Chapter 98 Shi Qingqing, Speak Quickly
Shi Qingqing was suspended in the air for a centimeter as she was carried into the bedroom.
She was gently placed on the bed.
But the man who had been hugging her just now did not leave immediately. Instead, he leaned on the head of the bed and approached her in a surrounding manner.
The two were so close that they could hear each other's breathing, which made Shi Qingqing feel a little uncomfortable.
What was she doing just now?
This is not mature at all.
She is a married woman, why is she throwing herself at a man who has just returned from a journey like a girl who has not grown up?
"Come back quickly. Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."
"Don't worry, Shi Qingqing, tell me what's wrong with you? Is it inconvenient to talk on the phone, afraid that others may hear it?"
Shi Qingqing didn't look into Zhao Fengnian's eyes, but because of the distance, her eyes were almost cross-eyed.
Zhao Fengnian reached out with his other hand and pinched her chin. "Okay, tell me? Now it's just the two of us."
Shi Qingqing said: "Didn't I say it was okay? If there was something serious, I would tell it even if someone would listen."
Zhao Fengnian was amused. "So what is a big deal? It's related to life safety, right? Shi Qingqing, tell me quickly."
At this moment, he couldn't care less about being gentle or not. If he didn't take the opportunity to force her to explain the matter clearly, she would shrink back if he relaxed a little.
Seeing that Shi Qingqing still said it was no big deal, Zhao Fengnian simply sat down. "You know I like to talk a lot, right? Because when I was a kid, I was neither good nor bad, and I was always the one who was ignored.
So I have to keep talking and talking to get a little attention. Later, I thought there was nothing wrong with this. I like talking. Talking can express my thoughts and let people know what I want to say. No matter how others respond to me or how they look at me, I have said what I should say and I won’t hide anything in my heart.
It's sad to always have this or that kind of thing in my heart. Maybe my behavior is called remembering food but not punishment, or being heartless, but I just think there's nothing wrong with living like this.
But I'm not grown up, or I don't know how to choose the right occasion. It's just my personal habit, not immaturity. Shi Qingqing, I'm a man, an adult man, and your husband. If there is a problem, put it in front of me and I can share it with you.
Trust me, huh? "
For a moment, Shi Qingqing didn't know whether she should feel sorry for Zhao Fengnian's childhood first, or feel sorry for herself who was tortured by a dream that was so real that it could be linked to changes in the surrounding environment.
When dreams and reality came into contact, she had no way of convincing herself that it was just a dream.
Perhaps, that was God's warning, or even that he allowed her to live the life she had experienced.
But Zhao Fengnian, Zhao Fengnian was different from the one in the dream. He could resolutely cut off contact with his bad friends, confront them for a word, and even fight with them.
Because of his own concerns, he kept a certain distance from his family, and even slowly but obviously focused on her and their small family.
She was not the only one trying to overcome her fear of stress; Zhao Fengnian was also struggling.
Shi Qingqing's tears flowed without any warning, but there was no sound of choking, as if her eyes were a faucet and the valve was broken, and the water flowed out.
Her big, moist eyes looked so pitiful and helpless that Zhao Fengnian wanted to give her his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys.
"Wife, Qingqing."
"No." Shi Qingqing punched Zhao Fengnian's shoulder and was firmly embraced.
Zhao Fengnian's chest was beside his ear. He laughed sullenly, "What are you thinking about? I was talking about Qingqing. I called you by your name, not kiss you."
Shi Qingqing's ears turned red.
After being coaxed and deceived by Zhao Fengnian, Shi Qingqing hesitated for a moment and said something through gritted teeth. "I was dreaming."
As this sentence came out, the following words seemed to come out smoothly.
"In the dream, you cared about your friends more than me. You brought them to your house to eat and drink. The wine bottles were piled all over the floor. Some people even looked at me in a dirty way when they were drunk. I didn't tell you yet, but just hinted at it. You immediately said they were all friends.
In the dream, you were so good to your loved ones that you drained their blood and value away. You even hated your own bones for being worthless. You just told me that it was okay, we were still young, and everything would be fine in the future. You wrote me a lot of blank checks, and that was the wedding promise you gave me.
You are still in jail, and let me and my children spend every day in the scolding. The children have never raised their heads. I am like a shrew, scolding and fighting back at the slightest noise, but it is useless. Others have men in their families, and they will support them. If I fight with them, not only will I be defeated, but I will also suffer in secret. But what can I say to the children?
Woohoo, Zhao Fengnian, I thought it was just a dream, but the dream started on the day of the typhoon, and then you lent money to your friends behind my back, and came here with your relatives to make a living. Everything in my family matched up...
You also have a rich woman, yes, there is another rich woman who is eyeing you, she is determined to get you, even if you can resist a little, she will not let me have an easy time, because we have no money and no say,
What can I say? It's as if I had really experienced the pain. I have lived a life like a widow. Too many times when I opened my mouth, I only got sighs and more pressure. What can I say?
That was not a dream. I don't think it was a dream at all. It was a warning from God. So, I think the best choice is to give you to the rich woman, give myself back to myself, and live an independent and autonomous life.
But you just started to change... Zhao Fengnian, I am in pain, I am really in pain, my child, our first child, was given to your relatives just because you insisted on being the boss. In that environment, our first child is gone.
Several other children have also lived through hard times with us for more than a decade. They would rather work in a toxic shoe factory than continue to go to school. It is better to suffer a short pain than a long one. Children from families like ours are destined to be workers. Woo, wow, that is the flesh that fell out of my belly. I feel bad, I really feel bad, Zhao Fengnian, why did you do that, why? "
Shi Qingqing's confession was like a flood that caught Zhao Fengnian off guard.
It also made Shi Qingqing recall the painful scenes in her dream again.
She cried so hard that she almost lost her human form. Her eyelids turned red in an instant, and tears and snot flowed down her face.
Zhao Fengnian felt very uncomfortable.
At this time, he would no longer speak or say words like "wasn't it just a dream" or "wasn't it being pretentious".
Because he is not Qingqing, the degree of the blow would be different for someone else.
And the Zhao Fengnian in her dream was indeed a useless person.
No wonder.
Some things became clear in Zhao Fengnian's mind.
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