When I was four years old, I met someone who changed my life. If it weren’t for her words, I might not be alive.

In fact, no one knows that I didn’t fall into the dry well accidentally, but I slipped on the moss on purpose.

What I thought was that even if there was no water below, one would still die if falling from this height.

My mother doesn't love me, and my father doesn't care about my existence. Not to mention the palace maids and eunuchs, they just treat me like a spoiled child.

But just when I was about to die, she came again like a fairy.

She told me that there are still people in this world who love me and care about me.

I believe it.

I knew her name and tried to find conversation with her.

She told me to call her Sister Su.

I really thought she was Shen Yunsu, but this Su is not that Su.

After I returned home, my mother’s desire to control me became stronger and stronger, and I could only endure the humiliation.

Three years later, I finally had some power.

The people my mother arranged to be around me gradually became my people.

When I learned that Sister Su was banished to the cold palace, I was extremely worried.

I went to look for her, and seeing how thin she was, my heart ached.

Maybe this feeling is concern, my concern for Sister Su.

But Sister Su said, she is not her! In fact, the first time I saw Sister Su lying in the cold palace, I knew that she was not her.

Although the two look exactly the same, the charm in their eyes is different.

If you look carefully, you can see it at a glance.

I rescued Shen Yunsu, released her from the palace, and never contacted her again.

I have also been sending people to look for Sister Su who saved me.

But there are still no clues.

So I tried to do as Sister Su said, to get along with my brothers and sisters, and to find people who truly loved and cared about me.

But what did I get? Hurt, frame-up, and a stab in the back.

Even Rong Xiyue was just approaching me and using me.

I sat on the eaves, looking down at the people passing by below, and suddenly felt it was boring.

Just then, a voice came from my mind and said it could help me find Sister Su.

I have lost trust in everyone, but for Sister Su, I am willing to try again.

That thing brought me close to Rong Xiyue.

I endured my nausea and approached Rong Xiyue, touching her occasionally, either on the back of my hand or hugging her body when I saved her...

That thing took me back to when I was thirteen years old.

I kind of believe in this ability.

It said that I only needed to get engaged to Rong Xiyue and then kill Su Yun, and my sister Su would go back to the surface world with me.

I don’t understand what the outer world or the inner world is. I only know that I’m about to find Sister Su.

I want to ask her, what would happen if no one loves her and no one cares about her?

And sister Su, do you care about me?

Otherwise, why would he save me once or twice without asking for anything in return?

I killed Su Yun, and I was also seriously injured by Qi Lian.

But I forced myself to wake up within an hour, and the first thing I did was to ask what was in my mind.

"I have completed all your requests. Please send me and Sister Su back to the surface world."

But the thing went crazy and said its memory chip was restored.

It says that this is all a given.

It was because I killed Su Yun that it and Su Yun went to the surface world.

I was stunned. "Su Yun went to the outer world."

Su, crispy.

I went crazy and pushed that thing straight into the corner of my mind.

"Is Su Yun the sister Su who saved me?"

"Yes, she is not Sister Su, but your Sister Su. She is a saint. If she didn't save you, how could she be killed by you today?" 001 yelled, knowing that it could not return to the main system space.

I spat out a mouthful of blood and crushed the thing directly, but at the same time, I also suffered the backlash.

He was in a coma for a year before waking up.

This year, Zero has always been by my side taking care of me.

It was also in this year that great changes took place in Daqin.

I have been looking for Sister Su's whereabouts.

I found out that the Su family returned to Beijing. Maybe they knew where Sister Su was.

I ran to ask them.

Su Bing was slashing at me with a kitchen knife. Ling tried to stop him, but I called her.

"Zero, step back. I owe this to the Su family."

Zero and I were in a stalemate for a long time, but finally retreated.

Su Bing stabbed me twenty times and I was half dead.

Zero took me away and took good care of me.

Sister Su, maybe I have found someone who cares about me.

She has always been by my side...

Another six years passed, and I received the news that Sister Su, you were back.

I didn't go to see you.

Maybe it’s because I don’t dare, or maybe it’s more out of guilt.

On New Year's Eve, Ling said he wanted me to visit your house, even if it was just a look from a distance.

It has fulfilled my New Year's wish.

I agree.

Ling supported me, but I was afraid that I wouldn’t live long in my broken body.

I quietly listened to your laughter and joy at the door, and you said, "The family is reunited."

Then I won’t see you anymore. I want to change my New Year’s wish to your family being reunited forever.

She asked as Zero helped me away.

"Master, are you really not going to see Su Yun? Don't you have something to ask her?"

"No need to ask, I've already found the answer." I looked at Ling and smiled. I think I already know what care and love mean.

People who have no love can never learn to love.

But now I am a person who is loved. I have learned to love and to look at the world with different eyes.

After returning to Prince Yi’s Mansion, I said to Ling.

"Zero, leave now, find someone who loves you, and live a good life."

I think love is not about binding, but about letting go.

I don't have many years left to live, and I can't drag Zero down any longer.

Zero simply grabbed my hands and lifted them up.

She kissed me on the lips.

This kiss was particularly hot.

Zero let go of me and smiled.

"Master, Ling is your man in life and your ghost in death."

I froze as I touched my lips, looking at Zero's petite body in confusion.

Obviously, Ling is very petite and always timid in front of me, but I didn't expect that she would be so bold and powerful.

Zero seemed to know what I was thinking.

She pinched my chin and said, "Master, love is not about letting go, but about cherishing every day with the one you love while you are still alive."

"Master, I will teach you what love is."

"Okay." My heart was pounding, and I touched my chest, feeling it getting hot.

It seems like something is about to burst out.

Is this what it means to be loved?

Sister Su, thank you.

Of course, I also want to say sorry to you.

I have found someone who loves me, and I hope you can be reunited with your family forever as you wish.

Many years later, I asked Zero.

"When did you fall in love with me?"

"The moment I became your secret guard." Ling stroked his bulging belly and smiled happily.

My memory goes back to when I was seven years old.

When I was seven years old, I rescued a little beggar, named him Zero, and trained him to be my secret guard.

It turns out that at that time, he had someone who loved him all along! How great...