Chapter 74 Pei Yan will never leave Lu An
Pei Yan was afraid that Lu An would have a fever again in the middle of the night, so he did not sleep soundly. So when Lu An grabbed the clothes on his chest, he woke up immediately. He thought Lu An was awake, and called him happily, "An An, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
Pei Yan did not hear Lu An's answer, he only heard Lu An crying like a little animal.
Pei Yan felt that his pajamas on his chest were soaked, and he felt distressed. He raised his hand and stroked Lu An's back again and again, "An An, don't be afraid, I'm here."
Pei Yan heard Lu An crying, "Don't go, don't abandon me."
In fact, Pei Yan also vaguely realized on the day of the Flower Festival that Lu An might have always been alone in that world. He didn't understand why someone could have the heart to abandon his An An.
His An An was obviously the best person. Pei Yan felt a deep pain in his heart when he saw Lu An sobbing in his arms.
Pei Yan stroked Lu An's back again and again, and said impatiently, "No, I will not leave you, I will not abandon you, and I will not go away."
"Pei Yan will never leave Lu An." The young emperor made a lifelong promise at this moment.
Lu An gradually stopped crying. Pei Yan reached into Lu An's pajamas and was relieved to find that he was not sweating.
Before tonight, Pei Yan had been worried whether Lu An would find the palace too boring and would end up blaming him. Lu An was still too young, and he was afraid that he would not be able to recognize his own heart and would end up wasting half his life in the palace.
Pei Yan was worried for a moment, afraid that Lu An would leave him, but there was no way he would let Lu An go. Just like Lu An said, he would keep Lu An no matter what means he used.
After tonight, he wanted to let Lu An stay with him for the rest of his life. Lu An couldn't take care of himself at all. An An would only be safe under his wings, and he would feel at ease then.
Pei Yan whispered in Lu An's ear, "An An, did you have a hard time in the past? Then stay with me forever. I will take good care of you."
Lu An didn’t know what happened tonight. His last moment of consciousness was when Pei Yan held him in his arms. When Lu An opened his eyes, he felt a headache and weakness all over his body. He was so weak that he almost couldn't stand it anymore.
He licked his dry lips and called out in a hoarse voice, "Pei Yan."
When Eunuch De heard the noise, he rushed into the hall and was overjoyed to see Lu An awake. "Oh, you're awake. I was so worried."
Lu An said weakly: "Eunuch De, I want to drink some water."
Eunuch De cried out "Ouch" and quickly poured a cup of tea.
Lu An drank some water and his throat felt better, but his body was still in pain. He looked at Eunuch De and said sadly, "Your Majesty, have you gone to court?"
Eunuch De glanced at Lu An's expression and said quickly, "That's right. You don't know that the emperor took care of you all night yesterday. He didn't sleep all night and went to court at dawn. Before he left, he told me to take good care of you."
[Eunuch De speaks so fast]
[Pei Yan must be exhausted from taking care of me, and he has to go to court in the morning]
[I miss Pei Yan so much]
[I want to see Pei Yan now]
Seeing that Lu An was in low spirits, Eunuch De said, "The Emperor has ordered the imperial kitchen to prepare some stomach-nourishing porridge. I'll bring it here. Would you like to have a sip?"
Lu An lowered his eyes and said in a muffled voice, "I have no appetite. I'll wait for the emperor to come back and eat together, okay?"
Seeing that Lu An looked pale, Eunuch De did not force him.
Lu An had just laid down when he heard the noise outside. He quickly stood up and looked outside the bed curtain expectantly, trying to see Pei Yan's figure through it.
As soon as Pei Yan came in, he asked Yuan De, "An An, are you awake?"
"Your Majesty, I have just woken up and was waiting for you to come back for dinner." Eunuch De said, bending over.
Pei Yan walked faster after hearing what Eunuch De said, "Nonsense, what are you waiting for?"
Lu An heard what Pei Yan said inside, and he didn’t know why he felt aggrieved. He wanted to be less pretentious and tried hard to suppress his tears, but he felt more and more sour in his heart.
[So fierce]
[I'm already sick, and you're still yelling at me]
When Pei Yan heard the voice, he knew that Lu An had woken up. He quickly pulled open the bed curtains and saw Lu An crying with grievance. When she saw him coming back, she cried with her hands open and said, "Pei Yan, I missed you so much. I woke up, but you were not by my side, and you were still so fierce."
"Wow, Pei Yan, I'm scared." Seeing Pei Yan standing by the bed and looking at him, and not coming to hug him, Lu An felt even more aggrieved, "Why don't you hug me?"
Pei Yan looked at Lu An indifferently and said, "You felt uncomfortable last night, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you call the imperial physician?"
Seeing that Pei Yan was settling accounts with him directly, Lu An didn’t dare to cry anymore. “I thought I was fine. I didn’t expect my health was so bad. Before…” Lu An stopped talking at this moment.
But Pei Yan didn't intend to let him go. "Before...what, why don't you say anything."
Lu An whispered, “It used to be fine after a good night’s sleep.”
Pei Yan knew the answer, but after hearing Lu An's words, he couldn't help but feel distressed. "Did you get sick alone before?"
Lu An didn't say anything. Pei Yan was too fierce, as if he was interrogating a criminal. He couldn't think about it, because if he did he would cry again. Pei Yan didn't try to comfort him, but questioned him with a cold face.
Seeing that Lu An didn't say anything, Pei Yan softened his tone and said, "Answer me, An An."
"Well, it's just me. Pei Yan, I've always been alone, and no one will accompany me."
Lu An could no longer suppress his emotions. He was crying so hard that he was out of breath.
"I don't know why. I've been very good and obedient, but they don't want me. Why Pei Yan? What about you? Will you? Will you not want me?" Lu An looked up at Pei Yan.
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