Germanic Officer x You Who Traveled Across Time (XII)
Male protagonist is the enemy representative x female protagonist is a military spy
Fictional background, different world, private character setting, the male and female protagonists have no blood relationship
In the living room, there was nothing but silence.
You and Feinz are like stems and leaves floating on the water. As the torrent of fate passes by, you are closely connected to each other because of something invisible but inseparable.
"Master, I'm so sorry. Susie was preparing breakfast and the others were transplanting roses in the backyard. I didn't notice you coming back. I'm really sorry."
The maid noticed that the atmosphere in the living room was not right, and her apology voice became smaller and smaller. She took Feintz's military cap and gloves and quickly left.
"Brother, why... didn't Lai come back with you?"
You still spoke, asking even though you knew the answer anyway, hoping for the last glimmer of hope.
Feinz walked over and sat on the sofa, leaning back against the back of the sofa, his long legs slightly apart, and a fine wrinkle between his eyebrows, which made him look even more stern.
"Ina, when you're done with this, leave Berlin and come back to Paris with me."
His evasive words chilled your heart, and the last glimmer of hope was shattered by these words.
It's like reaching into a bag of cotton and suddenly feeling the blade inside. The blade is so sharp that it cuts your flesh without you even noticing.
"What about Lai?"
"From now on," he rubbed his brow with the knuckle of his index finger for several seconds before continuing, "Don't mention Lai anymore."
You supported yourself with your hands and moved from the sofa to where Feints was sitting, staring at him with moist blue eyes and grabbing the front of his black military uniform.
"Why...Brother, Lai is your son, our child, why...why...is it just because Lai can't see..."
You have more questions to ask him, but you are so sad and angry that you can't say them anymore.
Feinz put his big hands around your slender waist and forced your head into his arms. His chin rested on the soft golden hair on top of your head, and his voice was so deep that it seemed to come from deep in his chest.
"Ina, Lai... is a burden to the empire, an unqualified life, a useless feeder. The empire does not allow such existence."
"But Len is your son!"
He tightened his arm around you.
"The Empire above all else."
You don't want to argue with Feinz anymore. He can even sacrifice your son for this so-called thousand-year empire.
You can't tell him from the perspective of the 21st century that everything he believes in is wrong. It's like flipping a coin; no one knows the outcome until it lands.
"Brother, since you couldn't protect Lai, why did you force me to give birth to Lai..."
You pushed away his shackles, endured the discomfort in your chest, and wiped your tears with the back of your hand. Ina, be strong. You need to change your clothes and go to Venusburg to bring your Lai home.
After returning to the room, you looked down and saw that your clothes on the chest were soaked by the overflowing water.
But you have lost Lai forever...
The pain of losing your child plus the tenderness and pain in your chest are a double torture for you. You keep rubbing your chest with your hands, and tears fall down.
"Um……"
You couldn't help but slowly bend down and let out a low cry.
"Ina!"
Seeing you hunched over, Feinz quickly walked over and carried you to the bed. He only needed one look to understand what was going on. He had been there every time you fed Len these past few days.
"Brother will help you."
What is he talking about... Get away... Murderer, executioner, NC demon, don't touch me...
You slapped his shoulders hard, but he easily pinned your hands above your head with one big hand.
"Yina, don't cry, it will be over soon."
You feel like you have nowhere to hide in front of him. Shame, resentment, grief and anger, all these emotions combined together make you feel suffocated.
“Hmm… huh…”
It's finally over, and you can't help but breathe a sigh of relief. The pain in your chest has disappeared, and the stiffness and numbness have turned back to softness. He also loosened his grip on you.
His deep blue eyes were like a deep lake, shrouded in mysterious mist, making it impossible to read the emotions within.
"Yina, wait until we get to the hospital and ask the doctor to prescribe some antipyretics for you."
He pushed your hair to the side of your face and you turned your face away.
…
It's raining in Berlin.
A cold wind blew from the Ural Mountains, sweeping continuous rain across the entire city, as if countless silver threads were dragging from the sky to the ground.
You are dressed in black, with a black veil on your face to hide your tearful eyes. Although black looks elegant, you still give people the feeling that you are about to have a mental breakdown.
Feynz did not make too much noise about his child's death. Only a few of his close friends in Berlin and the mourning priest attended the funeral. Of course, Mrs. Blot also hurried back after receiving the news.
Venusburg Hospital issued a death certificate for Lai, stating the cause of death was anaphylactic shock. You didn't even get to see Lai for the last time before they cremated his body privately.
The speed at which evidence was destroyed was astonishing.
You are already familiar with the appearance of ashes, that phosphorous white color that exudes death...
…
At the dinner table, Susie nervously served you the food, afraid that any wrong move would upset your frail self. But you weren't as fragile as they thought, and you finished your meal seriously.
When faced with misfortune, a person still feels hungry. Since there's no way to change the established facts, why not eat anyway? Because food can be taken away at any time, but misfortune may always be with them.
"How are you today, miss?"
Feintz returned from headquarters exhausted and lied to the general.
His Ina was so smart that she guessed the real cause of Lai's death without him having to explain too much, and touched the edge of this top-secret operation.
"Master, apart from spending an hour in the rose garden in the backyard this afternoon, the young lady stayed in her room the rest of the time and ate on time."
Feints nodded, changed his clothes, and went upstairs.
At this time, your head starts to hurt again, so you open the blue and white medicine bottle, pour out three white tablets from it, and replace them with water into your stopped stomach.
"What are you eating?"
You ignored Feynz and put the two letters you had just read into the drawer.
Feintz felt that the blue and white medicine bottle on the table was very familiar. He picked it up and looked at the densely packed string of words on it, his expression becoming increasingly grim.
"Yina, who gave this to you!" he said sternly.
"Ah? It's Mrs. Blot..."
As soon as you finished speaking, Feintz took the bottle of medicine and strode downstairs, obviously angry.
System, what kind of medicine is this?
[Host, this is Perfeidin]
Nonsense, of course you know it's Pervitin. You're asking what's so special about it, and whether it's really as effective as Mrs. Blott claims. You've been a bit addicted lately, so could it be...
[Host, what she said is true, and what you think is also true]
You ran down quickly, only to see a chaotic scene.
Mrs. Blott was on her knees, and Susie was kneeling beside her, hugging her heaving shoulders, while Fiennes pointed his gun at them.
"Brother! What are you doing!?"
You tried to grab Feints' gun, but he didn't move.
"Master, I really didn't mean to harm the young lady. Charlie brought the medicine home. I thought it would help her stay awake, so I gave it to her. How could I harm her? I've watched you and her grow up, Master..."
Charlie was the nickname of Mrs. Blot's only son, Charles, who, like Fiennes, had fought in the Belgian Campaign and the French War, distinguished himself in the storming of the Albert Canal Bridge, and was now stationed in Greece.
This loyal servant has served two generations of the von Kálmán family and is Mrs. Grete's most beloved personal maid.
Faced with this woman who could be called half a mother, Feinz still restrained his bloodthirsty nature and finally stopped.
…
"Ina, be good and drink the water. You will feel better after drinking it."
Desire is like a black gas that rises from the floor of the room and wraps you in an airtight cocoon.
You seem to be possessed by a demon, as if what you are drinking is not warm Schulpfuta mineral water, but a stimulant that makes you lose your mind and dizzy.
"Brother, please... just give one piece to Ina..."
Feinz sat on the edge of the bed. You got up from the bed and knelt, holding his face in your hands and kissing his blue eyes, high nose and thin lips indiscriminately.
"Brother, Ina begs you..."
Your kiss gradually moved down, landing on his Adam's apple, licking his Adam's apple and biting it slightly.
"Ina..."
Facing such an active you, how could Feints hold back? He took the initiative and launched the offensive.
Your efforts just now did not bring you the desired results, but only allowed you to climb from one hopeless peak to another.
In the middle of the night, you woke up and saw you and Feintz pressed together, all the barriers between them gone. He was sleeping soundly, a direct manifestation of trust in the people around him.
You quietly got up, put on your robe, and picked up Feintz's gun from the table.
[Host, host, please calm down. I can help you eliminate the toxins in your body.]
You are very tired, but you have to do something for Lai. He should pay the price for your Lai.
You know how to use a gun; he taught you in the car. The moment you aimed at him and pulled the trigger without hesitation, time froze.
[Host, I'm sorry, he is the key to the continued operation of this world, you have no right to take his life]
Why?! System, what kind of cybernetic NPC are you?! What hidden mission? I can't find it, I can't complete it! I want to go home!
[…Hiss… (sound of electricity)]
[Since the host is on the verge of collapse and the transmigration system is likely to shut down, we are hereby reminding the host to stop the continuation of the T4 cleansing operation. This is your new mission.]
T4……
The secret operation that killed Lai was codenamed T4... System, I'm just an ordinary person...
【religion】
But nowadays, religion won’t interfere in politics! This is the consensus they’ve reached…
【Zizizi... (electrical sound)】
You thought for a while, but had no idea, so you put the pistol back into its holster and went back to bed.
As soon as you lay down, Feinz reached out and hugged you again. His hair brushed against your face, making you feel a little itchy. You wanted to avoid him, but he insisted on rubbing against you like a golden retriever.
This person is simply sick. How can he look so different when he's asleep and when he's awake...
Did he love Lai? Probably not. In his eyes, Lai was just a stain that tarnished his military and political career.
Forget it, Ina, don’t have any more illusions about him. Go to bed quickly. You still have to think about the prompts given by the system tomorrow.
…
You searched for a long time before finally finding a church without a swastika. On the church wall was a tranquil statue of Christ crucified, with two thugs crucified on either side.
There is a priest in black robes sitting in the confessional of the church. You sit nervously outside the wooden partition, imitating the scenes you have seen on TV and confessing to the priest through the partition.
"Father, I knew about a terrible act, but I could do nothing about it. I am tormented by it all day long."
"In Venusberg, they were cleaning up mutilated children every day. I knew about it but couldn't stop it, which was tantamount to being an accomplice."
"Father, I have committed the grave sin of killing innocent people."
"May the Lord Jesus Christ and the Virgin Mary forgive my sins."
You can imagine the shock Father Ludovico felt when he heard that the imperial government was taking the lead in violating the "Thou shalt not kill" commandment. By the time he responded to you, a heroic decision had already been made.
"My child, Christ Jesus and the Virgin Mary will protect you. No one will think that a poor young mother has committed a sin."
In his sermon the next day, Father Ludovico revealed to the believers all the sins that had been covered up.
Whether it is the jzh camp or the T4 operation, these facts seem to be nothing more than historical clichés in the 21st century.
But that year, when the truth suddenly appeared before the public in a bloody manner under the clear August sky, everyone who heard it was shocked as if struck by lightning and horrified as if stung by a bee. Everyone's firm belief in the possibility of human goodness was completely razed to the ground.
Suddenly, rumors became a permanent fixture in Berlin, while the truth remained on Zoologische Strasse. The entire city was in uproar, its people in a state of panic.
…
4 Zoo Street.
Feinz lay in the chair with his head tilted back, his black wide-brimmed hat slightly covering his blue eyes, his arms folded, as if he was asleep.
"Ludovico is such a fool. He doesn't want to be a good priest, but he has to go against us!"
Mueller slammed the door, threw the file in his hand on the table, walked to the chair and kicked Feintz, then took a tissue from the table and wiped the blood off his hands.
"Fell, you have a lot of tricks up your sleeve. See how you can get this idiot to talk. Who on earth is so reckless as to dare to leak the T4 plan?"
Although Lieutenant Colonel Mueller held a higher rank than Feynz, the distinction between superior and subordinate was less clear in Feynz's presence. This was due to both the common people's admiration for the nobles and the affection they had developed while at the Berlin Military Academy.
Feyntz stood up, put on his military cap again, picked up the yellowed file on the table, and said disdainfully while flipping through it:
"Ah, religion, which loves to burn heretics at the stake in the name of charity, is now pretending to be so. Mueller, has the electric shock ever been used?"
According to archives, Ludovico was the only son of a surgeon at the Hindenburg Street Clinic. He was gifted and had a bright future when he was studying at the University of Munich. However, he went against his family's wishes, devoted himself to theology, and threw himself into the arms of the Lord.
"Fell, when it comes to your methods, you really leave me feeling helpless." Muller threw the blood-stained tissue into the trash can, revealed a sinister smile, and continued:
"My informant said a young woman had been there. What a load of rubbish! Why can't I just arrest all the women in Berlin? Forget it, let's try the electric shock. If that doesn't work, just send this idiot to see God!"
Upon hearing this, Feintz's hand, which was flipping through the files, suddenly stopped.
…
You are in your room with Mrs. Blott packing up the little toys you prepared for Len. Looking at them reminds you of Len and it only makes you feel sad. It would be better to put them away and be done with it.
A painted wooden box, each board inside is movable, similar to the tangram and Huarongdao puzzles played by modern children.
My wife said that Yvette loved playing this game when she was a child. She could open it with the fewest steps and the shortest time. She was a natural puzzle master.
There was also a mini Foucault pendulum that Mrs. Heatherlin gave to Lai, with a golden pendulum that was as round as Lai's little head.
The pendulum appears to swing back and forth along a straight line, but its orbit is actually changing, which is an undeniable proof of the Earth's rotation. Even after years, even if everything disappears, it will not stop moving.
You traced the track with your finger, wiggling the ball, your thoughts unconsciously beginning to drift to Len again.
"Did Ina go to church a few days ago?"
Seeing that Feyntz was coming so aggressively, the maid dared not lie anymore and had to answer truthfully: "Yes, sir, miss... Miss did go to church last Tuesday."
It’s true!
Feints cursed and kicked over a stool with a carafe on it.
The water immediately spilled all over the floor, soaking the carpet, and the few gorgeous roses that were inserted in the carpet lay limply on the ground.
As soon as he walked in, before you could even call him "brother", he grabbed your hair and dragged you inside.
Mrs. Blot screamed and tried to stop him: "Master Fair, please be kind and tell the young lady slowly if you have anything to say..."
“Get out!”
He almost spat out these words through gritted teeth.
No one dared to disobey him at this moment of rage, so Mrs. Blot had no choice but to leave the room. The door was closed, tightly blocking the good intentions from outside who wanted to rush in.
Feynz grabbed your hair and yanked it back, causing your hair to be pulled painfully and forcing your face back. With no support from behind, you grabbed the front of his black military uniform.
"Brother, please let go...it hurts..."
He looked at your red eyes with crystal tears flowing in them, and loosened his grip on you, but used his body to push you against the wall, then pinched your jaw and forced you to look up at him.
"Ina, I told you that the empire is above everything else. Why do you keep doing stupid things over and over again? Tell me, what did you do in the church in private?"
The fingers that pinched your jaw gradually increased in strength, slowly sinking into your collagen-filled face, leaving red fingerprints.
"Go, go and atone your sins... It's all because of me that Lai..."
You say you can't go anymore because it hurts so much that you feel like your jaw is going to shift.
There was finally a flicker in Feynman's blue eyes. He loosened his grip and you slid to the floor. He sat on the edge of the bed, his gaze still as cold and piercing as ever.
"Come here, need I say more?"
Your eye sockets are getting hotter and hotter, and the hazy light makes everything around you blurry.
You kneel on the ground, like a pagan being punished. The suffering is justly imposed on you, and all you can do is accept, endure and wait.
"Yina, you have the blood of a shrew in your body. This blood is too dirty and it will take Lai's life."
You lay on the ground, retching uncontrollably, tears welling up in your eyes, as if you were submerged in a raging flood.
…
Feinz went to No. 4 Zoo Street and helped Mueller interrogate Father Ludovico. In less than half a day, the priest passed away without revealing any information to anyone.
Headquarters declared him guilty of wartime treason. In this era, innocence is the greatest sin, the greatest evil. They not only tortured him in life, but also smeared him after his death.
Susie was washing dishes and whispered, "Madam, I always feel that something is wrong between the young master and the young lady. I have seen the young master coming out of the young lady's room more than once in the morning."
Mrs. Blott has been worried about you lately because she's been seeing you in a listless state. When she heard Susie's words, she rebuked him, "Susie, we shouldn't get involved in the Master's affairs."
But Mrs. Blott also felt the same way. Although Master Fell and Miss Ina had been close since childhood, their relationship was a little too close now. Oh, if only the general were in Berlin.
You were packing your clothes to accompany Feynman to Paris, the radio was on, and the man's voice was spinning in every corner of the room.
"This operation is a scientific study. Genes with defects are not unacceptable. I regret that the loyal people of Berlin have been blinded by the church..."
Was that man truly fearless? No, historical materialism tells us that the people are the masters of history. As long as the cross of Christ remains, God will continue to feel the deepest suffering of humanity.
Even though Nietzsche constantly declared that God was dead, when man stabbed God's heart, he himself was bleeding.
This massive church resistance movement finally ended with the man's compromise, and Operation T4 was temporarily suspended, but only in Berlin.
[Ding Dong——]
[Congratulations to the host for unlocking the hidden quest line, A Child's Lament]
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