"For me? All for me?" Vivian Hsu was puzzled again upon hearing Wang Qingge's words.
When asked about making a movie, Wang Qingge said it was all for Vivian Hsu's sake.
Now that things had come to this point, Wang Qingge wouldn't drag things out any longer. He suddenly became somewhat serious and said...
"Do you remember what happened at the movie theater last time, Ruoxuan?"
"About the movie theater! Hmm." Vivian Hsu nodded when Wang Qingge brought up the movie they went to last time.
That incident saddened her for a long time, so Vivian Hsu doesn't really want to think about the past.
Wang Qingge continued, "I'm sorry, Ruoxuan. That day you asked me if there was anything possible between us! Forgive me for not being able to answer you, for not being able to give you an answer."
"It's alright, Qingge, please stop talking, okay? I know everything, please come up first."
Vivian Hsu also declined to discuss the events of that day further, because whether it was a memory or anything else, it only brought her sadness.
So all she wants now is for Wang Qingge to come up quickly; she doesn't want him to stay in the water freezing.
But Wang Qingge couldn't come up before he finished speaking, so he continued.
"Ruoxuan, please listen to me. Actually, before I started filming 'The Giant Ship,' my goal was not just to make a movie."
"There is another very important reason, and that is because of you."
"Because there are some things that I can only say to you here, and only here can you understand them."
Seeing that he continued to say this, Vivian Hsu had no choice but to shed tears and choke out.
"What is it? Tell me quickly."
Seeing Vivian Hsu crying, Wang Qingge reached out her cold hand and wiped away her tears.
He looked at her, smiled gently, and said, "Ruoxuan, whether it's acting or reality, it's all the same to me."
I understand your feelings and I appreciate everything you've done for me.
"But, but," Wang Qingge paused for a moment, hesitating before continuing.
"But Ruoxuan, please forgive me, I really can't give you a satisfactory answer if you really want an answer from me."
"So everything I'm doing right now is my answer to you."
Upon hearing Wang Qingge's words, something suddenly occurred to Vivian Hsu, causing her to be immediately shocked.
She finally understood, finally understood why Wang Qingge insisted on personally going down into the icy seawater to film.
It turns out that everything he did wasn't really for acting, but for Vivian Hsu.
What Vivian Hsu was thinking at this moment was absolutely correct, and even if she hadn't figured it out yet, it didn't matter anymore.
Because Wang Qingge continued, "Ruoxuan, do you know? At this moment, I am no longer the actor. I am me, and you are you."
"Waaah!" Vivian Hsu couldn't help but cry again.
"Waaaah, why! Qingge, why is this happening? Why can't you face reality? Why are you doing this?"
"You clearly love me, so why don't you dare tell me? Why can't you tell me you love me? Waaah!"
At this point, Vivian Hsu truly understood everything.
She finally understood why Wang Qingge had done that.
She realized that Wang Qingge loved her too, but he couldn't tell her why—because Wang Qingge already had Yan Ranran.
So even though he liked and loved her, he could only bury his love for Vivian Hsu deep in his heart.
The main reason Wang Qingge asked her to film this movie was actually to teach her a lesson.
That was Wang Qingge's love for Vivian Hsu, just like the love between the male and female protagonists in a movie.
Although they loved each other, they could never be together.
Wang Qingge's love for Vivian Hsu is just like the love that the male lead Zhang Xiaoshan has for Lin Lili in this movie.
Although he loved her very much, they couldn't be together, and in the end, they had to separate.
Most importantly, Vivian Hsu has come to a deep understanding.
Wang Qingge's love for her was something he couldn't tell her, something he couldn't reveal to her.
He could die for the one he loved, just like the male protagonist in a movie, but he couldn't tell her that he loved her.
Wang Qingge's meaning was very clear: he, Wang Qingge, was willing to die for Vivian Hsu.
But he couldn't tell Vivian Hsu that he, Wang Qingge, loved her.
Because Wang Qingge already has Yan Ranran, he cannot betray Yan Ranran for her sake.
Furthermore, Wang Qingge and Yan Ranran are the real couple; they met and fell in love first.
Vivian Hsu was a latecomer, so she could understand why Wang Qingge did what she did.
In fact, Vivian Hsu was already very happy that he was willing to die for her and go to such lengths for her.
With these things in place, it doesn't matter whether Wang Qingge can tell her he loves her or not.
"Waaah!" Even though she already knew everything, Vivian Hsu still cried very sadly when she thought of the other person.
"Waaah! Why? Why is this happening? You clearly love me too."
Vivian Hsu's crying also made Wang Qingge feel very uncomfortable.
But there was nothing he could do. Although he liked her, he just couldn't tell her.
Wang Qingge couldn't tell Vivian Hsu that he also liked her, not only because he didn't want to betray Yan Ranran.
More importantly, he simply didn't want to harm Vivian Hsu.
After all, Wang Qingge knew very well that he and Vivian Hsu could never be together, so what he wanted to do was hope that Vivian Hsu could be happy.
For Vivian Hsu to be happy, the other person must move on from his love.
Only when Vivian Hsu moves on from her love for Wang Qingge can she possibly find her own happiness.
Thinking of all this, Wang Qingge said to her seriously again, "Ruoxuan, I've given you the answer you wanted from me."
"I'm sorry! I can die for you, I can do anything for you, but I just can't say those three words to you."
"Waaah, Qingge, stop talking. I already know. I know everything."
“I understand your feelings. It’s not that you don’t love me, it’s just that you can’t do it. I know all of this.”
"I'm the one who should apologize. I shouldn't have had those thoughts. I shouldn't have had the idea of ruining your relationship with Sister Ranran."
"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry."
Upon hearing Vivian Hsu's words, Wang Qingge quickly interrupted, "Vivian, don't say that. You're not wrong. None of us are wrong in this matter."
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