Faced with Vivian Hsu at this moment, Wang Qingge could only offer comfort.
As she loosened her grip on him and looked up at him, Wang Qingge reached out again to wipe away her tears.
"It's alright! I don't blame you," Wang Qingge said softly.
But Vivian Hsu clearly didn't want it to end like this, and she finally managed to say what was on her mind.
If she can't get a satisfactory answer today, what's the point of her speaking her mind?
So she looked into his eyes and asked seriously again, "Qingge, if I were to say, if we had met first, would you have chosen me?"
Hearing her words, Wang Qingge didn't know what to say, because there are no "what ifs" in this world.
But if that were to actually happen, perhaps their story would have a different ending.
Unfortunately, there are no "what ifs" in this world, so he didn't know what to say.
Wang Qingge was also afraid that if she said something that wasn't what she wanted to hear, it would only hurt the other person.
The more he refused to say anything, the more Vivian Hsu wanted to know what he was thinking.
"Qingge, if I had known you before Yan Ranran, before anyone else, would you have liked me? Would we have a chance to be together?"
The reason Vivian Hsu insisted on getting an answer from Wang Qingge was simply because she wanted to know if she was inferior to others in any way.
Actually, she was no less capable than anyone else, but she was destined to be apart from him, so she really wanted to know.
Actually, she's not bad at all. The reason she can't be with him is simply because she met him later than others.
When Wang Qingge saw that she was still asking the same question, he knew that he couldn't just not answer.
Therefore, Wang Qingge could only give a conservative reply.
"Maybe! If we had met earlier, perhaps the outcome would have been different."
"But actually, I think we're doing pretty well as we are now."
“This is different!” Vivian Hsu became even more excited upon hearing this.
"I don't want things to stay like this with you. This isn't what I want. Do you know what I want?"
Wang Qingge naturally knew what she wanted, but he couldn't answer her question or make any promises.
He remained silent for a long time, while Vivian Hsu waited quietly for him, her eyes revealing a mix of emotions: worry, anticipation, and fear.
She was worried that Wang Qingge's answer wouldn't be what she wanted, though Vivian Hsu also had a sliver of hope.
What if Wang Qingge's answer was exactly what she wanted to hear? So at this moment, she was also harboring a sliver of hope in her heart.
However, what frightened her most at this moment was that Wang Qingge would directly reject her.
If Wang Qingge really rejected her outright, leaving her no chance or hope, then she really wouldn't know what to do.
Wang Qingge knew that his answer might hurt Vivian Hsu, but he had no choice but to answer now.
Rather than letting her suffer for a long time, it's better to cut the Gordian knot and end it all for her sooner.
So in the end, Wang Qingge could only say to her with apologies.
"I'm sorry, Ruoxuan! I'm not as good as you think, I can't give you anything."
"No, no, that's not it." Vivian Hsu had indeed heard what she didn't want to hear, so she became agitated again.
Overwhelmed with emotion, she hugged Wang Qingge tightly again and said, "Qingge, you're great, you're so great."
"In my eyes, you are better than anyone else, you know? You are the best in my heart, and you will always be the best."
Wang Qingge dared not say anything more, because he was worried that saying more would really hurt the other party.
So he could only remain silent and let her hold him.
Fortunately, Vivian Hsu didn't hug for long this time. Perhaps she calmed down after crying.
So she slowly loosened her grip a little and continued to look at Wang Qingge.
At this moment, Vivian Hsu was still crying, but she wasn't crying as hard as before.
Seeing this, Wang Qingge knew that she had probably calmed down a lot, so he took the opportunity to comfort her.
"Alright, Ruoxuan! Don't think about it so much, okay? You're a good girl, you'll find your own happiness."
"But my happiness is you! Without you, where would my happiness come from?" Vivian Hsu said, her voice choked with emotion.
Her words left Wang Qingge momentarily at a loss for what to do.
Wang Qingge originally thought that after she calmed down, she wouldn't say anything impulsive again, but to her surprise, she didn't.
Vivian Hsu still blurted out such impulsive words, leaving him unsure of what to do now.
However, Wang Qingge was also very clear that these words were Xu Ruoxuan's truest thoughts, and it was precisely because they were her truest feelings that she spoke so frankly.
That's why Wang Qingge was truly at a loss for what to do for a moment.
Now he's caught in a dilemma: refusing is wrong, but not refusing is also wrong.
Wang Qingge had also considered leaving directly, but what if that left Vivian Hsu behind? It would completely break her heart.
...
Wang Qingge remained silent for a long time, but since Vivian Hsu had already spoken, she couldn't suddenly stop or give up halfway.
At this moment, in Vivian Hsu's mind, since she had already spoken up, she might as well just tell everything completely.
Thinking of all this, she asked again without waiting for Wang Qingge's reply.
"Qingge! If Sister Ranran doesn't wake up, or if she's gone, then what will you do?"
Vivian Hsu originally wanted to ask, "Would you choose me?" But she suddenly couldn't say the words.
She was terrified of being rejected again, and she didn't know if she could handle it if she was rejected again.
Moreover, she soon realized that she had also said the wrong thing, because if she said that Yan Ranran would not wake up, wasn't she cursing the other party?
Thinking of this, she hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, Qingge, I didn't mean it, I didn't mean to say that."
"I just... I just..." Not knowing how to explain herself, she could only cry helplessly again.
Wang Qingge finally responded, but instead of answering Vivian Hsu's question, he spoke to her.
"Ruoxuan, don't worry! I believe Ranran will wake up, she definitely will."
"Yes, yes, I also believe that Sister Ranran will wake up." Seeing Wang Qingge say this, Vivian Hsu quickly nodded as well.
Wang Qingge was so certain because he could wake Yan Ranran up, so there was no need to think about Xu Ruoxuan.
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