Chapter 205 The child is not good, it is recommended to abort
Shen Xingli's eyes flashed with tears, and she said in disbelief: "I asked Sang Yu's aunt, and she said it's best to stop taking the medicine for half a year, but if you get pregnant unexpectedly, it may not be a bad thing. They also say that smoking and drinking are not good for children, but how many men quit smoking and drinking in order to have children?
Husband, please don't exaggerate. I'm scared when you say that."
Seeing her face turn pale with fear, Sang Muye felt as if his heart was being torn apart.
He hugged Shen Xingli tightly, stroking her head with his big hands, and said softly, "I know the possibility is very small, but I'm just afraid of the worst. I want you to be mentally prepared. If something goes wrong, we can't force her to stay, you know?"
"No, if there's any problem, Grandpa Tang can find it out by taking my pulse. I believe little Tangyuan is fine."
"Okay, I believe it too. Let's go to bed first and do a full checkup tomorrow."
He took out a hair dryer from the bathroom and carefully dried Shen Xingli's hair.
He took out the storybook again, pulled Shen Xingli into his arms, bent down and kissed her forehead and said, "Which story do you want to hear today?"
"The Princess and the Pea."
"Okay, close your eyes."
Sang Muye's magnetic and pleasant voice sounded in Shen Xingli's ears.
At first she was still thinking about the fact that there was something wrong with the child, but later she was so sleepy that she fell asleep hugging Sang Muye's arm.
Looking at her beautiful sleeping face, Sang Muye gently touched Shen Xingli's lips with his fingertips.
There was pain in his eyes that could no longer be concealed.
He didn't know whether Shen Xingli would blame him when she found out the truth.
But even if she hated him, he had no regrets.
Sang Muye put the book on the bedside table and hugged Shen Xingli tightly in his arms.
His big hands gently stroked her lower abdomen, and his heart ached with every stroke.
He knew that there was a child here who was related to him by blood and was the closest person to him in the world besides Shen Xingli.
But he had to give up her for her mother's long-cherished ideal.
There were more and more tears in Sang Muye's eyes, until they finally slid down the corners of his eyes.
He lay on Shen Xingli's belly and kissed her non-stop.
His voice was hoarse: "Little Tangyuan, I'm sorry. It's not that Dad doesn't want you, but Dad loves Mom too much and doesn't want her efforts over the years to go to waste. If we are destined to meet, can we meet again when Mom's job is stable?"
After saying that, he lay on Shen Xingli's stomach, saying "I'm sorry" over and over.
When Shen Xingli woke up again, Sang Muye was already dressed.
Like a statue, he sat by the bed, staring at her without blinking.
Seeing her wake up, he immediately bent down and kissed her forehead, and asked in a deep voice: "Baby, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Shen Xingli shook her head, her voice a little hoarse from just waking up: "Hubby, don't worry too much, little Tangyuan will be fine, just trust me."
"Okay, I believe you. I'll carry you to wash up."
Half an hour later.
Sang Muye took Shen Xingli to see an obstetrician and gynecologist.
The experts conducted many tests on Shen Xingli and Sang Muye, including blood tests and ultrasounds.
With each check, the expert's face became gloomier.
This made Shen Xingli begin to doubt the child's health.
She asked worriedly, "Doctor, will there be any problem with my baby?"
The expert looked at the data on her and Sang Muye's test results, and said with some embarrassment, "Boss Sang's blood test results are not very good. He has been taking that kind of medicine for many years, resulting in a large amount of inhibitors in his body, which can easily cause fetal malformations."
Hearing this, Shen Xingli's heart tightened and he immediately asked, "So, has the examination revealed anything wrong with the child?"
"She's too young to see any problems right now. Usually, it's not discovered until she's four months old through a malformation screening. But based on my experience, this possibility is quite high, so I don't recommend keeping this baby."
Her words were like a thunderclap, striking Shen Xingli hard.
Her thin body could not withstand such a heavy blow. She couldn't help but take a few steps back and finally fell into Sang Muye's arms.
Tears welled up in my eyes at that moment.
She kept saying, "How could this happen? She was clearly fine in my belly. I don't want to abort her. I want to give birth to her."
Seeing her in so much pain, Sang Muye's heart also ached.
He held Shen Xingli tightly in his arms and soothed her softly, "Lili, we are still young. If you want a child, we can have one when I am better, okay?"
"But this child is very important to you. Her presence is like a tranquilizer. She can stabilize your condition. I don't believe she will be in any danger."
"But we can't take the risk. If the child really has a defect, she will suffer when she comes into this world. It's better to abort her while she's still young and have another child when she's better.
Li Li, I'm sorry. It's my body that prevents you from keeping this child. Seeing you so reluctant to let go, I'm really heartbroken and blame myself."
Sang Muye's voice became more and more choked.
There was something glittering in the eyes.
Seeing him blaming himself so much, Shen Xingli stroked his face distressedly and cried, "Hubby, I don't mean to blame you. I just feel sorry that she didn't have the chance to come into this world."
Sang Muye gently stroked her head and comforted her: "If she comes, but cannot better experience the beauty of this world, it will be painful for her, isn't it?"
Shen Xingli thought of those disabled children, and her heart couldn't help but tremble.
She looked at Sang Muye with tears in her eyes and asked, "Should we abort it now?"
Sang Muye immediately said, "The doctor said that the younger the child, the less harm it will cause to your body. Let's do it later."
Hearing this, Shen Xingli threw herself into Sang Muye's arms and sobbed softly.
"But before I had the chance to spend time with her, she was gone. Woohoo, husband, I'm a little reluctant to let her go."
"Li Li, be obedient. For your health and the child, have an abortion as soon as possible. We can prepare for the next pregnancy later, okay?"
Shen Xingli sniffed a few times and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you."
With her permission, Sang Muye's tense heart finally relaxed.
He immediately looked at the doctor and said, "Prepare her for surgery."
The doctor smiled and consoled her, "I've never seen anything like you two. You're still young, and there will be plenty of opportunities to have children in the future. It's survival of the fittest, and this is for the child's own good. Otherwise, she'll be discriminated against."
After hearing her say this, Shen Xingli felt much better.
Sit quietly in the chair waiting for surgery.
Everything was ready, and the doctor took Shen Xingli into the operating room.
Sang Muye was stopped outside the door.
He held Shen Xingli in his arms and comforted her in a deep voice, "Don't be afraid, baby. I'll be waiting at the door. It will be over in a moment."
Shen Xingli nodded softly.
As he watched the operating room door close, Sang Muye could no longer control the tears in his eyes.
Falling down the cheek.
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