Gu Zhao also told all his worries bit by bit and analyzed his psychology for Tian Tian.
He was not like Tian Tian. There was no change physically, and there was no change in his heart. Tian Tian just told him that he was going to be a father, but he didn't have any real feelings.
Tian Tian is pregnant during this period, so she has to be careful about what she eats. In addition, she had morning sickness during pregnancy and couldn't eat anything, so Gu Zhao was actually quite troubled by it.
While I felt sorry for Tian Tian, I also blamed the child. Why couldn't the child be well? Why did the mother suffer from morning sickness?
In fact, up to now, Gu Zhao has no real feelings about Tian Tian's pregnancy and the fact that he is going to be a father. Perhaps the only time when his heart was a little moved was when Tian Tian put his hand on her belly and he felt the living little life in her belly.
But his first feeling at that time was, wouldn’t Tian Tian feel pain with such a big thing churning in her stomach?
So to be honest, Gu Zhao has not yet fully entered into the responsible role of a father, and is still a little confused about his current position.
"I myself am so at a loss, let alone you who is really pregnant with a child. You must need a longer process to adapt than me. The fluctuations in your heart and the changes in your emotions must be greater than mine. You used to be able to run and jump, but now you can't do anything. You can't even eat. But you still have to consider the child in your belly and force yourself to stuff it in. You must be very uncomfortable!"
Tian nodded with tears in her eyes. Originally, she was a little girl who could eat and sleep well, but because she became pregnant, suddenly she couldn't eat this or that, and she needed to pay attention to this and that. She felt like she was trapped in the basket of pregnancy.
"But then, do you think that your thoughts are bad because you are a mother. Aren't mothers born to love their children? Are you an unqualified mother?"
"But Tian Tian, this is normal, because no matter for me or for you, we should consider ourselves first. Even if you are pregnant, you are still Tian Tian. I married you, Tian Tian, not the child you gave birth to, so whether you are happy or not is the most important to me!"
"You don't have to worry about whether I will misunderstand you or think you are not a good mother. Look, I am the same, right? I don't have the awareness of being a father either. Do you think I am not a good father?"
Tian Tian shook her head and breathed a sigh of relief after hearing what Gu Zhao said. "It turns out that we two new parents have the same confusion. They all say that they will develop feelings with their children little by little after the baby is born. But there are many mothers who actually love their babies very much when they are pregnant. Maybe we are the kind of parents who need to see the child before we can develop feelings with the child!"
Gu Zhao held Tian Tian in his arms, "No matter what it is, mom and dad will teach the child well after he is born, and try our best to give him the best!"
"Yeah!" Tian Tian nodded in agreement, "I think so too. We should give our baby lots of love so that he can grow up in love. We should also make our child strong and brave, so that he will have the courage to move on no matter what happens!"
Gu Zhao laughed after hearing this, "I just hope she can live a peaceful life!"
"Who doesn't want that? I'm sure I think so too, but how can everything in this world be smooth sailing? What if he can't get over the problem? We can't let him be trapped in this city forever. We still have to let him have courage!" Tian Tian said.
Tian Tian calculated that at her and Gu Zhao's age, it would be difficult for them to survive to the afterlife. When the zombies break out, she, as a child, would probably be in her 40s or 50s.
Although Tian Tian doesn’t know whether this world is the world of her previous life or another parallel world, she also doesn’t know whether there will also be a zombie outbreak.
But Tian Tian always wants to be prepared in advance, as she doesn’t know what choice her child will make at that time.
As a mother, Tian Tian always hopes that her child can survive as long as possible.
But these things are too far away. The most important thing at the moment is how to give birth to this child safely.
"I heard from Tian Zhuo that you miss your parents and grandma." Gu Zhao asked.
Tian Tian felt a little depressed when she heard this, and nodded listlessly, "I didn't go home for the New Year this time, and I didn't see my parents."
"Anyway, our parents don't have much to do in the countryside, and it's the busy farming season. How about I call our mom and we pay for them to take the train and stay with us for a while? It happens that Tian Zhuo and I don't know anything, so you can ask your mom to come and tell us what to do with the baby after it's born? How to raise it, and how to take care of it during the confinement period?"
Tian Tian knew that Gu Zhao's words were an excuse, because he wanted to ask Ge Huiyun for advice on how to raise a child. In fact, she could just ask Ge Huiyun. She also knew that Gu Zhao said this to persuade her to bring her parents over. Tian Tian definitely hoped to bring her family over to live here.
"That's because there is not much space in our house. We only have two rooms. Tian Zhuo is such a grown-up guy, so he must live in one room. But my parents and grandma also need two rooms. The remaining rooms are simply not enough!" Tian Tian said.
She has been thinking about this matter these days. Their house has three bedrooms and two living rooms, so she and her husband must sleep in one bedroom. This way, when her parents, grandmother, and Tian Zhuo come over, there will be no extra bedrooms to live in.
Gu Zhao felt a little amused. They all said that a woman will become stupid for three years after pregnancy. Originally, Gu Zhao thought that this might be a bit exaggerated, but now after hearing Tian Tian thinking and worrying about this matter so seriously, Gu Zhao felt that this was true.
"It doesn't matter. Let our mom live with grandma, and let Tian Zhuo live with our dad. It will be perfect for the men to live in one room and the women to live in another. Isn't that perfect?" Gu Zhao said.
Tian Tian's eyes lit up and she looked at Gu Zhao happily, "You are so smart, why didn't I think of that?"
She has been thinking about this matter for a while. Don't worry about it. She must be so anxious because of the pregnancy. She can only think in a straight line now. If she takes a detour, she can't figure it out.
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