Chapter 69 Lost control and she softened her heart again (Sister Dog)
Xie Heng was very drunk at the moment. In his unclear mind, he was paranoid that if she refused to consummate the marriage with him now, it meant that she still wanted to take the exam to become a court lady, and if she wanted to take the exam, she would definitely leave him.
So in short, if she refused to consummate her marriage with him tonight, it meant she wanted to leave him.
He kissed her hurriedly, eager to use this incident to test whether she really wanted to leave him.
However, she turned her face away and pressed her hand against his lips: "Xie Heng, you are drunk."
That's not the case.
She used to call him husband.
And she wouldn't refuse his kiss.
Xie Heng felt as if he had been hit hard in the heart, and panic spread completely: his guess was right, she really wanted to leave him again.
A fire suddenly burned in his heart, and Xie Heng grabbed the wrist that was blocking his lips and moved it away without allowing anyone to refuse.
He was stronger than before and could easily hold her two slender wrists with one hand.
"My lady, why...are you so unwilling to firmly choose me?"
Why is he never the most important one in her heart?
Last time, in order to protect Shen Youran's reputation, she told her eldest brother that she wanted to divorce him.
Although they were not real husband and wife at that time, they lived together under the same roof for such a long time, and even kissed, hugged, and did many overly intimate things. However, when she proposed divorce, her face was indifferent, and she had no reluctance or nostalgia for him.
If his importance in her heart was not as great as that of her third sister before, then what about now? He couldn't even hold a position as a female official?
Why do you always refuse to choose him?
Shen Yunshu's two hands were trapped above her head by him, and her chin was captured by his other hand. She saw the shadow gradually cast on his handsome and elegant face as he pressed down on her.
"Ma'am, how much do you like me?"
"I..." Shen Yunshu opened her mouth, but was choked when she saw the redness in his eyes due to grievance.
She must like him, otherwise she wouldn't be so soft-hearted and let him do whatever he wants.
But she couldn't explain how much she liked him.
She placed him after her third sister and after that in the Shen family. Her love for him was not as great as his love for her.
He didn't get her answer for a long time, and could only see a pair of watery eyes below him hesitating, gradually filled with a bit of guilt and determination.
Xie Heng laughed at himself, and then the breath of alcohol came into her mouth.
They had kissed many times, and Shen Yunshu had secretly felt more than once that he had a very good kissing skill, which he had learned naturally, and he could hold her down and kiss her for a long time without feeling bored.
However, this time the kiss was completely out of control, fierce and urgent, completely lacking the gentleness and tenderness of the past.
His breath was crushed by him, and the scent of wine rushed straight into her mouth. Because she was too eager, her lips and teeth inevitably collided. Shen Yunshu felt pain, and a fishy and sweet taste appeared in her mouth.
She tried to tell him not to do that, but her lips and tongue were held by him, so she couldn't make any sound and could only moan vaguely.
During the struggle, he held her and rolled into the inner side of the bed.
There was a stove burning in the room, and a floor heater on the floor, but Shen Yunshu felt cold all over. She thought that if he continued to lose control, it would be difficult to end it. So when he finally let go of her lips and kissed her down, Shen Yunshu whispered to him, "Xie Heng, don't be like this. Wait until you sober up, and then we can talk it over..."
Have a good talk?
He groaned and refused to pay attention to her: She is about to leave him, what else is there to talk about?
Xie Heng bit her slender collarbone angrily, and when he heard her let out a low cry of pain, he quickly let go. In the end, he was still reluctant to really hurt her.
Having given up on her collarbone, there was something more tempting waiting for him to pick.
Shen Yunshu saw that not only did he not respond to her, but he was busy in front of her seriously, sucking and biting while removing the clothes that were in the way one by one.
The three-pleated skirt in the color of clear mountains flew through the air and landed on the messy layers of clothes under the bed.
Even though he already knew about her beautiful figure, Xie Heng was still dazed for a moment.
Her loose hair was piled up at the back of her neck. Her black hair was like clouds, which made her skin look even whiter than snow. Because she was too shy, a faint rouge color could be seen under her icy skin.
He came to his senses, lowered his head, and couldn't wait to please her.
This method of pleasing others was something she learned from the books she had given him before.
Although he was tormented by those books at that time, now thanks to those books, he understands many pleasures of life between husband and wife.
For example, not only can a wife please her husband, but a husband can also please his wife.
Shen Yunshu's hands were finally freed and were originally naked and wrapped in front of her body. However, the next moment, a strange feeling swirled up from where his lips had landed, causing her to shiver suddenly.
A moan escaped from his mouth, and Shen Yunshu propped up half of her body to take a look, but she could only see the black top of his head.
Shen Yunshu couldn't push him away, nor could she break free. Instead, she became more and more exhausted. In the end, she could only lie back powerlessly, biting her lips and grabbing the blankets under her in vain.
Her slender, white neck was stretched into a straight line, and her clear brows were covered with a layer of blur, like the surface of a lake shrouded in mist in the morning, with circles of shallow lines appearing as she became emotional.
Xie Heng finally let her go and returned to her sight.
Shen Yunshu looked up at him, struggling to regain her composure that had just been knocked away. She placed her hands lightly on his chest, which was more of an invitation than a rejection.
His lips were wet, his eyes were moist, and there was a red tint at the corners of his eyes. Amidst his drunken haze, there was a hint of sadness.
The fierceness he had just displayed disappeared, and he turned back into the pitiful dog he used to be. He licked the honey-like luster on his lips, leaned down and gently rubbed her ear, begging her: "My lady, give it to me."
In a trance, Shen Yunshu remembered that every time he asked her to break the principles, he used this method.
For example, that time, she showed him many books about pornography. After reading them, he was so aroused that he broke into her tent, forcefully pulled her hand, and begged her in a wronged manner: "Sister, please love me..."
For example, that time when she mentioned that she wanted to divorce him early, he agreed with his head down the moment before, but the next moment he suddenly kissed her, not only did he not agree to the divorce, but he also started calling her wife from that day on.
He obviously knew that this was his trump card. As long as he used this method, it would be difficult for her to refuse him.
It was true that this time was the same. Perhaps it was the red at the corners of his eyes that made him look particularly pitiful, or perhaps it was the alcohol-stained eyes that were too affectionate. Or even, his previous attempts at flattery were so forceful that she felt how deeply he feared losing her...
She softened her heart again.
Moreover, she knew in her heart that he was ready to take advantage of her and was not sober-minded. Even if she refused, he might still force her.
She didn't want him to force such an important moment between them.
So, even though she knew that after this night, His Majesty would be even more suspicious of her and that there would be more rumors in the palace, she still used her hand that was pressed against his body to slowly pull out the hairpin from her bun, threw it away, and then hooked it around his neck.
Pulling it down, she tilted her head and placed a gentle kiss on his lips.
His expression froze, and then great joy burst out in his eyes. The moment her lips left his, he inserted his big hands into her soft black hair, clasped them, and kissed her back fiercely.
It's like a person who has been hiking in the desert for a long time and is about to collapse under the scorching sun, and finally sees a clear spring. It makes it impossible to maintain rationality and calmness. He just wants to fall into it and desperately drink from it, for fear that this clear, sweet, and warm spring water will disappear in the next moment.
This is completely different from what Shen Yunshu imagined.
The man who had just been begging her humbly with red eyes suddenly became so fierce.
When Shen Yunshu was studying at Pei's house, he heard the teacher praise him, saying that he was extremely intelligent and that as long as he was willing to calm down, he would be able to master the principles and integrate them into his own understanding.
It had been a long time since Shen Yunshu had read those books to him, and she hadn't asked him to read them since then. Unexpectedly, after such a long time, he still remembered them so clearly and could use them skillfully.
But he is still so young and has amazing endurance, as if he is tireless.
So she became the one who begged.
He suddenly stopped.
Shen Yunshu thought it was over, but she heard him say, "I'm sorry, my lady, I forgot. I'm much heavier than you, and it's uncomfortable for you to be pressed like this..."
So he hugged her tightly, turned over, and reversed their positions. But he didn't ask her to stand up. Instead, he held her soft waist with one hand and clasped the back of her neck with the other, asking her to lean against his shoulder and listen to the gentle and broken sobs he forced out of her...
Shen Yunshu had been dignified and reserved for nearly twenty years, and she never expected that one day she would lose her composure in front of this little wolfdog.
She was sweating a lot, with beads of sweat on her neck and arms.
He was the same, his breath was moist and his body was sticky, but he held her stubbornly and refused to separate from her.
Shen Yunshu tried to get up, but he held her even tighter.
"No, I want you to give birth to a baby for me." It seemed that the tighter he hugged her, the greater the possibility of her getting pregnant.
He refused to let go, so Shen Yunshu was unable to get up. She could only pull the quilt beside her to cover their bodies.
Extremely tired and unable to move, she soon fell asleep.
Even as her consciousness was blurring, she was still thinking about their bodies stuck together. She couldn't just fall asleep like this, so she had to suppress her sleepiness and urged him again: "Go get some water, okay?"
This time, he finally moved, put his arm around her waist and sat up.
Shen Yunshu was led by him and forced to sit up with him, with her arms softly wrapped around his shoulders.
However, he did not move again, and his big hands were stroking her waist again and again, in circles.
Shen Yunshu gradually realized that something was wrong. Something in her body, along with him, was rising.
Her sleepy eyes suddenly widened. Shen Yunshu endured her fatigue and stood up to look at him: "You..."
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