In the following two months, Guan Jinghua often went out for several days at a time. It seemed that the Xu family was no longer her residence. She came back just to see if Xu Mei had returned home.
After searching for a long time, her mental state gradually became abnormal and she would often squat on the ground and cry loudly.
"Xiaomei has never left me. I don't even know how she's doing now, or if she's been bullied."
The Xu family father and son disliked her and thought she was embarrassing, so they moved out of the compound and sent her to a nursing home.
At the beginning, Guan Jinghua struggled to leave the country and continue looking for her daughter, and was extremely uncooperative with the treatment.
Later, she was frequently injected with sedatives, which caused severe damage to her brain nerves and she was less and less awake.
But even so, she was extremely resistant to visits from Xu's family. She hated her husband and son, and she hated herself even more.
She attempted suicide but failed. From then on, she never dared to commit suicide again because she was afraid that Xiaomei would come back to find her mother one day.
What if she misses her mother but her mother is gone?
For many years afterwards, she lived in a daze, until Ji Fangshu brought her a newspaper.
The female reporter in the newspaper looked very similar to her own Xiaomei, so she knew at a glance that this must be Xiaomei's daughter.
From Ji Fangshu, she soon learned that her daughter had passed away for many years. At that time, Guan Jinghua's hands were shaking.
Looking at Ji Fangshu's calculating eyes, she made up her mind at that moment to personally sever the last blood relationship between them.
This was also the last thing she could do for her daughter.
Later, Xu Mu brought a pregnant woman and a child to see her, and said insinuatingly that her granddaughter had made great progress, her husband's family was very good, and she was the biological daughter of the Chief of General Staff.
Guan Jinghua still refused to admit it. She could not fulfill her wish of making a skirt for her granddaughter, and it would no longer be a burden on her life.
Xu Mu's wife gave birth to another boy, and the family came less and less often.
Xu Jueping died, and she finally began to become completely confused.
On her daughter's birthday, she regained consciousness briefly, changed her clothes, leaned on the bed, and cried all the time.
Tears flowed from the corners of her wrinkled eyes, across her nose, and onto her ears and hair. Her consciousness gradually became blurred.
Xiaomei died while fighting a fire. It must have been painful to be burned to death, just like the heartache she had just felt when she learned about it.
Is she afraid? Will she miss her mother? Her daughter is still so young, and she is not even in her biological father's home. Xiaomei must be very worried.
How hard was he pushed to be that he hadn't dreamed of his mother in all these years? Not even a single word of help.
She must not have forgiven herself.
It's dark,
The lights in the room were turned off at a fixed time, and in the pitch-black room, only the trembling Guan Jinghua was left.
Death was probably standing before her.
Guan Jinghua looked at the light coming in from outside and felt her heartbeat gradually weakening. She suddenly felt a little scared. The fear of death might be engraved in the genetic sequence of every human being.
If she can do it, is Xiaomei even better?
In the last moment of life,
Her treasure is her young daughter who is still at home.
Or are you missing your mother who is thousands of miles away?
——Lady Xu’s Extra Chapter·End——
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Ps: I cried as long as I wrote.
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