Lin Feiran was crying as she spoke, and her throat became more and more sour and bitter, as if it was blocked, and she choked and couldn't say any more.
Chu Yu looked at her with complicated eyes and was speechless for a moment.
Judging from Lin Feiran's current painful and sad look, she does not seem to be pretending.
Before, Lin Feiran did want to stay away from him, but he was the one who took the initiative and even forced her to stay. She asked to resign, but he forced her to stay.
At that time, he thought that Lin Feiran had another lover, so she didn't want to have anything to do with him.
It turns out that there were already signs at that time.
Hearing Lin Feiran say that she wanted to spend as much time with him as possible, Chu Yu's heart softened and he could no longer say anything to scold her.
She didn't intend to deceive his feelings from the beginning. She had thought about leaving him, but he didn't allow it.
She hid the truth from him because she liked him.
Chu Yu didn't know how to describe how he felt at the moment. His mind was like a tangled mess, more complicated and chaotic than ever before.
After a long while, he asked, "Who is Yuanyuan's father?"
Lin Feiran showed a look of pain in her eyes and shook her head.
"I don't know... I was in college, and I had sex while unconscious. I don't know who the other person was... I ended up getting pregnant unexpectedly that time... I wanted to have an abortion, but the medical examination showed that my health wasn't good, and if I had an abortion, I might never get pregnant again. So my mother insisted that I give birth to the baby..."
Lin Feiran loves Yuanyuan very much, but this past has always been the biggest pain in her heart. Now the wound that has been there for many years was forcibly opened by her, and it was bloody.
She really didn't want to recall and recount the details of those years, so she spoke incoherently and intermittently, and didn't go into detail.
Chu Yu was silent.
He could see that Lin Feiran was telling the truth.
It wasn't her fault. He himself had had unwanted sexual intercourse.
That was shortly after he took over the Yinhan Group. It has been five or six years now.
He went to a hotel to attend a dinner party and got very drunk. When he woke up, he found himself naked and the surroundings were a mess. It was obvious that he had experienced a night of passion.
But it was as if he had lost all memory and could not remember who he had sex with.
Later, a young model from the dinner party came out and said that he was drunk last night and forced himself on her. Her words implied that he should be responsible for her or at least give him some benefits.
He asked someone to investigate and found out that he was not drunk at all, but the young model had put something in his drink, which was why he did such a ridiculous thing.
Afterwards, he naturally dealt with the daring young model and went for a physical examination. After confirming that she was fine, he didn't take the matter too seriously and quickly put it behind him. After all, he was not a woman in the feudal era who could lose her virginity.
Such things do not cause any harm to men, but for women, they may have consequences that affect their lives.
Lin Feiran stopped sobbing and lowered her head.
"I'm sorry. No matter what, it was my fault for hiding the truth about your child. I can't deny it. I know you can't accept it, so let's end it here. After all, we're not really together yet, and we don't have a real relationship, so it won't be difficult to end. I will resign as we agreed and leave Yinhan headquarters."
She bowed deeply to Chu Yu, her tone solemn and sincere.
"I sincerely apologize for my concealment of the truth. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. If there's anything I can do to compensate you, I'll do my best."
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Chu Yu fell silent again.
Thousands of emotions and feelings surged and mixed in his heart, leaving him at a loss for words.
At this time, most of his anger towards Lin Feiran had dissipated.
He believed that Lin Feiran was not maliciously deceiving him, and he also believed that she did not intend to lie to him forever.
Because the fact that she had a child was too easy to find out. Yuanyuan was in Haishi City's No. 1 Hospital, and she made time every week to spend time with the child. If she really wanted to keep it a secret, the safest way would have been to send the child away long ago.
But for the moment, he still couldn't forgive Lin Feiran for hiding the truth from him, and he couldn't accept the fact that she already had a child.
He may not mind many aspects of his sweetheart, but having children is not one of them.
After all, he had never thought before that he would find a partner with children to be the stepfather of another man's children.
This concept has never existed in his entire outlook on life.
Chu Yu stood there in a daze. For the first time, he felt confused and at a loss, not knowing what to do.
After an unknown amount of time, Chu Yu finally spoke in a low and hoarse voice.
"I don't need any compensation from you."
After saying that, he turned around and walked away slowly.
He didn't want to face Lin Feiran now, because looking at her would only make his mind more confused, and he already had a severe headache at the moment.
He just wanted to be alone and quiet, to digest this fact that he still couldn't come to terms with.
Lin Feiran looked at Chu Yu's leaving back, her face becoming paler.
She wanted to call him, wanted him not to go, not to leave her...but with her lips slightly opened, no sound came out.
It was not until she saw Chu Yu disappear at the elevator entrance at the end of the corridor that Lin Feiran suddenly went limp, as if all her strength had been drained from her body. She staggered back dejectedly, her back hitting the wall, then she slid down the wall weakly and squatted on the ground.
There was no one around, but even if there was, she wouldn't care. She could no longer hold back the emotions she had been suppressing, and tears flowed like rain.
She had already prepared herself mentally for Chu Yu's disapproval of her having a child, but now that it had really happened, she realized how weak her mental preparation was.
The blow his departure brought to her was a thousand times greater than she had imagined.
He won't be with her anymore...
They have no relationship anymore...
It felt like thousands of steel needles were piercing her heart. The intense pain was so intense that Lin Feiran couldn't bear it for a moment. She couldn't help but curl up and hug herself tightly, but she still couldn't resist the actual pain that had become physical.
She buried her face between her knees and cried so hard that her whole body shook.
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