Chapter 107
Noah was accustomed to maintaining a gentle and humble demeanor.
He grew up following his family's rules and his father's teachings, and treating people with a non-aggressive attitude became almost his daily routine. Over the years, through his flawless words and actions, he had become approachable, peaceful, alert, and calm. Many people had attached such praise to the symbol "Noah Sturga." But Noah never lost his faith. He was used to analyzing himself.
His character still has edges, arrogance, and the flaws of being an Alpha.
When plans or situations show signs of going off track, he will feel anger, and at the same time, he will feel panic that makes him feel incompetent.
"I can't see it~"
Noah held her hand, Shi Yu curled her lips and gently kicked him with her calf: "Turn on the light, it's convenient for chatting!"
Noah leaned over slightly, held the girl's soft and warm hands in his palms, and placed them close to his forehead, as if this could calm him down.
He was silent for a while, then said, "Want to chat?"
"Yes!"
In the dark, the boy didn't need to show any expression, so he relaxed his expression slightly, looking tired. He asked calmly, "Shigure, what else do you want to talk to me about in this state?"
"Ah, what to talk about?" Shi Yu thought about it seriously for a moment, and then, not knowing what had happened, she changed the subject immediately, "I want to drink, I want to drink!"
Like a little child, Shiyu gently touched him with her calf while speaking, and her tone was sweet and sticky. If Noah hadn't held her hand tightly, he had no doubt that Shiyu would lie on the bed and act coquettishly to him.
Noah was in a bad mood at the moment, but he still chuckled: "Still want to drink?"
"It's delicious! If you treat me, I'll give you a taste."
"No problem," Noah said, "It's just Shigure, do you have anything to offer me in return?"
"..." Shi Yu was stunned for a moment, then said confidently, "I just said, I'll buy you a drink!"
Noah: “…”
Never mind, we don’t speak the same language.
The boy's heartbeat stabilized as he gave up on continuing to communicate with her and said calmly, "Forget it, you can't drink anymore."
Shi Yu was very unconvinced: "No, what you say doesn't count!"
"I don't have the final say? Do you know what you almost paid for a sip of wine just now?"
Noah's tone was gentle and soothing, like an older brother disciplining his younger, more naive siblings. To further reinforce the impression, he skillfully used metaphors from stories: "...you will be taken away by bad people, imprisoned in a high tower or deep in the mountains, marry the one who forced you, have children, and never return."
"Rapunzel!" Shigure said.
"...Do you really like this kind of thing?" Noah asked with interest, but there was still not much smile between his brows. "Then I'll take you away. If it's to this extent, I can satisfy you."
I don’t know if Shigure understood the metaphor in Noah’s words, but he suddenly stopped talking.
Noah closed his eyes slightly. Thinking of the situation just now, he had to pause for a moment to stabilize his suppressed emotions.
As an Alpha, he knew better than Shigure himself what would happen to Shigure if he came back a moment later.
This is the child that matches him and will become his partner in the future. His wife, Noah, cannot convince himself that it was just an accident. The living environment of Omega is such that if he makes negligence again, no one can bear the responsibility.
On the one hand, he was not able to detect Shigure's condition, which nearly caused Shigure's accident, so it was understandable that he would feel negative emotions. However, once Noah began to analyze himself, he discovered more.
At this point - Noah asked himself, can you still treat Shi Yu as a pet that suits your heart, as a pleasing Omega and date her?
He didn't know when it had begun, but she had become able to easily stir his emotions, and this time it was even more so. Whether it was because of their compatibility or her satisfying appearance and demeanor, Shigure was undoubtedly attractive to him.
“…Let me go.”
After the room was quiet for a while, Shi Yu suddenly said, "Let go, you annoying bastard!"
Noah was stunned, and for a moment he thought the girl had sobered up, but when he carefully scanned her face, he found that Shi Yu's face was flushed, her eyes were confused, and she was still drunk.
"It was just a joke. Are you angry?"
Noah laughed. Shi Yu's struggle was too childish. While suppressing the opponent's calf attack, he still had the leisure to tease her.
"You're not kidding!" Shi Yu said angrily, still trying to push him away. "I know you, Noah... Xiu!"
Having said this, she burped, and the aroma of fruit wine mixed with the faint sweet scent of pheromones was captured by the Alpha's sense of smell.
Then he continued vaguely: "...I just want to do that."
"Which way?"
"Take me away and mark me... and do something bad to me!"
Even when she was unconscious, she still remembered this incident.
Noah lowered his eyes and listened quietly to the girl's mumbling complaints. The soft and gentle voice did not relax his mood, but instead made him frown slightly.
"You'll definitely do this again in the future, lying to me and bullying me..." she complained, "I absolutely can't trust you."
"Do you hate me, Shigure?"
Noah slowly lowered his arms, letting her kick him a few times with her calves, and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Hateful!" Shi Yu answered without hesitation.
"Even if I never do something like that again, can't you change your mind about me?" Noah asked.
This time, the voice that answered was noticeably hesitant: "...It's still annoying. I don't know if you really are—"
Noah laughed softly, with a hint of helplessness in his eyes.
The drunk girl only knew how to push and hit people, but didn't know how to dodge. When Noah pressed her shoulder, she just stared at him blankly, their eyes met, their breaths blended, as if they could transfer warmth to each other in the next moment.
Yet, in such an ambiguous situation, Noah still maintained his ability to calmly analyze things. After a moment's thought, he gently reminded her, "It was the first time I'd carried someone so far on their backs, and I'd gotten myself into such a mess. And then, for you, I held a gun in the street and nearly caused a murder."
"Isn't this enough to please you, Shigure?"
The temperature on his shoulder was too hot, and Shi Yu couldn't help but shiver and looked at him confusedly.
"I...hate it."
This time she took a long time to speak out. Perhaps it was because of the emotional fluctuations caused by drunkenness, but her voice suddenly had a soft, crying tone, as if someone was forcing her to say something she didn't want to but had to say.
Noah observed her expression closely, the way she bit her lip, and whispered, "Really?"
You can’t say that, absolutely not.
This was the deepest secret that Shi Yu had buried in her heart. She absolutely could not help but hate Noah, and she could not say in front of him that she had already surrendered - where would that put Mr. Rain, the general, and the others?
When she was pressed to the point of discomfort by the questioning, Shi Yu felt vaguely that Noah was bullying her. Noah saw tears in the girl's eyes, and she looked at him with soft and fragile pleading eyes. He closed his eyes, realizing that he could no longer ask any more questions.
"Shigure."
He wanted to end the topic, say good night and let her rest, but Shi Yu misunderstood. She thought he was going to pursue the matter further. When she heard her name, she trembled, closed her eyes, and slightly raised her head, stopping him from continuing in her own way.
Isn't this what I want...
Shi Yu thought as tears fell down his face.
The boy's skin was fair and soft, and she was like a frightened little bird, her lips barely brushing his chin before she quickly tried to escape. However, the Alpha's reaction was much faster than hers. She ignored the boy's palm that had been pressing on her shoulder. Now, the heavy pressure came down, tightening around her waist. Every nerve in her body felt like it was exploding, and her whole body suddenly went limp, unable to breathe.
Shi Yu had never experienced this before, and when Noah attacked her, she almost thought it was an illusion, until she was overwhelmed, and then she suddenly realized that this was not a hologram, nor was it a polite game.
Noah's exploration was a bit awkward, showing that he had little experience, but he could still rely on his keen intuition to make her dizzy. Shi Yu struggled in vain and could only weakly grab the clothes on his shoulders, hoping to inflict some pain on him.
"Asshole, you bastard...!"
During the break, Shi Yu swallowed weakly, pounded his shoulder and scolded him, but the next moment the sobbing sound was blocked again, and she heard Noah whispering in her ear, "I'm sorry."
...If apologies are useful, what do we need the police for?
Shigure was almost sober from the excitement she had just received, but she felt it would be better if she was still drunk at this point—or perhaps just passed out.
She didn't know if it was because her desire was too urgent, but as she felt a lack of oxygen and was invaded, she seemed to be seeing black in front of her eyes.
"Shigure."
In a hazy state, amidst the gentle sound of water, she vaguely heard him say, "...I regret it."
The author has something to say:
PS: Completed
I have been struggling for a long time whether to write this plot. After all, the first hundred chapters are very plain. But I feel that only when I am drunk can I express a little bit of my love for Noah. Noah is different from Loren Xiao and others. He has a weak sense of morality and is a very aggressive person. He is also an opportunist. So after thinking about it, I still have to say goodbye to my first kiss!
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