Chu Chenan looked at Qin Jue in front of him, breathing rapidly. Perhaps the familiar feeling of oppression was too strong, and he subconsciously avoided his sharp gaze.
With red cheeks, he pushed Qin Jue's wrist, turned over and tried to escape to the other side with his back to Qin Jue, but Qin Jue easily dragged him back with one hand.
"Hmm."
Qin Jue approached him from behind, held his chin and kissed him.
【bite! 】
[As the highest-level user, you haven't started live streaming for more than a month! In order to adjust your gold coin data balance, 001 will automatically start live broadcast for you...】
【Live broadcast duration: 30 minutes】
After Chu Chenan became a level 5 player, his gold coins and data reached a stable level, and the platform automatically reduced the frequency of live broadcasts. The current rule is to automatically broadcast 15 times a month. Therefore, he rarely broadcasts live, and most of the time he is so busy that he forgets about it.
It seems like there is a hidden bug in the system, and the live broadcast will automatically start at such a strange time every time.
【Frog Fun (color) (color) (color)】
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【! ! ! ! ! ! What are you doing? Why are you dragging my wife? (X520 gold coins)]
[Aaaaaaah! I love watching scenes like this. My stupid wife crawled so hard but still got dragged back.]
[Hehehehehehehehehe stupid (X33 gold coins)]
[It looks really small! ! ! I love my beautiful wife】
【Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Stir-fry (X5200 gold coins)】
[Supermarket him, Supermarket him (X888 gold coins)]
[I hope Brother Tong can develop a green, healthy and open live broadcast platform specifically for 18+ people. It is really necessary for serious people like us! 】
I really need it! Only restricted live streaming platforms are suitable for my VIP status (X520 gold coins)]
[I second the motion!] I literally can't live without this! 】
[I need it too!] (X33 Gold Coins)]
[If you develop it next year, please kick my coffin in the ass.]
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[I haven’t seen my wife for a long time! ! ! ! 】
[Wife, wife, wife, wife]
[I also want to kiss my wife]
[Take the strawberry flavored TT, and throw it away again]
[I think I saw this NPC last time. He was a crazy and fierce one.]
[woc nosebleed, tension is full]
【Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so handsome】
[The bitter tea fruit is flying away, the bitter tea fruit is flying away]
[Leak, leak, leak!] ! The screen is about to go black again. Help me.]
【don't want! I want to see my wife]
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[The screen automatically goes black]
From dusk until early morning, the dim lights were on all the time, from the floor-to-ceiling windows to the carpet, to the half-length mirror in the bathroom, and finally on the soft bedroom.
The cat-like sobbing sound was pitiful, but it made Qin Jue feel more excited.
…
Chu Chenan's voice was hoarse, with a few tears at the corners of his eyes. Qin Jue hugged him tightly, and he curled up and fell into a deep sleep.
Qin Jue held Chu Chenan with one hand and looked at him with deep eyes, his gaze depicting his delicate and beautiful facial features.
He couldn't let go of Chu Chenan's face and lit a cigarette with one hand. The cigar smoke was fine and slowly diffused in the air.
Qin Jue lowered his eyes and stared at Chu Chenan in silence. He seemed like an evil beast lurking in the darkness, guarding the precious treasure that he had lost and finally found. Thousands of thoughts were mixed together, the familiar feeling of uneasiness, many unsolved mysteries, and the strong possessive desire in his heart... All of this made Qin Jue's mood even gloomier. He immediately took out the mobile phone that Chu Chenan had hidden and quickly unlocked it.
Qin Jue found his most recent ticket purchase record: he bought a ship ticket 16 days ago, and the departure time is tomorrow.
He stared at the ticket purchase page for a long while, a trace of bloodthirsty gloom flashed across his eyes, and his fingers tightened heavily.
The cigarette is still burning.
Chu Chen was sleeping soundly. He smelled a little smoke and snorted softly.
Qin Jue came back to his senses, put out the cigarette in the ashtray on the bedside table, and stretched out his arms to hug Chu Chenan back in his arms.
There were many marks on Chu Chenan's neck. He smelled a faint scent of smoke and wrinkled his nose in grievance.
He pushed Qin Jue slightly, but found that he couldn't move him, so he had to find the most comfortable position in Qin Jue's arms and continue sleeping.
"Go to sleep, baby. I know you are exhausted." Qin Jue curled his lips, kissed the end of his wet eyes, and whispered, "Have a good dream."
I will always be by your side in my dreams.
…
Qin Jue hugged him to sleep, and Chu Chenan had a peaceful dream.
In his dream, he sneaked away to a faraway place and accidentally got lost. So he could only stagger to find his way back. When he turned around, he found Qin Jue standing behind him with a vicious look.
Qin Jue was also fierce in the dream, saying that he could find him no matter where he ran.
He was carried home.
Qin Jue scolded him while feeding him strawberries.
The strawberries are sweet.
He wanted to eat another one.
Chu Chenan woke up with his eyes open, vaguely realizing that he was dreaming, and then he began to feel sore all over his body.
He frowned, feeling like his whole body was falling apart. He turned his head and was very close to Qin Jue.
Qin Jue opened his eyes and looked at Chu Chenan, "Would you like to sleep a little longer?"
Chu Chenan shook his head. He stared at the ceiling for a while and whispered, "I'm going to the hospital to see my college classmate today."
"Yeah." Qin Jue was unexpectedly calm, with one hand around Chu Chenan's waist, "But I have to go later. Stay with me and sleep for a while."
Chu Chenan glanced at him secretly and was surprised by his calmness, and said "Oh".
Qin Jue buried his head in the crook of his neck and said with his eyes closed, "You have a good relationship with your college classmates?"
Chu Chenan looked at the ceiling and answered vaguely, "Almost."
Qin Jue: "Have you been in touch in the past few years since graduation?"
Chu Chenan was like a student being called upon by the teacher to ask a question, "No, I've been in touch more recently."
"I'll go with you, baby." Qin Jue's hands seemed to be stuck to him.
Chu Chenan hurriedly shook his head, "No, I'll be back soon and just visit."
"Yeah." Qin Jue didn't say anything else.
…
Qin Jue stood at the door and kissed Chu Chenan, and did not let him go until a long time later.
Chu Chenan looked at Qin Jue carefully and said, "Then I'll leave."
"Go, baby." Qin Jue nodded and looked at him with a smile as usual.
Chu Chenan finally felt relieved. He turned around and walked slowly towards the elevator. His legs were still trembling slightly from the soreness, so he had to walk as slowly as possible.
What Chu Chenan didn't know was that after he turned around, Qin Jue, who was standing behind him, was staring at him with a dark and sinister look in his eyes.
…
Chu Chenan came to Cheng Hao's ward with a recording pen in his hand, feeling delicate and complicated.
Cheng Hao leaned back on the sickbed, looking sadly at the sky outside the window in a daze. He looked like a lonely and quiet sculpture, facing the blue sky, pondering the meaning of life.
Cheng Hao noticed Chu Chenan at the door, "Chenan."
"How are you recovering today?" Chu Chenan sat down beside him and put down the fruit basket in his hand with a smile.
"Not bad." Cheng Hao lowered his head, his expression could not be seen through the thick glasses. "Yes, by the way, can you give me the bill for the surgery and nursing fees so I can transfer the money to you."
Cheng Hao has a sensitive and delicate mind, and even the thick glasses cannot hide his inferiority and anxiety.
"It's okay, don't worry," Chu Chenan waved his hands repeatedly, "Let's talk about this when you get better."
Cheng Hao then said, "Okay."
The atmosphere in the room was quiet for a few seconds.
Chu Chenan was sweating from squeezing the recorder in his hand. He was considering whether to speak or not when Cheng Hao took the initiative to speak.
Cheng Hao said, "Zhou Qiangshan was beaten and crippled. I heard that he was seriously injured and had two broken ribs. He may be disabled for life."
Chu Chenan was stunned. "When did it happen?"
"It should have been yesterday." Cheng Hao spoke calmly without any emotional fluctuations.
Chu Chenan nodded, not knowing what to say, "Oh..."
In all likelihood he could guess who had done it.
Cheng Hao had his hands clenched tightly, but after looking into Chu Chenan's sincere and kind eyes, his pale fingers finally loosened a little.
"Chen An," he said, "I plan to be discharged from the hospital today."
Chu Chenan looked at him and said hurriedly, "But your injuries haven't healed yet. Wait a few more days. In case they get infected on the ship..."
Cheng Hao smiled wanly and said, "I don't plan to get on the ship."
Chu Chenan thought he had heard it wrongly, "What did you say?"
"I've thought a lot these past two days, and I've figured out a lot."
Cheng Hao took off his glasses and said, "Zhou Qiangshan is indeed not a good person. I have been deceiving myself all along. I have always regarded him as the motivation to live. I always thought that he loved me and I loved him too. But later I found that I could not feel his love, nor how much I loved him... I was just too afraid of being alone."
Chu Chenan secretly hid the recorder in his hand.
Cheng Hao's eyes gradually turned red. He said, "I want to leave this circle. It's too painful. I don't like pain at all. I want to continue living like a normal person. Chen An, I can see that you don't really want to enter this circle. You are different from me."
Chu Chenan raised his eyes, feeling somewhat embarrassed at being seen through, and he gave a dry laugh.
"I really envy you. You have someone who loves you so much and such a happy life." Cheng Hao said.
Chu Chenan shook his head and said seriously, "It is impossible for everyone's life to be always happy and perfect. Everyone must have their own difficulties and troubles, but we just don't know about them."
Just like himself.
In the real world, he stayed in the hospital for more than ten years, and finally survived until he died of the disease. He had to enter the horror game twice to complete various tasks and obstacles, just to get a chance to live.
It's hard to survive.
But as long as he came to this world and as long as there was a chance to survive, he would do his best to fight for it.
He wants to live, to see the roses bloom, the snow fall, to listen to the cicadas chirping in summer, and to see the green mountains in autumn.
At the same time, spend every day with his lover.
"Well, you were right last time."
Cheng Hao said, "There are still many beautiful things in this world, but I have never discovered them. That day I thought I was dying from the pain, and I was thinking, let me die, I will be free after death. But then you came, maybe after I heard what you said, or the moment I asked you to take me to the hospital, I suddenly realized that I didn't want to die, I wanted to live."
As Cheng Hao spoke, a tear fell.
Chu Chenan didn’t know how to comfort him, so he walked forward awkwardly and gently put his arm around his shoulders.
"I'm glad you figured it out. I'm happy for you."
【bite! 】
[Congratulations, you have completed 50% of the main task! 】
Chu Chenan felt a lot more relieved. He might never tell Cheng Hao what he had recorded in the recorder.
Rather than using hurtful words like a knife to tear open the barrier that blinded Cheng Hao's heart, he hoped that Cheng Hao could figure it out himself.
At least this is not so cruel.
Cheng Hao cried bitterly, crying heartily, as if he buried his numb self in the past through his crying.
When Chu Chenan left, Cheng Hao wiped his tears and said to him, "Thank you, Chenan."
"You're welcome. I didn't help you with anything."
Chu Chenan stood at the door and was about to leave when he heard Cheng Hao say with red eyes and a smile, "I actually knew all along that Zhou Qiangshan wanted to kill me on the ship."
Chu Chenan was stunned, looking at Cheng Hao's red eyes, feeling relieved but also uncomfortable, the kind of discomfort that he couldn't explain.
…
Chu Chenan walked out of the hospital gate, opened the door of the black Maybach, and found Qin Jue sitting in the car with his legs crossed and a leisurely look on his face.
Qin Jue glanced at him, smiled with curved lips, revealing his white teeth, "Baby."
"Why are you here?" Chu Chenan was stunned for a moment and got into the car.
Qin Jue held his hand and said, "Since you haven't come back for so long, I came to pick you up."
Chu Chenan nodded blankly.
The car drove through the busy streets and when it gradually deviated from the road back to the hotel, Chu Chenan realized that this was not the way back to the hotel!
He looked out the window at the dense forest, his eyelids twitching, "Where are we going?"
"Let's go on vacation at the villa." Qin Jue glanced at him, "Let me take you to the hot springs."
Chu Chenan recalled some unbearable past events, blushed, and glared at him, "But the ship is about to sail today, I want to go back."
"Baby, don't you know?" Qin Jue pinched the back of his neck, "The ship is delayed."
Chu Chenan panicked: "When did it happen?"
Qin Jue: "This morning."
Chu Chenan blinked a few times, "How long will it take?"
"Maybe half a month, maybe a month," Qin Jue smiled nonchalantly, "Who knows."
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