Chapter 75

"Sister~"

Tan Xinman saw Tan Li from a distance and trotted over.

I don't know if it's because the program group has already entered the fourth performance, or because Tan Xinman has entered Class A, her makeup and performance clothes are visibly much better than last time.

"Sister," Tan Xinman stuck to Tan Li affectionately, "It's great that you can come!"

"I'm the third group performing today~ I've practiced the dance well this time, you can see how well I dance then."

Tan Li smiled kindly, turned to Tong Jing and said, "Did you hear that? When the third group performs, the scene has to be grand, you know?"

Tan Xinman:... ?

Tong Jing first said "OK" to Tan Li, and seeing that Tan Xinman was puzzled, she explained kindly, "It's like this, the boss has prepared a professional cheering team for the second young lady. When you perform on the stage, there will naturally be people dancing professional cheering dances for you in the audience. I guarantee that both you and your fans will be the most dazzling presence in the venue."

Tan Li was very satisfied with this explanation, but she had one more thing to add, "Sister, look at you, you send me so many harassing messages and phone calls all day long. Of course, I can't let your enthusiasm go to waste."

"Don't worry," Tan Li patted Tan Xinman on the shoulder, "I said I would support you, and I will definitely give you the best."

Tan Xinman:...

She finally realized Tan Li's bad taste and blinked blankly.

Tan Li was also very satisfied with her silly expression. She patted Tan Xinman on the shoulder again and walked away with a smile.

The backstage was chaotic but orderly. Many young and beautiful girls were preparing to run around or taking deep breaths nervously. Some were confident, with their eyes shining with ambitions for the future.

But when Tan Li walked by step by step, they would subconsciously make way for Tan Li. When

people walked by, they would quietly discuss who this woman who looked very noble was.

Could she be a guest invited by the program team?

Tan Li was completely unaware of the secret speculations of the crowd. She had just seen Tan Xinman's dumbfounded expression, and now she was in a good mood.

Tong Jing, who was following behind her, took advantage of Tan Li's inattention to observe Tan Li casually.

Tong Jing felt that Tan Li seemed to have changed a little recently.

But if she were asked to elaborate, Tong Jing couldn't explain it.

She didn't have any other ideas when observing Tan Li from time to time. She just wanted to do her duty as a life assistant and better understand her boss's thoughts.

Tan Li seemed to have eyes on the back of her head. She smiled lightly at Tong Jing's vague inquiry, but her eyes gradually became hazy.

Tong Jing didn't know what the specific changes in Tan Li were.

Tan Li herself has tasted it recently.

After all, ensuring that you are always calm and can calmly analyze the current situation in all unexpected situations is also one of the secrets of survival in the infinite flow.

Tan Li was perceptually aware that her mentality was becoming increasingly confused and weird, while she was rationally analyzing her

situation.

She had changed.

In the past, she actually didn't care about anything. She didn't want to care, and she didn't have the energy to care. After all, all the people she cared about were dead.

Tan Li was actually very tired all the time, from the final battle to her return to the real world. Before, she was tired because she couldn't stop, and later, she felt tired because she didn't have what she wanted.

She was alive, first because she didn't die, and second...

the dead need someone to remember them.

The meaning of the dead can only be given by the living. She had already lost the most important people to her, and she couldn't let the meaning of their existence disappear between heaven and earth.

She supported herself, living like a zombie, laughing, and happy.

But inside, she was looking at herself soberly, withering and dying.

Tan Li told herself countless times every day that she had to live, she had to live so that someone would remember them, and only when she was alive could those past memories live vividly in her mind.

Tan Li could accept that all her teammates were dead, but she could not accept that no one in the world remembered them.

She herself was the most favorable evidence that her teammates had once been alive.

Tan Li originally thought that she would go to the end like this, until the day when she could not hold on any longer, she would go to hell to meet her teammates.

At most, she could honestly say sorry that she could not lead everyone to the end with the wish to live happily in the real world after victory.

Everyone has been in a relationship of life and death together, and I think they will not blame her too much.

But in order to have more topics to talk about with them later, Tan Li still tried her best to hold on day by day.

But later, things gradually changed.

She was still standing in the swamp called despair, slowly sinking, but one day, she saw a man about to drown in the swamp next door, and she pulled him up.

Tan Li could not value her own life, but her teammates all turned into nothingness, and Tan Li could not bear to see others not value their lives.

Her teammates wanted to live but did not survive, so why should others live and seek death?

Later, the person she pulled up began to visit her family's swamp from time to time.

That man was just like her, a master of disguise. Although there was a hint of death in his eyes from time to time, he pretended that he could live well as long as Tan Li was alive.

Others might have been fooled by him, but Tan Li knew clearly that he was her kind.

He was just like Tan Li, just finding an excuse for himself and pretending to be so.

Kind of people, what a strange word.

Tan Li never thought that she could find someone of her kind after all her teammates died.

Later, near her swamp, there was not only this kind of person, but also a chattering little girl.

The little girl used to be timid and shrinking. Tan Li initially felt embarrassed that her existence made the confident and generous little girl become like this, but later, the little girl began to reveal her true nature.

Chirping and chattering, her naivety is annoying, but also a little cute.

She grabbed a little starlight from somewhere and placed it in front of Tan Li, her heart and eyes full of hope to make Tan Li happy.

As the little girl became more and more familiar, Tan Li also found that there was a couple near her swamp.

The girl was naive and innocent, and the boy was scheming.

The girl seemed to want to turn the swamp where Tan Li was soaking into a hot spring, while the boy was always worried that the girl would accidentally fall into the cold and biting swamp.

They seemed to have been here for a long time, but Tan Li only noticed it recently.

So noisy...

so lively...

so annoying...

so warm...

Tan Li was originally soaking in the swamp coldly. Although it was uncomfortable, at least there was no sudden change. She was used to it anyway, so she felt it was okay.

But after this group of people came, they warmed up from time to time, which made Tan Li feel even more uncomfortable staying in the swamp. Tan Li

felt that she was getting crazier and crazier.

In the past, she was at least a lunatic who was waiting to die calmly. Now, she was in a dilemma. She could neither accept a good life with peace of mind nor reject those good things. She was a mess.

Sometimes she was cold and sometimes she was warm.

When it was late at night and everyone was asleep, Tan Li would scold herself for being crazy.

How could a person be so crazy as her? She wanted to live a good life, then she wanted to torture herself, then she wanted to satisfy your meat-eating requirements and make life difficult for others around her, and then she hoped that everyone around her could get what they wanted.

"It's better if this disease is not treated. The more I treat it, the crazier I get." Tan Li held her forehead and muttered to herself.

Tan Li thought that she was already old enough and didn't want to vent her emotions on others. But one day, she suddenly thought that it was this group of people who made her mood go up and down every day. Since everyone was crazy, she might as well be crazy completely.

So, Tan Li chose the path of "If I'm not happy, then everyone will accompany me in my misery. "

Isn't crazy literature popular these days?

Tan Li also followed the trend and simply went crazy.

Wouldn't she know that this excessive support was not only not a good thing for Tan Xinman, but might also bring her more troubles?

Tan Li certainly knew.

But, what does this have to do with her?

She just took on a persona of love and peace, and she was not the real reincarnation of the Virgin Mary. She just wanted to see if Tan Xinman could still maintain her initial leisure and think about healing her when facing malice far beyond her imagination.

Tan Li watched Tan Xinman's performance expressionlessly.

Then she asked Tong Jing to increase the online publicity.

#Tan Xinman, the reincarnation of the goddess of beauty! # #Manman

, the strongest idol of the new century#

#I declare that Xinman is the idol I can pursue for the rest of my life#

Tan Xinman's name was directly listed on the hot search for three days and three nights.

In response, netizens said that the marketing method was outrageous.

Tong Jing, who was responsible for all the matters, had not firmly believed that Tan Li was not a petty person, and even suspected that Tan Li actually hated Tan Xinman so much that she would use this method of flattery to retaliate against her.

**

On the fourth day, Ying Xu came to the door.

"What on earth do you want to do?" Ying Xu suppressed his anger and placed the tablet in front of Tan Li.

Tan Li glanced at it casually, raised his eyebrows slightly, and said nothing.

I saw that there were a new batch of hot searches about Tan Xinman.

#Tan Xinman's real and fake daughter#

#Tan Xinman Yingxu#

#Tan Xinman marketing kagun out of inner entertainment#

"Manman has already quit the Tan family company, why are you still unwilling to let her go?" Ying Xu looked at Tan Li as if he was looking at a vicious villain, but compared to the previous time when he rushed up without caring, now he has learned to suppress his temper after several "educations".

Tan Li shrugged, "It's not my fault, why are you angry with me?"

Ying Xu bit his lip, took a deep breath, and was about to speak calmly, but Tan Li raised her eyes and gave him a cold look.

"Besides, haven't you broken up with Tan Xinman? Why are you still meddling in other people's business?" She curled her lips, "Who are you to talk to me now?"

No wonder the two of them were able to get together in the first place, they are all meddling in other people's business.

Tan Li even regretted helping Tan Xinman get rid of Ying Xu, her ex-boyfriend who didn't go well with her. Otherwise, she would still be entangled with Ying Xu and wouldn't have the time to think about healing her.

Ying Xu choked.

He recalled what Tan Xinman had said to him before, and the irritability in his eyes slowly subsided, "Manman just wants to make you happy. Even if you don't need it, there is no need to treat her in this way, right?"

"Tan Li, don't you have a heart?"

Tan Li certainly didn't have a heart.

Her heart had long been dead.

"What do you think?" Tan Li's throat seemed to be pressed by a piece of lead iron, and it was very stiff.

Ying Xu couldn't figure out what was so good about Tan Li that made Tan Xinman and Ying Heng stand on her side.

... Could she be a slave?

Ying Xu looked at Tan Li suspiciously.

Tan Li was displeased by his eyes, so she grabbed the person by the back of the neck and threw him out of the house.

After throwing him out, Tan Li felt lost for no reason.

Unlike the stagnant state she used to be in, recently, her mood changes with each passing moment.

When she is happy, Tan Li feels that every ray of sunshine is brilliant, the world is so beautiful, and the people around her love her so much, and she will definitely be able to get over the pain of the past.

But when she is sad, Tan Li feels that every breath is making her heart dirty, the world is so bad, and the people she loves and trusts are no longer alive. Is her trying so hard to live just a meaningless persistence?

Tan Li cannot control her mood swings. She can't help but laugh at herself.

In the end, as the main god system wished, she was completely crazy.