Chapter 49 I want you to live well and hear Xiangliu's...
When Zhu Huai heard Xiangliu's words, an expression of surprise flashed across his face, and then he became calm.
How perceptive, Zhu Huai thought, or was it because Xiangliu knew him too well?
Zhu Huai had no need to hide anything from Xiang Liu. He simply blinked and wiped the blood off his face, revealing a handsome, fair complexion. Zhu Huai said, "Are you scared?"
Xiang Liu's eyes flickered slightly. He lowered his head, rubbing his tall nose against Zhu Huai's face, and kissed him clingingly. Xiang Liu said, "Have you decided to join him in dealing with me?"
His voice was low and pleasant, with a hint of magnetism, as he muttered to himself, "What should I do with you? Zhu Huai, between him and me, you ultimately chose him."
This sentence made Zhu Huai's heart tremble. Xiang Liu looked at him straight, making Zhu Huai meet those scarlet blood eyes. He seemed to be able to see the suppressed dissatisfaction and strong desire in them, like a burning volcano. Just one look from afar would engulf him in the red flames that would burn the world.
Zhu Huai is now sitting in Xiang Liu's arms. The other party only needs to stretch out his hand to grab him and imprison him in his heart, in a place that only he can know, and use the most extreme and twisted means to confirm his ownership of Zhu Huai.
He could also easily suppress all of Zhu Huai's resistance and struggle, and watch Zhu Huai constantly begging for mercy. All his pleas would be like a prisoner falling into the deep sea, turning into a series of rising bubbles and being crushed by the vast sea.
A strong sense of danger came over him. Zhu Huai turned his face slightly and felt Xiang Liu rubbing against his face. His tall nose brushed against his cheek. The warm touch slowly suppressed the sense of intimidation brought by the behemoth. Zhu Huai's heart calmed down. Xiang Liu nestled in the crook of his neck and kissed his neck devoutly.
He sat on the lotus platform and was worshipped by thousands of ghosts, but it seemed as if he was the believer who was doing his best to worship the gods and hoping for their grace.
Zhu Huai's heart slowly calmed down at Xiang Liu's gesture. Listening to the gradually steady heartbeat that radiated pity for him, Xiang Liu's eyes flickered slightly. He hugged the person in front of him tightly and said, "I'm a little sad."
Xiang Liu said, "You seem to prefer your original body, but is the love your other clones have for you even a little bit weaker than your original body?"
He pinched Zhu Huai's chin hard, and the blue veins on the back of his jade-like hand were clearly visible.
This hand that could crush everything didn't release the slightest bit of power that would make Zhu Huai feel uncomfortable. Xiang Liu held Zhu Huai's face and said, "Wouldn't it be better if you liked me a little more?"
His tall nose rubbed against Zhu Huai's face, licking the bloodstains on his face. The heat all over his body was warm, and a fragrance that made people tremble with excitement and even their nerve endings trembled faintly.
Even though Xiangliu's behavior and aura were so evil and bewitching, he only showed this side of himself in front of Zhu Huai. What really attracted Zhu Huai was the sincere and strong emotion in his eyes.
Like a coquettish red dragon, Zhu Huai was held tightly by him. He wanted to push away the person in front of him, but hesitated for a moment as if pushing him away would hurt Xiang Liu's heart.
Zhu Huai sighed: "You did it on purpose."
He said, "I never said I didn't like you."
Xiangliu's eyes lit up slightly as he heard the human in his arms say, "I just hope you won't do those dangerous things again. If you want to harm the human world and stir up those world-destroying disasters, no matter if you are the so-called clone or the original body, I will not allow you to do that."
At this point, Zhu Huai, who had always been partial to Prime Minister Liu, finally said sternly, "And I cannot allow you to hurt yourself or even kill yourself."
After saying this, Zhu Huai softened his tone and said to Xiang Liu: "Besides this, if you want to do anything else, how could I possibly hinder you? As long as it doesn't harm the world or yourself, I will do whatever you want..."
He was halfway through his words and wanted to see Xiangliu's expression, but his voice got stuck in his throat like a stone.
Because Xiangliu in front of him was smiling, he smiled with his sharp teeth exposed, and licked his lips hard, as if trying to suppress the excitement in his heart, like a ferocious beast that smelled blood.
Zhu Huai could see that Xiangliu was just putting on an act for him. Every time this guy acted pitiful, he couldn't help but take the bait.
It's like knowing that you can pretend to be pitiful to please your partner, but you really can't control the twisted desires in your heart.
Looking at him like this, Zhu Huai really couldn't say a word. He was so angry that his eyes turned cold.
Xiangliu came back to his senses and said, "Zhu Huai, you are so kind to me."
A big slap landed on Xiangliu's forehead. Zhu Huai seemed to have touched something, a hot dragon horn. His fingertips paused, and his fingertips touched along the arc. It felt warm, like blood jade, but inside it flowed magma-like blood marrow, emitting a scorching temperature.
The dragon horn is naturally one of the most important parts of the dragon clan. When his dragon horn was held in Zhu Huai's hand, Xiang Liu lowered his head and let Zhu Huai stroke his horn back and forth, and occasionally dropped a few kisses on Zhu Huai's warm skin.
"Zhu Huai, since you feel sorry for me, can you please love me a little more?" Xiang Liu said.
Zhu Huai looked suspicious, and he decided to listen to what Xiang Liu wanted to do first.
"What do you want me to do?" Zhu Huai asked directly.
Xiangliu said, "I want you to kiss me."
Zhu Huai looked him up and down. That's it?
He went up and kissed Xiangliu, a big smack! It was just a small request, and Zhu Huai regarded it as a little interest of Xiangliu.
"I want you to love me and only me."
Zhu Huai narrowed his eyes slightly and said, "To me, all the clones and the original body together make up one person."
Xiang Liu smiled and said, "But I can also let us just be 'I'."
"This is impossible." Zhu Huai said mercilessly. There was indeed a dangerous trap in Xiangliu's words, but Zhu Huai had seen through him. The words of sacrifice to the gods carried some invisible power. If Zhu Huai had promised him something just now, it might really cause some dangerous consequences.
Zhu Huai was not aware of the danger involved, but he was keenly aware that Xiang Liu had ill intentions. Before Xiang Liu could say anything else, Zhu Huai said, "Come to think of it, I want something too."
Zhu Huai sat on Xiang Liu's body. He was not wearing any clothes, but he didn't feel cold. The person next to him was warm, making Zhu Huai feel like he was wrapped in a warm flame. In addition to feeling endless warmth and tolerance, it also meant the danger of being swallowed by the flames at any time.
He is not afraid of Xiangliu, so this flame will always be gentle in front of him.
But at the same time, Zhu Huai couldn't help but think that if he had kept his distance from Xiang Liu from the beginning, hated him, and excluded him, or if he didn't like Liu Xiang, but just accidentally broke into the Liu family and was trapped there forever by a powerful sacrificial god, then the hot flame in front of him might destroy him the moment he showed any resistance.
Such extreme love itself is twisted and crazy. Zhu Huai did not forget who Xiangliu is because of his favoritism towards him. He always knew who Xiangliu was.
But knowing this, knowing what kind of person Liu Xiang is, and still staying by his side... this sounds a bit crazy.
Zhu Huai raised his head and smiled at Xiang Liu. His smile was so dazzling and bright, adding to his already clear face. Even the blood color on his body could not conceal this temperament. Zhu Huai said, "I want you and Xiang Liu to be reunited."
Xiangliu felt a strong aura coming from Zhu Huai. His Zhu Huai had never been a partner who could be bullied. He would also take the initiative to express his desires and demands to Xiangliu.
Very cute.
Xiangliu thought that he should meet his wife's request. He was not surprised. Xiangliu even thought that Zhu Huai had made this request to him earlier.
Perhaps it was because of doting, or perhaps he believed that the conflict between him and his original body could still be reversed, or perhaps after knowing that Xiangliu might take action against the human world and cause a greater crisis, the balance in Zhu Huai's heart finally tipped to one side, and he questioned him at this moment.
When Xiangliu was staring at Zhu Huai, Zhu Huai, as he expected, was protecting Xiangliu in his own way.
He loved him.
He felt a little sweet and a little distressed.
If he rejected Zhu Huai now, locked him up and imprisoned him forever in the den of ghosts, his beloved partner might be hurt. Not only would she stop loving him, she might even resent and hate him.
But if he agreed to Zhu Huai and merged with that waste, Xiang Liu would feel a little unwilling from the bottom of his heart, because he thought Liu Xiang was not worthy.
Xiangliu's fingertips were ready to move, and some dark and twisted thoughts were wriggling in the darkness like hideous phantoms reflected by flames, revealing a terrifying and disturbing corner.
...There are many ways to make Zhu Huai willingly and happily live in the ghost cave and stay with him forever.
Do you want to do that?
Xiangliu only needs to open his mouth and use the power of words to instill any idea he wants into Zhu Huai, making Zhu Huai his obedient wife at that moment.
The ghost's eyes flickered slightly, and he concealed the dark color in his eyes and said to Zhu Huai, "Isn't that what I am doing now?"
Zhu Huai said, "You want to devour the other clones and the original body, and then become the original body yourself."
Zhu Huai frowned and looked at Xiangliu's expression. He always felt that he was thinking about something terrible just now.
Xiangliu was still reluctant to hurt Zhu Huai. He was crazy and twisted, and embodied the greatest evil in the world. He was the Zhulong who devoured all the evil spirits in the den. Even his original body could not control him.
He could break off his own dragon horn for a joke from his beloved, and find ways to merge the two worlds, allowing Zhu Huai to live the most comfortable life and taking away all the treasures in the world for him.
But such a crazy Zhulong would only bow down to one person, as if he was holding a pearl born in his heart. Xiangliu certainly couldn't bear to do anything to Zhu Huai - unless Zhu Huai wanted to leave him.
In other words, when Xiangliu realized that Zhu Huai did not love him, or thought that he could not hear the heartbeat he wanted from Zhu Huai, the ghosts and gods in front of him would instantly turn into the most hideous and twisted evil spirits.
But fortunately, Zhu Huai loves him very much.
So Xiangliu just lowered his head and said, "Is this your wish?"
Zhu Huai nodded.
"I will fulfill all your wishes, but... if this wish conflicts with my own, I can only choose a more compromise method."
Xiangliu said, "Prove to me that he is stronger than me, prove to me that he can protect you."
Xiangliu gently stroked Zhu Huai's face and said to him tenderly, "As long as you prove this, I will turn into a heart again and be controlled by you willingly."
Not by Liu Xiang, but by Zhu Huai.
After all, if Xiangliu followed his original idea, if he really wanted to fight with the original body, then Xiangliu would never give up until he killed the other party or died.
"After all, you still have to fight against the original body and do those things!" Zhu Huai frowned.
Xiang Liu smiled and said, "I'm doing this for your own good, Zhu Huai."
He looked at Zhu Huai in front of him, with a smile on his face and lips, but the smile in his eyes was suppressed into a deep crimson, almost pitch black, revealing an indescribable dark color: "I know what I'm doing, Zhu Huai, I don't want to lose you again, and I don't want to see you hurt again. Can you understand the feeling of having the treasure you carefully protected destroyed so easily?"
"I know," Xiangliu said. "So I'm thinking, since they treated you this way, I'm going to repay them a thousandfold, ten thousandfold. At the same time, I won't forgive the culprit who caused all this. I want them to suffer deeper and more intensely than I did."
"Then I will protect my things well."
He moved closer to Zhu Huai, his voice almost magical, as if he was embracing a dream of his own.
He said: "If I don't do this, I will not be myself. I am the heart. The meaning of my existence is to burn for the people I love."
Xiangliu said: "Since you think I am wrong, since my original body thinks I am wrong, then come and stop me. If you don't stop me, I will continue to burn like this."
Zhu Huai listened to the voice coming from his ears. He held the warm hand and was held in Xiangliu's arms. From such twisted words, he seemed to taste a hint of pain hidden underneath.
It's like a person who has lost everything and finally has a chance to start over again, so he becomes obsessed and wants to protect his partner at all costs, even if it means locking the other person in a precise glass jar, even if it means paying any price.
Xiangliu is the one who has memories, so in his memory, Zhu Huai died in his previous life because of his original body.
He could not forgive or reconcile, because he was just a heart, and no matter what he said to a heart that was awakened by Zhu Huai and existed only to love him, he could not change his mind.
Because there is nothing in His mind other than Zhu Huai.
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Zhu Huai seemed to suddenly understand something. He opened his eyes and found himself in the arms of Liu Xiang. Mu Xiang and Shui Xiang were like two exquisite little dolls, lying in his arms and hugging him tightly.
The person who was hugging him was also an irreplaceable person for Zhu Huai.
He recalled what had happened in the past. Liu Xiang from his previous life died in front of him. His body was cold and heavy. When Liu Yao replaced Liu Xiang and came in front of him, Zhu Huai strangely did not feel much fear in his heart. Instead, he looked at Liu Yao with a somewhat unhappy look.
Only then did he realize what he was thinking at the time: he thought Liu Yao should not occupy Liu Xiang's position.
What was he thinking about when he was lying in Liu Xiang's arms?
He seemed to feel that Liu Xiang was very cold. He tried his best to warm him up and hugged the body tightly. He wanted Liu Xiang to wake up, even if it was just to say a word to him.
However, Zhu Huai died very soon. After he was reborn, Liu Xiang came to his side very quickly. Before he could realize what had happened, he got rid of the state of losing Liu Xiang and returned to his side.
Now that I think about it, if he had remained silent in that sadness, no matter how much he tried to calm down, such intense pain would have slowly transformed into unsolvable resentment, and then be completely engraved in his heart.
Zhu Huai took a deep breath. He began to understand what Xiang Liu was worried about. Even now, when he heard that someone wanted to attack Xiang Liu, uncontrollable murderous intent and hatred suddenly emerged in his heart.
The emotion was so intense and sharp that Zhu Huai seemed to change into a person he could not understand in an instant. He just wanted to kill those people.
Therefore, for Xiangliu, who is already paranoid, the feelings that Zhu Huai feels may be several times or even a hundred times stronger for Xiangliu.
He turned over in Liu Xiang's arms, hugged the two exquisite figures, and held them tightly in his arms. Zhu Huai reached out and poked Liu Xiang's face.
"Wake up," he said. "I have a lot to tell you."
Zhu Huai held Xiang Liu's hand and leaned into his arms. You are not the only one who feels resentment and pain and cannot let go. However, no matter how painful it is, if you recall it over and over again, it is tantamount to self-torture. Zhu Huai wants Xiang Liu to break free from that pain and see clearly that after living a new life, he can save everything.
They already have another chance. Zhu Huai wants to untie Xiangliu's knot and pull him forward.
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The author has something to say: Xiang Liu: I hate, I hate everyone, you (the body), you (water element) and you (wood element), you are all trash
Zhu Huai: It’s okay
Xiangliu: I hate all of you, go die
Zhu Huai: I am here
Xiang Liu: You are all trash, everyone wants to hurt my wife (PTSD + control freak + possessiveness + paranoia) all die, I want to rule the world and create the biggest cage for Zhu Huai
Zhu Huai: Calm down!
In fact, Xiangliu and Liu Xiang are one and the same. What Xiangliu is thinking about now is Liu Xiang's materialized heart knot and real dark thoughts. In summary, it is the mental journey of an old man going crazy.
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