49 Want You
◎My Lady, I cannot bear this.◎
After the lovemaking, the relationship between the two also underwent subtle changes. Whenever they met, they would blush and be frightened.
Recently, the relationship between Fu Hua and Rong Qianyu has gradually eased, and he has been in and out of touch with Cui Rumei. Although he still dotes on her, he is obviously not as obedient as before.
Compared with the attitude towards Rong Qianyu, it is still much better, but all this can be changed slowly.
Fu Hua was bored, and Cui Rumei was a person who was always trying to influence him. Fu Hua only had the absolute dignity of a master in front of her, but in front of Rong Qianyu, he was like a child waiting to be trained at any time.
After her birthday was interrupted that day, Rong Qianyu was angry with Xue Ji, otherwise she would not have been so furious and offered compensation.
She thought he could understand her and would spare no effort to help her, but she had also noticed the growing love in his eyes.
She was not completely calm in her heart, but compared to Xue Ji's entanglement and frustration, she was even more afraid to admit her feelings.
Those who know me say that I am worried, and those who don’t know me ask what I am seeking.
In such a place that devours people's hearts, it is a luxury to have a moment of light, but this light is also in danger.
Recently, Cui Rumei has been either fainting, having nightmares, or falling ill with a cold. Fu Hua is soft-hearted to begin with, and now his love for her remains undiminished.
After she gave in and acted coquettishly, her heart softened and she didn't finish copying the "Female Training" which she had more than a hundred times left to do.
Ever since Cui Rumei had been reflecting on her mistakes, she had sent her maids to plead for mercy several times, but Rong Qianyu refused to give in. This time, she alarmed Fu Hua, who personally accompanied Cui Rumei to ask for an explanation.
As expected, after leaving them alone for half an hour, Fu Hua was already extremely anxious. He had never been so active in important court affairs, and he had made such a fuss over a woman.
He angrily questioned Yuan Qing, "What does the Crown Princess want to do? I've been waiting here for over half an hour. What else does she want to do?"
Yuan Qing had no choice but to evade him, "The Crown Princess has always arranged this way. Her Majesty said... His Royal Highness the Crown Prince said that a gentleman's word is as good as gold."
These words were undoubtedly meant to stop him. This was the promise he made himself at the time, but for Fu Hua, he could go back on his word at any time and anywhere.
He hadn't expected to be confronted by a little palace maid. He felt a little embarrassed and rushed in angrily, "I'm just unhappy, so what? I must get an explanation today!"
For his beloved, Fu Hua was willing to risk everything, even if others would say he was untrustworthy. He pointed at Rong Qianyu and said, "What are you going to do? I've come here to beg you personally, why are you still making a fuss?"
Rong Qianyu also expected that with Cui Rumei regaining her favor, her comfortable days would come to an end.
She looked at the man in front of her with glaring eyes, helpless. She didn't even bother to pay attention, but he was still making trouble. "Your Highness, the Crown Prince, is it ridiculous that you come to plead for mercy? It's only been a short time since the Empress punished you, and you're feeling sorry for him again?"
Cui Rumei caused the entire palace to lose their dignity. A princess had to kneel on the cold floor every night and recite books until dawn. It was such a great shame and humiliation. Cui Rumei was mostly responsible, and those who condoned and allowed it could not escape responsibility either.
"Why are you being so serious? I've come here in person. Can't you give me some face? Mei'er, you really can't kneel down like this." Thinking back to a month ago, he was the one who said that he would never show favoritism or tolerate anything. But now, his words are still fresh in our ears, and the person who made such a solemn promise has changed his words.
If a crown prince like this were to inherit the throne and only change his mind from day to day, it would be a tragedy for the country. It would be fine if there was someone to guide him, but if he was allowed to do whatever he wanted, it would be a terrible thing.
Although the two had huge differences on this matter, Rong Qianyu still didn't want to give in.
If this continues time and again, when word gets out, everyone will say Fu Hua has no manners. Rong Qianyu was a little unhappy. "Today I have a headache, tomorrow my back aches, and now it's been intermittent for less than a month and His Highness is already distressed. Then why didn't His Highness mention the suffering I endured every night before, kneeling for two months in a single layer of clothes in the cold winter? Now she has suffered less than one tenth of what I suffered back then, and if I can kneel, why can't she?!"
She angrily told Fu Hua about her past experiences, but in the eyes of someone who didn't love her, this was unreasonable. No matter what she said, Fu Hua didn't even blink.
He stood there in a daze for a long time, and only said one sentence, "She is different from you!"
Hearing him say this, Rong Qianyu was so angry that her face turned pale. She stared at him fiercely with eyes like knives, her heart raging with anger. She said provocatively, "Different? I'm the legal wife and she's a concubine. I'm the eldest princess and she's a prostitute. Just because I deserved to kneel for two months, she can let it go for good?"
"I didn't say that." Fu Hua knew he was in the wrong and didn't argue.
She sat back on the couch, a faint smile on her lips, and shook her head helplessly, feeling resentful and angry, wishing she could slap herself. "We're always arguing over her. It's boring, so boring."
It felt like a huge rock was pressing on her chest, making it hard for her to breathe. Tears welled up in her eyes, and she finally couldn't bear it anymore.
Fu Hua stood aside coldly, watching her cry alone, "What else do you want? I'm giving you a way out, so you should take it down. Stop talking nonsense here!"
Rong Qianyu was enraged by this and retorted inwardly, "Who is avoiding the topic? Is Your Highness blind? This matter is not negotiable. If anyone can do whatever they want, what is the point of having laws?"
The two quarreled fiercely, but none of the servants outside the door dared to say a word.
"So what if I don't let her be punished?"
"You dare!"
"If you say any more, I will tell everyone about how you poisoned me. Let's see who will be in trouble then!" After leaving this threat, Fu Hua turned around and left in a leisurely manner.
She was unhappy and paced back and forth in the room with a resentful look on her face. She picked up a nearby vase and threw it on the ground, accidentally scratching her hand. Rong Pan Yuanqing and others outside the room heard the noise and hurried in to check.
She was standing there with her hands covered in blood. The piercing pain made her realize that it was all useless, everything was useless.
Everything has its cause and effect. She was the one who caused misfortune for others, and now it is backfired on her, so she really deserves it.
But at this point, complaining and regretting were useless. Cui Rumei saw her actions not as a favor, but as an obstacle. She had been so presumptuous as to speak out for others, and all the suffering she would endure in the future was her destiny.
Excessive kindness is sometimes more cruel than indifference.
Fu Hua rushed out of the door, and several maids rushed over to check the wound.
Rong Pan burst into tears upon seeing this, "There's still a lot of time to come, Princess, why do this?"
Rong Qianyu didn't want to listen, her eyes were dim, and she didn't care at all about the pottery shards that pierced her hand. "Bring me some wine." Two lines of tears fell down her cheeks and landed on her light sand-colored skirt.
Rong Pan naturally disagreed. She was in poor health and should drink less.
But in the end, he couldn't resist his master, so he had to bring her two jars of fruit wine that was not too intoxicating.
But wine doesn't make people drunk, people make themselves drunk. Not everyone in the world is worth sticking with. Promises are the least valuable, but the heartache is borne by oneself.
At this moment, she no longer looked like a lady from a wealthy family, but a princess. She held the wine in her hand, and despite the burning sensation in her stomach, she endured the pain and drank it all in one gulp. "They are a couple, so what am I? I am nothing, a joke."
"My lady, please drink less."
The drizzle outside the window suddenly turned into a violent rainstorm. The little things in the past were ravaged by the wind, and the beauty was swallowed up by the rain. Everything has long since drifted away.
The rain is pouring down, each drop piercing my heart with pain, and I recall the moment of tenderness I once had in the rainy night.
That night, the umbrella blocked the view, and the girl who left her hometown thought about it for a long time.
"Is it a day off today?" She asked Rong Pan with red eyes, "Pan'er... is Xue Ji in the palace?"
"Yes, Lord Xue is here!"
"I'll go find him."
Rong Pan also knew the meaning of her words but pretended not to understand, "Your Majesty, you are drunk."
Her face flushed, and she angrily took another big gulp of wine, "I didn't, I'm very sober..."
"Your Majesty, please don't go..."
"When did you make the decision for me? If I say I want to go, I go!"
Rong Pan had no choice but to take the man to the Imperial Household Department.
Xue Ji had just finished bathing and changing clothes and was reading a book. When he looked up, he saw a little figure with a red face, staggering every three steps, staggering into the Imperial Household Department.
He stepped forward to help, "Have you drunk alcohol, Madam? I'll ask Qingyun to make some sobering soup."
"I don't want it!" She murmured in a low voice, and it looked like she had suffered some great injustice.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"I want you." I don't know if Rong Qianyu is awake or not, but Xue Ji is a little dazed. "Aren't you attracted to me? I agree."
He didn't know why she said such a thing, but he still tried to organize his thoughts. "Your Majesty, you've drunk too much." After saying that, he wanted to leave.
"Don't go, don't go." She grabbed Xue Ji's sleeve and hugged his waist. "Cui Rumei has someone who loves her, but I don't. Now you ignore me."
The way she cried made Xue Ji a little nervous. Seeing her half drunk and half awake like this, he wanted to take advantage of her, but the more he did this, the more itchy he felt.
"My queen, I can't stand you like this." How could he let down such a beauty who threw herself into his arms? He usually worried and felt inferior, but today he was unusually excited as if possessed by some mysterious force.
The two looked at each other with burning eyes, and a sense of ambiguity arose. He picked up a pot of wine on the table and drank it all, then carried the crying beauty in front of him to the bed.
The two of them were so close that their breaths lingered on each other, devouring each other. Slowly, he leaned over and kissed her lips that smelled of wine.
This contact was rough and fierce. Rong Qianyu's slightly cold breath slipped into his mouth. The throbbing of their hearts at this moment made them forget everything around them.
There were lightning and thunder outside the house, and it was as if clouds and rain were coming from Wushan Mountain inside the house. Xue Ji's hands were a little out of control, and he was groping up and down. Rong Qianyu did not resist this time, which was completely different from her reaction the previous two times.
Before she could delve deeper, she rolled over and pushed him down onto the bed, lying on top of him, and could hear his heartbeat pounding violently.
Rong Qianyu was like a kitten, clinging to his chest to listen to his heartbeat, one, two, "Your heart is beating fast too, you must be attracted to me too."
She gently peeled off his solid outer shell layer by layer and placed a kiss on Xue Ji's chest just below his collarbone.
He was so overwhelmed by the kiss that he forgot everything that had happened before and had no idea what to do next. He reached out and put his arms around her, his deep eyes gleaming with light as he slowly leaned over to her ear and said, "I want you too."
Her face flushed, as if the plan she had suppressed for a long time had finally succeeded. Just as she was about to open her mouth to tease him, she was blocked by two warm lips.
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