Finally, after nearly half an hour of wandering, the two arrived at a new grave located on an abandoned field ridge.
The tombstone above is very new. Standing in front of it, you can see grandma's black and white photo clearly.
The grave was very new, and there was a strong smell of earth around it. The words on the tombstone were very clear. Jiang Li walked closer to take a look, reached out his hand and slowly stroked the tombstone.
However, her name was not on the tombstone, and among her descendants, there were only the names of Bai Ye and Bai Lu.
Jiang Li squatted down and stretched out her arms to hug the tombstone in front of her, as if she was hugging her grandmother again.
Jiang Li maintained this posture, closed his eyes, and did not move at all for a long time.
Mo Jingchun stood by and looked at Jiang Li quietly.
Finally, Jiang Li moved again. She stood up from in front of the tombstone and knelt down in the center of the grave.
She only has this last night left, and she will go back tomorrow. This time she leaves, she may never come back in this life.
Hometown or family, Jiang Li will never look back after his grandmother's death.
And tonight she will keep vigil for her grandmother for the last time.
Jiang Li knelt very straight, her black hair did not cover her face. In the moonlight, Mo Jingchun could clearly see the expression on her face.
Jiang Li didn't cry, but his weathered eyes seemed to recall something.
Grandma is gone. There is no one in this world who can love her without regrets. The so-called "eternal love" may just be an unreasonable dream.
Does happiness exist?
This question was raised by Jiang Li to Mo Jingchun in the hospital.
Mo Jingchun was young and energetic at that time. He vowed to Jiang Li that happiness definitely existed. As long as two hearts could fill the void in each other's hearts, it would be enough to have happiness.
He believes that fate can guide people to happiness.
Jiang Li took a deep breath. In such a quiet environment, she recalled many things from the past.
She had been busy being sad these days and had no time to recall what had happened. At this moment, Jiang Li's sadness seemed to have reached its limit and she could no longer cry.
Jiang Li recalled her previous normal life and her grandmother's careful teachings every time, telling her that she must be an optimistic person no matter what, and that only with a kind heart can she find true happiness.
She recalled her grandmother holding her little hand while walking on the street and taking her to buy delicious food.
But now everything is lost.
Looking at the cold tombstone in front of her, Jiang Li thought, she no longer has a grandmother. Yes, from now on, there will be no one who will gently touch her head to comfort her confusion and sadness.
No one will hold Jiang Li's hand tightly, hold her behind her back, and protect her silently.
No one would love her anymore, and Jiang Li really became an orphan.
Jiang Li is searching for home, eternal love, and that elusive happiness...
Jiang Li still didn't cry, she just spoke in a hoarse voice.
"Grandma, I will find happiness."
"Grandma, I will be fine, don't worry about me."
Jiang Li spoke softly, then turned to look at Mo Jingchun who was silent beside him.
"Mo Jingchun, do you know? Grandma was once the only person in the world who loved me."
"At the beginning, when everyone looked on coldly, examining me as if I were an alien, only grandma remained unchanged."
Jiang Li spoke silently, as if he was talking about an insignificant story.
“The day I left my hometown, I thought I would never know joy again in my life.”
"I came to this strange city. No one knows who I am, and no one knows my past. I can stay there with peace of mind."
"Until I met you," Jiang Li smiled, his eyes becoming gentle like flowing water as he looked at Mo Jingchun.
"You guys are really nice people who are willing to spend time with me, so no matter what, I will always be grateful."
"On countless cold nights, whenever I think of you, a warm feeling always emerges in my heart."
"At that time, I thought that maybe it was fate that favored me and wanted me to find the so-called happiness."
"But the result..." Jiang Li laughed at himself.
"Jiang Li, actually I..." Mo Jingchun stretched out his hand, wanting to say something but was soon interrupted by Jiang Li.
"It's okay, Mo Jingchun. I've never blamed you. This ending seems to suit me quite well. After all, you are different from me. Compared to my family, you have done very well."
"I'm sorry, Mo Jingchun."
Jiang Li looked at him next to him again, "We agreed to meet in one day, but it took so long. I'm sorry."
Jiang Li chuckled softly, that smile filled with sadness, but no longer heavy, "Now, I finally have nothing."
The air seemed to freeze, and Mo Jingchun couldn't say anything. He just felt very uncomfortable, his heart was stuffy, and he couldn't help but hold the peace locket.
"Hey, Jingchun, can you answer me another question?"
Jiang Li tilted her head, and the moonlight shone on her body, making her breathtakingly beautiful.
"Yeah," Mo Jingchun nodded.
"Happiness doesn't exist, does it?"
…………
As if there was something stuck in his throat, Mo Jingchun couldn't answer the question.
Jiang Li's eyes were gentle. After seeing Mo Jingchun's expression, she had already gotten her answer.
So she said nothing and knelt quietly in front of the tombstone.
This kneeling lasted throughout the entire night until dawn came and the sky gradually brightened.
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