Chapter 65: The Painter Deprived of His Painting Skills


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Chapter 65: The Painter Deprived of His Painting Skills

The painter's ID is Xiaojudeng, and she is a celebrity in the comics circle. Her comic style is bold, the plots are bizarre, and the pictures are highly immersive.

Everyone who has read Xiao Judeng’s comics says that the characters in her comics seem to exist in real life. The world in the story is completely different from reality. It is full of adventures and challenges, yet it is particularly attractive.

Many readers want to personally go to the comic world outlined by Xiaojudeng to experience the thrilling life of the protagonists.

Xiao Judeng has created five or six comic books and has many fans who like her comic books. She has never participated in a book signing event, nor has she posted her photos on social media, but the sharp-eyed fans in Chen Yijin's live broadcast room still recognized her through the ornaments in her background.

[It’s the Caramel Queen’s figurine!] Ahhh, this is something that book lovers made together and gave to you. It’s a one-of-a-kind product! Ahhh, I actually saw the real face of the master in the live broadcast room! I'm so excited! The real person is so cute, as cute as the Caramel Queen! 】

[Is it really the little orange lantern that I know?] Oh my god, I recently watched Virgo by Da Da and was immediately hooked. I didn’t expect that I could see Da Da himself just after I got hooked. Thanks to Da Da! 】

[Wow, did the two people above miss the point? Am I the only one who heard the bad news? I can't draw anymore, so I will be out of food in the future [crying cat head.jpg]]

[Tonic medicine, what should I do if the master retires from the circle...]

Chen Yijin had never heard of the Little Orange Lantern, but she knew what a disaster it would be if a painter couldn't paint anymore.

This is just like a sword cultivator can no longer lift a sword. The sword is more important to a sword cultivator than his own life. One can imagine how painful Xiao Jideng must be now that he can no longer draw.

Shen Yijin carefully read her fortune. Just after the beginning of the reading, she raised her eyebrows in surprise: "Your symptoms have lasted for four years? Didn't you just start drawing comics four years ago?"

Those comic works that readers love were all created by Xiao Jideng when he couldn't draw. Who would believe it if you told others about it?

Xiao Judeng nodded, frowning and looking worried: "I'm an art student. I'm about to graduate and don't want to find a job, so I'll try to see if I can support myself by painting. I've never lacked inspiration for painting. I gained a group of fans as soon as I started painting. At that time, my painting style was not what it is now."

"My surroundings haven't changed, but for some reason, my painting style has gradually become what it is now. The scariest thing is that after my style changed, my inspiration kept disappearing. I often stayed in the studio for a whole day and ended up not painting anything. But a few days later, I would suddenly have more inspiration in my mind late at night, and I would stay up all night to paint it."

When Xiao Judeng said this, the book fans still hadn't realized anything was wrong.

Everyone knows that comic creation is not an easy task. Those who have been engaged in original creation for a long time will easily fall into a bottleneck period, and it is normal to have no inspiration for a period of time.

Late at night is when inspiration is most likely to burst forth. Xiaojudeng can get new inspiration every few days, which further proves that the cartoonist they are fans of is very talented.

But Chen Yijin knew what the little orange light meant: "Those inspirations seem to be suddenly implanted in your brain. Sometimes you can't understand where they come from. It's like a painting machine that copies the inspirational images that appear in your mind into reality."

"Yes!" Seeing that Chen Yijin understood him, Xiao Judeng stood up excitedly, "I have never come into contact with anything related to those things. Their appearance is inexplicable. And since I drew them, I can no longer draw other things. Even for the usual color practice, I don't know how to start."

It was horrible, like having her skills taken away from her, only to be given back to her briefly when someone else wanted to express something through her hands.

When she creates comics, she cannot inject her own emotions into the characters.

It has become more serious recently. During this period of time, she will not have much emotional ups and downs no matter how new things she sees or how delicious the food she eats is.

Now she is more like a painting machine.

[Ah, it sounds like you are so miserable. 】

[I didn't expect that the master was so tormented when he was drawing the comics we liked. It is really painful if you can't draw what you like. 】

[Why is this happening? Have you ever seen a psychologist? 】

Xiao Judeng forced a smile and said, "It's not that difficult. It's a very happy thing that my paintings are loved by others. The limitation of my painting style and the loss of inspiration are what make me feel painful."

"When I found myself having this symptom, I went to see a psychiatrist, but it was no use. The doctor said I was normal and that the lack of inspiration did not affect my normal life. The psychiatrist advised me not to take it too seriously."

But how could one not care? No painter could tolerate this.

Xiao Judeng came to Chen Yijin for fortune-telling, so he was just trying his best to save the situation.

Shen Yijin sighed: "Your inspiration is not missing, it is just temporarily separated."

Xiaojudeng stared at her in confusion, not understanding what Shen Yijin meant.

"To put it simply, your current situation is similar to split personality." Shen Yijin explained, "Four years ago, for some reason, your personality was divided into two parts. You are the ordinary part, and the other part, in a way that everyone can understand, is the psychic personality."

The inspirations that Xiao Jideng mentioned that were suddenly implanted were actually things that the psychic personality had experienced personally.

Little Orange Light seemed to understand: "No wonder when I was drawing their stories, I could vaguely see the scenes. So they were my own experiences... But why can I see what another personality has experienced?"

She seemed to remember that her personality was split and that different personalities did not share memories.

Moreover, there is a competitive relationship between the personalities. Even if they can communicate with each other, the other personality probably won't want her to know too many things, right?

Chen Yijin: "So what I just said is similar. It's a bit complicated to explain it in detail. In short, your two personalities have experienced different things, and your brain will prioritize remembering the more thrilling part. The psychic personality has experienced more things and the environment he is in is more dangerous, so all your behaviors will gradually move closer to the psychic personality."

In the long run, Xiao Jideng's two personalities will merge into one personality, but at that time, Xiao Jideng's behavioral habits and emotional memories will all be those of the psychic personality. It is difficult to say whether the merged person is Xiao Jideng or the psychic personality.

Xiaojudeng panicked: "What should I do?"

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