"Uh, my head hurts. Where is this? Why does it smell like disinfectant?"
Feng Yi opened his eyes, and what came into view was the tall buildings outside the window.
"Xiaoyi, you finally woke up!"
Feng Yi turned around and saw a middle-aged woman who raised her sleeves and wiped her eyes.
He saw his parents and relatives from his previous life. A middle-aged man rubbed his face hard several times with trembling hands, looking very kind and gentle.
"Dad, Mom, what's wrong with me?"
"Brother, you were hacked to pieces. Don't you remember?"
My cousin put away her phone and began to tell the story vividly.
As she spoke, Feng Yi looked back on the past and couldn't help but sigh.
It turned out that he was eating barbecue and drinking beer at a roadside stall with some friends that day. When he saw some long-legged beauties, he started to comment on them. As a result, his eyes went dark and he lost consciousness.
It turned out that he was knocked unconscious by a bottle thrown by a spirited young man.
His cronies staged a fierce fight with them, but the "uncles" provided them with food and lodging.
Feng Yi was lucky. He recovered after fainting and only stayed in a coma for three days in the hospital. However, everyone was worried.
Not only his relatives, but also those gangsters who were provided with food and lodging, because the severity of his injuries was related to the nature of this incident.
Feng Yi stretched his waist, his expression lazy and with a hint of nostalgia.
"I haven't had a dream in a long time."
It turns out that the image of him standing at the pinnacle of the martial arts world and feeling lonely and isolated was just an imagination.
He recalled the magical skills he had mastered, and the surging power was gone. This memory was like a sharp sword, piercing his heart without bias, and his heart was instantly filled with sadness, but he still had a smile on his face.
Because he felt that although this was just a dream, he gained a lot from it.
The world of martial arts made Feng Yi understand what survival of the fittest means.
This strength does not necessarily mean the use of force.
Maybe he has good looks, talent, or good character and personality, so wherever he goes, there are people willing to approach him and be with him.
Even if he has no backer, he can become his own backer, such as Mei Niansheng to Ding Dian, Ding Dian to Di Yun, or Feng Yi to Di Yun.
Feng Yi also witnessed the true evil of human nature.
In general, what people desire in life is nothing more than the four words of wealth, sex, power and fame. What people in the martial arts world dream of day and night may seem to be peerless martial arts, but in fact it is difficult to escape these four words.
Because he possesses peerless martial arts, he can get whatever he wants, and have wealth, sex, power and fame as he pleases.
So Mei Niansheng was stabbed in the back by his apprentice. Just because Ding Dian erected a tombstone for Mei Niansheng, everyone thought that he inherited Mei Niansheng's legacy. Just this kind of rumor made everyone covetous and scramble to get involved, no matter whether they were big shots in the martial arts world or officials in the court. Mei Niansheng and Ding Dian caused trouble one after another.
The methods contained in these include killing teachers and daughters, fellow disciples killing each other, and killing one's own flesh and blood. It is true that knights are loyal, beauties shed tears, jewels are poisonous and people are unrighteous, and greed is the most lethal!
Feng Yi also understood what love is.
Two people stay together forever, one dies and the other follows, yes, but it seems not entirely true!
Ding Dian originally felt that he, a gangster, was not worthy of Ling Shuanghua, a young lady from an official family, but they still got together.
It was not until Feng Yi entered the world of The Return of the Condor Heroes that he began to gain some understanding.
Since there is no secular agreement between people, why should we worry about an unknown factor?
The reason why many people are entangled is that they expect a happy ending, but forget to enjoy the beauty of the scenery along the way, until they are left exhausted and embarrassed in the end.
So Feng Yi is so sentimental, but in fact, I am lucky to meet you, even if it is sad, it is still love.
Spring flowers, autumn moon, mountains and rivers flowing.
In your world, is there someone you want to see but can never see; is there someone you want to love but have never said the same thing; is there someone you want to forget but can never bear to let go?
Feng Yi has fantasized countless times about what his future love will be like, but he never thought that you would be the destination that he could never have.
When Feng Yi first met Cheng Ying, he joked: "I never thought that I, Feng Yi, who has been so successful in my life, would die in the hands of a girl today. It's really fate and destiny!"
Little did he know that these words had already betrayed his arrogance.
At that time, Feng Yi possessed extraordinary skills, traveled across the world, and looked down on everyone. But in Longju Village, when he saw the pair of eyes shining in the moonlight for the first time, he didn't know if the other party was moved, but he knew that from then on, there was one more her in the world.
It’s just that the fallen petals want to follow the flowing water, but the flowing water has no intention of lingering on the fallen petals. It seems like it ended before it even began.
This is exactly the same as Cheng Ying's original "When I meet a gentleman, how can I not be happy?"
However, who can define love as necessarily vigorous and passionate? It is also true that love moistens things silently.
I don't know where the love comes from, but it is deep and lasting.
I like it because I like it. There is no reason to explain it.
Cheng Ying is to Yang Guo, and Feng Yi is to Cheng Ying.
It is indeed a satisfaction to be able to accompany you on the road of martial arts, but the words of friendship of morality shattered all Feng Yi's fantasies.
Perhaps only Feng Yi himself understood the sadness he felt at that moment, or perhaps this was the best comfort Cheng Ying could give him.
Once we parted, we will never meet again. I once sang a song called “Welcome the Immortal Guest” under the moonlight. When I first heard it, it was graceful and respectful, and I kept it in my heart. But when I heard it again, the air was filled with loneliness and helplessness.
After so many years, Cheng Ying may not remember Feng Yi's old face, but Feng Yi still keeps her in the deepest part of his heart.
After all, Cheng Ying is the one who can make Feng Yi forget his worries and wake up with just one word. She is also the one who can make him let go of his sorrow and longing.
From that day on, Feng Yi knew that not all likes will have results, and not all love will be responded to.
Love is not only about pursuit and possession, but I have never had it. The day I met you will always be fixed in my eyes and heart.
As the saying goes, flowers bloom and fall in due time, meeting and reunion are unintentional. Not all love will end with you until the mountains are gone and the sky and earth are united.
Love without getting is the norm in life. The end of fate is separation.
Since separation and reunion are not up to you and me, why should we let suffering replace the paradise in our memory?
It is painful to be unable to love someone, but there is still beauty in the end. It is rare and precious to be able to meet someone, and if you forcefully seek the result, this beauty will turn into pain, because this is a kind of obsession.
But as long as you persist, you will be covered in scars.
If you don’t believe it, just watch Demi-Gods and Semi-Devils.
What do you mean by turning a blind eye? The things that are within your reach are exactly what others dream of and are the driving force for positive progress.
The strong die, the talented go crazy, the one who has no desires becomes the winner, the beauty who never grows up, the one who is so beautiful as to shame the moon and flowers covers her face, the one with a clever mind and a eloquent tongue pretends to be deaf and dumb, the one who is as beautiful as a fairy falls off a cliff, and the oath made in a dry well is in vain.
Nothing is deeper than true love, nothing is colder than the human heart, nothing is more beautiful than memories, nothing is more painful than separation, so life is just a fleeting glimpse. Instead of wasting your life with regrets, it is better to grasp the present moment at will.
Because the obsession is too deep, it will eventually become a weapon that hurts yourself.
Murong Fu is the most realistic example.
A character who seems destined to tragedy from birth.
Everyone eventually saw through Murong Fu's despicableness, but few people understood his pitifulness and helplessness.
It is tragic and helpless for him to be a descendant of the fallen royal family.
Living in the same era as Qiao Feng, and being equally famous in the martial arts world is also the same.
Born into a wealthy family, he could have enjoyed a life of glory, but he was burdened with the dream of restoring Dayan.
It was ridiculous to say that, how could the dust of hundreds of years come back to life because of one person's passion? Although he was as famous as Qiao Feng in the martial arts world, Qiao Feng was the most powerful and invincible person in the world in the eyes of everyone.
But he only got one in return, meeting in person is not as good as hearing about it!
The dream of restoring the country had long since made this elegant young man detached from the secular world. How could he not have been moved by his childhood sweetheart, his naturally beautiful cousin? But the mission he was carrying had long since filled his entire world, leaving him no longer interested in romance.
For this unattainable dream, he paid every price he could, whether it was for his infatuated cousin or his loyal subordinates and brothers, and even more so, he would not hesitate to give up the name "Gusu Murong" that he once was proud of.
But this is still a futile attempt.
All his actions were the product of his deep obsession and inability to extricate himself, which led to Murong Fu's final madness.
Perhaps it is a retribution for his various despicable behaviors, but it is also a relief, or perhaps a comfort.
Because here, he can really become the lord of Dayan and become the emperor.
But all living beings in this world have deep obsessions, and Murong Fu is not the only one like this.
Feng Yi experienced several worlds, but in the end he still didn't figure out what the adult world really wanted.
In this illusory and hypocritical world, he has long been polished to be shiny and round, but his original appearance cannot be found.
While pursuing what you want bit by bit, you gradually lose your former reluctance and become the person you once hated.
For example, how Feng Yi treats women.
He had proper respect for women at the beginning, but later he flirted with them wantonly. Why? Because he was powerful.
He is already powerful enough not to care about any worldly opinions.
How is this behavior different from the rich second generation that I cursed and hated when I was at the bottom of society?
One thing that makes him better than Yun Zhonghe, Tian Boguang and others is that he doesn't resort to force. Of course, even if he does so, no one can do anything to him.
Because neither Yun Zhonghe nor Tian Boguang had any way to deal with it, let alone Feng Yi.
But there is still a little bottom line in his heart.
At the beginning, Feng Yi had no conditions, and when he saw that all the beauties were in the possession of certain men, he felt jealous and unwilling.
Because as long as that powerful person is willing, he can change the beauty every day, and among them may be the person he once regarded as a goddess.
Feng Yi has no conditions in reality, but in fantasy, he is the best in the world. He doesn't need a dead wife, nor does he need to play the erhu with low health. He is a well-deserved legend of the martial arts world.
But later on, he didn't know why he was doing this, and he kept making things difficult for himself and others.
He was in a difficult position towards Ren Yingying.
Because his friendship with Ren Yingying is definitely not as deep as Linghu Chong's.
He knew this very well, but he still did it.
It seemed like a bad taste. But it was also his mean side, and he could give himself a suitable excuse.
Because Linghu Chong has a little junior sister, and you, Ren Yingying, have a brother Feng, so that's fair.
The two are a perfect match!
Haha, run far away!
The author is not Feng Yi, I do not have his courage and ability.
The reason why martial arts is martial arts is not only the soul-stirring heroism, but also the unintentional sadness and loss.
The Smiling, Proud Wanderer is not only a martial arts world with profound meaning, but it is also telling everyone something.
The love that is truly unforgettable is not the love that is shared through thick and thin, but the thought that it will last forever, only to find that more than ten years of childhood sweethearts cannot withstand the cruelty of a single month.
Of course, love has no logic, and many people know that. But the sweetness of love in its infancy makes many people who know that love is not only sweet but also bitter, still willing to sink into it.
Linghu Chong is free and unrestrained, heroic, and walks the rivers and lakes with a chivalrous heart. He not only wins the respect of the upright people, but also the respect of all the evil people. This is not just for Ren Yingying's face. For example, he risked his life to bleed to save the old man's daughter.
This is easy to say, but how many people can really do it? He can accept the suspicion and slander from his master and everyone else. But he can't get out of the ignorance with his junior sister.
At the Huashan Cliff, the wind was biting cold. Linghu Chong was accompanied by the cold moon on Solitary Mountain. The snow was a foot deep. He did not feel lonely for months, but he felt sad and lonely because his junior sister learned Fujian folk songs from Lin Pingzhi.
Even though he had learned the unrivaled sword skills and magical powers that were unmatched in history, he could not make up for the pain in his heart, because just one question from her would make him burst into tears, and he would feel sad and depressed in the dim light and could only drink cold wine to drown his sorrows.
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If it wasn't for the deep love that he couldn't control, how else could he explain it? Yue Lingshan was the inner demon that Linghu Chong could never get rid of in his life.
He could accept that his junior sister hurt him thousands of times, but he would not tolerate others bullying and scolding her. Even if his true love appeared, even if he liked her, there was still a corner of his heart that belonged to his junior sister. For this reason, he threw Fang Zheng, Chongxu's expectations and Ren Yingying's efforts behind his mind, and when all the heroes in the world gathered, he was willing to be injured by her sword.
Even though his junior sister was killed by Lin Pingzhi and fell into his arms, he gnashed his teeth in hatred, but still did not want to let her down. He agreed to her request against his will and kept his promise.
For you readers, this kind of promise seems ridiculous.
Just like Wei Xiaobao promised Chen Jinnan not to kill Zheng Keshuang for revenge.
But this is what I mean, I would rather die than regret it.
But the person who made the request to him held too important a place in his heart for him to refuse.
As for breaking one's word and getting fat, it goes against the promise made to a man of the underworld, which he will remain faithful to for life.
This is also something Feng Yi will never possess.
Because if the woman he loved was killed by someone, how could he keep such a promise and not seek revenge? Of course, in the martial arts world, it is said that promises are as high as mountains and are admired by everyone in the country. This is something that many people cannot understand.
No matter whether they are good characters or bad characters, they can keep their words as fast as arrows and never regret them, but this is sneered at by many people in the world.
What is a hero? Heroes may be of many kinds.
There are those who fight for justice, fight against the strong and help the weak, and those who serve the country and the people without regard for personal sacrifice, but the most basic one is to keep one's promise! Even if sometimes, this promise makes him suffer.
For example, Di Yun agreed to bury Ding Dian and Ling Shuanghua together. Even though he was missing a finger, was injured, and was being chased by someone and was in danger of his death, he still carried his elder brother's body on his back and refused to give up. He felt that the promise was more important than his own life.
For example, when the hero Guo Jing was seven years old, he was whipped with a horsewhip because of a promise he made. However, he did not utter a word and was misunderstood by his master, who nearly beat him to death.
Later, because of his promise, he gave up learning the Eighteen Dragon Subduing Palms for the sake of his beloved woman.
The hero Yang Guo guarded the "corpse" of Hong Qigong on the snow-capped peak of Huashan for three days and nights. Not only did he endure the cold and hunger, but he was also in danger of being killed at any time.
If it were Feng Yi, he would not have done so and would have made a concession.
Because Linghu Chong kept his promise to Feng Qingyang, his master suspected him and his junior sister misunderstood him. He was in great pain, but he didn't say anything.
Their approach may seem pedantic, but it is also a way of explaining the value of trust and loyalty! If trust and loyalty can be discounted for one's own benefit, then it is not worthy of admiration! In this case, what qualifications do they have to obtain those opportunities that others can only dream of but cannot?
Even Ouyang Feng, who had committed many evil deeds, was so ashamed of breaking his promise that he ran away with his face covered, not daring to face Guo Jing.
Ding Chunqiu, who betrayed his teacher and ancestors, was able to avoid trouble for decades because his senior brothers pretended to be deaf and dumb. This was because they still had some humanity and knew what trust was.
"alright!"
"He's fine. He can be discharged from the hospital!"
While Feng Yi was daydreaming, a man in a white coat walked into the ward.
Feng Yi smiled.
The corners of his mouth have never been raised to this angle.
Life is like a dream, composed of unexpected encounters and partings without looking back.
It's nothing more than meeting certain people. The birth of other people is just the embellishment of this dream, no different from plants and trees.
But perhaps I have neither cherished nor let go of that person.
The so-called beauty of the world is mostly delusion. As long as you can live your life with as few regrets as possible, it will be the greatest happiness.
Although Feng Yi had a long dream.
But this dream made him feel very fulfilled.
Because people grow up through repeated meetings and separations, and he has experienced so much. Even if he can apply a little bit of what he has gained to how he behaves and treats others in the real world, it will be of great benefit to his personal development.
Because it's just like martial arts. It doesn't mean that the higher your martial arts skills are, the more powerful you will be.
Because the truth is revealed in actual combat.
That is to say, "learn to apply"! Even if you are well-versed in history and know everything, when things come to a critical moment, the measures you take are the most important.
Simply put, if you were the protagonist and faced his problem, what would you do? Could you do better than the protagonist?
Feng Yi has met many beauties by chance, but has no chance to be with them. However, he cannot break the shackles of the world because he has his own path and responsibilities, and the other party also has her own ideas and persistence. All he has are some unforgettable memories.
Whether these memories are beautiful or tormenting, others cannot answer.
Only Feng Yi can express his thoughts.
He didn't feel tortured.
Being tortured by endless thoughts, whether it is emotional entanglement, rational or confused, is also a kind of obsession. And this runs counter to Taoist martial arts.
Feng Yi, from the perspective of an outsider, sees things clearly in his emotions, but when it comes to himself, he is a little heartless. In fact, this is "being careless and not paying attention."
Therefore, his martial arts skills became more and more advanced, and even if he did not concentrate on practicing, he was still very strong.
He was so strong that he had imagined his imaginary enemy to be very powerful, but he still didn't care and dared to face it.
This is his real growth.
It is also "If you want to accomplish great things, you must first defeat the thief in your heart. Everything is determined by the mind, and everything is in the mind. It is easy to defeat the thief in the mountains, but it is difficult to defeat the thief in your heart.
If you defeat the thief in your heart, everything will be possible. If you practice meditation, you defeat the thief of anxiety. If you practice giving, you defeat the thief of desire. If you practice doing things, you defeat the thief of hesitation. If you defeat all three thieves, everything will be possible. "
Feng Yi is proficient in various martial arts, involving the four schools of Confucianism, Buddhism, Taoism and Demonism, and the quality of his martial arts is high enough. These martial arts concepts are still at the top even if placed in the so-called fantasy world where one can move stars and change constellations.
So, Feng Yi is invincible in Jin Yong's world, and he is still invincible in the Tang Dynasty world, and he is still invincible in worlds like Fights Break Sphere, Journey to the West, and so on.
Because everything is just a dream, and we have to return to the real world eventually.
As the saying goes, "Let him be strong as he wants, the breeze blows across the hills; let him be arrogant as he wants, the bright moon shines across the river; let him be cruel and evil as he wants, but I have enough energy!"
This is not only cultivating the mind and body, but also cultivating oneself.
Because you are good enough and strong enough, everything that was originally far away and untouchable will be automatically attracted to you.
At that time, you will feel a sense of accomplishment but also a sense of loneliness.
It is because people work hard for their dreams after all, and when a person reaches a certain height, he will not only feel lonely like a song, but also feel that the desires and beauty in the past are nothing more than this.
For example, Ren Yingying, a white, rich and beautiful woman with a high position of power and influence, Feng Yi had never seen her in his previous life.
If you saw it, your heart would probably beat faster and you would speak incoherently.
Don't laugh.
Of course, people who have never met big shots won’t be able to understand what I’m saying and may think that you’re a waste. I can definitely remain calm like when facing an ordinary person.
In fact, he felt the same way when he was eighteen or nineteen years old.
But later, I no longer thought so.
Because when a real big shot stands in front of you, the feeling of oppression will make your palms sweat, and I am not exaggerating at all.
In a word, even if Feng Yi in his previous life was crazy and wanted to lick the feet of a woman of Ren Yingying's status, he would not be able to reach her.
But in the world of Smiling Proud Wanderer, he can not only face it calmly, but also tease and kiss her whenever he wants.
It's not that he doesn't know he is wrong, but his strength makes him feel that he can bear the consequences.
If he wanted to, he could even take the emperor's head. Who would he be afraid of?
But in reality, he wouldn't dare to do it! Real life makes us live in rules and regulations, but Feng Yi has jumped out of everything in the martial arts world and lost his awe.
It's like what people do, and how many people really care about the opinions of cats and dogs.
This is also what Master Zhiguang said to Qiao Feng, killing people is not a skill, the real skill is to be able to kill without killing.
Of course, these words are inspiring to Qiao Feng.
Because even in the midst of thousands of troops, he could come and go freely in the inner court of the imperial palace. Killing people was too easy for him. So being able to kill without killing was truly remarkable.
And of course it doesn't apply to us.
Being able to kill is awesome, being free from sanctions is even more awesome.
The so-called being able to kill but not killing is nothing special.
It's the same thing, depending on who you're saying it to.
“The air is so nice!”
Feng Yi walked out of the hospital gate and stretched.
His cousin said, "Brother, if you dare to look at other girls again, you will suffer sooner or later! This time it was a wine bottle, if you meet those unruly people, it might be a knife, don't let Fourth Uncle and the others worry!"
Feng Yi smiled slightly and said: "Sister, as the saying goes, food and sex are inseparable..."
"Get lost!" Feng Yi's father kicked him on the butt. "If you go out drinking with those bad friends again, I'll break your legs!"
Feng Yi was very embarrassed. He felt that he hadn't had such an experience for a long time. He smiled uglier than crying and said, "I won't dare to do it again. I will be a good person and make money to support my family. I won't dare to do it again!"
"Gu Chaoci, you are finally discharged from the hospital. When you are well, we will go again..."
"Zhuo Lingfeng, you are still reading novels, what is this?"
"Swordsman!" (End of this chapter)