Chapter 165 The Same Morbid Desire
Lu Yanxu looked at Pei Zhiyi deeply, and under Pei Zhiyi's gaze, he said, "No."
Pei Zhiyi was stunned for a moment, then immediately looked at Lu Yanxu in disbelief: "You said so."
It's already this late, and he's still denying it?
Lu Yanxu: "I'm talking about making a deal."
"If you cooperate with us to complete the league, I will tell you the news about Pei Dao."
He never actually said anything about her.
Pei Zhiyi was so angry that he almost laughed. Someone was now confusing right and wrong.
As if noticing her raised eyebrow, Lu Yanxu added: "You've always done well."
They planned it all out.
"But now, it doesn't have to be so good." Lu Yanxu looked at Pei Zhiyi and suddenly said, "You can rely on us occasionally."
Pei Zhiyi slowed down his pace, "Really?"
Lu Yanxu's shoulder moved a little closer to hers: "It doesn't matter who it is, any one of them is fine, as long as they can make you happy."
"Am I not your girlfriend now?" Pei Zhiyi lowered his voice and looked at the vendor next to him, "Why are you pushing me towards others?"
Lu Yanxu caught a glimpse of a nice carving and led Pei Zhiyi in that direction. "Because we all want you to love yourself first, then love others."
He understood Pei Zhiyi's feeling of holding them like drifting wood.
I can also understand the motivation that has kept her pushing herself forward without stopping.
I feel sorry for her and love her.
"It doesn't matter who's by your side. You can stop whenever you want."
She has been excellent for a long time.
But the human heart is not a piece of driftwood, nor an island.
She is also a human being, and she showed enough vulnerability in the matter of Pei Dao.
They don't want to see each other again.
Pei Zhiyi picked up a wooden sculpture in her hand. It was a little boy wearing distinctive clothes woven from grass. She stroked her fingers on the smooth wood and suddenly said, "Lu Yanxu, can I give this little man to you as a gift?"
The stall owner saw the figurine Pei Zhiyi was holding and said with a smile, "This is a pair. There's another one here."
He pointed at another wooden figurine of a girl and gestured to Lu Yanxu.
Lu Yanxu picked up the other little figure the boss mentioned: "Okay, I want both."
He did not compete with Pei Zhiyi for the payment of the wooden figurine. Instead, Pei Zhiyi paid the little boy and he paid the little girl.
But when he took it, he silently took the wooden figurine of the little boy in his hand.
Pei Zhiyi picked up another one and put it in his space button.
She was about to pick something out when she saw Lu Yanxu was about to leave the stall: "I just saw another wood carving that's also very special."
"I don't want the gifts you give them to be the same as mine." Lu Yanxu shut Pei Zhiyi up with just one sentence.
It was broad daylight, and the two of them didn't even hold hands, and there was no intimacy at all, but Pei Zhiyi felt it.
Belonging to Lu Yanxu, possessiveness and intimacy.
It was a gift just for the two of them.
She followed Lu Yanxu and stared at his back.
He is not as generous as Xiao Chi, not as lively as Gu Enling, and not as calm as Shi Min.
Like a tall green bamboo, his calm eyebrows were engraved in her eyes.
Her heartbeat suddenly quickened, and a strange feeling of heat spread from her earlobes to her cheeks, making her feel a little hot.
She stretched out her hand and grasped his fingers with unerring precision.
"Lu Yanxu, walk slower, okay?"
I just held his index and middle fingers, but I felt that his fingertips were getting hot.
He moved his fingers, causing her to flinch unconsciously.
But the next moment, the man grabbed her hand tightly. Pei Zhiyi froze in place, and saw Lu Yanxu completely turned around. "Pei Zhiyi, do you want to see me go crazy in front of you?"
Pei Zhiyi: “.”
She didn't.
She subconsciously wanted to break free, perhaps because of the hand holding, he misunderstood.
But Lu Yanxu's hand was holding very tightly at this time, so tightly that Pei Zhiyi couldn't break free, and could still feel the strength of his grip.
He pulled her and walked quickly to a dark alley. Outside, there was a lot of noise and vendors gathered.
Here, however, it was obscured by shadows, with only scattered light hitting the wall, providing a bit of illumination.
The two people were getting farther and farther away from the crowd, and were about to reach the deepest part of the alley.
"Lu Yanxu"
The moment she called his name, Lu Yanxu stopped and leaned against her against the wall. He didn't kiss her, but rested his head on her shoulder, holding her fingers tightly.
"Pei Zhiyi, did you do this on purpose?"
His tone even rose slightly at the end: "You knew you shouldn't hold my hand outside."
Pei Zhiyi also knew that it was wrong to do so because there were so many people around, but when she looked closely, she just pulled him and asked him to slow down.
It was Lu Yanxu himself who completely grabbed her hand and refused to let go.
Just as she was thinking about it, Lu Yanxu let go of her hand and instead hugged her body. Her hands couldn't help but clenched on his clothes.
"You're really driving me crazy." Lu Yanxu felt a strong sense of regret at this moment.
He just wanted to have her all to himself, wanted to hold her hand and hug her openly in front of everyone, and wanted to have more memories with her.
He has no calmness or self-control.
Pei Zhiyi buried her face in his chest. She didn't know what to say, but at this moment, she actually longed for such a hug.
Hiding behind people, hugging each other quietly.
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Finally, the two bought two handmade products for Shi Min's younger brother and sister.
With the development of technology today, it is easy to complete an indicator product, but handmade products are unique and have a natural spirituality that can be distinguished at a glance.
There was almost half a meter between Lu Yanxu and Pei Zhiyi's shoulders.
Seeing Pei Zhiyi coming in, Lu Yanxu's Adam's apple rolled: "I'll give the things to Shi Min and the others. Have a good rest."
This is not a starship anymore. There are other teachers in this hotel besides them.
Pei Zhiyi put his hand on the door and whispered, "Okay."
There was no way she could invite Lu Yanxu in.
Lu Yanxu won't come in either.
"Close the door." He paused, "Look at the intelligent computer."
Pei Zhiyi nodded and closed the door.
Leaning against the door, she suddenly seemed to understand the love story of her roommate in college.
The boy walked her to the dormitory. They could meet again the next day and they could communicate in many ways, but he couldn't help but look back after entering the dormitory.
Look at his back, or the boy’s smiling expression.
She never understood it before because she was always busy with reality and had no time to fall in love like this.
But now, she felt this kind of emotion for the first time.
Reality is equally cruel and requires her to keep working hard.
The only difference was that someone had made it so obvious that they needed her.
Desperately, morbidly, needed her.
She felt like she was drinking poison to quench her thirst, feeling both thirsty and uneasy.
At this moment, Pei Zhiyi was very aware of the flaws in her character. She wanted someone to stop abandoning her.
It’s another day of life and death, _(:з」∠)_, I’ll type first and then express my gratitude.
I probably won’t be able to finish the second chapter in time, I’ll finish it before going to bed.
That self-consolation picture has been changed again. Now it has been completely changed to the point where nothing can be seen. Even the name has been changed. Completely over~
The editor reviewed it again, but it still wasn't good enough. Now, clear water, the ultimate.
No wonder all my previous books were blocked, hahahaha…
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