Chapter 310 Love in the Diary
Star calendar 4005.5.13
We're about to evacuate.
After our colleagues who went to study the exotic beasts left, we were the only ones left in the entire laboratory.
The seaside environment is not of any help to our experiment. Although things are not yet confirmed, everyone knows that this place is about to be abandoned.
Director Zhou's experiment has made great progress. The simulation data has reached a peak and is theoretically feasible.
But the conditions are also very harsh.
We need human experiments, but planet C14 is too peaceful and there are almost no Betas that meet the requirements.
It requires extraordinary endurance and an extremely strong body.
And these are obviously not feasible for us, a group of scientific research Betas.
Almost every one of us is in a sub-healthy state.
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Star calendar 4005.6.9
Today, we finally made the decision to transfer.
This laboratory, which has supported us for more than two years, will eventually be sealed and preserved.
We didn’t know if we would have the chance to come back after that.
This is where my dream began and where I realize my life value.
I cherish her very much.
Leave her now too.
The deadline for all staff to leave is July 1st, so I still have 20 days left to say goodbye to her properly.
Of course, I'll also say goodbye to Alec.
He confessed to me today, but he doesn't plan to be with me, and he said it directly.
In the past, I never thought that someone would fall in love with me.
A Beta girl who is old-fashioned, serious but not too annoying. Her appearance can only be described as pretty, and she talks a lot about experiments.
This was the comment others made about me when I was in school, and I put it out of my mind after hearing it.
But now I think of it after he confessed to me.
He said we are people with the same dreams and ideas.
He said he could understand me and I could understand him.
We have something far more important than love.
He told me that he noticed me after I transferred to Director Zhou's group, and he liked the way I enthusiastically told everyone my ideas.
Love my expression as I scratch my head because of the difficulties but then bite my lip to continue calculating.
He loves my persistence, my haggard face, and the stubbornness in my eyes.
I was very surprised.
I am surprised that this is the first time I have written his name. In the past, his representative word was just "colleague".
Who would like their colleagues?
Just imagine it, it feels awkward.
I asked him why he liked me. If it was because of his ideals, then everyone in this lab had persevered here because of their ideals.
He said that he fell in love with her at first sight and that was unreasonable.
Everyone is different. He told me that I usually spin the pen when I’m upset. If I’m even more upset, I bite the pen tip and frown.
He has been observing me quietly.
Never told me.
He said that he thought I was cute like that and that made him want to help me solve the problem.
In fact, he did this more than once.
Then it suddenly occurred to me that he had helped me before, but he did it so skillfully that I always regarded it as just help between colleagues.
After he said this, I was really sure that he liked me.
At this moment, it was hard for me not to be moved.
I have ideals and I also yearn for worldly love, but he has succeeded in making me unforgettable with his little efforts over the past two years.
I remembered the coffee he once passed me, the tables I couldn't calculate and how he worked with me on them, and the fact that I didn't come to the lab for several days because I was overworked, and how he silently took on the work after he found out.
Now, I truly realize that I just didn't dare to think about this possibility.
I lay on the bed and recorded all of this, his figure was all in my mind.
Perhaps because I was about to transfer, I no longer had complicated work and was able to think about these details.
Alec is a mixed-race Beta boy. His father is from the Empire, but his mother is from the Federation.
He was born on a frontier planet, has brilliant blond hair, and a much more handsome appearance than the average Beta.
If such a person were in school, he would definitely be the target of everyone's pursuit.
If we met on campus, I think we might not have any intersection.
But we met in this laboratory.
He said that he would go to the border star to study the strange beasts later. He said that he just wanted to be willful in these last 20 days.
I don’t know what I should say. Maybe I should agree to be willful in these last 20 days.
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Star calendar 4005.6.15
We kissed where no one could see.
Their hot breaths intertwined with each other and their bodies hugged each other.
Like a burning firewood.
Heat is constantly bursting out.
I was the one who took the initiative. He looked surprised, but then he hugged me and kissed me deeply.
Our eyes met, and we both understood each other.
The last willfulness.
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Star calendar 4005.6.20
With only ten days left, we became even more affectionate.
I kept him last night.
I love the sexiness of his sweat running down his back muscles, and the neediness of his voice as he whispers my name in my ear.
I can write so much about this kind of thing if I put pen to paper.
Maybe it’s because I’ve written more diaries that I feel my writing skills have improved.
I love the intimacy of the two of us, united as one in bed.
I understand why some literary masterpieces describe love so romantically.
When he is sleeping, I will draw his eyebrows and eyes, and kiss his thin lips with my lips.
This wouldn't be the only time we were intimate.
I know, but this night is enough for me to remember.
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Star calendar 4004.6.25
I suspect Director Zhou and the others all know about Alec and me.
But they didn't stop it.
So I became more and more demanding. In five days, we might never see each other again, and I didn't want to endure it.
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Star calendar 4004.6.29
Last night.
Goodbye Alec.
Goodbye C14.
From now on, I will continue to move forward with my love for you.
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There is no further follow-up to the entire diary.
Pei Zhiyi didn't know why the notebook was not taken away.
This could be the work diary of this Beta girl whose name is still unknown, or her brief love history.
The warmth of the words shines through each piece of paper.
It’s like you can truly feel the other person’s surging love.
Even though Pei Zhiyi knew that the previous work records were more important to them, she couldn't help but read the following pages about her love records several times.
Will two people who are separated meet again?
Such questions are actually unnecessary, but I can't help but think about them.
Pei Zhiyi put down the notebook, but looked at Gu Enling thoughtfully.
"Like this diary?" he asked.
Pei Zhiyi smiled and said, "After sighing for a moment, it's time to check the next place."
It's a tragedy, and there will only be 2,300 words of description afterwards.
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