Chapter 29: Love 06
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Zhong Yining was a soft-hearted person to begin with, and she couldn't stop trembling when he treated her like that.
The nervousness and fear of Fu Yan hearing their voices, the excitement and guilt after having a forbidden relationship with him last night, and the shock of being forced to look into his eyes full of emotions.
All these little things added together made her shudder.
He pressed her in a hoarse voice, "Did you see clearly?"
She can't speak.
He seemed to be angry, but this anger was mixed with pity. Seeing that her eyes began to moisten due to being squeezed, he softened his heart and pulled her over, holding her in his arms facing him.
"Zhong Yining," he looked at her motionlessly, "Tell me, who loves you?"
She opened her mouth, a little dazed, "You."
"who I am."
"...Fu Yiqiu."
He tried to hold back, but couldn't help it and bit her lips. "Yes, you see clearly, it's you, Brother Fu, who loves you, not anyone else."
He bit her really hard, and her thin lips started bleeding. She tasted the blood in her mouth, and the sour feeling in her heart became even stronger.
Fu Yan called her and he was very unhappy, so he forced her to make love with him on the spot before he hung up the phone. He repeatedly asked her who loved her because he wanted her to face his feelings.
This was the question she had been avoiding since last night.
This was also the problem she subconsciously ignored the moment she opened the door.
"Zhong Yining, do you think I think the same as you?"
He licked her bleeding lips with his tongue, leaned against her lips and said, "I just slept with my sister-in-law without any feelings, because it was very exciting, because I could experience the pleasure of cheating and betrayal?"
She bit her lip and said nothing.
"I'm telling you, what I think is completely different from yours," he smiled, but there wasn't a hint of laughter in that smile. "I don't think we can just live life blindly. I believe in loyalty and love. You're right, I'm the real naive one."
"Don't you want to hear my answer?" He stared into her eyes and said word by word, "Didn't you ask me if I like you?"
Zhong Yining's chest was heaving violently, and she felt the sour and full feeling in her heart was about to overflow. This feeling was completely unfamiliar to her, and it was beyond her fixed way of life for so many years, so she felt fear instinctively.
She knew exactly what he was going to say next, but she couldn't listen.
The next second, her eyes were red, and she suddenly raised her hand to cover his mouth.
"elder brother,"
She raised her face, looked at him, and said to him in a soft voice, knowing that he could not resist at all, "hurry up and hurt me."
His breathing was also rapid, and because her mouth was blocked, she could only see the surging emotions in his beautiful eyes.
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"Don't run away. This is what you asked for," he leaned close to her ear and said coldly, "You asked for it yourself."
She said nothing and could only hold him tightly, but her nails gradually scratched red marks on his back.
At the end, she couldn't help crying softly on his shoulder.
"Why are you crying?"
He cleaned himself up a little with a tissue, raised his hand to wipe away her tears, looked at her softly leaning against him, and said in a hoarse voice, "Do you feel wronged? Are you in pain?"
She sniffed, tears still rolling down her face silently.
There was a hint of despair in his deep eyes, "Zhong Yining, you can't possibly be as painful as I am."
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By the time he took her to take a bath and let her eat, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening.
They didn't speak a word during the whole meal. After the meal, Fu Yiqiu went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, packed up his things, and went out.
When he left, it was just like every time he said goodbye to her before, with no expression on his face, cold and heartless, without even saying hello to her.
Zhong Yining sat on the sofa, silently watching him go out and drive away, her heart feeling empty.
She knew she had hurt him deeply.
Last night, she was the one who ignited his hope, and now she slapped him hard in the face.
What I want is adultery and immorality.
You want love and loyalty.
We are talking completely different things, isn't it a joke?
She fell on her back on the sofa, closed her eyes, didn't even turn on the air conditioner, didn't even cover herself with a blanket, and just fell asleep lying there.
When she woke up the next morning, she had a splitting headache.
She knew she had a fever without even having to get up to take her temperature.
She took out her cell phone and glanced at the WeChat message Fu Yan sent her saying hello. She didn't reply. She looked up and saw Fu Yiqiu's slippers were still there at the door. He hadn't come back since he left last night.
He probably has no plans to come back.
Zhong Yining gritted her teeth, opened Fu Yiqiu's WeChat, and made a voice call.
The voice call rang for a long time, but the other party didn't answer. She half-opened her eyes, hung up and called the second one.
The background noise of the communication played for a long time, and she listened with a numb expression.
When she called the fifth time, the call was finally picked up.
Before the person on the other end could speak, she said softly, "I have a fever."
She could only hear the muffled breathing over there. She rubbed her eyes and softened her voice, "Fu Yiqiu, I have a fever. I feel very uncomfortable."
After a while, she heard him say coldly, "Fu Yan has a private doctor."
"I don't need his personal doctor," she replied slowly. "I want you."
She could feel his breathing suddenly become a little faster.
"My illness," she said, "can only be cured by you, Doctor Fu."
He didn't speak for a long time, but she could clearly feel his struggle and pain on the other end of the phone.
"Zhong Yining, your lying tricks are no longer effective,"
After a long while, he finally said calmly, "And whether you are lying or not, it has nothing to do with me."
After saying that, he hung up the phone.
Zhong Yining looked at the disconnected WeChat voice message and opened her mouth.
Then she gritted her teeth, forced herself to get up from the sofa, and picked up her coat and scarf.
She even forgot that she was still wearing pajamas. She went to the door barefoot to put on her shoes, and took a taxi to Hospital B.
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Hospital B is a nationally renowned tertiary hospital and is always crowded with people.
When Zhong Yining arrived there, the hospital was already crowded. She struggled to squeeze through the crowd and took the elevator upstairs.
When she arrived at Fu Yiqiu's floor, she politely asked the nurse at the front desk.
"Dr. Fu?" the nurse said. "He was just called away for a consultation with another doctor. He probably won't be back for a while."
Looking at her pale face, the nurse asked hesitantly, "You are...?"
"I'm his family member," she smiled. "I felt a little unwell today, so I came to see him."
The nurse understood and said, "Oh, okay. Then go to his clinic and wait for him."
She nodded and took two steps towards Fu Yiqiu's clinic. She heard two nurses passing by discussing in a low voice.
"Is Doctor Fu in a bad mood today?"
"Yeah, he seems to be in a really bad mood, even colder than usual. And I heard he attended several surgeries last night and didn't sleep a wink."
"Why doesn't he go back and rest early today?"
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She felt so upset when she heard that that she quickly walked into his clinic.
His clinic was clean. She sat on the bed closest to the back, silently waiting for him to come back.
After running out of the house, she felt that her fever had become even worse, and because she was not wearing enough clothes, she couldn't stop shaking all over.
She remembered that she had lied to him the day before yesterday and said she had a stomach problem. He was so anxious that he drove back from the hospital to see her. But now that she was really sick, he didn't even want to pay attention to her.
I don’t know how long it took, but the door of the clinic was finally opened.
Fu Yiqiu opened the door, holding the door handle, and paused when he saw her sitting on the hospital bed.
She raised her head to look at him and curled the corners of her mouth slightly at him.
His eyes seemed to be filled with ice. He stood there looking at her for a while without moving, then closed the door.
He stood by the door and gritted his teeth. "What are you doing here?"
"I'm here to see a doctor," she said in a hoarse voice.
"Get out," he said coldly, "Zhong Yining, I told you I'm very busy and don't have time to play house with you all day."
"I'm really sick," she said, her voice weak and a little trembling due to her high fever. "I'm not lying to you."
"Then please go out and see another doctor," he opened the door directly.
His aloof look really showed that he had no emotion at all, as if he was determined to do something. She gritted her teeth, got off the bed, and walked slowly to the door.
Every step she took made her heart ache.
Fu Yiqiu watched her walk towards him. Her skin was originally very fair, but now it was even paler and a little scary because of her illness. There was also red at the corners of her eyes. She looked like a lifeless glass doll that would break if touched.
He closed his eyes tightly.
When she was about to walk out, he grabbed her hand.
She was stunned for a moment and turned around.
"What do you want from me?" He pushed the door shut again with his shoulder, leaned against it and looked at her, saying in a hoarse voice, "Zhong Yining, what do you want me to do to you?"
She opened her mouth, her eyes red, "...I don't know."
"you do not know?"
He pulled her in front of him forcefully. His eyes were red because of his bad mood and staying up late. "You provoked me first."
"You have no idea how much effort it takes for me to ignore you. In fact, I dream of touching you and being close to you, but I have to pretend to hate you because you are my sister-in-law and I can't do such a thing. But then you provoked me and made my dream come true. Then you told me not to have any feelings for you and to continue to have a physical relationship with you that cannot be seen in public. I told you that I couldn't accept this. I chose to go back to the time when I would rather not have you, but you refused to let me go."
He said word by word, "Zhong Yining, how could there be a woman as cruel as you in this world?"
When she heard this, tears suddenly rolled down from the corners of her eyes.
"I know you don't love my brother, and you don't love me either. You only love yourself, and as long as you're happy, that's all that matters," he looked at her. "So you don't want to hear these words, but I have to tell you today."
"I've fucking loved you for two whole years. I love you so much that I'd even give you my life."
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