Shen Xian did not refuse Zhou Wan's proposal.
In fact, he also enjoys this "home" feeling.
Although he knew that one day, Zhou Wan and Qingqing would leave him.
But at this stage, Shen Xian feels that he is slowly being healed.
Lin Zhixia had caused him too much harm.
How big is it?
In order to prevent Lin Zhixia from being all over his mind, he plunged into a sea of questions, doing them all the time.
Only in this way, he would not think of Lin Zhixia at that time.
Because every time he thought of it, he felt like his heart was going to stop beating.
Before falling asleep at night, he would fall into endless internal friction and could not sleep well at night.
Once I closed my eyes, all I could think of was Lin Zhixia.
In his sleep, Lin Zhixia kept leaving and then coming back, but then left again.
Every time he woke up, he felt like he couldn't go on.
It took him six or seven years to come out of this horrific internal conflict.
Then I met Liu Ruyun.
The appearance of Liu Ruyun did not actually heal him much, it was more the sense of responsibility that was at work.
He thought that he had taken Liu Ruyun's virginity, and he felt that he should be responsible.
So he tried his best to be nice to Liu Ruyun, giving her whatever she wanted, presenting the image of an extremely love-brained person.
But in fact, Liu Ruyun had never made his heart beat.
It was at that time that he discovered that he had lost the ability to love others and the ability to be moved.
On the street and in various occasions, when he sees women wearing cool, sexy and beautiful clothes, he still has an instinctive physiological reaction.
But there is no love.
Shen Xian didn't want to experience this kind of pain a second time.
The harm caused by Lin Zhixia is still continuing.
"Chen Xian, what kind of woman do you like?" Zhou Wan suddenly turned her head and looked at Chen Xian.
With Shen Xian's emotional intelligence, he naturally knew what kind of answer she wanted.
So he looked at Zhou Wan seriously, his eyes full of affection: "She is mature and independent, emotionally stable, but at the same time she has personality. Others think she has a bad temper, but in my opinion, this is her personality. I like women like this."
When Zhou Wan heard this, a layer of pink quietly climbed up her slender neck like white jade, and then spread to her face.
This... is talking about me!
She is a rebellious person and always says one thing and means another.
Everyone said she had a bad temper.
But Chen Xian actually said that this is personality, and he likes this kind of personality?
He is teasing me!
But his eyes are so affectionate, they are full of me!
But I like the postman.
Besides, Ning Cai wants to develop a relationship with him.
To sum up, I can't get emotionally entangled with him.
Thinking of this, Zhou Wan lowered her head and used the towel to block Shen Xian's gaze while wiping her hair.
mock up.
Can't cure you?
Go to bed now!
This is Shen Xian’s idea.
But Zhou Wan had no intention of going to bed, and the two of them fell into silence.
After a long time, Zhou Wan spoke again: "Can you tell me about your experience?"
She instinctively felt that Chen Xian had many stories, such as the woman standing with Chen Xian on the yacht.
It was obvious that the two of them knew each other.
"I am always alone." Shen Xian said with a smile.
Zhou Wan was stunned, not understanding what it meant, and just looked at Shen Xian quietly.
Chen Xian sighed: "Do you know why I agreed to let you and Qingqing stay? Because you gave me the feeling of home. When I was a child, it was just me and my grandfather at the New Year's Eve dinner. Later, at the New Year's Eve dinner, there was only me and a plate of dumplings sent by my aunt."
The more lively the time is, the easier it is to feel lonely.
The time when Chen Xian feels most lonely is during the Chinese New Year.
Outside, there were thousands of lights and laughter, but he was the only one there.
Liu Ruyun wanted to be with her family and returned to her mother's city, while Xiao Yang wanted to be with his parents.
Zhou Wan's eyes became extremely gentle, and she felt the softness in her heart was touched.
She once again felt a sad emotion in Shen Xian, lonely and lifeless.
"Where are your parents?" Finally, Zhou Wan couldn't help but asked.
"I don't know, but I know that their greatest contribution is probably giving birth to me, but not raising me." There was a hint of sarcasm in Shen Xian's tone.
Modern society is so developed, isn’t it easy to find someone?
Three years ago, I appeared on the screen frequently, but they didn’t notice?
Also, when Xiao Yang's father, Xiao Zhengchun, went to Haicheng to discuss business, he met a middle-aged man who looked somewhat similar to himself. His family also lost a son.
Xiao Zhengchun once talked to that man and said that he met a young man in Nanzhou who was the same age as your lost son.
But the man's attitude was very indifferent. He just said, "Mr. Xiao, please don't talk nonsense. My son is not lost. I only have one son in my life, and he just graduated from college."
From that time on, Chen Xian knew that no matter what the reason was for him and his parents to be lost, they didn't seem to care.
If you don’t care, then don’t care.
Anyway, I have managed to get through these years on my own.
Zhou Wan's heart ached: "Your childhood must have been very hard, right?"
This was the first time Shen Xian opened his heart to a woman, he had never even told Liu Ruyun about it.
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