Chapter 162 She saw the face she hadn’t seen for a long time
At this moment, Sang Muye was standing in the cage smoking.
Cigarette butts were scattered all over the floor.
Even with the help of nicotine, it couldn't calm his heart.
All he could think about was the scene of Shen Xingli seeing him fall ill.
His unbearable side was seen by the person he loved the most.
It was like a secret that had been hidden for many years was revealed to the public.
He knew without a doubt how scared and panicked Shen Xingli was when she saw him going crazy.
She is a pampered little princess who grew up in a pure and sunny environment.
However, he let her see such a brutal scene.
He was going to kill people like a madman.
If she hadn't arrived in time, he would have become a murderer.
What qualifications does he have to stand by Shen Xingli's side? What courage does he have to hold a wedding with her?
Thinking of this, the pain in Sang Muye's heart became more and more intense.
There was something wet in my eyes, dripping down from the corners of my eyes.
He thought he could hide his darkest side very well, and he thought he would never let Shen Xingli know about his illness.
But he didn't expect that she would find out anyway.
She still saw him so crazy.
Sang Muye took out another cigarette from the box, lit it, took a few deep puffs, and then swallowed it down his throat.
The strong smell of nicotine made him cough a few times.
Those deep eyes were fixed on the two words on the wall, and he couldn't help shouting, "Li Li."
How many times had he woken up from nightmares, shouting this name?
How many times had he gone mad here and wanted to end his life, and it was this name that gradually brought him back to consciousness.
He knew clearly that Shen Xingli was his antidote, but he couldn't bear to let her know about his illness and didn't want her to see his worst side.
Because once he knew it, his tragic past would be exposed to Shen Xingli without reservation.
Such a dirty past, such an unbearable darkness, was something he never wanted her to know in his entire life.
He didn't want to dirty her eyes or make her feel sad.
He didn't want her to be with him out of sympathy.
The room was filled with smoke, and sparks of ash fell on the black tattoo on the back of Sang Muye's hand.
He felt no pain at all.
At this moment, Song Xuan's nervous voice came to my ears.
"Aye, I'm sorry. I wanted you to recover as soon as possible and not be tortured by the pain. So when Mrs. Sang found me, I told her the truth and brought her here.
She is stronger than you think. In fact, she had guessed that you had this disease a long time ago and said she would help me treat you.
If you feel bad, you can punish me, but please don't let me leave and don't refuse my treatment.
Your condition has recurred repeatedly and is now dangerous, requiring further treatment."
Hearing these words, Sang Muye looked at her coldly: "Who allowed you to make the decision on your own?"
His voice was like a demon from hell, eerie and terrifying, yet extremely intimidating.
Song Xuan was so frightened that she couldn't help but tremble. She lowered her head and said, "I was wrong. I accept the punishment."
Sang Muye stepped hard on the cigarette butt in his hand.
There was an unconcealable darkness in those already deep eyes.
The corners of his lips curled up coldly, and his voice sounded as if it had been quenched by ice water.
"Snake cave or wolf den, choose one."
Hearing this, Song Xuan clenched her fists and said, "I choose the Wolf's Den. If I'm still alive, please let me continue to treat you."
Sang Muye looked at her gloomily: "Then survive first."
Hearing this, Tang Yixuan, who had been standing outside the door, suddenly rushed in.
He stopped her and said, "You let her go into the wolf's den alone. If she doesn't die, she will be half dead. She has been studying hard for your illness for many years. Even if she has no credit, she has worked hard. Can't you forgive her for the sake of us growing up together?"
Sang Muye glared at him fiercely: "When have I ever been kind to you?"
This one sentence instantly made Tang Yixuan wake up.
This is the real Sang Muye, the Sang Muye who is ruthless and unscrupulous.
When has he ever shown mercy or forgiven others?
He gave all his love and tenderness to Shen Xingli, causing Tang Yixuan to mistakenly believe that he had changed his personality.
It turns out that it wasn't that he had changed, but that he had been suppressing his darkness.
He didn't want Shen Xingli to discover his dark side.
Now that the secret is completely revealed, he seems to no longer care.
Tang Yixuan gritted his teeth and said, "Aye, I know you don't want Shen Xingli to know about your illness. You're afraid that she'll leave you and know about your dark past.
But have you ever thought that only she can save you and help you climb out of that dark hell?
If she dislikes you, she would not take the initiative to find Song Xuan, nor would she take the initiative to offer suggestions to help you treat your illness.
Have you ever thought that she is worried about you now and she is waiting for you to come home.
Things are not as serious as you think. Go home now and take a look. If she really doesn't want you anymore, Song Xuan and I will accept the punishment together."
Sang Muye's dark eyes looked towards Tang Yixuan.
The corners of his lips curled up with an indescribable evil look: "How do you think I have the face to see her? I tricked her into sleeping with me, tricked her into marrying me, tricked her into falling in love with me, and even almost tricked her into having a wedding with me.
After all this was done, I told her that I was sick, a mental illness, a disease that could kill people at any time like a madman.
How can you let her suffer? She is so kind and innocent. She will definitely choose to forgive me and stay with me to help me heal my illness.
That was not the life she wanted, and it was not the pain she should endure. She should live a sunny and happy life.
Rather than being burdened by my dark side and suffering from my tragic past."
Tang Yixuan's voice was a little hoarse: "Then what do you want to do? Divorce her? Are you willing to do it?"
These words made Sang Muye's heart ache suddenly.
It hurts like being stabbed with countless knives.
Shen Xingli is his dream and the source of his survival.
He couldn't imagine how he would live alone if he separated from her.
Seeing him like this, Tang Yixuan patted his shoulder heavily and said, "No matter what you want to decide, I suggest you go see Shen Xingli before making a decision, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life."
After saying that, he turned and left, leaving Sang Muye standing alone in the cage in a daze.
A few days passed, and there was still no response to the message Shen Xingli sent to Sang Muye.
She lay on the bed, clutching her cell phone, looking at the photo of her and Sang Muye on the phone, her tears soaking the pillow.
His voice was low and hoarse: "Aye, I miss you so much, can you come back soon?"
The hours ticked by, and before we knew it, it was already past three in the morning.
Only then did Shen Xingli turn off the lights, close his eyes and force himself to sleep.
She didn't know how much time had passed before she saw someone jumping in from the window.
A dark shadow approached her step by step.
In the darkness, she saw the face she hadn't seen for many days.
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Don't be afraid, it won't be a sad story, it will be fine in the next chapter. Aye's dark past has been revealed, and for him, it will be a psychological process. For so many years, he has been working hard to prove himself, and he wants to use his achievements to cover up the dark past. Only in this way, he feels worthy of a little princess like Li Li. But this darkness has been revealed now, and he needs some time to digest and face it. Please give him some time.
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