Chapter 103: After Abandoning the Cold Academic God 11 Lin Guanchen: "You are my...
Lin's mother is in the hospital, and her food, clothing, housing and transportation are all taken care of by nurses. Lin Guanchen still has no idea where he is. The huge house has become deserted, and Fu Wei sits quietly on the sofa alone.
Scenes from the past began to emerge in my mind.
When they first met, during the Chinese New Year, and at this time not long ago, Lin's mother was busy in the kitchen, and Lin Guanchen and he came back from school with their schoolbags on their backs, playing and laughing all the way.
Out of consideration for Lin's mother's feelings, they were always afraid to let her work too hard.
At this time, Fu Wei would take the initiative to help Lin's mother wash vegetables, and Lin Guanchen would cut vegetables and cook. Lin's mother would stand by and watch gently, and say a few words to them from time to time.
After the food is out of the pot and put on the plate, they take the food to the dining room and eat happily.
Fu Wei had not experienced this kind of warm atmosphere for many years, so he didn't know when he began to indulge in it and become greedy for the warmth in it, as if he and Lin Guanchen were really a family and would never be separated.
But dreams are just dreams after all, and it’s time to wake up.
It's already half past nine, and there's still half an hour left.
Why hasn’t Lin Guanchen come back yet?
Fu Wei had just called Lin's mother in the hospital, and made the excuse that she had too much homework today and couldn't make it to see her, so she would visit her tomorrow.
Lin's mother believed it.
But this kind of thing should only happen once, it must never happen a second time.
Fu Wei felt that maybe he should leave.
At present, it seems that he has brought danger and unknowns to Lin Guanchen.
Just as Fu Wei was thinking about whether to call the housekeeper and ask him to find someone to help him move, the sound of the door lock caught Fu Wei's attention. He stood up suddenly and turned to look over.
I saw Lin Guanchen, who was wearing thin clothes, pushed open the door, stood at the entrance, looked at me deeply, and suddenly smiled.
With a sense of comfort and tenderness, like a flower quietly blooming in the wind and snow, even if he said nothing, just standing there, he gave Fu Wei endless hope and comfort.
Fu Wei's eyes instantly turned red.
"Lin Guanchen."
Seeing his sun crying, Lin Guanchen's heart felt like it was being cut by a knife, but he remained gentle. He quickly walked to Fu Wei and gently hugged him.
"Fuwei, don't cry, I'm here."
But how can I not cry?
Obviously everything is getting better.
Fu Wei almost had a family. Lin Guanchen and his mother both liked him, and he also liked them.
Fu Wei has learned to accept the reality that his parents do not love him. He is trying hard to imagine his own future, trying hard to break away from the constraints of his original family, and wants to find a corner by himself and live slowly.
But even so, it won’t work.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Lin Guanchen, I'm sorry."
He was afraid that Lin Guanchen would get hurt, afraid that his future would be ruined, and now he was especially afraid that he would hate him.
"You didn't let me down. You're great. Fuwei, I'm very happy to meet you, so don't cry, okay?"
After this incident, Lin Guanchen has clearly seen the feelings in his heart.
He likes Fu Wei, he likes her so much that his peripheral vision is filled with him. Even though he knows that he might leave him, he still clings to this warmth.
So he hated himself more than once for being as humble as an ant and unable to shake the towering tree of Fu Shen.
Fu Wei said blankly, tears streaming down her face, "Lin Guanchen, I couldn't find you just now."
I couldn't find you anywhere, I thought I would never see you again.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here and I won't leave you."
Lin Guanchen's mind flashed with Fu Shen's warning before he left.
He didn't allow himself to reveal that he was present at the negotiation that day, otherwise he would take Fu Wei away immediately.
His sun has suffered enough, and he can't let even the last bit of peace be taken away from him.
No matter how sad Fu Wei was, she was unwilling to tell everyone what she had experienced.
They were all afraid that the other person's situation would become worse because of them, so all they could say could only be reduced to one sentence:
Lin Guanchen, I can’t find you.
Fuwei, don't be afraid, I'm here.
Teenagers aged seventeen or eighteen are never carefree; they already carry a heavy burden for the future. But fortunately, they can still vent their joys, sorrows, anger, and happiness without regard for anything else.
After venting enough, the two of them sat down together.
"Are you okay? Are you hurt? Are you okay?" Fu Wei wiped the tears from her face and looked at Lin Guanchen nervously. She pulled his clothes back and forth to check that he was fine. Only then did she feel relieved.
Lin Guanchen explained, "I received a call from the hospital this afternoon. I thought my mom's condition had worsened, so I rushed over. But not long after I left the school, I was knocked unconscious. When I woke up, I was in an abandoned house near the hospital. But don't worry, I'm fine. They didn't want to do anything to me."
Fu Wei was a little skeptical. He knew Fu Shen's character. Coercion and inducement were Fu Shen's style.
After tying Lin Guanchen up, he didn't say anything?
Fu Wei: "Really?"
Lin Guanchen: "I won't lie to you."
Yes, Lin Guanchen would not lie to him. If he really knew the truth, he would not be so calm.
Lin Guanchen probably doesn't know.
That's good.
Fu Wei was still worried and warned, "Lin Guanchen, don't believe them. Can you please believe me? Everything they say is false. They are all deceiving you."
"You are the most important person to me, of course I will believe you."
How could he not trust his sun?
This is the sun he has been trying so hard to chase.
"It's my fault this time. I was too careless. You were so anxious that you must not have eaten dinner. I brought you some food." Lin Guanchen opened the tightly wrapped seafood porridge.
It was still hot. When the food box was opened, steam came out. The delicious seafood porridge gave off an enticing aroma. The two teenagers sat on the sofa, sharing a large portion of seafood porridge.
"Have some, I remember you like the seafood porridge here the most." Lin Guanchen took out a bowl and spoon from the kitchen, filled a bowl and handed it to Fu Wei.
The warmth between his fingers stopped Fu Wei's cold fingers from trembling. Lin Guanchen coaxed him into drinking a whole bowl of porridge. His stomach, which had become uncomfortable and retching due to his out-of-control emotions, also calmed down and was warmed by the porridge.
The empty house was filled with the smell of life again.
This is what Lin Guanchen brought to Fu Wei.
Perhaps it was not that Lin Guanchen could not live without him, but that Fu Wei could not live without this long-lasting warmth.
After finishing the porridge, Fu Wei finally digested all the negative emotions. The corners of her lips curled up into a smile again, and she jokingly said, "Lin Guanchen, don't you think you are too good to me?"
Lin Guanchen: "Really? Not as good to me as you are."
Fu Wei helped him so much, but he could only give Fu Wei companionship. He even became the chain that tied Fu Wei to Fu Shen and a stumbling block for him to leave here.
Such a result made Lin Guanchen heartbroken.
In fact, he had been doing something wrong from the beginning. Perhaps he shouldn't have chased the sunlight.
In this way, when it is time for Fu Wei to leave, she will feel relaxed and powerful, instead of being timid and suffering grievances for him.
Fu Wei lowered his eyebrows and suddenly asked, "Do you regret it?"
Lin Guanchen: "What do you mean?"
Fu Wei: "If you hadn't sat at the same table with me that day, it might have been better for you."
Lin Guanchen: "If that were the case, I might be dead."
Fu Wei was stunned.
Lin Guanchen: "You are my savior, Fu Wei."
That day, the three big men broke into their house, injured his mother, and beat him up. It was Fu Wei who saved him.
If Fu Wei hadn’t come to see him that day, if Fu Wei hadn’t gone upstairs to see him, if Fu Wei hadn’t helped him.
Lin Guanchen had already decided to fight the three men with the kitchen knife. There were only two possible outcomes for him: either the men would die, ruining his future, or Lin Guanchen would be killed by the three men that day.
But there is none.
Fu Wei saved him.
Helped him.
Even because of this, his mother was able to regain her sight.
So Fuwei, I never regret meeting you.
What I hate most is that I met such a dazzling you when I was at my weakest and most incompetent age.
Fu Wei clenched her fists. She had never expected Lin Guanchen to have such thoughts. She immediately laughed, "I was just joking. Why are you so cheesy? Really."
But Lin Guanchen used his eyes to tell him that he was not joking at all.
Fu Weixiao couldn't maintain her smile anymore and whispered, "Lin Guanchen, I'm so happy to meet you and Auntie. You've been so kind to me. I feel like home here. These days have been the happiest days of my life."
Lin Guanchen listened quietly, as if he had anticipated something.
Fu Wei then said, "It's just that after the college entrance examination, I will leave eventually. Don't be too nice to me."
It would be less sad.
Lin Guanchen clenched his fists and chuckled: "Okay, then I'll give it a try."
Fu Wei continued, "I've disturbed you for too long. I plan to move out tomorrow. Please take good care of your aunt. There are still more than a hundred days before the college entrance examination. Don't slack off. If there is any problem that you can't solve, come to me and I will definitely help you."
Lin Guanchen's eyes flickered, and his heart was bleeding: "Fu Wei, are you saying goodbye to me?"
Fu Wei shook her head: "Of course not, I will at least wait until you finish the college entrance examination. I just think today is a good day and I want to talk more."
Then he slowly distanced himself from Lin Guanchen.
As long as he stays far enough away from Lin Guanchen, Fu Shen will feel at ease, Lin Guanchen will be safe, and their lives will return to normal.
He is still the legend of Qingcheng No. 1 Middle School, the aloof academic god.
He is still that unruly school bully.
Fu Wei didn't say anything, but Lin Guanchen could see what Fu Wei was thinking from the words. He couldn't refute or refuse because he was a burden.
This was the best thing Fu Wei could get for him.
So Lin Guanchen nodded gently: "Okay."
Fu Wei looked at him deeply: "You and Auntie are doing well, I will always miss you."
Lin Guanchen's eyes were slightly red, but he still smiled and replied, "Okay."
Fu Wei: "It's late, and we still need to sleep tomorrow. Lin Guanchen, go back to sleep."
Lin Guanchen: "Okay."
The lights in the living room went out, and the two people went back to their own rooms. Lin Guanchen sat next to the table with the window open. The snow-white curtains were blown by the wind, and the pages of the book beside him rustled, but he couldn't concentrate on the questions at all.
So Lin Guanchen looked into the distance at the night.
Lin Guanchen was busy studying, burying his head in learning every day, never stopping to chase the wind and the moon.
Now that I have stopped, I realize that the moonlight in Qingcheng is incredibly beautiful, with stars twinkling, bright lights, and a bustling crowd of people on the streets.
There was a faint sound coming from the next room. Lin Guanchen knew that it was Fu Wei packing up his things and he was getting ready to leave.
For the remaining one hundred days, Fu Wei didn't want to disturb him, even though he couldn't bear to leave him.
Fu Wei has done everything she can for him. He shouldn't be indifferent and pretend not to know. He should just enjoy the future that Fu Wei has paved for him with peace of mind.
The one who should leave was never Fu Wei, but himself.
When this feeling becomes a stumbling block on the road to supporting Wei, it should no longer exist.
His future is important, but Fuwei's future is more important.
He didn't want this smiling boy to cry.
He wants the boy to pursue his own future as well.
Freedom, beauty, joy and happiness.
He is just like the free and easy wind, and he shouldn't stop for anyone.
Lin Guanchen slowly closed the book and put away all the exercise books with wrong answers. He picked up his cell phone and called Fu Rong.
"Auntie Fu, I'm sorry to bother you so late. I have something to tell you. Are you free?"
Fu Rong: "I'm free. What's the matter?"
Lin Guanchen whispered, "I'd like to ask you for a favor."
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