Gong Zhan was stunned and looked at Cheng Yun with a complicated look.
Why did she suddenly say such a thing?
Although, he also wanted to have a child.
But when I think about her being only a freshman in college, having just celebrated her 21st birthday, and being just a young girl who knows nothing about the world...
Letting such a young girl be a mother is like being a beast.
Although, he himself is a good person.
But looking at Cheng Yun, he just couldn't bear it.
…
"Did grandpa force you again?"
"Don't worry about what he says. If he bullies you, tell me and I'll go find him."
Cheng Yun shook her head.
"No."
"No, then why do you suddenly want a child?"
"because……"
Because she didn't want the truth to be revealed and they to become enemies.
She didn't want to miss out on him like that.
The only way she could think of to make them inseparable was to have a child.
With the child as a strong bond, he should treat himself well no matter what happens in the future.
She even naively thought that, even if it was just to give the child a happy family, he would choose to continue to accept her, even if she had lied to him.
She grabbed the man's arm and spoke anxiously.
"I'm already on my second bottle of folic acid prescribed by the doctor. The doctor said my body is now very suitable for having a child."
"Or, let's just have one."
…
In broad daylight, the world is clear and bright.
A 21-year-old girl pulled a man and said she wanted to have a baby.
In this situation, even the 29-year-old Gong Zhan couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed by her enthusiasm.
"Why do you suddenly want a child? Can you give me a suitable reason first?"
If he couldn't be convinced, he would never watch her do something that would make her regret later at such an ignorant age.
After all, many girls in this era regret having children.
Once a child is born, you must be responsible for him/her and let him/her grow up in a healthy environment and become a mentally sound person.
That is the meaning of having children.
The reason why he resisted getting married and having children in the past was because the old man asked him to have children just to inherit the family business.
It goes against his ideals.
He had to have a reason...
Cheng Yun's face suddenly turned gloomy and she said aggrievedly.
"Because I know that my family background is not worthy of yours, and we are not a good match. I also know why I was able to marry you in the first place."
"At the end of the day, I'm just a tool."
"I never thought of it that way..."
"No!"
Cheng Yun interrupted Gong Zhan.
"I know you treat me well and give me the respect I deserve, but the disparity in facts is there, and I really can't ignore it or even remain indifferent."
"On the contrary, I feel uneasy every day. I feel like I might lose you and leave you at any time."
"This marriage has always made me feel uneasy."
"You simply can't understand how I feel when someone calls me a mistress. I'm just a human being, and I get upset when someone calls me that. I can't stand the injustice."
"I thought that after that incident fermented, you would reveal my identity and slap the faces of those who slandered me, but you didn't."
"This makes me very upset. You don't understand my feelings at all."
"Since you are unwilling to make it public, I can only have a child to make myself feel at ease."
"Gong Zhan, okay?"
…
This was the first time she spoke so much to herself and told herself about her anxiety.
Gong Zhan held her in his arms to make her feel a little more at ease.
They have been married for so long, but he still can't figure out what kind of feelings Chen Yun has for him.
Because she never said a word of love to him.
Today, after she said so much, he understood her heart.
She was so anxious that she even thought about having a baby in order to consolidate her position.
What did she do wrong?
No.
Ultimately, it was because I didn't give her enough sense of security.
"Silly, why would you think so?"
"I'm not an ordinary person. There are too many people who want to harm me. Every day when I go out, I have to bring bodyguards to protect my safety."
"If I reveal your identity, you will be targeted by many bad guys because of me."
"How could I let you be in danger because of me?"
That car accident, and then being kidnapped...
The feeling of helplessness and self-blame when he couldn't find her made him feel extremely guilty.
The joy he felt when he saw her safe made him feel for the first time that as long as she was safe, nothing else mattered.
"You are mine, and I must protect you. Therefore, I cannot reveal your identity."
"Now, do you understand?"
"Do you still feel wronged?"
…
Cheng Yun, who buried her head in the man's arms, had tears in her eyes.
How she wanted to tell him that she was strong, so strong that she didn't need his protection.
I have the ability and can stand by his side openly.
But she...didn't dare.
"Since you are unwilling to reveal my identity, then you can have a baby with me."
"Two choices, choose for yourself."
…
Is she forcing him?
He already had the answer in his mind as to how to choose.
"Are you sure you've thought about having a child at twenty-one?"
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