Chapter 195 No
Zhu Yingyan knew that Song Zichuan was interested in her in her previous life.
Otherwise, she would not have taken the initiative to connect Song Zichuan and Xiao Miluo and actively paved a path for Song Zichuan.
It was nothing for Song Zichuan to marry Xiao Miluo, because Xiao Miluo had a high status.
But Qiufen was nothing, and she dared to covet Song Zichuan.
This was an insult to Zhu Yingyan, an insult to her.
"If you want to follow Mr. Song, you can only have the status of a concubine at most."
"I can't shamelessly force Mr. Song to make you a concubine as a benefactor, do you understand?"
Zhu Yingyan exposed Qiufen's little thoughts.
How could her friendship with Song Zichuan be wasted on Qiufen.
If she hadn't been unable to find another maid that suited her, Zhu Yingyan really wanted to replace Qiufen, who was so imaginative.
Hearing Zhu Yingyan's words, Qiufen's shy face immediately turned into a white face, and her body began to sway.
She also knew that her love for Mr. Song was just a foolish dream.
But why couldn't she do it herself? Even
if we take a step back, their family is filial and loyal to the eldest lady, and they have done a lot for her .
The eldest lady has arranged a way out for her, and she is matched with Mr. Song as a concubine. Why can't it be possible?
All of this has nothing to do with whether she is worthy or not, but only whether the eldest lady is willing or not.
After thinking about this, Qiufen's hands and feet were cold, but her heart was cold.
She didn't understand why the young lady was so ruthless to her when she followed the young lady so loyally
, without even a bit of mercy...
Qiufen, who was heartbroken, didn't dare to fight back. She could only bite her lip, lower her head, and whispered:
"Young lady, I know my identity. There is a world of difference between me and Mr. Song, and I dare not have any extravagant expectations."
"If you are worried, I will not go to see Mr. Song in the future."
"Young lady, please arrange someone else to see Mr. Song."
When talking about this situation, Qiufen's eyes were red with grievance, and her eyeballs were circling.
If it weren't for Zhu Yingyan's work, Qiufen, a little maid in the inner house, would have no chance to know and contact Song Zichuan.
Qiufen's feelings for Song Zichuan were still caused by Zhu Yingyan.
In the end, Qiufen was criticized by Zhu Yingyan for nothing, and Qiufen felt very upset.
Qiufen's words made Zhu Yingyan's face change:
"If I arrange for someone else to meet Song Zichuan, would you really be happy?"
Qiufen smiled bitterly:
"I am just a maid who works for the young lady. Mr. Song has never looked at me much."
"For such things, how can I be willing or not? I will naturally listen to the arrangement of the young lady." "
The young lady is only thinking about my own good. I know I am not worthy of Mr. Song. It is also a good thing for me that the young lady is willing to let someone else meet Mr. Song."
At this point, Qiufen seemed a little bit angry.
"My status is low, and Mr. Song is as handsome as the moon. I have seen this many times, and I can't control my heart."
"Fortunately, the eldest lady sympathizes with me. In the future, if I can't see Mr. Song, I will naturally stop thinking about it."
She is a little girl, and except for the servants in the mansion, she can't see any men at all.
The eldest lady blamed her for being obsessed and delusional, but to be honest, it was all the eldest lady's fault.
Qiufen's eyes are not blind, she can see who Song Zichuan really likes.
It is also because she can see the thoughts of Song Zichuan's own eldest lady, but her own eldest lady also thinks highly of Song Zichuan.
Even when the eldest lady mentioned Song Zichuan just now, she insisted that
unless Song Zichuan did not participate in the imperial examination, he would definitely be on the list.
She thought the eldest lady was also interested in Song Zichuan.
If the eldest lady marries Song Zichuan, she will be a dowry maid.
As a maidservant who came with the dowry, she served the new aunt when the eldest daughter was unwell. This was a common thing in aristocratic families.
If it weren't for all these things that made her have delusions, she wouldn't have done it.
But now, Qiufen calmed down.
After all, she had served Zhu Yingyan for so long .
I'm afraid even Madam Sun, her biological mother, didn't understand Zhu Yingyan as well as Qiufen.
After hearing Zhu Yingyan's tone when she mentioned Song Zichuan again and again, Qiufen finally realized today that
although her eldest daughter was optimistic about Song Zichuan, she didn't plan to marry him.
At this time, Qiufen remembered that Zhu Yingyan had asked Zhu Shijie to bring Song Zichuan to Zhu Xuntao, and
Qiufen understood more and more in her heart.
The mess here is not something a little girl like her can get involved in.
This time, she can just get away from this matter.
Qiufen meets Song Zichuan from time to time, and she couldn't help but be moved. Today she realized the danger.
She is Zhu Yingyan's person, so it's fine if no one knows about this.
Once it is known, it will be difficult to clear up the relationship between Zhu Yingyan and Song Zichuan.
Zhu Yingyan wants to be innocent with Song Zichuan, and how can her personal maid avoid being seen? She
often interacts with Song Zichuan and gives things to each other. It can't be that Song Zichuan likes Qiufen, a little girl, right?
The matter has become a big deal. In order to protect Zhu Yingyan, the Zhu family
must push Qiufen, who has contact with Song Zichuan, out.
Qiufen wanted to make money, but she didn't want to die.
After she came to her senses, Qiufen was even more unwilling to go to see Song Zichuan for Zhu Yingyan.
The word "lust" is like a knife hanging over your head, and it applies to both men and women.
She almost lost her life because of a Mr. Song!
Although Zhu Yingyan was not happy with Qiufen's intention to hit on Song Zichuan,
and felt that Qiufen was not worthy, she really had no intention of letting others help her get in touch with Song Zichuan.
She said that just now, just to scare Qiufen, so that Qiufen would remember his duties and not do anything unfaithful.
She had other plans for Song Zichuan, and she didn't want Song Zichuan to marry a woman casually.
Even if Song Zichuan had his own abilities, if he was allowed to marry a good wife,
Song Zichuan's life would be smoother than his previous life, and she would be able to help her more.
Only by pushing Song Zichuan into the court as soon as possible, could she let Song Zichuan help her dethrone the prince.
Until today, Zhu Yingyan has never forgotten her goal after her rebirth.
But at this moment, Zhu Yingyan seemed to have scolded Qiufen too much and frightened the little girl.
"It's okay, as long as you remember that there is no possibility for you and Mr. Song to be together, I will not make it difficult for you and allow you to meet Mr. Song."
Zhu Yingyan had always concealed the fact that she had contact with Song Zichuan, not wanting anyone to find out. Whether
a girl in the family has a private relationship with a man outside the family is serious or not
can be seen from the dish of dirty water that Zhu Yingyan splashed on Zhu Xuntao.
Zhu Yingyan didn't want Qiufen to delay Song Zichuan, and she didn't want to be delayed by Song Zichuan.