"Am I bad enough for making a fool of myself?" Ji Yue asked dejectedly on the way back.
Xiao Xiao didn't say anything, just gave her a hug.
Just as she wished someone had given her a hug long ago.
"You once said that my mother loves me, but why can't I feel it at all?" Ji Yue asked Xiao Xiao.
At this time, Xiao Xiao had no time to think about when she said these words to her, and only comforted her, "You said you were hungry, and what you wanted to eat was obviously rice, but your mother served you a bowl of noodles. This is not because she doesn't love you, but it's just that you don't like it.
In fact, you can choose to like rice. The same goes for cultivation. You can actually choose to be a swordsman. "
Ji Yue was silent for a moment, then shook her head, "I'm not so selfish."
She was taught from a young age to devote everything to her family and clan, and that her personal preferences and wishes must be put in a secondary position.
Xiao Xiao: "Living the way you want is not selfish, but asking others to live the way you want is selfish. Becoming a swordsman does not mean betraying the sect. You can still contribute to the sect and protect it.
Everyone has his or her own path to follow. What we need to do is not to use our own mouths to interfere with other people's lives. And we should not use other people's brains to think about our own lives. "
In real life, many people interfere with other people's lives under the pretext of doing it for your own good, but what is the result?
Success does not necessarily mean merit, but failure must be due to mistakes.
Ji Yue's expression was somewhat moved, "Mother won't agree."
Ji Yue undoubtedly loves her mother.
Ji Yue's father died young, and her mother raised her and taught her how to practice since she was young, acting as both a father and a mother.
He is the only relative in her life.
She was always afraid that she would disappoint her mother.
No matter how well she did or how much praise she received, her mother was never satisfied. Over the years, friction between them increased and their relationship was in jeopardy.
But this did not affect her love for her mother at all. The reason why she was so anxious to take action and did not think about reporting to the sect first was because she could not produce any evidence, right?
If Xiao Xiao hadn't been there, she would have probably become that demon cultivator's puppet by now.
If it were really as Xiao Xiao predicted, the sect would be destroyed because of her, and her mother would also die because of her.
This is what she can't stand!
Because she had been caught in the rain, Xiao Xiao wanted to hold an umbrella for Ji Yue, so she patiently persuaded Ji Yue: "Do you understand your life?
You are not the sequel to your parents. Your life should not just be a sequel to their lives. Our story has already ended with you.
This is not a prequel to your children. If you have children in the future, they will have their own paths to follow and will encounter their own challenges and opportunities. You can give them love and support, but you cannot predefine their life plot.
This is not a side story for your friends. Everyone has unique experiences and perspectives. Your life should not just revolve around personal stories. You can share your joys and sorrows with your friends, but you should direct your own life drama.
In this world of cultivation, you are unique. Your life is entirely due to your choices, and every decision will shape your future.
Your life is a blank book that has just been opened, waiting for you to write and create your own brilliance.
You have to live for yourself!"
Ji Yue was struck by lightning, she stood there stiffly, like a sculpture, motionless. She stared at Xiao Xiao intently, as if she wanted to carve every word she said into the depths of her soul.
No one ever told her to live for herself.
Ji Yue has been living for others since she was a child. Her mother expected her to become a formation master, so she worked hard to learn formations; the people in the sect expected her to become a young master, so she gave up becoming a swordsman and became a young master.
But now Xiao Xiao told her to live for herself. This sentence was like a bright light, illuminating Ji Yue's dark life path. She began to think about her life and what she really wanted.
"Will it be a little late if I start practicing sword now? Others have been honing their sword skills and practicing sword since they were young." Ji Yue asked Xiao Xiao in a low voice.
"The best time to plant a tree is ten years ago. The second best time is now. Even if you have a hundred impulses, it is better to take action. As long as you make up your mind to start, it is never too late."
"Will people laugh at you?" Ji Yue asked again.
"When you run fast, you hear the wind; when you run slow, you hear gossip." Xiao Xiao patted Ji Yue on the shoulder, "You are free to do whatever you want, and gossiping is everyone's right. History will only remember your achievements and honors, and history will not leave gossip about people who have accomplished nothing."
Xiao Xiao understood Ji Yue's fear of loss and lack of confidence very well.
It is said that a lucky childhood can heal a lifetime, but an unfortunate childhood takes a lifetime to heal.
What she needs is comfort.
Ji Yue was deeply touched by Xiao Xiao's words, and she was seriously considering her future.
She now feels that the shackles on her are not so heavy.
"You are obviously about the same age as me, why do you understand so many profound truths?" Ji Yue asked curiously.
Xiao Xiao said in a nonchalant tone, "Of course it's because I've had similar experiences as you, but you're better than me. Although you're often criticized, you don't lack the resources you need. Unlike me, I'm often criticized, but I don't have anything I want."
That's why she likes money and spirits so much now.
She buys whatever she likes and raises whatever she wants.
In the past, Xiao Xiao was educated and grew up under oppression.
From a young age, I was instilled with the idea that if my family is poor, I should be sensible and not compare myself with other children.
So she was very sensible. When others used their pocket money to buy snacks or toys, she would just stand by and watch with envy.
I thought I would be praised by others for being so sensible, but no.
Parents of flower growers like to break all their self-esteem when educating their children.
If you get 99 points in the exam, people will not encourage you, but will try to stimulate you to get 100 points by suppressing you.
They will even belittle their children in front of outsiders because of their so-called personal relationships, without considering their children's self-esteem at all.
Therefore, Xiao Xiao suffered from low self-esteem for a long time. It took her a long time to understand herself, to get out of her original family, and to become what she is now.
What she said now was all she figured out to comfort herself, and now she could give it to Ji Yue who was also oppressed.
Ji Yue also didn't say anything, she hugged Xiao Xiao.
Everything is left unsaid.
After comforting Ji Yue, the two of them had a lot in common because they shared the same illness and their friendship improved a lot.
They agreed to go to the Tower of Fat together.
Because Ji Yue was the young master, Ye Ying left many messes waiting for her to solve, so she soon separated from Xiao Xiao.
Xiao Xiao stood up and was about to turn around and leave, but he saw Xiao Xuan wearing a white shirt and standing with his hands behind his back under a tree not far away.
I don't know when I will arrive, and how long I will stand here.
A breeze blew by, and fallen petals floated down onto Xiao Xuan's shoulders. Xiao Xuan looked up, as if noticing Xiao Xiao's gaze, and their eyes met in the air.
꽮xuan stretched out his hand to Xiaoxiao and said slowly, "You haven't been home for a long time, so I came to pick you up."
For some reason, Xiao Xiao felt relieved. She thought that Xuan was good like this.
So, Xiao Xiao lifted up the hem of her skirt with both hands, ran towards the other side in the breeze, "Come on."
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