Chapter 99: It's OK as Long as It Fits
No wonder my wife suddenly valued money more than anything else, and no wonder she chose to file for divorce as soon as she woke up.
She even took on the more than 3,000 yuan betrothal gift on her own. Even though she suffered so much in her dream, she was still willing to create a relatively good economic environment for him.
"Zhao Fengnian, if I hadn't become paralyzed due to my old age, overwork and accident, and you hadn't been taking care of me, I might have cruelly dragged you to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a divorce right from the start!
You picked up our lives bit by bit, which made it even harder for me to choose. I wanted to live with you, but I was afraid it would be the same as in my dream, because too many things in reality overlapped with my dream. Zhao Fengnian! Tell me, tell me what I can do!
I also hate going back and forth, so what can I do? Divorce completely, or live with this resentment? What can I do?"
Zhao Fengnian let Shi Qingqing talk enough without interrupting her. It was not until Shi Qingqing's voice became hoarse and she cried silently that Zhao Fengnian finally figured out what was going on.
"I didn't know a dream was so threatening to you, and I didn't know you'd been so nervous about it for so long. You basically handled everything on your own, and even drew a line between you and me.
I won't say anything else, but after all these accounts, are you really willing to draw a line between you and me? Your people are mine, and they are also registered in my household registration book. Are you willing to not order me around and treat me like a man?"
"Didn't I ask you to install the circuits in your home and build a fence?"
Zhao Fengnian was almost amused. You know that's not what I meant. "Shi Qingqing, I'm not happy that you're hiding somewhere and bearing the pressure by yourself, and then leaving me, who doesn't know anything, aside and feeling sad.
I would rather you and the pressure sit on my shoulders, so that I can feel more comfortable and at ease. If you encounter any problems in the future, just throw them to me, okay? "
"How can that be possible? A family is not the responsibility of just one person."
"Then you know how to say that, why do you earn money alone and work so hard alone? Look at the food and supplies you give me. I can't even earn that much with my salary. You are the one subsidizing me."
Shi Qingqing said it couldn't be considered a subsidy, he also made some contributions.
"I am a big man who is the pillar of the family. What have I given? I haven't given you a house or a car. And you eat and use better things than the landlords. Are you eating meat and drinking blood by relying on my wife's suffering?"
Shi Qingqing didn't want Zhao Fengnian to say that about him.
She stopped crying and started arguing with Zhao Fengnian.
As the couple talked, they began to tell each other about each other's shining points and what attracted them.
The solidity of their relationship was also re-established through this crying.
It was also during this hug that I realized that our desire to give to each other was the same.
"Dreams are just dreams after all. Even if they overlap with things in reality, it's possible that you knew in your heart that some things would develop this way. After all, you are very smart."
Shi Qingqing almost burst into laughter. Who said you can't talk? Who said you are not tactful enough? Aren't you quite good at coaxing women?
"Also, Shi Qingqing, what is the purpose of your mouth? Besides eating and drinking, it's for talking. Talk to me more in the future. I'm not afraid of chatting with you, but you're afraid that I'll be long-winded when you chat with me..."
It was late at night, and the couple's conversation lasted for a long, long time.
Shi Qingqing said she was tired and her eyelids were drooping, but Zhao Fengnian did not get impatient. Instead, he coaxed her to change into pajamas and have a good sleep.
Zhao Fengnian walked two hundred meters away, smoking a cigarette he hadn't touched for several months. He knew that the person beside him was worried, and he had hinted at it many times, but he didn't expect that she had experienced such a tragic life.
He went to jail for no reason. People in jail have a bad reputation, and the reputation of their family members and children is not much better. It will be like a leech that cannot be removed.
He also favored his relatives, and worshipped his mother who didn't love him as an ancestor. As his wife, Shi Qingqing was under more than just mental pressure.
No one is perfect, but he is not happy that in Qingqing's heart he is just a partner.
She is the woman he loves with all his heart, the lover he wants to spend his life with, and will be his biological mother in the future. They will rely on each other for the rest of their lives. He doesn't want to live that kind of life as a couple. Why should he live with someone else? He is in a free love relationship!
He and Shi Qingqing got married because of love!
If she is trapped in that dream, then tell her to see how different I am from that dream.
First of all, change your laissez-faire thinking and style. Women always think long-term about life and always think about what to do if they encounter difficulties in the future. After all, women nowadays live at home without the full support of their elders. She doesn't know how to have a smooth future if she doesn't work hard and worry. This is normal.
Could he really blame her?
Don't blame anyone. If you want to blame someone, blame each other for not having a good mother and being born into a bad family.
He took another long drag on his cigarette.
I'm about to quit this thing.
I didn’t smoke for a long time, until today.
He really felt heavy in his heart.
Sparks flickered for several minutes. He put out the cigarette, went home, brushed his teeth, took a shower, and went to bed with his wife.
Shi Qingqing woke up the next day with swollen eyelids.
Thinking of what happened last night, she turned her back to the wall. She must look very ugly now.
The person next to him didn't fear being disliked and came up to him: "Little Goldfish, what are we eating today? I'll make it."
Shi Qingqing slapped him in disgust: "You are the goldfish, your whole family is goldfish."
"Okay, let's stop being so stubborn. Shi Qingqing said that we'll both be the ones with the mouths from now on. If you don't get enough sleep, I'll cook later. If you do, I'll prepare water for you to brush your teeth and wash your face."
"I slept well."
Zhao Fengnian got up, put on his clothes and shoes, and went to the yard to work.
Shi Qingqing opened the closet and chose a light yellow shirt and a burgundy skirt to put on. She sat in front of the mirror but found that her eyelids were still swollen, so she simply changed into a gray work suit.
Why do you suddenly want to dress up?
With such swollen eyelids, no amount of dressing up will help.
There were voices outside the door. Shi Qingqing looked out the window and saw Guo Yumei coming to see her. Zhao Fengnian said she was still sleeping. Guo Yumei left disappointed and said she would come later.
Shi Qingqing subconsciously covered her mouth to prevent herself from making any sound. After the people left, she suddenly realized why he was acting so mysterious.
When she came out, Zhao Fengnian had already prepared noodles with scallion oil and egg drop soup.
As usual, his bowl was the same as a soup bowl.
Shi Qingqing suddenly felt that Zhao Fengnian was just like the child taken care of by the old man, who ate obediently and grew strong after being well fed.
While eating, Shi Qingqing, feeling a little relieved, told him about the boat.
Zhao Fengnian scolded Xiao Qi for more than ten minutes, and then said that he brought back three thousand this time.
"So many?" Shi Qingqing was a little surprised.
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