Previous Life Extra (XVIII) Pretentiousness (1,000 words added)
Song Shengsheng felt there was no point in going back.
I can't understand and I can't see.
And there was no one to talk to her, and the parent-teacher conference was almost over.
Shen Zai didn't want his mother to go back. Even in the classroom, other classmates' parents kept looking at his mother, which was very rude.
"Okay." Shen Zai knew that she didn't go out very often every month, so he asked caringly, "Mom, do you want to take another look at the school?"
"Well, I can take Mom for a walk. It's still early, and Dad won't say anything if he finds out."
Shen Zai's voice is very gentle.
He always spoke like this in front of her, and it didn't sound offensive at all.
All the sharp sides.
Everything was hidden very well in front of her, almost leak-proof.
The darkness in Shen Zai's heart, the twisted jealousy, and the possessiveness that could drive someone to death, can all be restrained in front of her.
He is the most well-behaved child in the world.
The most obedient child.
He would not allow her to see any bad side of himself.
Song Shengsheng's heart was moved when she heard his words.
But secretly unhappy.
It seemed like she had to get Shen Zhishu's permission for everything she did.
Although this is true.
But the truth was unpleasant and she didn't like it.
Song Shengsheng clearly wanted to continue to breathe some fresh air outside, but he also pretended to be merciful, "Okay, let's take a look."
Shen Zai curved his lips and smiled, holding his mother's hand all the time.
Like a father protects his mother.
He could protect her now, too.
It's not like when I was a kid, I could only depend on her and beg her.
He is no longer a child.
A child who can be needed by her.
The school is very large, and the teaching building alone is divided into several areas.
There's even a horse ranch inside.
golf course.
And so on.
Some places that ordinary schools don’t have.
It was Song Shengsheng's first time coming to such a big school and he was very curious.
Not true.
This isn't the first time either.
It's not like she hasn't seen it before.
She had secretly gone to Fu Luochi’s school before, and it seemed to be when he graduated from high school. He came to see her that time, but didn’t say much.
I just quietly left an invitation to the graduation ceremony.
Song Shengsheng saw it at the time, she pushed it back, saying firmly: "I won't go."
Well, she couldn't go even if she wanted to.
She also had to see Shen Zhishu's expression, and what she least wanted to see was Shen Zhishu's expression. She didn't want to ask him to do anything.
Besides, she just didn't want to go.
Fu Luochi seemed a little sad when he heard her words.
"The ceremony will be over soon, mother, if you have time..."
He was interrupted by her before he could finish his words. She looked at him expressionlessly, "Why would I be free? I'm not free. I'm very busy."
These words are all very clumsy when put together.
There is probably no one in this world who is more idle than her.
Fu Luochi still didn't give up. His dark eyes gradually turned red. He tightened his jaw and whispered, "If you don't have time, can you squeeze out a little time?"
Song Shengsheng didn't look him in the eye. After a while, she uttered four words: "I can't squeeze it out."
Fu Luochi hummed, and did not beg again. He nodded: "Okay."
"If you don't want to, forget it. I won't force you."
"I...I just wanted you to come and see."
Song Sheng said "oh" and said nothing more.
But later, Song Shengsheng still went there. She didn't know why she remembered that day clearly.
She asked the driver to take her to the school instead of going to the graduation ceremony lobby.
Just looked outside.
Later they came out to take pictures.
Song Shengsheng hid far away.
Afraid of being discovered.
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Song Shengsheng looked around and pointed at a beautiful teaching building. She asked, "What is that building used for?"
Shen Zai took a look and replied, "It's the art building. There are many music classrooms."
There is also a piano room inside.
Shen Zai does know how to play the piano, but she doesn't really like listening to it, so he rarely plays the piano at home.
Song Shengsheng said "oh" and happened to hear the sound of piano coming from the classroom.
She stood there and didn't move.
Shen Zai looked at his mother quietly, and only then he realized that it was not that she disliked the sound of the piano, but that she just disliked the sound of his piano.
She stopped to watch and listened very attentively.
Song Shengsheng saw that the person playing the piano in the piano room was a young and beautiful girl, who was wearing the same school uniform as Shen Zai.
The sun shone on her face.
Youth is young.
The strange, dark feeling in her heart slowly crept up again, like out-of-control hot water, boiling and about to burn her.
She wondered why they could live so happily.
In this age.
Looking back, when she was in her teens, she was either cooking at home or digging pig grass in the mountains.
There is endless farm work and housework to do.
At that time, the sun was not bright to her, but a scorching sun that would burn her skin.
Why are people born so different?
Why doesn't fate favor her?
Why does she have such a hard life?
Why why why.
Song Shengsheng had many whys. She felt a little jealous and sad and thought, if, if she was born in a wealthy family.
Will she also have many dreams?
You can be a pianist, a dancer, a writer, or anything else, but you don’t have to be a bird in someone else’s cage.
She doesn't have to watch helplessly as this little bit of love leaks out from other people's fingers.
She doesn't have to rack her brains to please her parents or her husband.
Song Shengsheng turned his head away and didn't look again.
If she continued to watch, tears of hypocrisy would begin to fall from her eyes.
Song Shengsheng retracted her gaze and also retracted her resentment towards God in her heart. She said, "I'm hungry."
Shen Zai looked at the place where his mother had just looked. He didn't say much, just nodded and said, "I'll take Mom to eat something delicious."
"What would you like to eat?"
Song Shengsheng also had no appetite.
It was just something I said casually.
She thought for a moment and said, "I want ice cream."
Shen Zhishu doesn't allow her to eat cold or icy things.
Even her food was controlled.
Now that Shen Zhishu is not here, she will of course take revenge severely.
Song Shengsheng knew that Shen Zai would not reject her. He was better at talking and teasing than his father.
She continued to make requests: "I also want to eat Tanghulu."
"Strawberry candied haws."
“Does your school have it?”
This kind of private high school doesn't look like a place where such things exist.
Shen thought for a moment and said, "No."
He looked into her eyes, his gaze focused and tender, and said, "But I can take Mom to buy it."
Just buy it outside.
It might not be very clean.
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