difficult to discern.
It’s hard to tell whether it’s joy or sorrow.
He said, "It's good that my mother can remember me."
As long as she remembers him all her life.
Remember His existence.
Then he wouldn't have such regrets.
He will never appear in this world again.
He would no longer be her child, and he would no longer have any relationship with her.
even.
Maybe she will forget him after all.
After he left.
It's like a character that shouldn't be in the story is being slowly erased, cleared away bit by bit like with an eraser.
At that time, it might be something she could no longer control.
Shen was smiling, but tears inexplicably fell, sliding down from his eye sockets gently, clear and moist, and invisible unless you looked carefully.
Song Shengsheng saw it clearly.
This tear.
Like fire, burning in my heart.
Song Shengsheng's throat was hoarse and he didn't know what to say for a moment.
Shen Zai still stared at her, as if he could never look at her enough. In fact, he had always felt that he and his mother were the closest people in the world since he was a child.
blood relationship.
There's no way to break it off.
"Mother, do you really hate me?"
He asked.
Also staring at her closely.
Song Shengsheng wanted to nod, but didn't want to.
She couldn't tell whether it was good or bad.
But the eye circles are a little red.
Thinking of what he did in his dream, why did he want to trap her like his father did.
She is not given any freedom.
Why is he so stubborn?
The pain in Song Shengsheng's heart was no less than his.
The feeling of being in that situation, as if falling from a tall building, was so painful that she couldn't describe it.
When Shen Zai saw her eyes slowly turning red, he understood a lot of things. His tears seemed to be getting more and more, falling silently one by one.
He explained, "I have revenge for you."
It's just too late.
It was too late for him to go crazy.
The boy's eyes were wet, as if it had just rained heavily. His wet eyes seemed to be filled with regret and hatred. He looked at her eagerly, "Mother, will you forgive me a little more?"
Song Shengsheng raised her eyelashes with trembling hands and forced herself to look into his eyes. The moment their eyes met, she felt as if someone had grasped her heart.
Hold it tightly in your palm.
The tighter you hold.
There was no room for her to breathe.
She listened to his stiff words without nodding or shaking her head.
She didn't understand the deeper meaning of his words and didn't intend to ask.
After making such a decisive jump, she no longer cared about what would happen.
Song Shengsheng felt that as a person who was greedy for life and afraid of death, when he jumped, he was not doing so to take revenge on anyone, or was so foolish as to punish others with his own death.
She really just couldn't survive.
Before Song Shengsheng answered, the boy pulled the corners of his lips and tried to smile cutely, but it was actually forced and a little sad. "No?"
Song Shengsheng didn't know why he was so easily influenced by his words.
Hearing his frustrated and somewhat pitiful words, I felt bad too.
He seemed to see her soft heart and easily took control of her.
Song Shengsheng changed the subject, "You stay here for now, and as for future matters, we'll just take it one step at a time."
It seems like the two of them have a tacit understanding.
He will leave anyway, he won't stay here forever.
"Okay, I'll do whatever you say."
"I'm leaving."
"I'll take you there."
Shen Zai was so determined to do so that Song couldn't persuade him no matter how hard he tried.
This child, as he said, seemed to love her very much and listen to her very much.
But some things are stubborn.
Song Shengsheng held Xiaochi and raised her free hand, curling her fingertips and holding it in mid-air. After two seconds, she gently touched his face and said, "You don't have to do this."
No need to act nice and sell good things.
In fact, she knew very well what kind of person he was.
He didn't have to be so careful to hide himself and pretend that he thought she would like it.
When her fingertips touched his warm skin, he felt as if he was electrocuted and froze in place, not daring to move. After a long time, the boy seemed to finally listen to what she said and slowly put down his disguise.
In front of the alley.
The sun is shining.
The tall young man opened his arms and hugged her tightly.
Like a little child, he hugged his mother tightly.
He was already taller than her now. He gently placed his chin on her shoulder. The surroundings were quiet and peaceful; even the sound of the wind passing by could be heard clearly.
Mother's breath is always sweet.
She had never let him hold her like this before, while she was awake.
In the past, she always pushed him away, over and over again, beat him, and hated him.
There has never been a more peaceful moment than now.
Shen Zai didn't realize that he was so easy to satisfy. A touch or a hug could calm his heart.
He was a little out of control and hugged her very hard.
It seemed as if it wanted to turn into its smaller self, crawl back into her belly, and merge into her bones and blood.
Shen Zaisha whispered in his mother's ear: "Remember me forever, okay?"
Always remember him.
Always and always.
He himself didn't know how long he could stay.
He waited at the gate of her school for many days before he saw her.
Before meeting his mother, Shen Zai's idea was simple and stubborn: to find her and end her marriage, which should have ended long ago.
Find my father again.
Like this.
Only then can he exist.
However, that evening, Shen Zai saw her smile that had never been so bright.
At that moment, he suddenly felt that it didn't matter whether he existed or not.
As long as she is always happy like that.
That's fine.
Song Shengsheng felt something wet on his neck, and salty tears fell down, icy and cold, they were his tears.
She was silent for a while, then nodded gently: "Okay."
A hug seems to be worth a thousand words.
An unknown amount of time passed before Shen let her go. There was no sadness on his face, and it didn't look like he had just shed tears.
When Song Shengsheng left, he resisted the urge to look back and just held Xiaochi's hand.
Fu Luochi turned around and looked at his brother who was standing at the door. His brother saw his gaze and smiled at him.
It wasn't a half-smile, nor was it a malicious sneer.
It looks like a genuine smile, a smile that comes naturally.
However, Fu Luochi still had a cold face and turned away expressionlessly, not being confused at all.
After they walked out of the alley, Fu Luochi asked in a low voice: "Mom, you like this brother, right?"
Song Shengsheng felt that her two sons were incompatible in their previous life, and she really had to take some responsibility. However, she couldn't take care of herself at that time, so she was helpless.
"No problem."
"Xiaochi, do you dislike this brother?"
Fu Luochi lowered his head and didn't lie in front of his mother, "Yeah, I don't like it."
Xiaochi then asked in a muffled voice: "Mom, should I like my brother?"
Song Shengsheng sighed. She actually wouldn't force him to like Shen Zai. She touched Xiao Chi's head and said, "It's okay. You don't have to force yourself. Xiao Chi, nothing is more important than your own happiness. Do you understand?"
At least.
Song Shengsheng herself is like this.
Nothing is more important than making herself happy.
So people often say that she is selfish. Even if they don't say it out loud, they will say behind her back that she is a selfish person.
She doesn't take care of the family, doesn't devote all her energy to her husband, and doesn't devote everything she has to her children.
But she was free.
People should consider their own happiness as the most important thing.
Song Shengsheng hopes that her children can be like this too, and not compromise if they don’t want to.
Don't compromise yourself.
Fu Luochi was silent for a while, then he raised his head and said quietly but seriously: "I am happy as long as my mother is happy."
Song Shengsheng's nose felt sore, and she couldn't help but kiss him.
Fu Luochi has been worried about gains and losses these days. Although he has only dreamed of that terrible brother once, he is also afraid that his mother will be taken away by other children. He grabbed his mother's sleeve and whispered shyly, "Mom, kiss me again."
Having said this.
He doesn't seem quite satisfied yet.
Childish comparison.
"I want another hug."
The brother just now hugged his mother.
He wants it too.
He got even more.
Because he got two kisses from his mother.
Fu Luochi couldn't help but raise his tail high, he didn't lose.
Song Shengsheng bent down, kissed his face, and hugged him twice. She smiled and said, "Is this ok, Xiaochi?"
Fu Luochi felt as satisfied as if he had eaten candy, but his shy personality prevented him from saying it out loud.
I could only blush and nod calmly.
After Song Shengsheng coaxed him, she planned to walk back holding his hand.
Both mother and son are good-looking.
You attract attention wherever you go on the street.
Fu Luochi's eyebrows and eyes are more inherited from his father. Although his facial features are very delicate, the coldness when he has no expression is the same as his father.
Hunran Tiancheng has a sense of majesty without even getting angry.
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The sudden appearance of sister-in-law made Song Shengsheng stop.
Lu Chenyuan had actually seen her a long time ago.
When she was hugged by the tall boy, he held her for such a long time.
Lu Chenyuan was very angry at the time, his face turned pale with anger, and he almost rushed over to pull the two ignorant people apart.
I thought she had been well behaved over the years, but I didn't expect she would do it again?
The small pond is so big.
She didn't hide it at all, and the child listened to her very much and kept this matter a secret for her.
Song Shengsheng heard the voice and looked over, only to see an angry face.
It turned out to be Lu Chenyuan.
She really didn't understand. He looked furious at the moment and was obviously in a bad mood.
Why should I greet her if I'm in a bad mood?
Song Shengsheng also had a sullen face. Not wanting to get used to Lu Chenyuan's bad temper, she nodded perfunctorily, "What a coincidence."
Lu Chenyuan came here to pick someone up, but before he could pick the person up, he witnessed a woman having an affair.
He gritted his teeth and thought that he should have chased after the hooligan just now, at least caught the hooligan, and sent him to the police station to let the police give him a good beating.
"Why are you here?"
Song Shengsheng didn't like what she heard.
Why does she need his consent for anything she does?
She can go wherever she wants!
Do whatever you want!
Song Shengsheng said expressionlessly, "Just come and look around, is that not okay?"
That's the way she talks when she's unhappy. It doesn't sound very polite.
Lu Chenyuan didn't have as good a temper as Fu Cheng. Not only did he not feel guilty when he saw her, he became even angrier.
"I'm just asking, are there any of your friends here? This doesn't seem like a place my sister-in-law likes to hang out."
Song Shengsheng is really weird.
Is he checking the household registration?
Who cares whether she likes it or not.
Song Shengsheng didn't know what Lu Chenyuan was in charge of in the military region, and he was quite nagging.
She said impatiently, "I came here to see if there is a suitable house. I want to open a shop."
Song Shengsheng deliberately wanted to make him unhappy, saying, "I hope Comrade Lu can bring me more guests when the time comes."
After saying this, she became alert again, "Of course, don't go for the kind of client who is too picky. It's best to go for the kind of client who is wealthy, generous, and has good taste."
Lu Chenyuan couldn't hear what she was saying.
His mind was filled with the image of her hugging someone else just now, and his head was buzzing with anger.
I was so angry that I felt like vomiting blood.
He took a few deep breaths, his face still ashen. If Xiaochi hadn't been there, he would have confronted her and questioned her.
"Xiao Chi, please stay in my car first. I have something to say to your mother."
Fu Luochi was not very willing.
Glancing at mom.
Song Shengsheng patted him on the back and said, "Go ahead."
She also wanted to know what Lu Chenyuan was going to say.
Wait until the children get in the car.
Lu Chenyuan stared at her and asked directly, "Sister-in-law, are you doing this to Brother Fu?"
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