Chapter 107 How can you be sure we won’t cheat?
Cheng Yu has been used to being proud in his life and has never said sorry to anyone.
I thought it would be difficult to say, but this one came out very smoothly.
"There's nothing to be sorry about."
Zhou Zhou took out a cigarette and lit it. The smoke swirled around her eyebrows, blurring her features. Her voice seemed distant yet near, "Back in California, I shouldn't have thought of trying it with you."
If I hadn’t tried, there wouldn’t have been half a month of indulgence, nor would I have the disappointment I have now.
Zhou Zhou tried to take a step forward, then retracted.
When two people quarrel, regrets about the past are the most hurtful.
Regret forgiving, regret being together, as soon as you start to regret everything that happened between the two of you, it is equivalent to sentencing the entire relationship to death.
Cheng Yu thought he had misheard and looked up at her in surprise, but saw that she had her arms folded and her eyes looking at him were particularly empty in the night.
Without a trace of emotion.
His mind went blank for a moment.
Cheng Yu always believed that the half month he and Zhou Zhou spent in California was wonderful.
They traveled in sync, their tastes in food weren't too different, and what was even more rare was that they had a lot in common. They didn't have any problems even though they were spending every day together, a way of getting along that could easily expose one's shortcomings.
They were a perfect match both in and out of bed.
Zhou Zhou's words made her regret trying, and what was ruined was not only her idea, but also the half month of time.
What followed was a dense feeling of soreness, swelling and irritability.
"Is it really that serious? Just because I'm jealous of him?"
Cheng Yu's voice was tense, his eyes fixed on her, "Zhou Zhou, I admit that I was only concerned about my own emotions and didn't consider you. It was wrong of me, but isn't it too much for him to know about our relationship?"
He curled the corner of his lip sarcastically, "He calls himself a gentleman, how come he doesn't know how to keep his distance."
"Why should he keep his distance? I tell you, you are not boyfriend and girlfriend after all." Zhou Zhou found it funny.
A sound of shame escaped from her throat, and the smoke passed into her throat, and she coughed softly.
Cheng Yu wanted to help her calm down, but she dodged him: "I don't need you to be hypocritical with me now."
His hand froze in mid-air.
"Hypocritical?" He grabbed a handful of air, slowly withdrew his hand, and sneered.
The temperature in his eyes froze into ice. "Zhou Zhou, I told you that I like you and am willing to risk my heart aimlessly on an unknown outcome. I'm not using my concessions to gain sympathy, nor am I asking for any benefits from you in this matter.
Just because I didn't say it doesn't mean it's not sincere. Do you think I'm being hypocritical when I do this?"
"Then tell me what you were doing?"
Zhou Zhou threw his cigarette on the ground, stomped it out, and pointed at the clothes on the ground. "Is putting on a piece of clothing a big deal? What's wrong with friends sharing a piece of clothing? If a piece of clothing can make you lose your mind, what about more things in the future? Are you going to go crazy?"
Cheng Yu smiled, but his face was filled with sarcasm: "Isn't it just because he's Yan Yiqi? Why would you be so angry about someone else?"
He knew very well that even if Zhou Zhou's heart was tilted towards him, in her heart he was still not as good as Yan Yiqi.
Yan Yiqi had everything before him, and it was all Zhou Zhou's personal instruction. And everything he had from Zhou Zhou was obtained through coaxing, begging, or using tricks.
Was there anything she had given him willingly from the beginning?
What's the point of leaning towards him?
From the moment they arrived at the villa, he knew that Zhou Zhou was concerned about Yan Yiqi and was afraid that he would be too bored alone. Didn't he also patiently let them talk for a long time?
He did his best to ensure Zhou Zhou had the freedom she wanted. Wasn't that his effort?
Cheng Yu didn't expect that his jealousy and intentional removal of a piece of clothing, as well as his momentary failure to notice her emotions, would lead to their quarrel escalating to a point of regret.
He was wrong because he didn't take her into consideration.
He could apologize, why deny everything he has.
Zhou Zhou looked at his stern face. His laughter was like frost in the cold wind, freezing the already stagnant air without a single crack. "Is it his problem, Cheng Yu?"
Cheng Yu asked back: "Isn't it?"
"Don't you understand yet?"
Zhou Zhou sighed, his voice lowering with unspeakable helplessness. "Cheng Yu, you clearly know that I don't like him enough, and he can't do what you do. He and I can only be friends and partners. There is no other possibility."
He knew it all too well.
He told her in person downstairs in the hotel that day. As a bystander, he had already seen it clearly.
Knowing that she and Yan Yiqi could not be together, why should she be angry with Yan Yiqi?
It was freezing outside, so putting on a coat was just out of kindness, and it didn't overstep the bounds as a friendship.
Zhou Zhou knew that if Cheng Yu had taken off his clothes and put them on her domineeringly when he rubbed them off at the beginning, she would have indulged him.
There was nothing between her and Yan Yiqi, and Yan Yiqi would not care about Cheng Yu's little temper. She just liked to see Cheng Yu jealous as a spice between them.
But his loss of control made her realize that their problem wasn't just a piece of clothing or a mood he didn't care about.
It's trust.
Zhou Zhou knew that she was not a good person and she could not promise loyalty, but at this moment she had to talk about trust with Cheng Yu.
He didn't trust her. Even if it was another man instead of Yan Yiqi today, he would do the same thing.
The relationship between the two of them started out as a result of sexual attraction.
It's a matter of interest, a game, a gamble.
There is everything, but nothing comes from liking or love.
Talking about liking someone is too extravagant, and talking about love is even more ridiculous.
There are many uncertainties when a sexual partner develops into a romantic relationship. They know each other's past and start with a playful attitude, so they will have concerns even if they are together.
Zhou Zhou asked him in the cold wind: "Cheng Yu, we have played with so many people, why do you think we won't cheat in the future?"
They understand the taste of happiness and freedom better.
Some people become addicted to gambling because they have experienced the thrill of making a lot of money and cannot forget it.
People who gamble always think of giving up when they lose everything, and cry and swear to themselves and their loved ones that they will never gamble again, but within a short period of time, the evil thoughts will be rekindled, and they will think of giving up after gambling just one more time.
For these people, talking about love is like a gamble, isn't it?
When you like someone, you think about being loyal to love for a short period of time, thinking that it is true love, and confidently tell yourself that you will be loyal.
However, who can guarantee that at some point in time, one will not suddenly remember the taste of freedom and let go again?
How can a bird that has tasted freedom confine itself in a cage?
"Who have you played with and are you in a relationship with?"
Cheng Yu approached her, his gaze blazing as he lowered his head. "Zhou Zhou, at least we're not arguing about our relationship alone now, right?"
Zhou Zhou never hesitates in his relationship with his Sexual Partner.
Starting to hesitate about her relationship with him was a testament to her wavering heart for him and a proof that she wanted to accept him. At least she cared about him and wanted to try.
"Perhaps the idea I wanted to try was wrong from the beginning." Zhou Zhou said in a light voice.
She denied anything between them for the second time.
Cheng Yu's eyes flashed with disbelief: "If there is no trust, there is no way to cultivate trust. Why bother to say it to this extent?"
"How do I train you?" Zhou Zhou's face showed a hint of sarcasm. "Have you forgotten that we are still sexual partners? I don't have to be loyal to you."
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