Chapter 154 I Will Never Forget
"But it happened, how can you pretend it didn't happen? I don't believe it, Huatang, the wine was just your excuse. You were sincere last night, it wasn't the effect of alcohol, you just still love me..." He said, wanting to hug her again.
But she dodged it, "Master Zhao, no matter what happened last night, I am sober now. I can tell you clearly that I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. Do you understand?"
Zhao Yan asked in disbelief, "Are you going to pretend that everything that happened last night never happened? But you clearly still love me. If it was anyone else last night, no matter who it was, you wouldn't do that. Huatang, only with me will you do this, only with me will you let go of your worries, because, in your heart, I am different."
"Before, I thought I would forget you after I left, but now I won't. I know your feelings for me, and I won't let you go."
"You..." Yu Huatang was at a loss for words. "No matter what you say, I won't change my mind. As for you saying that only you can do it, I don't think so... maybe I can do it with others too..."
Zhao Yan ignored what she said and simply pulled her over. He held her face with one hand and asked, "Are you talking nonsense just because you don't want to have anything to do with me? I won't believe it..."
He hugged her in vain, buried his head in her hair and said, "Besides, have you ever thought about what if we have a child? Wouldn't the child need a father?"
Yu Huatang couldn't break free, so he hugged her tightly and said, "Come back to the capital with me, okay? Trust me just once, okay? Just this once, I won't let you down."
"No," she finally broke free. "I think Master still doesn't understand. We won't have a child. Even if we do, I won't give birth to him. I will definitely not go back to the capital with Master."
"Why?" He looked terrified and held her hand tightly. "What nonsense are you talking about? This is our child. How can you be so cruel?"
"I'm cruel?" She smiled faintly. "Have you forgotten, my Lord, that you didn't want to have children with me before? I've taken those contraceptive soups several times. Now I'm just taking them again. What's the big deal?"
"No. Don't do this." His expression changed and he held her wrist tightly. "I know you hate me and blame me, but he is just a child. Please, don't do this..."
"Let me go."
He persisted and begged, "...Huatang, you can't do this to our child."
She threw herself back hard and finally broke free, saying, "I'm not pregnant, why are you so nervous?"
She rubbed her wrist which was hurt by his twisting.
Zhao Yan came back to his senses and looked at her without saying anything.
She said, "Anyway, please go back, sir. There is nothing for you to do here anymore."
Zhao Yan looked at her steadily, and she did not look back, but turned and walked into the room.
He spoke from behind her, "How can it be alright? No matter what you think, I will never forget it. You were sincere last night, no matter how ruthless and indifferent you were. I still hope you can give birth to our child. Even if you don't want to go to the capital, as long as you give birth to him, I will take care of everything. No matter what, last night was a happy one. I will never forget it, and I hope you won't forget it either..."
Yu Huatang couldn't stand it anymore and slammed the door.
When Zhao Yan returned home, Anfu came over and looked at his expression, which showed neither pain nor joy. It was as if he finally knew something but was helpless.
He and An Yuan spent the night in the side room last night, so he naturally knew that Miss Yu had spent the night there.
But according to the current situation, are they breaking up again? He sighed slightly, feeling that the young master still has a long way to go...
Zhao Yan was still quite calm. After lunch, seeing that they were exhausted, he let them go to sleep.
When they woke up in the afternoon, Zhao Yan pointed to a pile of bird's nests and said, "Give these to Miss Yu later."
Anfu asked, "Sir, aren't you going there yourself?" He then explained, "I just wanted to say that this way you can talk to Miss Yu."
Zhao Yan shook his head. "If I give it to her, she won't want it. If you give it to her and say something pitiful, maybe she will accept it."
An Fu understood, "Miss Yu is still unwilling to be with the young master, then last night..."
Zhao Yan's expression turned cold. "You must keep your mouth shut about what happened last night. Don't let anyone know. If I leave, she can be fine, but she has to live here and can't be looked down upon."
Anfu nodded, "I understand." The reason why the young master was reluctant to say it was probably because he was considering Miss Yu's chief position. As soon as Miss Yu took this position, it was rumored that she had an affair with the young master. How would others view her?
Thinking about this, he knocked on Yu Huatang's door and said politely and respectfully, "Miss Yu, these were sent by many gentlemen this morning. Our young master doesn't eat them, and they would probably be broken if he brought them back to the capital. They are all nourishing foods, especially suitable for women. It would be a pity to throw them away. Miss Yu, please take them and stew them for a while."
Yu Huatang refused, "But I don't need these, and I don't have the time to make them. You can take them back."
An Fu put it down and said pitifully, "Miss Yu, just accept it. If you take it back, it will be thrown away. What a pity. I still have to go back and pack my things, so I put it here."
After saying that, he ran away, and she had no choice but to take it into the room.
A few days later, the shop opened and Yu Huatang was distributing the new year's silver. A servant came over, followed by another person, who was Zhao Yan.
Her face darkened when she saw him. He sat next to her very naturally and asked, "Boss Yu, are you opening the door so soon?"
"Yeah." In front of so many people, she couldn't chase him away. "What's wrong?"
"I've been feeling unwell lately. Miss Yu, do you know the reason?" he asked.
Yu Huatang said in a cold tone, "I'm not a doctor. My Lord, please turn left when you get out of the door. It's Huichun Hall."
"But the doctor has already said that I am worried and can't sleep, I am angry and I am in a bad mood."
Seeing that he was being serious, she asked, "Sir, aren't you going to be promoted? Why are you still worried?"
"There are so many... For example, I miss someone day and night, but she doesn't know and doesn't want to talk to me. The doctor said I'm lovesick and that person must come to me to relieve it..." Finally, he said, "Miss Yu looks better today."
Yu Huatang gave him a cold look and said, "You are old, that's why you are like this. Go back and drink some cold tea and calm down, and you will be fine."
"I... am I very old? The doctor didn't say it was because of this." He looked at her in surprise.
Yu Huatang didn't want to talk to him anymore and said, "I have something else to do. If you are not busy, please go outside. There will be no chance to come again."
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