Chapter 79 Agree to Separate
The next day.
Su Mi went to class, the cafeteria, and the library as usual.
Today's classes were quite full, so when she came out of the library after looking up information, it was already dark outside, and there was still a faint feeling of fog in the twilight.
She walked along the only way back to the dormitory. Maybe because of the cold weather, there were not many students outside at this time.
Occasionally a few people passed by, most of them were in a hurry.
Su Mi put her hands in her pockets, with the book tucked under her elbow, and wanted to go back to the dormitory to warm up quickly.
As a result, after taking a few steps, I saw an acquaintance.
The faces of the two people came from not far away, and became clearer from blurry. Su Mi thought he had seen it wrong.
He Fei and Wen Kai came over and were very enthusiastic when they saw her. "Sister-in-law, are you going back to the dormitory?"
"Yeah, you guys want to go out?"
Su Mi noticed their direction, which seemed to be heading towards the school gate.
"Yes, Brother Xiao said that we should go for a midnight snack tonight."
I didn't expect Xiao Xuanjin to be there too.
He Fei took the initiative to suggest, "Sister-in-law, why don't you go with us?"
Su Mi waved her hand and was about to refuse when Wen Kai said, "Brother Xiao is here."
Su Mi's heart tightened and he looked back. Xiao Xuanjin was standing not far away. He was wearing a black down jacket with a red sweatshirt underneath and extra loose pants. Only someone with long legs would dare to wear it like this.
He still looked like before, with his hands in his pockets, looking nonchalant. Su Mi couldn't see his expression and was not sure if a storm was brewing inside.
Seeing the atmosphere between the two, He Fei quickly said, "Sister-in-law, you and Brother Xiao stay behind, let's go order food first."
After saying that, he left with Wen Kai.
Su Mi stood there for a while and found that Xiao Xuanjin had no intention of coming over, so he had no choice but to go over by himself.
She walked very slowly, and even thought to herself, how nice it would be if this road never ended.
She took her time, dividing one step into two, and Xiao Xuanjin just waited without urging her at all.
Until, Su Mi saw him getting closer and closer, and knew that there was no time to buffer her.
When she came over, she didn't dare to look up at him. After she stopped, she felt the person in front of her very close and could see the dark patterns on his clothes. Then she slowly raised her head.
"Good evening!" She smiled, her almond-shaped eyes curved into a charming crescent moon, shining with charming light.
"Okay." His eyes were deep and his voice was light, as calm as the surface of a frozen lake without a single ripple.
Su Mi became more certain in his heart. He must have known, otherwise he would not be like this now.
But if he didn't say it, she certainly couldn't bring it up on her own initiative.
"You guys want to go get a midnight snack?"
"Um."
Another word.
It's more like a final word, or a broken note.
Su Mi could only continue to try to find a suitable entry point, connecting the broken voice, "Okay... then you didn't plan to call me?"
I can't just answer with "hmm" this time.
Xiao Xuanjin didn't answer directly, as if he agreed.
Okay, I'm too lazy to interrupt now, I'll just turn off the microphone.
Su Mi felt that just talking like this was obviously not enough. She raised her arms, wrapped them around his waist, raised her chin and looked at him innocently, "Xiao Jinjin, you can't do this. Your girlfriend will be angry."
"What's wrong with me?" He lowered his head to look at her, letting her move without pushing her away.
"Cold and ignoring me... He's so cold and indifferent."
She started to bite back first.
Xiao Xuanjin sighed, losing his patience, "Su Mi... is it fun to edit pictures?"
After saying that, he pushed her arm away, moving it swiftly and without a trace of hesitation.
Su Mi lowered his arms and stared at the ground, thinking to himself, it's over, now it's over, he even calls me by my full name, it seems he is really angry.
Yes, he hated being lied to by others, and now he probably had already defined her as a liar in his mind, and he might even be planning to end it all.
Is tonight the night of our breakup?
This gray weather really sets off the atmosphere.
Su Mi felt that no matter what, she would not allow herself to be told of breaking up.
Her pride wouldn't allow it, but now... her pride was completely gone. The biggest problem was that she couldn't go home.
Don't let Xiao Xuanjin speak first.
Thinking of this, she raised her head, her eyes wet, "You know?"
Xiao Xuanjin remained silent. The look in his eyes when he looked at her was no longer as loving as before. His pupils were dark and without a trace of light.
Su Mi's lips moved slightly, his face full of pain and hopelessness. "I'm sorry, I was too scared. I was so unsure. I'm from the village, I have no background, no connections, no resources. I know I'm not worthy of you, but after you talked about it to me all day long, I got worried. I couldn't sleep all night. I did that just because I was scared. I wanted to hint at the gap between us, even if it would make you retreat. As long as you can face the problem, it's fine. We have to make it clear, right?"
At the end of her speech, she became quite emotional and even got into the story, with tears streaming down her face.
However, Xiao Xuanjin remained indifferent and wasn't so easily fooled. He immediately found the loophole in her words, "Does facing the problem mean throwing mud at me? Or... you just don't treat me as a human being and don't care about my feelings at all, do you?"
Yes, even if it is to bring up the problem between the two of them, there is really no need to go through all this trouble. There are many roundabout ways to use.
But Su Mi couldn't overturn his own words and could only continue to explain, "I admit that my method was wrong and a bit extreme, but I was also too anxious..."
Xiao Xuanjin snorted coldly, his expression showing disappointment in her. He immediately exposed her thoughts, "Actually, you've gone to great lengths not to tell me about the gap, but to make me..."
At this point, he paused, his voice hoarse, "... retreat when you know it's difficult, right?"
She attacked him with a photo and accused him of not trusting her.
The scene at that time is still vivid in my mind, and she said with her own mouth that they are not the same kind of people.
And the look of boredom on her face at that time made him feel that she had lost all patience and expectations for this relationship.
Thinking of this, Xiao Xuanjin felt even more bitter in his heart. He grabbed her arm and asked, his voice filled with anger and subtle pain, "Tell me, why do you want to break up with me?"
"Is there something I haven't done well enough? What else are you not satisfied with? What do you want? Tell me!!"
Xiao Xuanjin was a little out of control and held her arm tightly. Su Mi could feel his high emotions and the grief that was not easily resolved.
She lost her strength and the book in her hand fell to the ground.
If we allow him to continue thinking like this, I'm afraid he will turn many things upside down, and then things will be even more difficult to deal with.
Now he just felt that she had the idea of breaking up, and it was so difficult to deal with her. If he knew that it was all a scam from the beginning to the end, then... Su Mi didn't dare to think about it.
No matter what, he couldn't let any doubts remain.
At least he now believes that their past and their memories are real and beautiful, and that's enough.
Thinking of this, Su Mi looked at Xiao Xuanjin and asked word by word, "Do you agree to separate?"
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