A mess
His current physical condition made it very difficult for him to drive, but Xia Fan could no longer stay in Liang Shu's apartment. After going downstairs to find the car, he sat in the driver's seat, panting.
Why did Liang Shu do that? He didn't understand, yet he seemed to realize something. Or perhaps he had been ignoring Liang Shu's feelings. He had clearly suspected Liang Shu's feelings, but he had forced himself to attribute that feeling to brotherhood.
What should they do? After today, things between them will never go back to the way they were before. Xia Fan pursed his lips, his already chaotic mood becoming even more depressing.
Go find Xu Wang? Would that Beta meet him? He suddenly thought of Xu Wang again. He had just blurted out to Liang Shu that he was going to find Xu Wang. Now he really wanted to see that cheerful little sun. But things between them weren't the same as before.
With a wry smile, Xia Fan gripped the steering wheel tightly, enduring the discomfort as he drove to the tobacco shop near the university town. He had checked and found that the reason Xu Wang didn't go to City C with Zou Yuqing was because he had to look after his own store, which he was going to take over.
Fortunately, Liang Shu's apartment wasn't that far from the university town, and there weren't many cars at night. After driving for about twenty minutes, he parked not far from the store entrance. From his direction, he could see Xu Wang sitting at the cashier. The Beta had a smile on his face, and he wasn't sure who he was chatting with.
It should be Zou Yuqing. Xu Wang is always so happy when he and Zou Yuqing are together or chatting.
Lowering his eyes, Xia Fan pulled out his phone and clicked on the chat box with Xu Wang. Should he tell Xu Wang that he was at the door? He was so embarrassed and ashamed of his body's reaction. Did he really want Xu Wang to see it?
But he really wanted Xu Wang to hug him. He wanted to see Xu Wang's smile, which could heal his broken and gloomy soul.
After much hesitation, Xia Fan sent a message to Xu Wang: "Are you free? I'm at the door of your store right now."
After sending it, he began to suppress the danger signals from his body and pretend that nothing was wrong. He had long been accustomed to concealing his pain, whether it was mental or physical.
Looking towards the shop, Xu Wang's expression became a little surprised, as if he saw the message he sent. He looked outside for a few times, then walked out suspiciously.
The series of actions was both funny and cute. Xia Fan smiled faintly and turned on the hazard lights. Beta, seeing the headlights, trotted over to the passenger seat and looked at him. "You...why are you here?"
Xu Wang's eyes were a little evasive. He thought Xia Fan would never see him again. He had said he would explain, but they hadn't contacted each other for a long time. Although he wanted to take the initiative to contact Xia Fan, he knew Xia Fan was very busy. He was also afraid that this Alpha would come to his senses and ignore him, a Beta, and continue to like Wei Mingjue.
When Xu Wang thought of Wei Mingjue, his brows furrowed.
"Are you free now?" Xia Fan asked. Even though sweat oozed out from the pain he was enduring, he still smiled at Xu Wang.
"Yes, yes, what's wrong? You don't look well, is it..." There were not many customers at the moment, and his parents were resting in the lounge. He could come out at any time and let his parents take his place, but he didn't know why Xia Fan suddenly came to find him. Seeing this Alpha's face turned pale, when he wanted to ask about the situation again, he suddenly noticed something strange in Xia Fan's lower body, "What's going on? You..."
Noticing Xu Wang's gaze, Xia Fan felt a little embarrassed. He lowered his head slightly and said, "There's something wrong with the company's inhibitor again. It contains aphrodisiac ingredients." After saying that, he raised his head again with a wry smile.
He couldn't hold it in any longer. The pheromones and desires in his body were clamoring for release. Without waiting for the stunned Xu Wang to speak, Xia Fan continued, "If you're free now, can you go to the hotel next door..."
"Let's go."
The next second, Xu Wang was already in the passenger seat, buckled up. His expression looked very solemn. Xia Fan said nothing more and started the car.
"I'm going to call Yu Qing. Did Wei Mingjue also give him some of that inhibitor?" After a while, Xu Wang was about to use his cell phone to call Zou Yuqing, but Xia Fan stopped him. "I've already talked to President Wei. He'll tell Zou Yuqing."
"Really?" Xu Wang pursed his lips, then turned his head to look at Xia Fan. This Alpha's face was extremely pale under the streetlight, but his thin lips were still rosy. The veins in his arms were bulging, and it was easy to see how unbearable the restraint was at the moment. "Why did you come to me at this time?" he asked softly.
Xia Fan didn't answer. Explaining or confessing at this point would be too hypocritical and powerless. He had seen the consequences of doing so before.
"It can't be because I'm the only one?" Xia Fan's silence made Xu Wang's heart a little sad. He thought, maybe Wei Mingjue didn't touch the people around him, so Xia Fan could only come to him.
"No!" Xia Fan guessed that Xu Wang would have wild thoughts, so he denied it loudly, causing him to feel dizzy. The car also swayed uncontrollably from side to side, which scared both of them.
Xu Wang didn't ask any more questions, and Xia Fan didn't explain. They parked outside the nearest hotel in the university town. They got out without a word, handed over their IDs, and checked in. An Alpha at the front desk smelled Xia Fan's rich pheromones and nearly fell to his knees, wanting to curse, but since they were guests, they had to endure it. He only complained a few words after they got into the elevator.
The hotel was a run-down, decades-old establishment, a place where all sorts of university students and young couples had stayed, leaving behind many traces. This was Xia Fan's first time in such a hotel, and as he looked at the bed in front of him, a blush inexplicably appeared on his pale face.
If he hadn't been unable to bear it any longer, he would have chosen to drive further away, go to a better hotel, and leave a good impression on Xu Wang. No, it was impossible for him to leave a good impression on Xu Wang. After all, the timing of his visit to Xu Wang today was wrong.
(……)
His glands, an Alpha's glands, were a mess.
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