Chapter 154 She Will Go Crazy
Su Mi could tolerate his words. She could not forget the purpose of getting married. Only by making it up to him could she feel better.
He asked proactively, with a somewhat attentive attitude, "Do you want me to help you dry your hair?"
Xiao Xuanjin paused for a moment, then said nonchalantly, "No, save your energy for later."
Save energy... Su Mi understood instantly, buried his head in the quilt, and wrapped himself more tightly.
The boys all have short hair, and the temperature in the room is high, so they do it quickly. In a short while, he stepped onto the bed from the other side.
Feeling the collapse on the side, Su Mi froze for a moment, and then he turned off the lights in the room.
It was pitch black and there was no light at all in the new house.
Su Mi couldn't see Xiao Xuanjin, but she could feel the vast space between their quilts.
No one came near.
The air was eerily quiet, and all the restlessness was paused.
By now, Su Mi also understood that he was just joking and had no intention of touching her at all.
Yes, he hated her too much in his heart.
Thinking back to what he said when the fireworks were in the sky, he still cared deeply about the past and couldn't let it go.
This was how it should be. Su Mi turned over with her back to him and slowly closed her eyes.
While she was conscious, she repeatedly told herself that she must do what she said in three years.
She couldn't let him think she was still deceiving him.
Being in a foreign country, I thought it would be difficult to fall asleep, but maybe my body had reached the point of fatigue, so falling asleep was not that difficult anymore.
However, before going to bed, her past memories were triggered and the nightmare once again flooded into her mind.
The dream was the same scene that had appeared many times before. Xiao Xuanjin was holding a Russian knife and was about to cut her throat.
She still remembered the doctor telling her that these were all illusions and not real.
She tried to find an opportunity to comfort him, groping around for the source of heat and hugging his waist.
He said words of comfort and apology that he had said countless times before.
I thought this time would be like before, even if I waited longer, he would always drop the knife.
But this time it was different, she was pushed out of his arms and fell to the ground.
The knife was at her throat.
…
Xiao Xuanjin was a light sleeper, and he woke up when she turned over. He was wondering what she was doing, and then she suddenly climbed onto his waist.
Hearing her mumbling incoherently, Xiao Xuanjin confirmed that she was talking in her sleep.
I don’t know what she was dreaming about, but she still hugged him tightly.
The softness in his arms shocked his nerves and aroused his anger.
But he was very clear-headed. She was dreaming, and this was not reality.
I just don’t know who she was dreaming about, which man…
Thinking of this, Xiao Xuanjin felt unhappy and pushed the person out.
Fortunately, she didn't come back to bother me again.
However, this also made him lose his sleepiness.
He raised his hand and turned on the light with a click.
The room suddenly lit up, and after his eyes adjusted to the light, he looked to his side.
Seeing that she was not awake, her eyes were closed, her face was full of fear, and her body was shaking, as if she was having a nightmare.
Xiao Xuanjin didn't call her. He got out of bed and pulled a stool to sit next to her.
He sat casually, his legs open, his hands clasped together, his elbows supporting his legs, his eyes fixed on the person on the bed with curiosity and amusement.
I just watched her with sweat on her forehead, haunted by nightmares, unable to break free, and unable to be saved.
He picked up the lighter beside him and pressed it intermittently, thinking that life after marriage would be quite interesting.
The fun is yet to come.
Su Mi dreamed that Xiao Xuanjin's knife pierced her throat. She suddenly woke up, sat up and breathed heavily.
Then I saw the unfamiliar environment and Xiao Xuanjin in front of me.
She didn't immediately realize that she was already married.
The person in front of him was the same one holding a knife in his dream. Su Mi thought he had fallen into a deeper dream and backed away repeatedly, his back pressed against the headboard.
Xiao Xuanjin put down the lighter in his hand and moved closer.
Looking at her frightened eyes, it was obvious that she had not yet woken up from the dream, which meant that her dream was very similar to reality. Could it be that the person she was afraid of in the dream just now was him?
Why, when I dreamed about him, he had such a ghostly expression.
Then who was the person she was hugging in her dream just now? Could it be him, or someone else, or maybe her fellow villager?
Thinking of this, Xiao Xuanjin's expression turned a little colder.
I thought, since she is still not awake, I might as well take this opportunity to test her, "Are you afraid of me?"
He was getting closer and closer. Su Mi picked up the quilt and wrapped herself in it. Her voice was trembling. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it."
Why is it the same thing she said last time when she was drunk, an apology again.
"Will sorry help?"
Yes, saying sorry can’t make up for the hurt that happened.
Su Mi looked at the man who was getting closer and closer to her, and thought about what she had done in the past. He really still refused to forgive her. Tears streamed down her face and she burst into tears.
"I can make it up to you. I can give you whatever you want."
Xiao Xuanjin stopped and looked at her with tears in her eyes. Her crying was particularly heartbreaking, as if she had suffered a great injustice. He had never seen her like this before.
His heart seemed to be tugged at, "Why did you hug me just now?"
"I... want to apologize... to you." She hugged her knees, her voice intermittent due to sobbing.
It seems like it's him. Why did he touch me just to apologize? It's obvious that he wanted to take advantage of me.
Fortunately, she didn't dream about other wild men.
Xiao Xuanjin decided to be kind and let her go, "Take a good look at where this is."
After saying that, he picked up the lighter, walked to the window and lit a cigarette.
Su Mi closed her eyes, wiped away her tears, and looked around. Looking at the fiery red sheets and the decorations in the house, memories flooded into her mind. She thought of the scene of her wedding and finally calmed down.
I swallowed hard, so, that wasn't a dream.
She collapsed on the bed again, the memory of just now coming back to her. She lifted the quilt to cover her head, with only one thought in her mind: she was finished.
She had fallen into a deeper dream some time ago, but none of them were as intense as this time.
If this continues, she will definitely go crazy.
Originally, she didn't dream very often because the doctor's treatment had improved her. But since she reunited with Xiao Xuanjin, the frequency began to increase and the dreams became more and more difficult. Fortunately, the method the doctor prescribed was still effective and she was able to comfort him in her dreams.
But, just now, if I guessed correctly, she crawled to Xiao Xuanjin and hugged him, but was pushed away by him, which caused the world in her dream to begin to change more drastically.
It has become uncontrollable, and she is afraid that deeper dreams will haunt her in the future.
The doctor had told her to have less contact with him, but now that they were married, it was inevitable.
I glanced at the clock on the wall and it was only eleven forty.
She plans to consult Dr. Daniel tomorrow to ask what to do about her condition.
After a while, Xiao Xuanjin came back and turned off the lights again.
The room was dark again.
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