"I see that you look unhappy and absent-minded. Did something happen at home? Or did Fang Siwen treat you badly?"
When she thought of the last possibility, Tian Tian couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, "Is the college entrance examination resumed now? Fang Siwen wants to abandon you?"
"It's okay!" Shen Lingling forced a smile, but tears started to flow after she finished laughing.
She quickly turned her head and wiped away her tears with her sleeves.
Now Tian Tian was even more certain that Shen Lingling's sadness must be related to Fang Siwen.
"Did he really bully you? Wait here, I'll go settle the score with him!" After saying that, Tian Tian turned around and was about to find Fang Siwen.
"Don't go!" Shen Lingling quickly grabbed Tian Tian, "He didn't bully me! It's all my own fault."
After saying this, Shen Lingling couldn't control her tears and burst into tears. "I can't sleep these past few days, Tiantian. If I had listened to you and insisted on going to school, then I would have been able to go to school, and I wouldn't have to watch you prepare for the college entrance exam like now."
In the past two years of marriage, Shen Lingling has actually lived a very happy life, but she has also deeply realized what Tian Tian had said to her before. During this period of time, Shen Lingling has also experienced that when Fang Siwen was talking about some things in the team, she totally ignored him and didn't know how to respond. Every day, she talked to Fang Siwen about some trivial matters. Although Fang Siwen didn't say anything about it, Shen Lingling felt a little annoyed when she talked about it, not to mention Fang Siwen, the person who was listening.
Ever since Shen Lingling learned that the college entrance examination was resumed, she has been in torment. She can see that Fang Siwen is very excited about the resumption of the college entrance examination. Every day she watches Fang Siwen study with the educated youth and only come back at night.
But apart from preparing food for Fang Siwen and the others every day, she could do nothing herself.
In fact, this matter did not start now. When Gu Xingshu and Song Zhengang were rehabilitated and left, she was worried. Fang Siwen came from a good family and was from Beijing Province. If he wanted to leave, his family could always find a job for him and let him return to the city.
At that time, Shen Lingling felt very uneasy. Later, Fang Siwen comforted her and said that no matter what happened in the future, whether he returned or continued to stay in the team, he would take Shen Lingling with him.
Later, Fang Siwen said that everything was just getting back on track, and his family didn't dare to bring Fang Siwen back to the city openly, so there was no plan to do so for the time being, and he could continue to stay at home with Shen Lingling.
Shen Lingling listened, feeling uneasy. Fang Siwen had no way to return to the city now, but that didn't mean he really liked the life in the team. Shen Lingling also knew that Fang Siwen was tired of the life in the team. If there was really a chance, Fang Siwen would definitely not stay in the team. Shen Lingling was really worried that Fang Siwen would abandon her.
"Has Fang Siwen told you about this?" Tian Tian asked.
Shen Lingling wiped her tears and shook her head. "He didn't tell me this, but I've been feeling really bad these days. I want to go find Tian Yun, but she's at the Youth League Center every day, so I can't find her."
If she goes to find Tian Yun, Fang Siwen will definitely find out. Shen Lingling doesn't want to face this matter for the time being.
"I just happened to meet you today, so I can tell you what's in my heart."
"I think you should ask Fang Siwen about this matter. After all, no matter how much you think about it now, it's all your own thoughts. What if Fang Siwen doesn't have this idea, and you end up being frightened here, unable to sleep well or eat, then you'll be at a loss. Let's ask for clarification sooner and understand, so we don't have to worry about it, right?"
Things like this between a husband and wife must be discussed openly. Tian Tian looked at Fang Siwen and thought that he didn't seem like a despicable person. If he really had a decision in his mind, he would definitely tell Shen Lingling early on.
"I just feel a little unwilling in my heart! What should I do if he really doesn't want me?" Shen Lingling said anxiously.
"It's still uncertain, and I can't guarantee that he definitely doesn't want you. Even if he doesn't want you, what can you do? We still have to live our lives! You are so beautiful, and you can work, so let's find another one. It's not like we can't find another one." Tian Tian said.
"But I like him!"
Shen Lingling's words left Tian Tian speechless.
"Then you should ask Fang Siwen. We need to communicate!" Tian Tian said.
She is guessing all the time and can't solve any problems at all.
"Listen to me, go back and talk to Fang Siwen about this matter. No matter what the result is, we don't have to guess here. Look how irritable you have been these past few days. The last time I saw you, your face was still chubby. Look how thin you are now, and your face is pale. I'm afraid you will fall down the next second." Tian Tian helped Shen Lingling tidy up her messy hair.
Although their relationship is a little distant now, Tian Tian still feels sorry for Shen Lingling.
"I don't know. I've been having headaches and backaches lately. I can't sleep well at night. My back feels like it's broken every day and I can't do any work. I feel a little better today, so I'm thinking of washing all the clothes I've saved up these days and then going to work in the fields in the afternoon."
It is the busy farming season now, and the educated youth have no time to work. They just do some work in the fields every day to earn some work points, and then stay in the educated youth center to study.
To be honest, Tian Lisong also wanted to send all these educated youth away, but seeing that they were so focused on their studies, he did not disturb them at all and did not leave them time to study.
The other people in the brigade were also very happy. Although it had been many years since the educated youth came here and they were almost the same as the members of a normal brigade, many of them were still not very efficient at their work. After a lot of work was done, other members of the brigade had to do it all over again, and their work points had been paid out, and all their time and energy had been spent. In this way, they didn't have to work at all, and the people in the brigade were also very relaxed.
"You are in this condition now, why don't you take a rest? You still work every day, so how come you suddenly have back pain and headache? Are you catching a cold? Have you caught a cold these days?" Tian Tian asked worriedly and anxiously.
Shen Lingling shook her head. People nowadays don’t have the habit of going to the hospital when they are sick. They just have to endure it all on their own.
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