Chapter 163 Husband, are you not going to want me anymore?
Seeing Sang Muye's face again, Shen Xingli couldn't help but want to rush over and hug him.
But she didn't do that.
Sang Muye chose to jump in through the window at night, which meant that he didn't want her to see him.
He still didn't dare to really face her.
Shen Xingli forced himself to suppress the impulse in his heart and slowly closed his eyes.
Sang Muye tiptoed to Shen Xingli's bedside.
Kneel on one knee on the ground.
He held Shen Xingli's small hands in his hands and lowered his head to kiss them.
In an instant, he felt an unbearable pain in his heart.
Tears welled up in my eyes at this moment.
He couldn't help but let out a low, hoarse voice: "Li Li, I'm sorry."
I'm sorry to make you sad.
I'm sorry for hiding my illness.
Even more sorry for all the promises he made to her.
Sang Muye held Shen Xingli's hand and kissed it countless times.
He didn't dare make any noise for fear of waking her up.
I can only kiss it gently, as if I were kissing a rare treasure.
He didn't know how long it took before he slowly raised his head and looked at Shen Xingli's beautiful sleeping face. His big hand couldn't help but stroke it gently.
He slowly leaned over and gently stroked Shen Xingli's face with his fingertips.
Every time an inch of his skin was scratched, it felt like someone was stabbing a silver needle into his heart.
The pain made him tremble all over.
He knew that after tonight, he would never be able to look at her like this again.
He could no longer touch her skin.
He wanted to bend down and kiss her lips regardless of everything.
But reason still forced him to suppress this impulse.
He had already caused her great harm, and he couldn't let her live like this anymore.
Sang Muye bit his lip hard, stared at Shen Xingli's pretty face, and reluctantly moved his hand away.
Then he took out a divorce agreement and marriage certificate from his pocket and placed them beside Shen Xingli's bed.
He couldn't face Shen Xingli, and even more so, he couldn't face his grandfather's trust in him.
He was a big liar and deceived them all.
He couldn't let them keep him out of sympathy anymore.
Sang Muye stared at the signed divorce agreement and said softly, "Li Li, I'm sorry."
After saying that, he stood up with a hard heart and prepared to leave.
But just as he took a few steps, a hoarse voice came from behind him.
"husband."
Hearing this voice, Sang Muye's back suddenly stiffened.
His body seemed to be petrified, standing there in a daze, motionless.
Shen Xingli immediately got off the bed and walked barefoot behind Sang Muye.
The soft body slowly embraced him.
Tears also dripped down Sang Muye's back at that moment.
She sniffed a few times and said in a choked voice, "Husband, are you not going to have me anymore?"
One sentence completely woke Sang Muye up.
He slowly turned around and looked at Shen Xingli's tearful face, and his heart skipped a beat.
The big hand couldn't help but cover her cheek.
His voice was low and trembling a little: "Li Li, I'm sorry."
Shen Xingli slowly raised her head and looked at Sang Muye with tearful eyes.
"I'm the one who should be sorry. I wanted to understand your condition so much that I went to find Song Xuan without your permission.
I wanted to help you cure your illness and get out of the dark past, but I didn't consider how helpless you would be if your privacy were known to others.
No consideration for your self-esteem.
Husband, I was wrong. I shouldn’t have been so impulsive. Please forgive me, okay?
You can punish me however you want, even if it means letting me fight you for three hundred rounds, I have no complaints.
I only ask you not to leave me, for I will die.
I have never loved someone so much. In the past, I always felt that I loved you too little and too perfunctorily.
But it was not until these days that I realized that I love you so much that I can't help myself.
It turns out that I have already loved you as passionately as you do.
If you don't want me anymore, what will I do? Will I live alone and miserable for the rest of my life?
Husband, I don’t want to live alone, I want to be with you, please don’t leave me, okay?”
After saying these words, Shen Xingli burst into tears.
Tears flowed down her cheeks, along her beautiful jawline, and into her delicate collarbone.
Looking at her like this and listening to her pleading, Sang Muye's heart was broken.
He thought Shen Xingli would not let him leave, and that she would find ways to make him stay.
But he never thought that she would blame all the responsibility on him.
He didn't know how to respond for a moment.
He wiped Shen Xingli's tears and coaxed her softly, "Lili, stop crying."
Shen Xingli shook her head desperately: "If you don't agree to let me stay, I'll cry myself to death. You don't want me anymore anyway, so dying would be a relief."
Sang Muye held Shen Xingli's face in his hands, his Adam's apple rolling again and again.
He looked at her with red eyes: "Li Li, do you want to make me die of heartache?"
Hearing this, Shen Xingli sniffed a few times and said in a choked voice, "Do you still want me?"
Sang Muye stared at her tearful almond eyes, but he couldn't say "no" at all.
Facing such a Shen Xingli, he couldn't help but love her.
This kind of love is like a catalyst, expanding wildly.
Give him the urge to be selfish for once.
He rolled his throat a few times and said in a low, hoarse voice, "Yes."
Although the word was very light, it passed through Shen Xingli's heart like thousands of troops.
She excitedly hugged Sang Muye's neck, tears streaming down her face.
The hot and wet lips kissed Sang Muye's Adam's apple again and again.
She sobbed and said, "Then swear to God that you will never think of leaving me again."
Sang Muye was like a puppet, being led by Shen Xingli.
He obediently raised three fingers and said solemnly, "If you ever think of leaving Shen Xingli again, I will strike you with lightning."
Hearing this promise, Shen Xingli jumped up and clamped her legs around Sang Muye's waist.
She rubbed her little face against his shoulder and said aggrievedly, "You ignored me for several days. I want to punish you."
Sang Muye gently stroked her back with his big hand and said in a low voice, "Okay, you can punish me however you want. I have no complaints."
Shen Xingli raised her head and looked at him: "You said it, I'm going to punish you by making you kneel on the bed."
Hearing this punishment, Sang Muye naturally understood Shen Xingli's deeper meaning.
He brushed her slightly sore cheek with his big hand and said in a hoarse voice, "Baby, you are so kind, how can I bear to leave you?"
Shen Xingli raised her chin proudly: "It's not too late to know now, Mr. Sang, why don't you accept the punishment quickly."
She spoke seriously, but her hands reached into Sang Muye's clothes in an inappropriate manner.
The buttons of his shirt were undone one by one.
Revealing the man's cold, white and sexy chest muscles.
With a click, the belt buckle was undone, just like on their first night together.
Sang Muye grabbed Shen Xingli's wrist and whispered in her ear, "Baby, wait a minute, I'll go get something from the car."
Shen Xingli lowered her head and bit his Adam's apple, her voice as soft and charming as a kitten's.
"No, I can take medicine."
After saying that, her soft and cold fingertips slowly moved around Sang Muye's waist.
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