Girlfriend
Although he had secretly decided to try to accept Xun Guang's feelings, he was still unable to switch from the role of buddy for a while.
But if you think about it carefully, now that he has become a girl, it is precisely because Xun Guang has not changed his attitude towards him and has not looked at him differently that they can still get along well. If you put yourself in his shoes, if you suddenly change your attitude, I think both of them will become uncomfortable.
Let’s spend some time together first.
The next day, Xun Guang drove to pick up Yan Feiyu.
"Have you packed your luggage?" Yan Feiyu asked after he sat firmly in the passenger seat.
"There are still some things that I haven't packed yet," Xun Guang saw him looking at the back seat, so he explained, "I'll go get the car from my friend first, and then I'll come to pick you up to go to school. Your things are still in the dormitory."
"Okay, then I'll wait for you in the car later?" Pulling the seat belt, Yan Feiyu reached out to turn on the air conditioner in the car.
Xun Guang raised his hand to hold Yan Feiyu down: "Have you forgotten your stomachache?"
Yan Feiyu paused and said, "It should be alright, right?" But he withdrew his hand awkwardly.
"You can just leave the window open and drive the car."
His apartment was not far from the school, so they drove even faster. Soon, the two of them arrived downstairs of Xun Guang’s dormitory.
He couldn't get into the men's dormitory, so he could only sit in the car and wait. Fortunately, the weather was not too hot today, and there was a slight breeze. Xun Guang said that he might have to wait a little longer, so he opened the car window and sat in the passenger seat to play the web game that the third brother shared with him yesterday - Merge Watermelon.
I have to say this game is really addictive. He played until midnight yesterday and was so busy that he didn't have time to think about the forum. He was still playing this morning before Xun Guang came, trying to break his own record and try to combine two big watermelons.
Synthetic sound effects were ping-pong, and he was concentrating on competing with the fruits in the game, when suddenly a person stood by the car window. At first he didn't pay attention, thinking he was just passing by, until the person hesitantly said:
"This classmate..."
Upon hearing this voice, Yan Feiyu's hands trembled, and the phone fell directly onto his lap. Isn't this the voice of his ex-girlfriend!
When he looked up, he saw his ex-girlfriend standing next to the car. Seeing his appearance, she apologized to him with a trace of guilt on her face: "I'm sorry, did I scare you by saying that suddenly?"
His ex-girlfriend was named Zhao Bingqian, a junior student in the School of Foreign Affairs, and one of the recognized goddesses of the School of Foreign Affairs. Zhao Bingqian lived up to her name, with a cool and beautiful appearance. What was even more famous than her appearance was her long, straight black hair that looked like silk. Back then, a photo of her turning her head and looking back with her long hair flying dominated the school forum for a long time.
Of course, these were all told to him by the third oldest roommate in their dormitory. The opportunity for him and Zhao Bingqian to fall in love was not that one of them pursued the other, but that he helped the other person once by chance, and then because of the gift in return for the help, the two got in touch, and after a few contacts, they developed a liking for each other and decided to be in a romantic relationship.
Zhao Bingqian was his type, and he felt that they were compatible when they were together, but compared to the naturalness of their relationship, the reason for their breakup made Yan Feiyu feel depressed. He remembered that Zhao Bingqian told him that he felt he was not considerate enough, that his heart was not with her, and that sometimes he even felt that she was not as important as his friends and buddies.
Because of this, he was particularly depressed about the breakup and even went out to get drunk, and then things turned out like this.
In fact, after the breakup, he still didn't quite agree with what Zhao Bingqian said, but since he became a girl, he had a considerate Xun Guang by his side. There was simply no comparison, no harm. Thinking back to his previous straight male behaviors, he could only say that he deserved to be dumped.
After figuring it out, Yan Feiyu couldn't help but feel a little guilty towards the girl in front of him. Seeing that she looked at him with an apologetic look on her face, he quickly shook his head and said, "It's okay, it's okay."
Seeing that Zhao Bingqian was still standing beside the car, Yan Feiyu thought that he might have something to say to him. Although he was confused, he still opened the car door, got out of the car and stood next to her.
"Do you have something to tell me?"
As expected, as soon as these words came out, Zhao Bingqian's face was stained with a trace of struggle, and after a while she spoke: "Yes, I want to ask, are you and Xun Guang in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship?"
This question made Yan Feiyu confused. He remembered that even though Xun Guang was his best buddy, Zhao Bingqian's attitude towards him was always lukewarm. She even complained to him several times, saying that he spent more time with Xun Guang than with her. Why did she suddenly think of asking about Xun Guang's relationship problems now?
"Uh, my sister... No," Yan Feiyu thought for a moment and didn't answer directly, "I'm Yan Feiyu's sister."
The girl in front of him looked a little disappointed after hearing his answer: "Really? From this point of view, you and Yan Feiyu do look alike..." She raised her eyes to look at Yan Feiyu, then quickly looked away, "He also has a younger sister, he never told me about it, he really..."
After all, Yan Feiyu had talked with Zhao Bingqian for a while, and hearing her tone, he felt something was wrong. Although Zhao Bingqian looked cold, she was actually a sensitive girl. When she was with him, she especially cared about the trust between each other, so she had to know everything about his parents and relatives, as well as his friends and brothers. Now she probably misunderstood that he didn't tell her the truth at the beginning.
"Ah, it's my cousin!" Although they broke up, he didn't want the misunderstanding to deepen, so Yan Feiyu quickly tried to make amends, "We have a lot of relatives in our family, and my brother may not have mentioned me to you."
"Did your brother mention me to you?" Zhao Bingqian's eyes lit up when she heard this. Yan Feiyu was stunned for a moment and quickly said, "Oh, of course! My brother said... that you are an especially good girl."
"If that's the case, why didn't you try to get me back after we broke up?" Zhao Bingqian looked resentful, "You didn't even send me a WeChat message again."
Yan Feiyu was stunned. Didn't the other party ask for a breakup? He wasn't the type to cling to her after a breakup, so he definitely wouldn't contact her after the breakup! Why did Zhao Bingqian seem to be blaming him now?
"I remember..." Yan Feiyu asked cautiously, "You were the one who dumped my brother, right?"
Zhao Bingqian pursed her lips, looked at Yan Feiyu rather aggrievedly, and said, "That was just a momentary angry remark. You are also a girl, you should understand, right?"
Yan Feiyu: “…” He didn’t understand, he really didn’t understand!
Zhao Bingqian didn't notice Yan Feiyu's tangled expression and continued, "Generally speaking, if a girl says something like this, her boyfriend will come over to comfort her, right? In the end, he really broke up with me. Doesn't this mean he doesn't care about me?"
Yan Feiyu felt a little aggrieved. In all honesty, the other party was so determined when he said breakup, how could he tell that it was just a rant... He didn't contact her after the breakup just because he didn't want to cause trouble for her! But he couldn't explain it now, so he could only hold it in.
"I've long felt that his mind wasn't on me. I didn't really care at first. After all, most boys are like this. Games, ball games, and brother gatherings are more important than girlfriends."
In fact, what Zhao Bingqian didn't say was that the reason she was with Yan Feiyu in the first place was also due to the instigation of her friends and her hidden vanity.
Yan Feiyu and Xun Guang can be said to be the two most popular faces in their school. Since they entered the school, the former school idols have become less attractive. However, the two are good friends and are inseparable. When they appear on campus, it is a double visual feast.
For a while, many girls tried their best to be two people's girlfriends.
Compared to Xun Guang, who keeps a certain distance from both men and women, Yan Feiyu is much more approachable, and his criteria for choosing a girlfriend are very specific. He likes people like Zhao Bingqian.
Since Yan Feiyu was in college, many of Zhao Bingqian's classmates have been paying attention to him. After seeing the photos of Yan Feiyu's girlfriend, her roommates and good friends always said to her: "Yan Feiyu likes your type. Who knows, Yan Feiyu might pursue you."
Whenever this happened, Zhao Bingqian would always smile reservedly and say lightly, "Stop joking", then turn around and see the photo of Yan Feiyu and his girlfriend on the forum, but unconsciously want to replace the girl next to the other person with herself.
However, the two people were in different departments and had almost no interactions. Zhao Bingqian was still unable to let go of her reserve, so the two did not really come into contact until their junior year.
It was through that opportunity that Zhao Bingqian and Yan Feiyu got together.
After being together with Yan Feiyu, her classmates and friends either looked at her with envy and jealousy, or said that she was worthy of being such a girl as she could even win over Yan Feiyu.
Zhao Bingqian never explained what she heard. It is undeniable that being with Yan Feiyu satisfied her vanity to a great extent. Her friends said a lot about her, and she also felt that she was special to Yan Feiyu, but after dating, she always felt that Yan Feiyu spent very little time with her, which made her feel insecure.
At this time, someone criticized her and reminded her that Yan Feiyu could not get along with any of his girlfriends for long, so she felt a sense of crisis and started to get stuck in a dead end, desperately wanting Yan Feiyu to use various methods to prove that he cared about her.
The last time was when she broke up with him. Thinking back on the past, she couldn't help but wonder, if she wasn't so easily influenced by others, would Yan Feiyu have broken up with her?
But there was no point in thinking too much now. Yan Feiyu had already broken up with her. No matter how much she said in front of his sister, it would only make things difficult for him.
"Forget it, I didn't come to you to talk about this." Zhao Bingqian forced a smile and said, "Actually, since you're not from our school, you might not know, but these past two days someone took a picture of you and Xun Guang and posted it on our school forum. Everyone said you were his girlfriend."
Yan Feiyu nodded, and then listened to Zhao Bingqian say: "I just saw Xun Guang from a distance. Actually, I should have told Xun Guang, but..."
Zhao Bingqian didn't finish her sentence, and a little embarrassment appeared on her face: "When I was dating your brother, I felt that your brother and Xun Guang were too close, so I said some angry words to my best friend. Then, these two days, because your brother and I broke up, my best friend said some unpleasant things on the forum to vent my anger, so I wanted to apologize to you."
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