Chapter 15: Collapse



Seeing Lu Lu like this, Shi Xing's heart trembled.

He called out to him, and since he was willing to stay and turn around, Lu Lu did not hesitate to take a few more steps, and walked to Shi Xing step by step, so that Shi Xing could see him clearly.

The always high-spirited young master Lu got closer, and more details of his face were revealed.

His eye sockets were deep red, and the area under his eyes was dark, and his expression was also full of fatigue and haggardness...

It was obvious at a glance that Lu Lu had not had a good rest in the past few days.

As for why, Shi Xing's heart trembled again, and he naturally knew.

There was an arm's length between the two of them. Lu Lu stopped and stared at Shi Xing without blinking. Shi Xing felt a little tormented and reluctant when he was looked at with such eyes, but there was no expression of anything unusual on his face.

Neither of them spoke for a while.

Quiet, completely quiet.

"You called me, but you didn't say anything?" Lu Lu's voice was as rough as rolling over sandpaper. Shi Xing

took a deep breath, closed his eyes and then opened them again, his eyes were clear.

"Aren't you coming to my house to find me?"

"Aren't you finally willing to see me?"

Shi Xing understood Lu Lu. If he really wanted to avoid him, he wouldn't have shown up at the door of his house in such a swagger. If he wanted to hide, Shi Xing wouldn't even have the chance to see him.

The most likely explanation was that Lu Lu finally decided to respond to the invitation on his communicator and came directly to him.

However, he probably didn't expect that he would be sent back by Tan Yan. The list of matches that Tan Yan and Xiang Heze participated in had been announced. Lu Lu would know who they were coming for when he went to the Star Network, and Lu Lu knew it very well.

He was suffering, and then he ran into Tan Yan who was chatting and laughing when he sent him back, so Lu Lu was naturally angry.

The pride of the young Master Lu made him leave in anger.

Shi Xing's question made Lu Lu silent, and silence is sometimes tantamount to acquiescence.

Lu Lu really came to find him.

There was silence between the two again.

Both parties had something boiling in their hearts at this moment, but facing each other, they were silent at the same time.

"Have you decided a long time ago?"

Lu Lu finally spoke in a hoarse voice.

"You never thought about choosing me from the beginning to the end, right, Shi Xing?"

Lu Lu questioned.

"No." Shi Xing's voice was very soft, "I thought about it a long time ago."

In his previous life, he thought about it and chose me, but unfortunately it didn't end well.

Shi Xing smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, and it was very bitter and sad, a look that Lu Lu had never seen before.

"But reality and ideal are always different, and you can see that we... are not suitable."

This sentence that was repeatedly suppressed in his throat was finally spoken out by Shi Xing solemnly and firmly.

He repeated, "Yes, we are not suitable."

"Lu Lu, you can't support me, and I am a burden to you."

"In that case, let's be realistic."

After a long pause, Shi Xing smiled again, this time with clear eyes, and said, "Let's do it this way."

The eyes looking at Lu Lu were bright, and they were infected by the water light. Shi Xing had experienced many devastating moments, when he discovered the true attitude of the princess, when he lost his ability, when he knew that there was no possibility for him and Lu Lu, but... but he didn't cry.

It was very uncomfortable and painful, but he didn't want to cry.

But at this moment, when his fate was clear and there was a turn for the better, Shi Xing abnormally felt the water in his eyes.

Lu Lu was also looking at him, incredulous, and when he realized that Shi Xing was not joking, his body shook unconsciously.

Young Master Lu was speechless and could not make any sound.

After a long while, his voice became even hoarser, "That's it?"

"That's what?"

Shi Xing: "Our match is over, no need to mention it."

The words were decisive, and when they really came out, he felt relieved.

It was as if something heavy that had been weighing on his heart for a long time disappeared.

Lu Lu couldn't help but take a step back, his eyes bright.

Shi Xing had no idea how much he had been suffering these days.

However, on this basis, what Shi Xing didn't know was that even so, even at this point, he was still unwilling to give up, and was still thinking of ways, thinking about... the possibility of them being a match...

In these days, Lu Lu finally figured out how much he liked Shi Xing.

But Shi Xing's words made him act like a fool, meaningless.

Lu Lu looked at him deeply, as if it was the first day he met Shi Xing... Was it really him who said these words? Or did he never really understand Shi Xing? !

Lu Lu remembered his experience after the talent assessment deeply and clearly.

At first it was a complete mess without any clue, information came flooding in, and Lu Lu felt that he was half numb.

He had no choice, Shi Xing's level was too high, even if he knew rationally that he should take action to solve the problem, but there was always a voice in his heart denying that everything he wanted to do was meaningless.

Born in a military family, with his eldest brother being a general stationed on the border for many years, Lu Lu's deep understanding of this situation is very accurate and clear.

- Giving up is the best choice.

But his emotions don't allow it. He can give up a SS+ level Blue Star person, but he can't give up Shi Xing. Even if it's just imagination, he feels the burning of his soul. Two days

passed like this. Before participating in the matching, he chanted Shi Xing's name countless times at home. When he turned on the communicator, his family knew what happened. His father and second sister comforted him, but Lu Lu didn't want comfort.

Only his eldest brother couldn't bear it and gave him a solution, saying that the final matching still depends on personal choice. If he is unwilling and can't let go, let him go to Shi Xing and try.

Even if it fails, it is better than not doing anything later.

Lu Lu was tempted, but still afraid, afraid of many inexplicable things... until his mother said she was coming.

His mother has always been indifferent to everything. The wealthy and idle people who have lived in the imperial capital for a long time are willing to come and help him find a solution after hearing the news. So what is there for him, the person involved, to be afraid of?

The princess's move to come to Ancheng on the airship to accompany Lu Lu gave him great courage, so he decided to take a gamble and look for Shi Xing today.

But he didn't expect that the most likely path would be the least feasible.

Shi Xing's reaction made his torment these days seem like a joke. There was a

burst of laughter.

Lu Lu felt desolate in his heart. Looking at Shi Xing, he suddenly laughed, a mocking laugh, laughing at himself and the Lu family.

"Is this the end, let it go?"

Lu Lu repeated Shi Xing's words, his eyes were red and abnormal, he gritted his teeth and said, "The accounts can be written off, but what about between you and me?"

Lu Lu took a big step forward, looking at Shi Xing very aggressively, his voice almost coming out from between his teeth, "I like you so much, how can it be settled?"

"Not just one or two days, not just one or two months, it's been years, Shi Xing, several whole years, can't you feel this affection at all?"

"Am I not good to you, am I not good?"

Lu Lu held Shi Xing's shoulders tightly with both hands, his crazy and hoarse voice spoke words that nailed Shi Xing to the spot again.

"In these years, have you not felt anything for me at all?"

His expression was crazy, but his tone was humble to the core. Shi Xing had never seen Lu Lu like this before.

Speechless, Shi Xing forced himself to calm down and said, "Lu Lu, calm down..."

However, this sentence had the opposite effect, triggering Lu Lu's suppressed emotions.

"Calm down? How can I be calm down? How can I be calm down?!"

"Do you know how I have been living these days?"

"Do you know what kind of mood I came here with, Shi Xing, do you know..."

"Do you know how broken I am?"

Yes, broken down.

Tears fell from the corners of Lu Lu's eyes, but he was unaware and looked straight at Shi Xing, with the questioning in his eyes as if it had substance.

Lu Lu's voice became lighter again, but it carried a heavier weight, "I've never done this for anyone."

"None of my family has either."

"My eldest brother is still on the border, where the mutant star beasts gather. He kept calling me late at night to give me advice. My second sister is going to put aside her official duties and prepare to return to the imperial capital early. My father is in a meeting in the military, working day and night, and he still sends me messages... Oh, and my mother, when she heard the news about your level, she immediately called me and said she would come to Ancheng to accompany me and help me find a solution."

"I really didn't expect that the first person to tell me that you had given up would be you."

"It turned out to be you, how could it be you..."

Extremely sad, Lu Lu held Shi Xing's shoulders too tightly and hurt him.

But after hearing what Shi Xing, who was originally speechless, had other emotions in his eyes, so that he immediately pulled himself away from Lu Lu's sadness and asked almost involuntarily.

"Your mother...Princess Tan Shao is coming to Tree Nest?"

"Yes, she boarded the airship yesterday and will arrive today."

With a sarcasm twitch, Shi Xing suddenly said coldly, "Lu Lu, did you get something wrong?"

"I believe her when she said she would come to Ancheng to accompany you, but she would find a way for you...did you get it wrong?"

"What are you talking about?" Lu Lu.

Shi Xing didn't know where he got the strength from. Perhaps it was because the things that had been accumulated for too long were all going to burn out like fireworks on this day. He pushed Lu Lu away with all his strength.

Lu Lu subconsciously stepped forward again, and the next moment, Shi Xing pushed him away again.

"If I'm right, she only said that she would come to accompany you."

"The rest is just your self-righteousness."

Lu Lu thought of something, and his face changed slightly, "What do you mean?"

It's like this, it doesn't matter if you say everything.

Shi Xing's nails dug into the palm of his hand, and he suddenly realized that he might have waited for this moment for too long, so that at this moment he couldn't help but say it all at once:

"Literally."

"Just talk about yourself, don't mention your family."

"Besides, do you think you really know the situation of your family and your parents' attitude?"

Lu Lu's face sank, "Don't talk nonsense about my parents."

This time it was Shi Xing who laughed, and it was also a sarcastic laugh, even more sharp because of his real experience.

"Lu Lu, I wasn't saying nonsense when I said we are not suitable. You and I are not of the same level, and your family will not agree."

"There are some things you don't know, it doesn't matter, you can go and find out."

"Anyway, your mother is coming today. If you don't believe me, you can go and ask her in person to see if she is here to give you a solution or to persuade you to give up!"

"Do you think your brother has been at the border all year round and not coming home because the three armies really can't spare anyone else?"

"He asked you to accompany the princess more because he can't go home because of his heavy military duties?"

Looking at Lu Lu's dazed expression, Shi Xing said cruelly, "You don't know anything." He

didn't know when the Shi Lu family had made a fuss because of Wen Xi (Lu Lu's eldest brother's partner), he didn't know the princess's complicated attitude towards the people of Blue Star, and he didn't know... his family didn't actually welcome him.

"Go away."

"Your family doesn't welcome me."

"We are not suitable, and I won't choose you."

"Xingxing..." Lu Lu wanted to pull Shi Xing.

Shi Xing shook off the other's hand, "Lu Lu, can you be more realistic?"

The two people's mental power was a little confused due to the ups and downs of emotions. The blocked conversation was transmitted vaguely. Fu Qing, who had already arrived at the residence to deliver the application form, watched for a long time. Even if he only heard the last sentence, he was deeply shocked.

Shi Xing is now, encountering a entangled candidate? So soon? !

Fu Qing immediately recorded a video for Chi Yao and asked: [Your Highness, it seems that someone is entangled with Shi Xing. It has been a while. Do you want me to deal with it? ]

In the video, Shi Xing's face is frontal, and Lu Lu's back is only back.

Chi Yao frowned, [Military officers are forbidden to entangle Blue Star people during the match]

Seeing the two sides entangled, the little Blue Star looked a little strange, thinking for a moment, Chi Yao said: [You bring the person back]

At least no one dares to make trouble here.

Fu Qing replied with a good answer.

Just when Lu Lu was about to reach out to pull Shi Xing, a high-level mental force attacked and Lu Lu was instantly knocked out.

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