Chapter 102 Chapter 102 This is also a secret between her and me...
As soon as the words fell, the air seemed to have grown a mouth and kept buzzing, and the five men had different expressions.
It is not possible to arbitrarily determine the cause of amnesia based on just one conversation. Professor Liu only said that she noticed it.
She said Xing Kui was in great pain.
"Come in."
In the consultation room, after Professor Liu sat back at his desk, Li Chengchuan and Liang Junhe simultaneously pressed down the chair in front of the desk where Xing Kui had sat. Zhou Jing took a look, and stood with Xu Ye at the bookshelf on the left, while Jiang Yuming leaned against the wall on the right of the desk with his arms folded.
There were really five male models, and Professor Liu was stunned. That girl was really amazing and she worked hard.
Liang Junhe lost his patience and said what everyone was thinking: "What's wrong with her?"
Professor Liu paused in thought. "I talked a lot with that child. When I asked her if she had ever noticed any memory problems in her daily life, she replied..."
Xing Kui seemed to be sitting on the empty chair, and the space an hour ago overlapped with the space at this moment.
"Yes," Xing Kui said with a smile. "After the car accident, I can't remember some of my colleagues at work, including my job description. But I thought it was just memory loss at first."
Professor Liu said gently, "You might be right. External impacts, aging, and many other factors can cause memory loss. I can't recall much from more than a decade ago."
Xing Kui nodded: "Yeah!"
"Then I asked her if she had ever doubted you."
"Li Chengchuan is quite strange." Xing Kui wrinkled her nose, "But it can all be explained. One or two coincidences are not enough to make me doubt him. After all, he looks handsome and is a good friend of my ex."
"I also asked her why she didn't expose you immediately after she found out you were hiding something from her."
"That's unnecessary. It's enough to understand that you're not harming me. I'm afraid of trouble. People sometimes need to be a little confused."
Liang Junhe frowned. He had overheard Xing Kui saying this to Liang Zhaoran during the Liang family incident.
I've discovered memory abnormalities and Li Chengchuan's abnormalities, but I've treated them as memory loss, made excuses, and supported people's occasional confusion...
"It's a self-defense mechanism. Xing Kui might instinctively not want to know that she has lost her memory, so she subconsciously avoids the question."
Until there were too many coincidences between her and Li Chengchuan, and she could no longer ignore them in the depths of her brain.
Self-defense mechanism is a self-protection method that usually operates unconsciously.
Based on amnesia, Xing Kui is divided into "Xing Kui 1.0" and "Xing Kui 2.0". Then, 1.0 has lost some memories, and although 2.0 is unaware of it, he must know it subconsciously.
Liang Junhe's genius turned into a fool can also be regarded as a self-defense mechanism. Similar to Liang Junhe's experience, Liang Junhe, who was once a genius turned into a fool, clearly wanted to stay away from Xing Kui, but his corrupted brain made him reveal Xing Kui's existence to Liang Zhaoran, causing Xing Kui to come to him.
Xing Kui defended herself, not realizing that she was defending herself and why, and still learned about her amnesia.
Behind the chair, Li Chengchuan's eyes were deep as he asked Professor Liu, "Does she like the life after losing her memory?"
Upon hearing this, Professor Liu glanced at the five tall and long-legged people and sighed softly.
"When you're with her, have you ever heard her mention words like time travel, magic, or something like that?"
Several people frowned. Xu Ye, who was standing in front of the bookshelf on the left with Zhou Jing, spoke first, "When we were dating, she praised me for looking like a Western fantasy dragon knight. Does that count?"
"Damn it! Why are you a 'Dragon' Knight and I'm just a 'little' prince of the Noble Academy?" Liang Junhe said angrily.
Zhou Jing pushed his glasses. How could he not have been praised like this before? "Kui Kui once lamented to me one day that it would be great if there was a time machine in this world."
"If only I could travel back to when my mom was a kid." Xing Kui looked up at the ceiling helplessly. "I can accept a world without smartphones, God."
Jiang Yuming pressed the heels of his shoes against the wall and tightened his long fingers on his upper arms. Xing Kui also told him that she didn't know magic.
"She doesn't like the world either before or after she lost her memory," Professor Liu replied, revealing a hint of reluctance.
She even paused for several seconds.
"Based on my conversation with the child, I guess that when her head was injured, she probably wanted to die in the car accident, or to be reborn in another world where she could breathe."
Everyone was stunned for a moment, and then Xu Ye gasped, his brows opened like a folding fan, and his arms stretched straight like the railings on the playground.
Everyone's hair stood on end.
In the past, after Jiang Yuming made the shocking statement that "four brothers, one season each", Xing Kui recalled in front of the sink and thought of the world of ancient empresses.
When following Xu Ye into the boys' dormitory building, Xing Kui smelled a strong foul odor and thought of the doomsday zombie world.
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Even on the first day Xing Kui woke up in the hospital, when she met Li Chengchuan and Jiang Yuming for the first time, she felt that they came from the stories of domineering presidents and playboys respectively.
Cold sweat crawled down his spine like a centipede. The brothers knew some of the words, but Xing Kui kept most of them in his heart, which they could not understand.
If Xing Kui had not communicated with Professor Liu today, Professor Liu might not have noticed that words like "travel" and "world" were used more frequently.
Xing Kui hopes that she can die in a car accident, and it would be even better if she can travel to another world.
It would be best if she could travel back to the time when Xing's mother was a child. If not, even if it is the apocalypse with zombies rampant, even if she becomes a wanderer who lives on the edge of a knife and licks blood, it is better than her continuing to live in the current world.
"There is indeed a certain possibility that the child has voluntarily lost his memories."
Professor Liu sighed, "When the car hit her, I'm afraid the pain she felt exceeded her tolerance. After all, it was her mother's pressure to get married that caused the accident."
"Wait? Her mother caused her to get into a car accident?" Liang Junhe leaned over, his hands covering the back of the chair as stiff as chicken claws scalded by boiling water, his handsome face filled with surprise and horror.
Xu Ye and Jiang Yuming's expressions suddenly changed, and their bodies couldn't help but move away from the bookshelf and wall they were leaning against. Li Chengchuan frowned his sharp eyebrows and cast a questioning gaze towards Zhou Jing on the left.
"You understand, right? After you were discharged from the hospital, you accompanied Xing Kui to the traffic police brigade."
Zhou Jing's expression was calm, and he glanced at his friends calmly. In their eyes waiting for an answer, he said calmly, "This is a secret between me and her."
Professor Liu covered her mouth when she saw the four of them besieging Guangmingding. Xing Kui didn't tell her not to say anything, and she must not fight in her consultation room.
"Everyone, what I mean is that Xing Kui most likely threw away some of the things related to urging marriage in her mind in order to ease the pain."
Xu Ye regretted: "Why don't you just forget about urging me to get married?"
Liang Junhe replied: "It's useless to forget everything. If she survives, she will be urged to get married again."
The two were talking, not noticing that when Li Chengchuan heard what Professor Liu said, he curled his fingers and seemed to be thinking about something.
Zhou Jing watched Li Chengchuan's small movements from the corner of his eye. Something was wrong. Even though Professor Liu's explanation was very reasonable, it still didn't seem right. Xing Kui had arranged a fake marriage with Li Chengchuan to relieve her pain. She had so much to forget about the pressure to get married, so how could she forget her solution?
It seemed that Li Chengchuan had thought of something.
Professor Liu finally said, "You'd better pay more attention to her on weekdays and don't leave her alone, so that she won't get upset."
"No." Jiang Yuming put one hand in the pocket of his white coat, smiled slightly, and relaxed. "As far as I know, psychologists are supposed to keep the contents of their conversations strictly confidential. Professor Liu didn't even mention this. I guess Xing Kui told you about it. Can you tell us?"
"Oh, right, Doctor Liu." Xing Kui stood up from the chair and shrugged. "Please tell those people outside who are asking you questions directly, so I don't have to repeat it again or even five times."
"She may have really thought about dying during the car accident, but if she really wanted to die, she would not have woken up from her coma," Jiang Yuming said.
"Yes, while Kuikui is in excruciating pain, her tenacity is also suppressing the pain. Death is an escape, and she wants to stay alive to solve the problem." Zhou Jing said.
"I think she told you not to hide it from us because she wanted to save time. She was about to set off again." Liang Junhe said.
Professor Liu was stunned, then smiled and said, "Yes, that child is more like that. Then let's do as she said when she left. Don't disturb her for now. Let her sort out her thoughts."
A few minutes later, in the stairwell, Li Chengchuan and Zhou Jing faced each other, one black and one gray, swallowing up the colorful narrow space.
"From the first day you met Xing Kui, you lied to me. You used to be my best brother." Li Chengchuan had a cold aura.
Zhou Jing was as steady as a rock: "I'm sorry, I promised Kui Kui not to reveal the truth about the car accident to others."
Li Chengchuan raised his thin lips and said, "You called me 'other people'?"
"You're really dispensable to Kuikui." Zhou Jing calmly paced towards the stairs and subtly changed the subject. "I can delete you from my mind."
But Li Chengchuan was no pushover. His dark pupils stared at his old friend, a look of sarcasm on his handsome face. "You want to know why Xing Kui forgot me? I do have some ideas, but this is a secret between her and me."
The window in the stairwell was very narrow. Xing Kui took a look and walked to the next step. Not wanting to take the elevator, she sorted out her thoughts with each step.
The psychologist didn't analyze her too much, so she analyzed it on her own. Professor Liu would make inductive remarks to her, so as long as she recalled her questions...
Really? Did she not want to know about her amnesia?
Oh, forget it, don’t think about it too much. She definitely won’t harm herself.
After returning home to have a good meal and a good sleep, she will continue to look for a solution to Xing Kui's pressure to get married tomorrow.
On the second floor, outside the open stairwell door, several people dressed as decorators were carrying a cabinet as big as a refrigerator. Xing Kui glanced at them, quickened his pace, and walked out.
“Is that a claw machine?”
There was a security guard following the worker. His eyes widened when he saw her. Please, which security guard in Huide doesn't know Xing Kui?
He said respectfully, "Yes, yes. Doctor Jiang said that children tend to cry when they get injections, so he ordered a claw machine to be placed in the pediatric department on the second floor. You can play it for free with your registration form."
The machine was filled with stuffed toys. Xing Kui immediately fell in love with the sunflower doll inside. It had yellow petals on the outside and a smiling face with an upturned mouth embroidered on the inside.
"Can I play?" she asked cautiously.
"Of course!" the security guard greeted enthusiastically, "Come on, come on, feel free to do as you please."
On the second floor of the pediatric department, Xing Kui, under the pressure of the eager gazes of seven or eight children, pulled the mask on her face to make sure it would not suddenly fall off and expose her identity, then raised her head and pressed the start button of the machine.
Children tend to cry when they get injections. She wants to cry too now, so let her play for a while.
A child tugged at her pants. Xing Kui looked down and said, "Don't be impatient. Click on the one you like. I'll catch it and give it to you."
Turning around, she saw the sunflower doll that seemed to be waving at her, "Little Sunflower is mine, don't snatch it from me."
"I want this bunny in a skirt!"
"I want this green dinosaur!"
Xing Kui stretched her shoulders and back. A rabbit and a dinosaur, right? Look at her showing off her skills. She grabbed a dinosaur and pressed the button quickly.
Catch the air.
Second round, catch the air.
In the tenth round, I caught it and dropped it again.
"Sister, you are such a good cook."
"No, I'm just trying to get the feel for it. Do you understand that it takes time to develop?" Xing Kui said to the children and looked at the claw machine. Her image was reflected in the glass window.
A backless cheese yellow halterneck camisole with denim shorts.
She was so distracted when she went out this morning that she forgot to put on a coat. How could she not catch any of them?
After catching him for so long... and searching for the answer for so long, Zhou Jing is not the one. He is extremely suitable for marriage. Xing Kui's parents wanted to move the Civil Affairs Bureau in front of them that night.
Xu Ye is not like that. No one would object if a boy got married ten years older than a girl, but if a girl was eight or nine years older than a boy, it would seem like a violation of heaven's law.
Liang Junhe is not like that. He has neither a huge age gap with her nor the restriction of immediate marriage. Xing Kui thought he was the one, but in the end, he brought "breathing time" as well as "time cost".
If they stay with him for too long, their parents will not allow them to break up.
He was like the doll that Xing Kui caught. She painstakingly studied the angle and even paid attention to the strength of the button press. After she caught it, it seemed that she could catch it, but it fell before it reached the exit.
Xing Kui pressed the start button again, his hand hovering over the red button, trembling like a headless fly.
The answer is not without restrictions, and the answer is not with restrictions either. Zhou Jing, Xu Ye, Liang Junhe, Jiang Yuming, and Li Chengchuan all pass.
Where is the answer? She has been forced to get married and has lost her memory. She has lost a piece of her complete life. Why, why, can't she find the answer?
"What do you want to catch?" Jiang Yuming's seductive voice sounded in his ears. Xing Kui turned his head to the side, with the top of his head only enough to reach his jaw. He raised his unforgettable eyes and glanced casually at the claw machine.
The grip was shaky, and Xing Kui replied, "Those two kids wanted a rabbit and a dinosaur."
Jiang Yuming raised his eyebrows slightly, and stretched out his well-jointed hand between her hand and the button, and tapped it casually.
"Hey, will you—" Xing Kui's words got stuck in her throat. She watched the hand that didn't listen to her fall and grabbed a rabbit and a dinosaur. "Will you kill two birds with one stone?"
Mom! Fairy Jiang really can cast a spell!
"And what does my good boy want?"
"I want the little sunflower!" Xing Kui excitedly pointed at the glass.
Jiang Yuming cast a spell, no, he pressed the button and observed the position of the gripper: "Do you want to listen to what Professor Liu said to us?"
Xing Kui watched the hand slide over the little sunflower, her heart tightening: "I won't listen anymore, I guessed a little."
Jiang Yuming raised his voice slightly: "Are you in a bad mood?"
Xing Kui stared at Xiao Kuihua: "Well, I want to play catch dolls and have fun, but I can't catch them. I'm getting angry."
Jiang Yuming curled his lips: "I'm about to cry."
She relied on amnesia to suppress her feelings for Liang Junhe, and then had to rely on finding answers to suppress the sadness of amnesia. However, after walking on this road for hundreds of days, she could not find the answer.
The gripper dropped and caught Little Sunflower accurately. Jiang Yuming leaned over and took out the sunflower doll and handed it to Xing Kui. She happily turned it over and over to look at it.
"Let's get married." Jiang Yuming suddenly said.
Xing Kui paused and looked up.
"I don't need you to like me. I also have a way for us to get divorced and married in the future. Let's have a fake marriage."
During this period, Jiang Yuming held a meeting to set up the group, and falsely blamed Xu Ye for the group establishment, causing Li Chengchuan to deal with Zhou Jing, and Zhou Jing to deal with Liang Junhe, so that the two of them had no time or thought to impose restrictions on them - at that time no one knew that the restrictions were also a wrong interpretation.
Jiang Yuming himself waited patiently, waiting for Liang Junhe to leave and waiting for his opportunity to enter.
Everything was for this moment: since it was difficult for Xing Kui to like him, then he would not be too demanding.
He said, let’s have a fake marriage.
Xing Kui looked up at Jiang Yuming in a daze. His handsome face was focused and serious, and his narrow eyes were like roses at sunset.
Her almond-shaped eyes were like the surface of a lake bathed in the dusk. A few seconds later, Xing Kui's grip on the sunflower doll suddenly tightened, and the doll's built-in voice device let out a sharp "Ji——" sound.
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